AM I SOMETHING ELSE

Something is definitely wrong with me.

The world see me as selfish bastard and 'jerk'.

I am the evil in their nightmare.

The enemy of their states.

The figure that they want to shut down.

The creature that they want to shoo off.

When restrictions is the lock to ambitions.

And rusty chains rot my flesh away.

People see me invincible.

The dirt in the eyes

The trash of society.

When help was not available.

And allies ran at the sight of me.

I know that its time to run too.

To somewhere nobody lives.

Waaaah, so drama today. whahaa. some crap that i was thought of
a few seconds ago and it sounds pretty poetic or so. i dunno.
sorry for the lack of creativity and all. and even understanding of
poems.. whaha i hope i dun offend poets lol. whahahahaha..


~"Things that cant be seen doesnt mean (they) dont exist"

SLEEPY

Haha, now that Goodenoughs are 'victorious' over the "time vs
people" war for production, we're starting post pro sooon.
Thanks for all the hardwork and thick ears. I think by now I've been
known as this "irritating whiny crybaby gay talk shit and cold" persona
in the grp. Hah. dunno where all those words comin out from my head
originated from.

Anywayyyy... sleepy now. Was decided not to take pics during production
cos my hp cam sucks. But somehow some pictures were captured so yeah.
tmr's another meeting. wo yao shui jiao le.


Gd night everyone~

FILMMAKER DIGNITY

Ah well. long time no blog. anyway.. whahaha.
Lalalalalal~ k this sounds weird.
I'm quite... weird whad.

anyway yeah, heard that i changes a lot. Very2 stubborn
and slowly making myself the enemy of the states.
or issit everyone having same evolutions?
lol...

1 more day for shoot. Hooo!~
So far so gd yah! Quite happy that I'v touched all equiptments
and all. Wasnt being my best but oh well. I dont want to fully
blame myself on that. Maybe just my hot head.
Im sorry for being so 'jerk' sometimes.

lol.

Anyway... today we had Welcoming Party for my church.
It was GREAT. i cant believe everything that happened today siah.
It was soo unbelievable whahaa! cool~

Teriak
terpojok terdiam membisu terpaku terdindih
tertuduh dan takut sakit perih terganggu jiwa ini
kebencian marah ini hati kejengkelan yang terungkapkan
ingin kuteriak dan meninggalkan semua itu

lupakan masa lalu meraih masa depan
berlari dan berlari makin kencang kuberlari
menangis dan menangis lepaskan kejengkelan
mengadu bert'riak pada Yesus Tuhanku

sendiri sepi hanya air mata yang menemani
hampa dan duka kegelapan menghalangiku untuk
meraihMu menggapaiMu dosa dunia yang memenjarakan
kuinginku teriak dan meninggalkan semua itu

s'karang kutahu kemana ku harus berlari
Kau b'ri bahuMu tuk aku menangis
kucurahkan semua isi hati ini
Kau s'lalu ada untukku

Lyrics by: Mia


Nice song, i like. very emo.. but then.... the arrangement not so strong.
Well anyway.. to cut short... I have been needin sleep since i've been
sleeping so laaaaaaaaate whhaa. see la, i can still blog while minutes
are waiting for me to type them down.

ANyway.. things are so far so good, not to include some decent amount
of self dis-confident, self dis-ownership, and self dis-respecting.
Okie.. tts all sounds weird. but you all know as well that I've been using
weird english language, added with weird indo sentences and even
weirder chinese phrases. so,... do not say you have not been warned. lol.

but anyway now. so far so gd, eh how many times must i say.
k so now.. its time for..... scheduling and soon, minuting, and pretty much
sooner.. ouran high-ing! ooooooooooooooooooosh!


i need that boost.
huuhhuhuhuhhuuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu


*the fuse has just been broken.. pls sent kath for reparation at Kath Centre*
(not Mac centre anymore)

WONDER

heh i wonder why i become so angsty and angry these days...
must be the lack of sleep...
and things on my head....
how i wish i can sleep in peace some days.
hahaha

HECK

Today was remarkably one of those days where i ran into troubles
from time to time. Its like acting put a plot driven screenplay.
Freakiiiing gay! Rar! From morning to night to erm well.. almost
morning again. Heck i wonder how will i survive.

A lot of things are running on my head and most of them are
irritatingly disturbing. Slight things that made me wanna choke
random people's neck and shout and scream. BUt of cos, as a civilised
person i would rather choose some other way.

