Robinson Show

WOhohho... Slept so happily last nite. hehehheheheheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Was workin at UDC til 1.30 AM yesterday. Reason:
That bloody opening title sequence was takin 3 hours+++ to render.
K, here's the story...
My laptop couldnt read the format of fooategs that they had in the sequences
so i had to use their comp to do it and then import it to my laptop to do the final
'flowe' stuffs. So their comp was takin 2 1/2 hour at 1st to render. halfway through
it had error... damn. so i re-render it... and then "har drive no space"
so re-render again it wrote 2 1/2 hour... but turns out to be 3 1/2 hour...
can you freakin believe it? for somethin with the length of 2 minutes?!
Quote by Ami,
"with the hours we spent waitin for the render, people around teh world could
fight poverty, save others etc etc etc.. while we waste our time waitin for the render
to be done..."
i found tt ironic but very true. whahhaa

Anyway.. here's the photos for today's show.
whahahahaha.


Zuzana & Tanja.. my babes!..Waitin for show.. Bryan, what do lookin at? hahaa


The mask of James....Bored Nickolas.............I didnt know Thiago has good angle


Loveleeeeey!!!!!..........I like this shot haha....Kawaiii!!1 Edna Mode? whaha


Oooow.! lala~ Feet.....Rafael the skinny one..Sam & James in action

Ah.. and some stuffs i took 2 days ago in sch.
hihihihi


Sleepin monster bro...Running-away Mud...Bday gurl, Xiao HUi hehehehe

Bo liao by me hahahaa lol..... hwhahahahaa

Sakae Sushi Once more

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
Sakae sushiiiiiiii!!! slrp slrp slrp~!
Didnt expect to get to eat Sakae sushi yezterday.. hehe
BUt it was good. The strawberry sorbet was poweeer.

In the noon, we were doing the DEFA shooting with
Shan, Rice, Jackie, SIyuan & Alfie. Was very fun.
Hahahaa.. playin around teh sch, shooting (looks like) random stuffs
and gonna digititise em tmr. hehehehe~ yay!

And im movin to my uncle's place for the time being.
Been very sick with my cousin who smsed me and told me
that he's nt goin home for weeks to stay in gf place.
Of all i know, stupid kiddy2... throw lotsa laundry and ranaway.

So yay!! Bedok!!! yay yaya!
Which means, i dont have to wake up sooo early to get to school!!!
ehehehehe. yay yay yay!!!!
freedom of sleep! whahahhahahaa

Freakin tired. brain dead. brain dead.
Wth man..

Hmmmmmmmm...

Sometimes i reason with myself on my fears.
When i say its not gonna be like that... not gonna be like what i'm assuming...
And when we stop assuming, our initial assumption somehow come true
And you kind of regret that you feel this way and not the other way
dont be sensitive, it's not like that
I think that sentence had somehow becoming too cliche nowadays.
It was nice knowing all of you.

Ahhhhh!~

Listening to Aerosmith's "Fly away from here".Nice siaaaaaaaaaaaah!!~
Old skool rock ROCKS. whahahaha. I mean, modern rock is nice too.
but the 90s has this 'taste'. anyway... yeah...

Was at Sherly's house last nite, sleeping over with Floren, Silvi & Susan there.
Silvi was like.. this hyper girl. whahaa crazy... you wont believe it when you
see her on normal hours and midnight whahahaha....

Hmmmmm.. But anyway yeah..
This over-prefectionist way of mine... how to convert em to the 'spirit of excellence'?
hmm hmmm hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
*poof* brain burst.
I should concentrate on doing my best, not being the best.
hmm hmmm hmmmmmmmm

And 'the other thing'...
should just keep it...
should just shut my mouth
Temporary things should not overshadow the important things now....
Hm.. but i learnt a lot from the sleepover.
thank you gurls.
Love you gurls a lot lot lot.

Week of a crazy organism

Lalalalala.. The word 'organism' reminded me of this freakin-lame year 2
who (ppl, pls tell me he's dumb) confused organism and orgasm.
such a living thing should... erm... k nvm.. whahaha

Anyway, today i did Metro Show. Neto's last show. Walauweh. One moment
he started kissin our hands (to say gdbye) the next moment he brought Kenji's
sandal home. wth man. whahahahhaaa. such a youngster. lol.
Well, he reminded me of a few friends of mine... same pattern, different person.
BUt anyway... yeah. today was fun.

