Full of contempt

Hati manusia itu
full of contempt
ga bakal tahu kapan munculnya
kapan ngilangnya
tiba2 aja contempt menjelma
jadi alter ego yang menakutkan

ketika kebahagiaan datang
di balik itu bersembunyilah kegelapan
ketertawaan kesengsaaran kedengkian
kebencian terhadap apa yang sedang terjadi
apa yang ingin terjadi
dan apa yang tidak kuasa terjadi
yang terlebih lagi
meyesali pesaraan yang sedang dirasakan

manusia itu
just full of contempt
mungkin bukan mereka
mungkin cuman gw
manusia...
gw...

Guyayayayayaa!~

aaah well, its been loong ever since i posted anything SIGNIFICANT
on my blog. hahahaa. When a few ppl came up to me and say "update
your blog!" it kind of gave me something to think about.
whahaha

yes! graduation, was over. and the fact that Im now merely waiting for
things to happen and be done with, i a now completely hibernating.
hahahaa. You would catch me doing these things:
1. downloadin scanlations
2. reading scanlations
3. searching for more and download them
4. downloading youtube stuffs to my comp
5. converting them to somethin playable on the ipod
6. playin neopets
7. chatting (sometimes)
8. gaming at neopets
9. be a local guide for my parents
10. run errands
11. hmmm.. sit down and relax
12. sleep


what a life. whahaha

lalalala~
frankly speakin i would prefer the old blogger. whahhaa
much easier and simpler.

saw front just now. i wonder whether they had different company
producing it, as it seemed to be more classy rite now.
but losing the touch. ah well. whahaha
and i agree with some ppl, najib + kumar would be loveleeeeey

ah... to think abt me talking abt FRONt makes me really22222
think..
that
i
am
so
so
so
so so so so so so so so so so so so
bo liao


hahahahaha

owarimasu.

My lil bro and Bryan, a cousin of mine. wohoho


Granpa's body's last resting place.
Loveley bunch of fleurs.


Roses and Jasmines for granpa's tomb


Veiled wih fleurs


Rest in Peace (oh yes he will. haha.)
enjoy Heaven, granpa.


Fragility among the living
(granma with sister and bro)


Yeaaah, all the cousins + my uncle's wife.


my bro. wohoho


crazy cousin whos been stuck with me for 20 years
yeah, hes Albert, the ever-famous Albert


Cousins and more cousins

The newspaper guy who looked like some actor whah

Some nice hotel in jakarta. whaha.


the most expensive condo in jakarta, i heard. nice gothic look.


The most famous-for-expensive-goods mall in jkt


Rice suffocating piglet. whaha


Nice conceptual shot (accidental).
titled "Between Vic and Stan"


Emirates' arabic printouts hehehe


Batam! from up above!


Dunkin Donuts! SIngapore should have these, man!


Eunice and her killer "pong" movement


Xing Jie and his freestyle mahjong tiles arrangements


Look look! An impersonation. Guess who? shes in town haha


Rainer's key to 21. whhahaa nice fortress.


This is rainer Chia bomber

Update... Update!!!!

Aha.. now its the time to update. Its confirmed (somehow).
Im accepted at Emily Carr, institute of Art & Design, Vancouver.
whahahhaa
Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeha.
lotsa stuffs happened and Im thankful to God that all things happened for
some reason.

The most interesting part would be my Granpa's passing away.
I was in jkt back then. I met him for the last time on my 2nd day.
And by 2nd nite, I knew that he;s not gonna make it long, so instead
of everone praying for his recovery, i did what tante Nieke did back then
for Uncle George's dad. To pray for God's will to be done.
True enough, he decided to meet God ahead of us all. haha.
The great thing was, he did it at the 'right' moment. Sounds hard to be postive
abt this, but yeah. He passed away when most of everyone is in town.
It was like, as if, hes waiting for everyone to be around and then gone in peace.

Since he had received Christ, i can say the whole atmosphere was very2 different
from the paternal granpa's funeral i attended. Everything went on so beautiful
and it came to a pt where there was a video footage of him attending Benny Hinn's
crusade and received Christ. Man, i mean,, hahahha of all ppl. lol. so intresting.
But anyway, it was a very beautiful experiences.
to be able to accept that hes gone to a better place and we will meet some other day
some other time, it would be nice if every other people could feel the same way too.