Wooohoooo.. Whad a day today. whahaa
Its quite disheartening that i didnt get any
director's list in the end of my 3 years but yeah
looking forward for other things lah.
Like, FYP.. Argh no,, whaha.
But im hoping my p3 will do something decently good.

Anyway, was cam assist just now. wahaha Okey lah, rainer
said i was shivering lol. lame, but ya lah. need to improve.
IMPROVEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

rararararararara~
Was fun jumping arnd the stages, up & down.
LOl. Mad people, is always mad.
And i found out something...
Quite true.
After i came back from SIP, I become more man.
Weird.

Gw lagi beeeeteeeeee~
mami toloong donk~ whhahahaahahahaa..
Gw ga pengen kayak gini, tp gimana lagi.
Kita udah ga kayak saudara, bukannya dari dulu ada apa pasti bilang
Kenapa jadi gini, kenapa jadi gitu sekarang.
Kita udah ga sehati, gw ga ngerti.
Apa cuman gw yang mikirnya kebanyakan
Orang suruh gw jangan pikirin, adek elo udah berubah.
Tapi gw mikirin, karena gw sayang ma adek gw.
Cuman dia ga liat dengan pola pikir yg sama.
Dan dia ngerasa kalo gw ga berhak tau karena yah gw memang ga berhak tau.
Gw mikir apa smuanya gara2 cewenya
Tapi mungkin juga gara2 dia yang mao idupnya mlai dari awal
Mungkin mao buang masa lampau, waktu dia ga pede
Sampe sekarang.
Trus koq jd gw yg sewot. gw kan cuman cici tok, ga lebih. Mungkin kurang.
Emang gw ngerepotin siah. Udah ah gw ga mao mikirin hal2 kayak gini.
Bikin hati sakit aja.
kayak orang bego, ngapain juga gw sampe sedih2 gini.
Bencong abis, kan gw ga boleh bencong!
harrus macho!
ih jijay

WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Drenched in the rain today. Nice feeling at 1st.. but then again,
drenched in heavy thunderstorm <- is this exxagerating? almost is not a gd thing to be. hahashaha... OKE!! Today was the 1st day of sch, and I came at 9. Lol. Hang out at 3 D lab with ryce, shan & rain and so teh rest came one by one. I gt all the subjects I wanted, and I changed all the classes I need to change. I love you Tommy Quek!! whahahaa.. watashi no hero. lol.. whaha hero or zero? Anyway... We were crowding arnd the staircase and thus when alfie came down the stairs: IMDkids>> Alfie!!! Alfie alfie alfie!!! (some even make funny noises)
Alfie>> yeeeeeeeesss?~
IMDKids>> Alfie alfie alfieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! (mad ppl)

same goes with Tia, Yong etc/. whahaha.. very gay. but i like

Kath>> walauweh, that's so gay, man
Alfie>> gay? *giving me funny look*
Kath>> yeha, gay. Whatever that dont go out rite is gay, cos not straight.
Alfie>> -...-!! is that teh new word now, dear? gay.?
Samson>> haha..
Alfie>> so everyone in IMD is almost all gay lah
Samson>> eh no no, not me
Alfie>> samson's hair looks nicer today. Not gay anymore
kath>> lol..

Nice talking to you, Alfie! Get well soon!! I miss your son
(he has this very cute son. hehehehee)

Kath>>alfie alfie!! I miss your son, bring to sch leh
Alfie>> no!! why! dun wan to let you coem clsoe to my son
Alfie>> i dun wan to marry my son to older woman
kath>> eh walauweh... sick

I saw this patch of green grass on the 1st floor at it wa sso nicely
positioned near the walla so i was reminded of "dive to blue" by Larc En Ciel
(i miss bassfish, damn) and so the music video had thsi guy fell down from the
buldings as teh song goes on.
kath>> eh samson!!! (samson: bassfish's drummer)
samson>> yesss?
kath>> look at the grasss!!! "dive to Green" man!
samson>> yaya, alter you sgoot me form the top yah when i fall
Kath>> nono, get a crane so camera can follow you as you fall to the grass

dive to blue (by larc en ciel), so if you fall to grass, its becoming "dive to green " lah
hahaha. then again, gay~

and so, we bought KFC back to the studio and ate them up.
Then i went off to UDC to finsh some stuffs. whahahaha..
Was drizzling when i borded the bus to sunshine plaza.
Was raining heavily when I crossed the rd to atke money.
Was crazily raining when i tried to find taxi.
In the end i walked from sunshne plaza until Parkroyal Htel.
Drenched. wet. If i move my toes i can feel the water squeezed out from the shoe.
The best part, when i grab my sleeve water dripped.
so powerful that now im quite dizzzy lalalal. whahahaha

Tmr going back to indo. lalalallaa~
wanna have gd facial man~ hehehee
Wanna wtach Global TV, fashion TV, etc etc etc.. hehehe
wanna sleep and wake up late.
weanna re-read my whole comic book!
Wanna birng back my whole set of Crystal Dragon!!!
Woooohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Foremost, wanna visist UDC indo branch for fun. whaha

SIP was over, but not for me.
Need to get back to the office to finish teh last poster i need to design.
As well as to print them etc etc etc. Yeha man. Work to do.