FYP makes me .. abit.... mad.waahahaha. MAD = mad about design.
Hell i guess tt tagline really pierce my head. lol. brothers are goin off tommorow..
So tt makes me the only human at home. (beside my cousin, who loves to stay
in his gf house... what a erm.. nvm.. lets just skip this)

Hahahaha. so yeah.....
here i am.. lalalal~

Ahh. can you see me? hehee u sure?

so many of me?

which one is me?

you sure?

whahahahahaa

Today's Prayer November 19, 2006
Dear God, Calm my spirit today. Please forgive me of gossip or worry
about the people and circumstances that surround me. Please replace
anger with peace. Please help me to keep my focus on Jesus, author
and finisher of my faith. Please help me to focus on what I need to
accomplish today, and what You want me to do. Put away all wrong
thoughts and keep me from wrong actions.
I want to be a steady, stable, godly person who is a pleasure to be around
and a loving witness of your mercy and glory. May I be an instrument
that produces a sweet, soothing sound, uplifting spirits and pleasing
the Master Conductor, My Lord.
In Jesus' name I pray, amen.

My gosh, this is exactly what i felt today..!
Heck "prime time with God" is really a good website... Its really like..
Voice of God. lol. yeah. His 'channel' to me... GREAT JOB, BOSS!!

calm my spirit= heh yeah today i was quite...'hyper'
gossip or worry abt ppl= erhem... something2
circumstances tt surrounds me= FYP interim.. 1st to die..
anger with peace= hm.. yeah. maybe becos of erhem2 also
my focus on Jesus= i wanna focus on Jesus not the fleshly thought on erhem2 right now..
Focus on what i need to...= FYP preparation, damnit
Put away all wrong.. = yeah man...! i nd to focus and not thinking abt bu shan bu shi stuffs

there, there.. i summarise the whole pt to you audiences. whahahaa

LAst Pukat of the year~

Hehhee..
I bought a new camera just now... Olympus... Its good hohoho.
So yeah, haven thought a name for it. but its functioning well...
And so some ppl were tested as my first-day victims. hehee


(victim #1: Weishan)

And when i reached hm i realised im the 1st in line on the 1st day for interim.
I AM SOOO DOOOOOOOOOOOOOMED. damn.



and many more... (but lazy to upload whahaha)

CI NELLY ZAYUZZZZZZ

whuahuaa. i think Ci nelly's blog should be nominated for the
'lamest' blog ever. Really love it! Tt's the indo blood in you...
It'll turn you into something lame.. (and cold.. as in jokes)..
within.. well.. depends. whahaha.
BUt yes.... lameness is in the blood. (tts what i mean. and i had to
turn one big round to just explain tt simple statement. haha. nvm)

Anyway.. abt today.. another slaughter-session with Sharon.
Hahahaha, i mean.. well, she laughed at everyone. Which was
quite.. ok.. whaha but when the 'thin''thinner' thing was said...
it was quite... degrading.. whhahaa.. demoralising....badly...
They said i looked like i wanna cry, but at tt pt, i think im close
to throw the chair (which i did later on) than crying.
Cryin wont solve things, usually done when you are helpless, cant
do shit..and nothin to abuse..

But it's different WHEN you see lotsa chairs in the studio,
safe to throw, wont spoil & easy to assemble back. whaha
I think im quite mad.. to be able to smile
(i think i looked psycho) and then start throwing, hitting the chair.
Sorry for the shock. quite 'difficult' to handle 'in the mind'
my, i hope i'm not mad. Hahaha~

Praying for Alfie. Hope he's ok.. will be ok.. and getting better....
We need you, Alfie. lol.

Music video. full stop.No more change. fullllllllllllllllll stooooooooooooop
Argh~

Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Alfie killed me again for another time.
I don not blame him cos he pointed out things which
somehow i try to hide. It was like, the more i try to get
over some 'loopholes', Alfie will still be able to pinpoint
em out one by one and then made me realise tt "hey!
you're nt goin anywhere if you carry those shit arnd!"

Oh well.. again.. back to square 1...
[do you want to restart game?] [yes] [no]
New Game *click*.. Start...~
[GG Nori...!!!! Nooooooobiiieeee!!!! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!]

