IS IT OR ISNT IT?

Ah well............
Everything seemed changed now.
I dont talk to usual people.
I talk to unsual people in my life.
With unusual topic.
And unusual me.


I am unusual.
Whad clothes am I?
DKNY/Prada/Kenzo/cK/Zara/Mango...
or even Bosinni or 2 dollar shirt?

WASTED

Today I wasted the time of my life.
I wasted my time going tom sch (except for the canteen session)
I wasted my ears on hearing things I'm not supposed to hear
I wasted my eyes on seeing things that I'm not supposed to see
I wasted my feeling on feeling emo. The most irritating feeling on Earth.
I wasted my heartbeat for false alarm, thinking that I lost my house keys.
I wasted my kilojoules, searching frantically for the key that wa snot there
in the first place
And I wasted my mind, realising that people change friend like how they
change clothes. I am the clothes.

Guess I'm too lousy to be sen as friend. Useless and noisy.


damn.

hm... mad bo liao session in Esprit & Topshop.
That blazer is beautiful....
79 bucks..
go to sea! (fish for money)

TRAPPED

It was 1 pm, in the bus, when i saw on tv mobile
"death toll for Yogya Earthquake = 300"
It was 2 pm when i was on the bus to Changi, it said, 700
It was around 5 when I was on the bus to ECP, it said, 1950
It was around 8 when floren called me as Sherly asked for
prayer support, she said, 2000++
It was 9 am in the morning, as i came to church for my usher duty,
they said by 5 am the death toll was 3500.

Its mad.


Anyway, Sherly said that (as she was from Yogya),
the area was 'sandwiched' between the just-active Merapi volcano
and the coast. So, when Merapi was active again, those people
who lived on the highlands were moving down towards the sea.
And as hey settled there, quakes coming from the sea killed them.
Now it was said that, because of the quake from the seabed,
the volcano will erupt soon.
That's mad. Her family was fortunate enough to be in Singapore
during the quake, but her house.. everything that's breakable, broke.

Ck ck ck...


Anyway, during one of our chit chat in church today, Anthon came
over and shouted,

"ALLLOOO, HARD GAAAAAY DESSSSSSSSSSUU!!!!!"

so gay

LEANDRO IS FOREVER

Wahaha.. Okie.. Today.. is a crazy day.
As always, it's crazy when I'm racing against time.
Its fun cos the adrenaline is there.
Wohoooo..! It made days go faster and time forgotten.
Anyway, my Crystal Dragon is ready for collection tmr.
Yay. I love Kinokuniya.

Went to bbq just now. It was fun. whaha. The 'oldies'
does not behave as oldies. Lol.

Erhem, as I was sayin, I MISS LEANDRO.
(ya kan, Gen? whuaahua apakah dikau juga?)

VICTORY

Ah, well.. 1 block was done, and another one starting in 2 day's time.
Walaueh,no break.
Anyway, CCN day was fun. Ok, quite fun. Do stuffs and all.
Badges were sold like ... water? whaha.


Hm.. I just feel disconnected from the world sometimes.
I am tongue tied. There is no freedom of speeeeeh aaaaaaaaaaaargh.
Just weird.

HAH...

What a day.. I am STILL late to sch.. whahaa.
Damn... Today's Dick Tracy was quite ok.
Hm, i love Tim Burton, he's power.
Anyway yeah, dun like the character of Dick Tracy. whuahua.

Keep on forgetting to pay the bills.. to update acc..
This is bad siah...

ANyway badges are for sale. APproach Beatrice.
Lol.

AND HERE IT IS...

Wohoooooooooooooo.
Im done yeah yeah yeah yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah.
Lol.

Calender 2007 huhuhu

AT LAST...

Ah yeah, at last... i can come online after my last online at 12....
Scrazy internet connection. Anyway, I'm down with flu. I guess
its from overuse of Windows... (re: watch the pc - mac ad on apple.com)
Hahha..

Yes, done with the 12 designs. Gonna sleep late again, anyway. Still gt
designs to go. whahaha. Oh man....
Kath is the design addict. I wonder is there any design anonymous?

LEANDRO IS HOT FOREVER

Ah erhem.. Hahahah..
Today is my pastor's wife's bday. whahaha. We gt free foood.
And Meifie's too. Lol. Happy 13th. So young.. ck ck..
I watched DaVinciCode. Lol. Very well brought (storyline).
Timing a bit... erm.. somehow too slow for some parts.
And yeah. Pretty much.. somehow.. quite a dangerous movie.
People with no religious maturity may not be able to take the
fiction. Yeah.

