i chanced upon something that i have been waiting for long
to think that i have been having imaginary yamato nadeshiko
or such of sort it dawned upon me at that time since that time
and then finally the finale comes
as i sorta embrace the sight of creaks of light

ALAMAK

i feel better now. LOL
(a bit guilty lah, but better)

Ettiquette

I wone whether students in ECI understand that word
or was i misinterpreting this shit called the etiquette of editors?

1. people just bypass booking forms
2. people randomly take the keys although they're not using those stations
3. "every stations is the same rite, or do you have any preference?" I'm not that anal dude, but do appreciate other's conveniency. thats kinda rude
4. dont book the whole studio for straight 1 week when you know that there's 15 others in your class that may need green screen

kath>> when i was dancing randomly, i actually think about *bleep*
kath>> abt what ifs....
rin >> hueh kath.. seriously, i think you have fallen in love with *bleep*

OH NOooooooooooooooooooo
matilah! no no no.. not good
again? come on, gimme a break...


not thinking, not thinking, not thinking

Last night was a blast, it was good though
to be able to let the flow of water goes down
Shitty as always but thats just how it should be
i cant expect something to be more 'calmer' than last night
when dealing with this

I thought i could confide, like what you said
but aparently situation shows whats better for both
Its painful cos i put too much trust
and differences taken as poison in my case


expectations
gunning down
sniper-shots
aches
nothing i could say that could actually make things better
its just time, and time will heal everythin
or bury things like sand buries the dead

i think im just being angry these days
i think i take life too seriously
i think i have some mental problems
i seriously think that i should not think anymore, and just be robot
finish up stuffs and go on with life

hairy hairy hair
why you appeared on my film frames
why do you appear on 400 feets worth of films?
and why arent you appear somewhere else, somewhen else?

Whoah, i think ive been slacking enough for these 2 days. ahaha
now its time for payback (2 weeks of submissions of essays)
bring it out, baybeh~


On friday i went to help Kunal (4th year animation senior) to video
his performance for the Mugged Night (fundraising event for media
students' external grad show). After which i went to J's hse.
Was shocked to see seas of human there! whahaha.
Loads of seniors... loads of beverages.. loads of musicians.... and loads
of 'rock band' gamers.... hahaha
After which they left, and back to the usual people:
(j, shannon, jorge, jenny, raphie, me, & lynn *still on her way*)
, we just slack around watching shannon playing game and then
me, lynn & jorge started playin with gomae. hehehe.... Raphie
fell asleep 1st..

The next night's Salvador's bday waahaha.
Went out to The Cambie, wasnt that great (cos i didnt eat dinner and i
drank a bit, so didnt feel good) but overall it was ok.
Mved from 1 bar to another bar, wasnt that fun (the bar thingy, not the
company)... FINALLY we moved to Katana's hse..
Random talk, random chat, fun fun fun.
And i was so stoned, Anthony (an exchange student from syd) took
colour pens and we just random drawing whahaha.
I think it was fun.
Nihal stayed over cos my hse's the nearest to his i think.
ah another day.. do work now now NOW.
stop procrastinating!

but anyway.. lovely bday for salvie i hope...

Well I had a media history class just now and now i'm
in my part-time bitchy mood. Its not a trait that usually
come out of me, and I know that i dont love bitching abt
people so openly but hey i cant help it.

so far there were only a few leturers that Ive been bitching
abt (and 1 bitched back abt me-- felix lah. but its all good)
Now, shall we introduce to you... Ann Naymie.
Lovely first impression, great at answering mails.
Sweet smiles and compassionate teachings.
So whats there to comment?

she sort of forgot that she's teaching in a tertiary institution,
she's in delusion that she's teaching high school students,
she behaves like shes teaching high school students,
she's in delusion that she does not think people who doesnt understand her are idiots,
she's in delusion when she gives questions or assignment briefs,
she has intention to reshuffle seating position within a class in a tertiary institution,
she expects every of her student to behave like professional students

Ma'am, could you kindly define professional here?
TYPICAL student you mean, who ask questions like they're fighting for
food rations, who sometimes just gives unneccesary comments within
the lecture (why commenting the obvious), who still talks but its ok
cos she dont see it.

brightening the lights around my seating space with the intention
of "FEAR ME", "IM WATCHING YOU"... ow, thats professional, you mean?
ah, spooky. sneaky sneaky intention. =D

18 out of 30-something didnt get what she wants for the assignments.
The last time we asked her publicly in class whether or not the key
image (or idea) has to be there within the fina, piece, she said,
"No, as long as you have the signification there". Ma'am, you're widening
the areas of things that we can do, but at the same time, setting an
invincible limit bar as well. Is that your game? Or is that professional?

Oh yes, and I was reminded of some clients in my internship days who
has the same behaviour patterns. Well, we always said that singaporean
clintes dnt understand anything and then they just demand demand demand,
im amazed that someone in Vancouver are actually a reflection of that as well.
What the HELL. just WHAT the HELL.

So is this a daily-life re-enactment of Kanehsatake crisis, Ma'am?
Are you taking the role of SQ? if yes, then i assume we all should hold
our roles as the Mohawks, yes?
sweeet

GOMAE

its not just another ordinary gomae
that you ate during sushi meals
or of course, ALL YOU CAN EAT SUSHI meals
this Gomae, is another Gomae
super cute gomae
love love love wohohohho


Last night i went over to Shannon-J's hse as i refused to
wake up late again! whahaha
oh well oh well, i was late by a lil bit but it was the late
after break that kills my 4% of marks.
Anyway.. whahahaha.. tts random.
So last night when i slept at the sofa, lovely Gomae,
whom i always presume is a gay cat for his refuseness
towards any female touch, came over from J's room
and slept with me. so sweeeet lah. then this morning, i wanted
to bathe but Gomae doesnt want to let go of me.
Super sweeeeet. He walks arnd me, playing his tails *awwww*
and brushing his head against my skins countless *nosebleed*
oooooooh Gomae, why you so cute?
now im convinced that youre not gay anymore whahahaha
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
kissed me somemore, countless times.. aaaaaaaawwwwwwwww
*nosebleeeed*
*nosebleeed*
姐姐 cannot take it, youre tooo cute.. awww awww

Huehuehuehuee
after a 12-hour straight of student film shooting,
i finally realised that age has catch up on me.
hahahahahaa~
can you imagine? after 2 i just felt quite disconnected
and now my whole body ache, my feet ache
what is thizzz?
im supposed to be youuuuuth hahaha
oh well. time to wake up
time to exercise
(lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)

a lot of contradiction fills my days
a lot of weird thinkings come to me
but of all things, i wanna kill 1 person.
not Bill... of course, not kill bill
kill Ann.
ANN NAYMIE

walauweeeeeeee
she just reminded me of a certain individual
who was last spotted pineapple golden lion
tamarin hair colour with his fave orange
shirt and tanned orange skin!
whahhaaa
they are pretty much 2 different peple,
completely diff people
but the auras.. the same irritation hwhaha