And Week 3 is starting now...
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...
Help someone just help meee..s ave my souuull~~~~
Next week = 1st interim ppt = 20%
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
*okay kath, take a breathe~*

Today unsuccessfully searching for Alfie...
the master of escapees...~
Rar!
And i sleepy now.
Guess what... i couldnt settle osme stuffs for the AE thingy.

And yeah anyway..... backtrack to yesterday.
Watched flushed away with my church's cell grp ppl.
Hehehe. The movie was VERY FUN indeed!
Kawaiiiiiiii kawaiiiiiii..
I super-duper-couldnt-get-beaten love the slugs!!!!
And HUgh Jackman as well~
I kind of think that he's such a great actor.. and voice actor as well..
I mean.. 4 movies within 3 months....
What do you think?
I think he's great. Plus, he got to act and voice differently...
HIs voice has lotsa emotions... very.. animated!
Poweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer!~

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek
K ..nvm... bakc to work.
I love my job. i love my job.
Pararararararara~

TODAY'S XMAS CELEBRATION WAS GOOD

whahaa. serious! it was good!
Its kind of 'freaky' & weird to have xmas celebration today.
Seriously too early. But somehow.. everything came in place.
It was very2 lovely...

We did the deco at 11pm on sat night.. til 3 am in the morning.
To which we had to be ther by 8 am on sunday.
Ppl came late but i dont care. whahah
We (the ushers) were wearing santa hats whaha. kawaiii~
Things went... (boring) til... the drama...
Surprisingly it evoked a lot of emotion.. wth ci Nelly acted so well!
She could like *snap* cry and the *snap* done

Then it was time for testimony
(Dimas & Nelly's cos the drama was based on their life account)
Dimas came into the stage.. and as he talked... he did the most
unredictable thing on earth.. He cried.!
I mean, well, it seemed normal for ppl to cry while they were giving
testimonial... but this one... was Dimas..
If Dimas could cry on stage... i think anyone else are allowed to cry
at the same time. It was so powerful.. so powerful tt my dam were
unleashed as well. lol. whahaha

Tt guy who preached.. some pastor from somehwere else... was
somehow....somewhat 'pierced' through the innermost of my heart.
Talking abt forgiving and loving God... Forgiving was hard.
Very2 hard. But ive yet to try it once again...
I want to forgive ppl... who had hurt me.. intentionaly or otherwise...
Things tt happened.... i wanted to say, "its ok.."

But anyway.. lil interesting info on this pastor.
He was a sort-of well-known cinematographer and DiAsst in Indo
back in the 80s. Was freaking good. I mean, i saw his movie. whaha
Went through a lot of things, from drugs, high celebritical life to
free sex life.. and yet he felt empty.
to cut short the story, quoting from what he said,
"when i sat on the chair watching the drama, both dramas had similar
things and thoughts that i went through last time...
It wa slike watching your own story....And i cried in shame..."

lovely...
I liek looking at crying ppl... lovely
(i think im sick)

Good Morning!~
Hi, this is Kath reporting live from Toho Garden, the most
notorious(ly dirty and unkept) house in Singapore.

Hahahaa. k nvm.
I cant believe that i slept at 7. amazing man~
I mean, and im not tt sleepy right now. weird.
So yeah, recap from yesterday.

1)
Woke up at 8 and remembered myself gloating,
"ah! only 8 o'clock.. nowi know tt i can wake up early!
Shall catch some sleep for a while"
And *zzZzzz* it was 2 pm! whahaha

2)
Went off to Tiff's house, had my dinner there.
Ko Charles presached good stuff last night.
To be the light of the world, one has to check whether he is
'clean' and placed oneself in the place where he can reflect the
love of God. Poweeer!

3)
Started with the lettering for 'Christmas in the City'.
Fun fun fun. So fun that i forgot time and stayed til
almost 2.. waahaha. Sorry san, tiff for troubling you gurls

4)
Went back home and catch a short shower. (2+ am)

5)
Started with FYP researches (2.30 am)

6)
Tried some PSD files for the UDC stuffs (3 a.m.)

7)
Budi & Rin msn-ed me (6 a.m++)

8)
Realised tt the sky's gettin bright.
Off my everything and ZZzZzzzZzzZz (7 a.m.)



whahahahahaa.
so now. bathing time.
time to runaway and do work again. wahahahaha~

Good Morning!~
Hi, this is Kath reporting live from Toho Garden, the most
notorious(ly dirty and unkept) house in Singapore.