SO GOOD.

Today I went to my church bible class. Ah well, it was good.
Since Fusion (youth service) started at 5, so I joined in.
WHoah.. powerrrr~
ANyway, something which i find quite interesting taught today:

Characteristics of people who feels rejected/ who rejects his/herself:
1. CANNOT FEEL THE LOVE & ACCEPTANCE OF GOD
2. DOES NOT BELIEVE IN GOD
3. REJECTS TRUE FRIENSDHIP
4. FINDS IN HARD TO CARE FOR OTHERS
5. PAYS TOO MUCH ATTENTION ON HIS/HER OUTFITS
6. EXCESSIVE SHYNESS
7. ALWAYS SELF-CRITICISE
8. ALWAYS COMPARES OWN SELF TO OTHERS
9. FEELS BITTER
10. PERFECTIONIST
11. LOOKS DOWN ON OTHERS
12. DOING 'WEIRD' STUFFS TO COVER WEAKNESS
13. EXCESSIVE SPENDING OF MONEY
14. WRONG PRIORITY

Scary.. but's quite true though. haha.

Collaboration between me, SiYuan, Photoshop CS 2 & ILlustrator CS 2.

Done during DigiEss class.

While waiting for YongKin for consultation.

As he was teaching noobs.

FLOWER BY KENZO...

Arrrrrrrrrrrrghhh...
My NOVEMBER...!!! ROar!
I did something quite major wrongly. Damn..
Die die die die...
Ahaha.. Anyway.. Been having this red eyes..
Painful & dry somehow.
Digiess finishing sooon..~ Slavery will be overrr!
Roaaaaaar!!!

0.001 % opacity...

Hhoah... Just gt back from Funan.
ANyway, yeah.. topic for today.
Have you ever feel liek you're doing things for the sake of doing things?
It becomes something which you cant say no
Or you cant stop to say no.
Its boring
and sad
Especialyy when you know its not relevant. Damn.


Anyway, I'm still irritated by the hoohaa abt Da Vinci Code.
FAce it, ppl, its just a fiction.
Watch and enjoy.
Ponder abt the structure & concept.
And then.. shuddup and go on with life.
Lalalaa

BECOMING INVISIBLE...

Anyway, lets not talk abt the title. A bit of frustration.
Hahahahahaa..

Ok, so now I'll talk abt the latest tv series that I'm currently
picking up (an hour ago, really recent).
Its an indonesian series, in RCTI.
INteresting story, erm, well.. usual stories, but this time, yeah
i guess they made it nicely. I like how the characters cried
and etc etc etc... Cinematography not so strong, but somehow
the editing is quite precise and made-belieavable story.

Tts all i can say, its only 1st episode laaaaaaah.


casts:

Marshanda Rionaldo Stockhorst

BEAUTIFUL ALBINO

I saw this 2 albino young twin girls at Takashimaya just now.
They were just sooooo beautiful, gorgeous and yeah...
U know, beautiful laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...
I love the hair.

ANyway, Crystal Dragon 24 is comin... in.. erm.. 2 weeks time.
Hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!
Hehehehe

OH NOOOOOO~~!!!

"Oh no, is brought to you by... "
K, sorry lame. Well, I had failed my mission into
getting extension from YongKin. RAr!
So, I shall chiong to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
Tmr goin out with Jilly. Aw, how i miss you gurl.
Hiks2, jd kangen masa2 es-em-pe kita di sg.
Aduh, ada2 aja. Lol.

MY NAME IS...

Mother's day was yesterday. HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY to all the mothers
in the world. Daughters, be grateful for your turn will be next time.
Sons, dun be bastard and two time your gfs, you're disrespceting your mom.

Random. yes. Tts a random one.
Anyway, Saturday was my mom's bday. Wahaha, I gt her a simple shawl,
but i guess she loves it, cos of the colour lah. Wohohohho.
Sunday was mother's day. I really cant think of getting her anything.
So we met up arnd 5 to look for anything at Orchard rd. Yeah, cos she
had to reward herself lah. whahaha. We went to Taka basement, with the
intention of "she get 1, i get 1". in the end, she gt 3, i get 0. Hahhaa.

Makaned and i went home to chiong JUNE. She came home with a
black forest super nice cake. We took photos etc etc etc. Anyway yeah,
tts gd though, she's having fun.

*drum rolls*

It was 12+, we bought a colour dye earlier on. I was doing JUNE when she
said,"eh... lets dye hair" whahaha. So in the end, we dyed each other's hair
and neglected my JUNE until arnd 2++. We slept at 3++.