Maybe it goes with the saying
"a hungry cat is an angry cat"

lalalaalalala~

I guess one day i will be convinced that I'm mad. whahahaa.




maybe i need to learn how to surrender in His times.
Hahahahaa.. and to sit back, relax and say,
"things! you will be alright!"
rar~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

RAZOR welcome

Haha.. Welcome to the family of Kath's 'weapon', Razor mouse. whaha.
K, its the cheapest one i think but its ok. whuahuaa..
As long as I can use it. whuahaua.~

Oh, i saw that shit Teratek shit in Challanger, feels like breaking it into
10 pieces, stupid tablet with no uninstallation program or even way.. whuaua
I am practically stuck with you. whuahuaa. damn!

anyway. bathing sooon. i have lotsa shit to do.
Rar~

Jilly & Kath
Yay! i finally gt this neoprint from Jilly. Hihi. nice! Hoooooooooooooooo~

VIDEO STUDENT'S PRIDE

Haha.. AH well... Today's meeting meeting meeting. Was quite ok actually.
I feel happy in this production. Hjehehee... And yeah...We'v given name to
our production "Goodenough Production" whahhaa.

It all began when the RGB production doesnt give mcuh appeal.. So the
candidates are:
1) RGB production
2) Last Minute Production
3) Ali Lai Production

then

Kath>> gail, wanna vote?
Gail>> you guys do it lah
Kath>> How abt using your name lah.. Gail Production
Gail>> Nooooooooooooooooooooooo
(I cant remembr who)>> Goodenough production lah!
Kath>> *write it down on board*
Kath>> ok, so lets poll..
Kath>> RGB production??
Crew>> ---------------- (none)
Kath>> Last Minute Production??
Crew>> ------- 2
Kath>> Ali Lai Production??
Crew>> (wtf)! ---------------*eh who giev teh name ah? lol*
Kath>> Goodneough production??
Crew>> *hands raised one by one, almost all
Kath>> sold! Goodneough Production
Gail>> haiyah you guys better lift up to the name ah! Or else i wont lend u

lol. waagaga

Anyway.. somethings are very regretable. whaha
Say that I'm quite sensitive over things..
Some things are... conditional..
Its like opening old wounds. lol.

You know that female in the industry are somesort of 'cast off''
The only way for you climb up to teh hierachy is by...
doing paperwork, paperwork, and more paperwork..
No one will allow you to migle with equiptments
(later you drop it, you cannot do it lah.. later you hurt yourself etc rar!)
No one recongnise the work that you did
(oh.... oke.. so blahblablah, director, etc etc etc.. she ah.. paperwork lah!)
At most you'll reach producer. whaha.
Or maybe director, depending on how 'skillfull' you are in swinging your
paperwork. It all depends on PR of you and your contacts. Huh yeah.~
But for grips... females are off.

Damnit.! If we are not given chance as grips, how would the hell we will
be able by just observing, and being shooed becos we're too near...
and not by practising and doing it ourselves. No lighting skills, no set up
skills, no directing skills, no watever. Rar!

Sexism is so gay. Or at least.... it was chances.. and we dont get them.
Damn~

LIGHT HEART

haha.. Ah well.. somehow i feel so lightheart today. isnt it gd.. whohohho.
And yeah.. finally! hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~~~~~
Haha. anyway. yeah.. P3 video plan had been selected.
Its kind of exciting, as well as.. challenging.. lalaa.
Wohohohohohoho...

HUAH... BUSY BUSY BUSY

Haha.. That sounds like an excuse.. But anyway yeah.. I AM FREAKIN
BUSY! K.... well... just busy. whaha.

Saturday we had Bassfish gig at the Gas Hous. I like the place. Very2 poweer~
After which, i tagged along Weishan to her friend's bday party at New Asia,
the club at Raffles Hotel, which i met Natalia (fellow DB people).
SHe thought i worked there.. (cos im wearing super champlang clothes).
Hahaha..

Yesterday was quite a rush day too. Wake up early to let Floren wear my
blue shirt for usher. Then... makan, then...... went to Church office.
Helped Genevieve with her character design.. whahaha
It was.. erm.. lemme see..
Dog's face
Elephant's back legs
Preying Mantis's front legs
Dinosaur's tail..

Lame. yeah.. i know.

Then did feny;s stuffs til 2 in teh mrning. wahahhaaa..

And today.... storyboarding for preliminary dieas. ah yeah.

Lake House was beautiful. Although as what the saying goes,
"there is no perfect human" so there is no perfect movie.
whaha. U can find faults lah. But im sure its very2 nice, engaging,
beautiful & etc etc etc. whahahahaa..
I wan keanu reeves..(to be my collection)! rar!

whahhahahaa