Hahahaa. k nvm.
I cant believe that i slept at 7. amazing man~
I mean, and im not tt sleepy right now. weird.
So yeah, recap from yesterday.

1)
Woke up at 8 and remembered myself gloating,
"ah! only 8 o'clock.. nowi know tt i can wake up early!
Shall catch some sleep for a while"
And *zzZzzz* it was 2 pm! whahaha

2)
Went off to Tiff's house, had my dinner there.
Ko Charles presached good stuff last night.
To be the light of the world, one has to check whether he is
'clean' and placed oneself in the place where he can reflect the
love of God. Poweeer!

3)

Let Me

Let me die a thousand deaths
Let me dive the deepest sea
Let me bang a million fences
Let me shout the loudest cry

To feel You're near
To have You here
To live Your way of life

Jesus Freak forever~

Goo Goo Dolls - Iris

K, random title. Im listening to em right now.
Wohohoo....
Sch is.... crazy... very very very very crazy. wahaha
Well recently i kind of blow my fuse off...
Which is bad, i know. Sorry shan..
Didnt mean to get angry and shout at you....

Anyway, the bottom line is...
Consult Alfie before anyone else.
If your ideas didnt get through him...
Do not think that other's positive input will get you somewhere.
I mean, this doesnt mean other lecturers were not gd etc.
Simply means that.... good is the biggest enemy of better (or even best).
When they agree to your ideas,
do not take it as "aha! done! ok, carry on to next level"
With Alfie, he will push you to the edge of the cliff and tell you
to freefall, see if you could grab something while you experience
your fall.

Hahaha.
So yeah, im back to square one, but its good.
I 'started' to REALLY do research whahahaha.
My gosh..

Anyway....
I'v decided to lead a 'purpose-driven life'.
Hohohoho~

2nd day of SCH

I woke up late, damnit! whahahaa
see see! nv heard of the ringing alarm clock (or did i?)
but i knew i answered a call from my laopeh...
And maybe... (for sure) i went bakc to sleep...
til FREAKIN 1 30 pm!!!!!!

Man.... So yeah, rushed to sch and printed DEFA and handed it
up right on time. Haiyah~~~~
Went up to level 6, met the gay boys hahaha.
And now i realise, w/o story i cant write script.
w/o ability to write script i cant finished it by end of nov!!!!

Also went down to UDC. CK was there. whahhaa

CK>> FYP yah? hmm.. tell me if you need help.
Kath>> *shiny eyes* erm yes yes pls
CK>> But you have to... *evilish* enslave yourself for us after u grad!
Kath>> *puppy's wailing sound* aaaaaaaaaah...
Karen>> yes yes yes!!!!
Kath>> T.T!!! *mommyyyyyy~*
CK>> Lets say, for every 1 hour of my help, equivalent to your 1 week!
Kath>> *cry* heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp

Hahaha

Lynette & Ou Xiang Hui SHan went down with me for lunch.
Hahhaa. They're mad! Mad! Mad!!!! But i love em.whahaha.
Cos we're mad and we bullied Rainer.
Then Lynette came talking crap with her newfound gossips,
calling me gossip queen <- wthell?
She also created stories such as
1) rainer-father scandal <- ultimate wth lah
2) sprinkler flashing show

walaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
cant stop laughing~!!!!
You implanted the sicko images over my heaaaaaaad!!!
Helpppppppppp!!!!!!!!
mental abuse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And yeah.. hence the 2 of em gt new title:
Hui Shan the Gore
Lynette the Hentai


whuahuahuahuauhauhau!~
kawaiiiiiiiiii neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
*sprinkling nose-bleed*

1st Day of schooooooooool

Man, nothing beats the 1st day of sch. whaha
I love talking to Alfie. Its fun. hehehe.
And met Shan, Rice, Rainer, Justin, Stanley, Joel & Glenn.
Whoah, its like.. zillion years of parting.
Everyone is now with a new hairstyle.
I kind of (secretly, not not secret anymore btw) wish that
i could do something to my hair... Huhuhuhu...