Wasn't tt fun? whahahaha lol

Momma, hearts hearts hearts lallala~

RARARARARARARARARAAAAAAAAA!!!!

Haha, Oh man..... Christian, my church friend, is leaving for
the States. All the best, dude! Power to you.

Anyway yeah. Just to type down one of the statement from
7 spiritual Law shared by Ko Charles during pukat:

"Know that God is GOD, and you are NOT"

Which means to say, you can never be greater than God.
Lol


Back to work. Lalalala~



5-months calender for Digiess. 7 more to go.. OOooooooooooosh!!!!

DRENCHED... (again)

Yeah.. Tmr's holiday, which is actually not a holiday.
Oh well. Sch work. Lalalala. Alfie gave this storm of
homework and I'm glad that he finally gave us work.
Erm, quite stressed cos i still gt digiess to handle..
U know.. a bit jin tui liang nan. You like both that you
wan both although u are nto sure you can manage both.
Weirdo. Lallaa.

Oh Lalalalala..
Gonna do work now. Ciao.

(oh yeah.
Went to get Ing2 to help me some stuffs, as well as getting
back my parfait tic. Hahhahaa. And when I'm on my way
home, it rained like nobody's business, which was true.
Nobody opens a rain business. Okie. Sorry tts lame.
I was drenched and wet and cold and yeah. You can feel the
water splashing over your butt and legs and with the most
slippery sandal I ever owned I sruvived and reached home
like a homeless soul.)

WORKAHOLIC...

Alfie's lesson gettin more and more intersting yeah yeah yeah.
Anyway, today was a bad day. I didnt do any new design for
May. April was having a lot of problems to begin with.
So yeah, I'm changing the bg.

Felt so tired today.
And was super emo, peak of the emo thingy.
Went home but somehow managed to sleep it off.
My bro kena food poisoning, or osmething like tt lah.
And I almost kena too. whaha.
I ate this sponge cake which was kept in closed container for 2 days and
it tasted sour. Very sour.. and I saw mould <- the uneaten piece.
Hahah yuck.

But anyway..
My many gratitude to Shan and Siyuan.






I'm just being sissy today.

Hard Gay, hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

REALISE.
Hm, i just realise that over a period of time, walls started to build
between me and the people around me. Nothing seemed to
understand my thought anymore, yeah and me too.
(well, except God, tt is)

And I just realise I didnt tag or comment ppl's blog after I read them.
Weird stuffs, weird thinking.

Hoh well, sleep well.

Apa ini yang namanya kamimaze
Gw mao stop tapi ga ngerti caranya
Gw ga tau gmn untuk bikin smuanya baek2 aja
Waktu gw sadar gw udah nyatu sama dinding
Sebadan tembus pandang ga berbayang
Apa ini yang namanya kamikaze
Saudara sehati pergi meninggalkan
Udah ga sehati lagi, barangkali
Dirinya ada tembok berduri yang melingkupi yang laen
Sedang gw di luar tembok di dalem tembok yang laen
Apa salah gw
Apa gw bangsat
Sampe sekarang idup jadi dingin & kaku

Living Wallpaper.

Hm... Today i went to the intern company to return some petty cash.
I woke up quite late, good job on the TP side to give me 4 months of
monday-blues-free. Hahahaa.

Anyway, went to sch to pass softwares and did a bit fair of my March
calender. Damn, it was too slow, like whad Yong Kin said. Im quite
worried i cannot finish it. Anyway yesh, borrowed a 2046 frm a
rental shop opp sch. Hahaha.. I cant wait to edit.

Tips on how to be wallpaper:
1) sit at a corner
2) glue your eyes on to the screen
3) voila, without realising you are a wallpaper

KETIKA...

Whoah, tiring days.. but i like. Hahaha.
I just realise that I have a boring life, but as always, we denied the fact that
we are boring and tries to use individualism as a cover to make it sound
unique. That's designers.

Anyway, just gt back from the church. My church was talking abt how we shld
conduct a lesson, or a class to understand whad are the facts and fictions over
Da Vinci Code. Oh well, as a supposedly-im-gonna-be filmmakers, 1 thing that
I learn from film's storyline, is that there is nothing absolut 100% truth in it.
Come on, who would wan to buy such boring things, thus, that's were a gd plot
comes in to spicen up. A good plot maybe:
a) facts twisted a lil bit
b) whole new additional story
c) fictions or beliefs abt the whole thing
d) predictions of the next sequences of actions
e) hardcore facts-twisting ceremony

And so whad happens to documentary programs?
They were all truth. But are you sure they were all truth?
Think again. Some maybe re-enactments, or assumptions-which-were-made-the-truth,
or spices to the truth and all. Or some, just a hypothesis or findings which were
biased against the fact.

