PHOTOS at lasst..

Wohohoho.. I took this alrite..

saw the top and the pants at Zara so i just tried em out.

Freakiiiiin nice & cool~

Except for the price. hahaha..

but yeah... loved the combi.. khihihihii

Christmas Party @ Daniel's place.
Lovelyyy... It was to celebrate his & Jessica's bday as well.
hehehee.....

Jessica gettin her bday cake from some unidentified guy.
the point tt i wanna make is nto tt one,
its the lighting (my cam sux for low light) & the framing
Loved em... heheeehehehe..~
so drama.
ok, she's being drama too. hehehhee nice~

My sch building looks like some futuristic place.
Imagine walking and playing around this area..
haha would be cool man~!

New year is..... an inch ahead.
Very sooon.. very sooon...
Very soon i will have the chance to say,
"see you next year" on the 31st Dec at 23:59:59
Hahahaha.

okie, that's lame wish.
Hm... had my casting yest morning. Again, quite a disappointment.
Man... cant you just show up?! (Man = my main lead's chara name)
I need someone who can act against Anita. Who can balance ANita's.
Haiyoyoyoyo....
And then, a few more others' casting & off we were to Alfie's hse.
Nice house siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah..
And to PS... and to Daisho!!!!
Daisho reminds me of 1.99 shop, which i love the most!~
Ended up buying dry japanese noodle! Yes!!!
As you may heard of my notorious McDelivery twice in a day,
promised myself should ot be that lazy anymore.
(reasons being:)
..1 it rained heavily tt day
..2 no one's at home, only me me me for these days
..3 fridge has no food stock AT ALL
..4 my stomach's cryin for help
..5 but my storyboard said i shouldnt go anywhere and just concentrate


ah`~ anyway... today, shall go Yishun and buy my bro's
sch pants.. and rot myself away doing schedule.. finding talent...
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
can die oneeeee
really2 can dieeee oneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
rar!~

and find crew. almost forgot to touch this matter.
Didnt realise Philo's & Mine's production's clashes...
and linus cant come everyday cos he's busy as well.
still thinking... depply thinking...
calling people... yadayadayadayadaadayada...
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Hmmmmm today is the 2nd day that Im at home alone.
Lol! Andry lah! told me & Eugene that he'll be comin
on 27th dec when he actually gonna come on the 27th jan.
wth man! whahhaa we were worrying what the heck happened
to this chap yesterday, as the sky are gettin darker and
still no phone calls from him. whahahhaa.
shall murder him when he come over. lol~

And... today's such a not-great day. i mean it, seriously.
woke up at 10 30, only to waste waste waste time til 1+,
ate up McDelivery stuffs (real sinful crap!!!) and watched
Blood+ 5 episodes before resuming to work. And, while working,
chatting, surfing the net, finding talents, etc etc etc...
til about 8, bathe & went to eat McD again (delivery).
Seems like life is boring. real boring. Good thing is... storyboard
gonna finish soon! yay! Thank God for that.

Watched Blood+ again til ep 13.... man...
connection sux big time..... hahaa. youtube's loading kept on
failing. haiyoh...and tmr's nite... there will be nothing...
nothing... nothing...
is this kind of sad or sad.. yeah sad.
lol.
Hmm... maybe ive been so 'dependent' on stuffs around me that when
things caught up with everyone, i'm here alone and distracted again.
haiyoyoyo~

hm maybe its just me.
wahaaahahhaa
im this bored human being that needs to be entertained..
and im boring too..

Haiyayayayayyayaa~
main male lead,... ni zhai na liii?
whuahuahuaahuhauahuahaa


anyway...storyboard's comin to the end.. sooon i hope sooon!
ate macdonalds at last.. haha ........ while watching Blood+
nice siaaaah~
k...
resume back to work..
looking through profiles of human beings that i can approach
for casting. huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

Whoah...
1 cast confirmed.. ok actually 2.
whhahaaa/
amen amen amen.

anyway... was thinking on how to uninstall a
Teratek tablet. Anyone?