Anyway, went to UDC to help out with graphic and then
to church to attend the rehearsal. kind of.....well...
disappointed...
Ah, like Alfie said, i put too much expectation on others
regarding code of conduct.
This made me sound really like an ass.
Haiyah...
DEFA down to 1! Tmr shall print it out and draw manually.
Rar!~
Gonna sleep frekain soon.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Genevieve's soo sliiiiiiiiiiiim now. hehe. nice nice nice? lol


Mr. Maling playing bass at the stage during drama rehearsal...
Wait2... u SURE he's playing (or even can play)? Khihihihii


Ci Nelly on stage... Beautiful Lighting. Hehehe. GJ, ko Ton~
She looked like... erm... Rose in Titanic? hehee. oke nvm. lol

Doko's nice pose. We were watching the drama, with tt kind of greeny

lighting, so it dawned on me tt he would look nice with the pose.

(and he did. haha)

My fave boys. whahahaha:

(Bryan B, Rafael F [a.k.a japanese girl], Robert M, Antony C)

SFW is over

And now im goin back to my ol' laidback life.
Doing stuffs i used to do.
Wearing stuffs i used to wear. ah well tt sounds weird..

Alalalalal~
im sleepy now..
but DEFA & FYP are knocking my head liek nobody;s business.
i guess it's true.
its nobody's business (duh, now then i realise haqhaha)

Today's make up was AWESOME! I love gothic style. woohoooo

Happy Magdalena in happy mood: It's gonna be over soon~

Ana Lethicia's face totally revamped. (but she's still hot)

+ all her stuffs & outfit are black. what do you expect?

100% goth chic wohooooo

One of my 'so-called' "new" fave boy: Mitch Baker.

Some say he looked like Johnny Depp,

the others Brandon Lee, but best comment still

came from (i cant remember who):

"Mitch, you look like Johnny Depp in The Crow"

[i was 'lol'-ed]

I was supposed to pixelate the mid fing, but i

decided that DEFA is more important than pixelating.

SO yeah... Neto's goth make up was the most

shocking of all. Everyone laughed when they saw his face.

Guess this gay boy had finnaly gain his reputation

(for being cheeky, gay and lame. haha)

Unknown to them, i also tried Gothic before oke?

Mine was black lipstick + other dark colours. hooohoho.

But of course wasnt doing the eyes. hahaa.

SO yeah.. tt's my lame secret that i shared today

(cos my head is airy thanks to DEFA)

(and thanks to lack of sleep, my lovely cheek gt lovely

pimple markssss. Hiks hahaha <- lazy to correct em off)

WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Today was a crazy day... it was! really! <- ok, tts lame, enough kath!

Well i reached robinson at 9 30, re-doing the counting and changing
and picking more etc etc etc. spectacular. we were rushing like nobody
(well, it is nobody)'s business and we did the 2 shows back-to-back.
*vomit blood, crawling on the floor* i survived. hahhahaa

The later show was AYFDC (Asian Young Fashion Designer Comp).
And one of the contestants was Cing2!!!!!!! HOhohoooho..
KKN dikit napa, kita indo kan~?! huhuhuh
But she didnt win.. Its ok i guess. We're fine with her getting into the
finals. hehehehee.. Looks like my crapping works.
The whole backstage (upper floor) was like.... whahaa.. a reunion.
Xiao Chi & Evelyn +++ were there. It was like Rizal/ Daniel's staffs
reunion laaaaaaaaaah. whahaa.

And 1 thing i did notice, the twins were the nicest ppl around. really!
You would rarely see this happens:
1) your competitor a.k.a other contestant's zip gt problem
2) you rush frantically, borrowing pins from everyone
3) you iniciated and helped her cut the zip off as well
4) you even help them pin
5) you instruct the model to cover the pinned side
6) you are competing in the copetition
7) you even help their models to buckle their heels

so nice... i was very touched and reminded that "hey! not everyone is
so negative now. Look around, there's still ppl who cares for others..."
well it was heart-warming. so much so tt i was quite sad when she didnt
won cos i kind of put my hope there... but anyway. its worth the try
and i drssed her model for the FINALE outfit..ehehehee
(inspiration by one of my drawing <- the one i did when i was bored
while taking care of the equiptments at the changi airport SIA shoot)
*cryyyy of joy* ehehehe

These days when i pray, i learn to surrender my day to God.
Be it a good one, or a so-so one... I know that He works for some reason
tt way, so be His way, and not my way~
Somehow, things will get settled on their own.. somehow. well. hehehe
God reminded me that

In the midst of "gado2"


haiyayayayaa....
one day its a 'yes', the other day its a 'no'...
It'll be easier to say yes or no in the first place..
But oh well..
If God designed thse for me,
who am I to defy?
Let His will be my will...


(but its still painful somehow... oh well...)