As alfie says,
"of cos Syd Field do not use movies that doesnt follow his theoritical structure to be
included in his research(to prove his theories) mah!"


lol. Very true.

Finally I gt the Welcoming Party footage. I was quite horrified when I saw them
because:
1) entirely shot by me
2) it was 3 hours with no cam stand
3) I tt Vincent was filming from teh other side
4) My hands shiver .. erm.. quite.. erm.. whaha .. alot..
5) There's no cutaway for me to edit. Hav to find a way.d efinitely.
6) Auto Focus. U know whad happen.

So yeah... Whether its gd or bad.... I really do hope this is ok. Lol.
Oh yeah, anyone with Mono music video.. still thinking.....My 2046 was a super
pirated one. whaha damn damn damn.. haiyah...

DRama mama...feelin very 'hey ya' today
Haha.

Anyway yeah... Screenwriting was fun, Its kind
of enriching, lol. I like the theories. whaha.
And BASSFISH micro gig today!!!! Wooohooo!
(micro gig = performance at sch compund)
I think so far, this was the best in the sch compund.
The sound system was very good.hahaha.
Me & siyuan was just done with discussion w/ alfie
when we heard 5th ori & we rushed down. Hoho.
Whad a fun thing.
Samsong had his 1st debut.. hehee. Singing the
back vocals for Ninah. Kyaaa bassfisssssh!!
My fave fish.

Some things went weird, i dunno know.
But yeah lalalalala~
Illustrator killing me now.w ahahhaa.



"Menganggap dirimu sendiri mengerikan
Menjerit ketika mengetahui wujudmu yang sebenarnya
Menjerit ketakutan dan meninggalkanmu sendirian..."
~White Feathers -- Archie the Red cat

1st day of school. Hohohoho.. It was a war between the evil and the evil! whahhaa
Chris brought his 1st-time-baked cookies while Ingrid brought her 1st-time-baked
brownies. I must say i love both, cos both are nice. whaha But I really2 have to say,
we have to gve a name to this competition:
"Who cause diabetes faster" competition. whahaha.

Anyway, 1st lesson with Alfie. hoho, he looks ncie today. I really have to amphesise,
I like how he match his colours and pattern. whaha In teh morning, i saw Felix the
long-lost-enemy-of-the-grades. His hair is getting blondier like his shirt...
Ingrid says he looked like banana, me, being mad abt pineapples last few weeks,
thought he looked like pineapple. So therefore, the word, "pineapple guy" came to my head.
Pineapple guy = PG, then PPG came to my head, so PPG= pineapple pineapple guy.
Hoho. No Offence. Just too bright. *shake head*

DigiEss was nice. I was placed among the new kids. Oh man, the intimidating feelin of
"who is this human" force kind of drove my arm hair stiff. whaha

Anyway... Shan's granma passed away. may her soul rest in peace.

Am listening to my church's CD. Nice.. Beautiful. faster come out with the next one.
I cant wait.

Was thinking of approaching a gurl previously in my church (now in indo studying& a
part time model) to be the lead for my FYP. I love her acting. whaha. Crazy gurl...

I am very blessed.. to be able to own AE 6.5 for both Ephran
&Imac, to own creative suite for both of em too..
Anyway.. whaahaha, the holiday in Indo for 5 days was proven
a good trip. I was happy and all. whaha Maybe a bit boring
cos all i can go out with is my momma, as there was no other
single soul that i can go out with. They're nto in indo anymore.
whahaha..

And im missing Jilly now. She's in indo. lol.

Anyway.... when i came back from indo, with huge books and
stuffs and all, decided to get a bookshelf. whaha..
So me & my cousin went to IKEA to get one, which cost me 35 bucks
at 1st, but add up taxi fare, its almost 60% extra price topped up.
but anyway i still love my bookshelf. whahha was nailing arnd 12
am when my downstair neighbour went up to tell me to stop.
so i went downstair to continue nailing, and then bring the whole
bookshelf up again. U'll be surprised on how i did it.
mad. but i love it, and gave it a name: "Bule" <- stands for Lemari Buku

whahaha..~
was thinking of editing an mtv for try. but i need a song by
mono - life is mono.
anyone?