Tuhan pasti ngasih gw pilihan yg terbaik.
Ga mungkin Dia bs lupa ma gw, ato Dia bisa berniat jahat ma gw.
Cuman faith & patience yg bakalan sufficient tuk keep me go on.
BuatMu Tuhan, gw serahin segalaNya.
Satu manusia ini smuanya kepunyaanMu.
Amen.










hm.. kadang waktu kita lagi dah dt assurance,
iblis hobi bgt pake cara2 licik buat bikin kita jatoh.
mulai dari sakit hati, iri hati, cemburu.. smuanya udah dia lancarin ke gw...
Tapi waktu gw reassure kalo Tuhan bakal ngasih yang terbaik..
Perlahan sakit hati ini pudar dikit demi sedikit..
(tp ngggak cepet loh..)
wohohohoho

yah sedih juga sih..
cuman bisa ngeliat dari jaoh
udah tau ada pager segede gajah,
masih aja berhalusinasi semut di ujung kulon.
Cuman... gw mao janji lg ma Tuhan.
Yang bukan dariMu janganlah terjadi padaku.
yang bukan dariMu, sebaik seindah seperfect semantep apapun,
jaohkanlah dari gw.
Supaya gw bisa menjaga hati gw
Untuk bisa denger & ngikutin kata2Mu.
amen.

Hmm hmm hmmm storyboard is taking longer to finish...
Athough i got the better ending now.. and yeah.. its all cleared.
Anyone who has a nice room & living room... Anyone who know/
have any lobang for green screen / reflective media studio?

hmmhmmhmmm

and this sickness doesnt help. my whole back ache like.. erm.. rusty metal~
My nose flood like.. erm... niagara
My head kind of feel heaty.. like.. erm.. thermo blanket
And Hyde's song sounds so sooothing..like... erm.. funeral anthem?
whgahaha
k the funeral anthem thingy.. this song "evergreen" by Hyde,
if tyou go youtube and find its music video (which is more fun to watch as a
package with other 2 songs...), you'll see they're all about death & after life..
lol
interesting.
and lovely~

esp cos Hyde's hair was dyed white silver!
damn... used to be obsessed with dyeing tt colour. whahahaha

Hell, this seemed quite sux but im really having troubles
with sleep right now. whahahaa..~
After all, what am i doin at 3 a.m in the morning, after watching
House, still not being able to sleep and supposedly doing
my work, which i cant work it out anyway. haiyayayayaya~!

Im hoping that tommorow i wont woke up (ok, its today)
at freak hours like 4 pm? (saturday i did tt, which screwed up my
day, cos it just destroyed my mood, lol)

Hmmm...
And this morning, this pastor from some church in Singapore
came over and prophesised to people.. some (lucky chaps)
would get 'surprises' as he could tell them a thing or two
about their future.. For me, its just confirmation.
Like, many of you ppl had been telling me that i take myself
too seriously, i take control over my life too much, i am
disappointed with myself and i am afraid of giving myself 2nd chance.
Ah. he confirmed all of that.

Which doesnt sound cool and i only have 1 way to
rule them out of my life. and its very obvious.
Let God take every control, even to the deeepest of my Thom yorke
project and He will lead the way. Afraid not of non-As because He
will give you what He wanna give you.

lol.
simple things. i just have to believe. and let Him.


wonder how fast can this takes place...
Hope its not years...

Time is running out for us
But you just move the hands upon the clock
You throw coins in the wishing well
For us
You just move your hands upon the wall

It comes to you begging you to stop
Wake up
But you just move your hands upon the clock
Throw coins in the wishing well
For us
You make believe that you are still in charge
(Thom Yorke - The Clock)





dont you feel like running away after reading/listeniing to this song?
lol ewhahahaahahahahaha
feels like you've been chased by some guard dog
or whatewver.. whahaha

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i want to runaway
runaway
runaway
shit i cant think properly~
what the hell is this?
I cant find the right visual, right concept, right metaphor, right thing
for the last 1 minute of the storyboard.
what the hellll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just let me runaway.
time is catching up.
saw the dagger on the air
let me run
just let me run.

the shot that i took at the swimming pool a few minutes ago.
whahaha. yay yay!
i love my lil2 cam. heck i cnat remmeber what did i call it..
lemme think...
lil swimmin thing?
k nvm.
qwhahaha
forget means forget.
rite now.. gonna bateh & meet Silvi for tonight's
xmas dinner with my church
yay! yay! yay!

Hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey

i gt dead brain cells swimmin in my sea of thoughts.
What the hekc man... haven go for location recce.
this is harder than it seems. whhaa
but its ok.
the challange is there.
On whether i can survive.. or im just a fanciful
A-turns-to-be-B grader.
Damn.

k. back to scripting for catsing tmr..
and then...
storyboardingt o the max!
rar!

oh yah... BLOOD+ is a nice anime, but not for the
faint herated. the music is kind of.... dark...
Feels liek watchin horrror show.. but the anime is
decent.. lovely movement...
MOre 'flowy' than trinity blood. wohohoho~

And a bit dissapointed with yamato nadeshiko shichi henge
anime... cos.. its stiff and some of the scenes are like...
just there cos i need to follow comic, tt kidn of feel.
lol~ EVen the animation is like..... paradise kiss...
wherever they can technically save, tehy will.
lol.
rarrararara!~

Crazy Day, Lovely Day

Man... before people had their crazy time at ZoukOut tonight,
i have had my share last night. Counting Crowns was at Yishun's
Evangelist Life Church and we (me, ci jeanne, ko charles, ribkah,
feli, cicinya feli, bella, jeven, eugene, ko toni, ci doris) went
there to have our 'share'. Hehehe. it was not pretty cool, it was
FREAKIn cool!!!!!!! I must admit that the band is awesome, and the
messages they held through the tune were poweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer.

Its lovely to see things like that. Imagine, 1st song and i'm almost
close to tears (like, something inside me just.. wanna explode)
coool~

Anyway, today was pretty crazy, did storyboard, coloured it in the end
and now.. im stilll stuck in the 1st 45 seconds of the song...
then, went to Moktar's wedding. hehehe. The WHOLE wedding was very
Mok's... Very2 drama, very2 lame.... The Jayuism was flowing around
and it's very contageous. whahaha.
ANyway... lets waste time by posting photo.. shall we?

The new specs. hehehehe. not bad ah~


The neighbourhood that can be seen through the window
in my temp room


Asupposedly-rules made looong loooong time ago while we were
rotoscoping, editing and colouring. man, these things need to be
done too, very2 soooooooooooon....(and T.A.T.U may come to me
and ask, "how soon is soon?") lol


the sexy ring on the cam.... i want you!!! i need you!!!
come to me, yes come to me!!!! (abt the cam, oke..)


The extermination of Glenn Ng. Lol. hahahaa.
Looks like some sort of nuclear experimentation...
On the left we see Seks, staying in focus, observing
the process. On the right, you see (the head of)
Hsien Xian executing his job exterminating
(well, actually.... recording)
They're recording for Ryce's bassfish promo hehehe
Cool man~!


Weits.. this book... I'm now reading up this
book for directional theory (that seems easy to
some ppl) and for the storyboarding (who has
been crying for attention, now that im blogging
i couldnt do storyboarding at the same time,
can i?)
Anyway, yeah... this book had followed me through
the ins and outs from the toilet. khihihii~
lalalala~

HUwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
NOw its 4 53 am and im still awake..
i think this sleepin pattern kinda give me insomnia...
shit man.. this' not good!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

but anyway.. just realised that im behind my own schedule
for the FYP... so i pushed things back. daaaaaaamn.
and yeah... in teh midst of mind block, i started Trinity
Blood. wahahaha. Very bloody indeed. Quite gory.. but..
there's always something to look out for...
Storyline quote inetresting and i'm kind of 'revived'.
i mean, my fetish over 'long haired guy, with killer eyes,
killer look and seductive personalities' (usually exist in
animes & mangas only) whuahuaaa.
This is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.
And yeah,been taking up this chinese manga by some taiwanese
author, Nicki Lee. The perosn who created Innuendo. lol.
Quite nice. there's this 'incestous feel' pair of twin models..
whehehheehe.

i am sick.
very much sick..
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp
whuaahuahuaua lol..
but cant be helped...

loving beautiful creature.... thats just me.
but remember...
look but dont touch.
hehehe
(unless they appear in manga/anime, u cant freakin touch them
even if you want to)

Hati yang telah berputri,

sama saja dengan Forbidden City.

Dingin yang kucilkan

sekitar temboknya yang megah.

Terkurung di antara indahnya kilauan emas.

Kuhanya bisa lihat dari luar.

Hari yang bersalju,

Di tengah kilauan sinar matahari.

"indah sekali..."

Tapi temboknya yang megah menghalangi segala nya...

Darah di tangan telah tergumpal

"Biarkan aku lewat!"

"Biarkan aku naik..!"

Temboknya mengeras setiap kali disentuh.

Apa yang terjadi di sini?

Kulihat dari cela

Sang putri yang bermain kenari.

Kusadar bahwa dirinya

hanya punya satu bayangan di hati.

Dan tak tergantikan.

Hanya satu.

Satu.

Satu.

Satu.

Satu....

Lupa.

Adalah kebijaksanaan yang diberikan Tuhan kepada manusia.

WHoah... yesterday was Tiffany's bday.. hehee
I was quite sad to the fact that i couldnt complete her video presentation
but anyway. wahhahaa.. school was... i dunno. lol.
i left my heart there no more.

Recorded some footage for tiff belated video whuaaua.
felt so bad that:
1. i couldnt finish her video
2. ci jeanne lost the initial bday gift. lolol

is that a surprise on its own or what. wahahahaa