I kind of miss sch, but yet know that I will miss UDC.
Its weird but yeah. There's politic, I do agree, but i guess the
'main' people didnt have any probs with me.
And I believe in stating the fact when the fact is this way, or that way.
Blogging abt rudeness that happened, I guess a lot of people is
guilty of doing that, including me.

But Somehow Issit wrong to do that?
When you take the case and made it into some sort of cross
examination of different types of people's characteristic, and
how they handle stress, from still maintaining peace to
the case of releasing it on others. Its just the fact and I guess
I found nothing wrong to it.

Some things are situational as well. Things that happened,
remarks and comments, and even critism.

Ok, this sounds weird when i type cos im thinking in indo.
whahahaha..

Anyway, lets talk abt the Da Vinci Code and Gospel of Judas
and the whole rack of "best seller" at the Kinokuniya which
displays controversial things such as Jesus Dynasty and
Gospel of Judas.
FICTION is a beautiful yet powerful thing on Earth that
mankind ever wrote. This may be the reason why I join this
line, why i read books, manga etc. BUt anyway yeah..
When people were ADAPTING or GET INSPIRED by some
facts (i.e: bible) and they weave a story out of it, that DOES
NOT mean they are re-telling the truth.
With the Da Vinci Code rara that's coming out soon, churches
find it important to educate the congregate abt what is true
and what is not true. Same goes with LOTR.

Why LOTR? To the point where I saw a dictionary of Elven
Language or some 'clever' people trying to decipher the
status and degree and etc etc etc of the diferent characters in
the story.. That's amusingly saddening.
Tolkien (author of LOTR) and Lewis (author of Narnia) were
best friends when they were still alive, yet their stories, which
was adapted into the big screen received different response
from the world. Most probably due to LOTR's availability in
providing fantasy and something to believe about that it is
so real, so real that some people thought it was the fact.
BUT, is that what Tolkien wants you and me to feel?
Both Lewis & Tolkien were inspired by christian values and
the bible itself before writing the story.

And so, this come to the point of Da Vinci Code & Gospel of
Judas. What is wrong with fiction? I say nothing;s worng with fiction.
I read fictions. I love fictions. I love Harry Potter and is yet to
receive a copy of Da Vinci Code from whoever that is willing to lend
me (Bing!!!! mana!!! hahaa). There is nothing wrong with them.
As long as you know what is fictions, what is reality.
What is fictions? Da Vinci Code is fiction. Gospel of Judas is fiction.
And so does all the manga I've gotten here along with adaptations
of real life stories.

And so why do churches think they need to equipt the congregations
with talks abt the facts and fictions in the movie? Or why do christian
parents forbid kids to take up Harry Potter? (my cousin was the victim)
It is because, human, out of all God's creations, who was acknowledged
by God as His most superior being, allow themselves to believe that
fictions are really the facts.
When you allow yourselves to get immersed in a story, know the boudary
between real things, and fictions. It is the same as to you psychoing
yourself into believeing your mother had an affair when she didnt do
anything but you forces yourself to believe, so strong that in the end you
killed your mother because of your empty belief. Its all in the mind.

So, Da Vinci Code is a fiction ah! Dun let me catch anyone trying to
argue with me, mixing facts and fictions again.

Anyway, Gospel of Judas. It was bloodily written arnd 100++ AD. How
could you expect Judas to live that long when he killed himself
shortly after Jesus died? End of story. Fictions shall remain fictions.
You dont have to distance yourself with things like that when you know
what's wrong and what's rite.

To know more abt right and wrong, pls attend churches' sermon
in the nearest church, or talk to your christian friends.
But do check 1st abt the liability of the. I dont want people to get
'lost' in mormon teachings, neither in some satanic, unbiblical
teachings.



yeah yeah yeah... Just stating the fact.

Rararara..~
SIP is ending soooner than I can imagine..
Tmr is da last day, and yeah.. well.. whahaha
Its like so many things to do, so lil time and
*puff* there you go... SIP's done.. Hahaha..

But anyway I like the company, and the people,
although of cos there's so many things which I
prefer not to remember or best forgotten.
To everyone, doomo arigatou. haha
Those anonymous blog hoppers, thanks for the time.

TimeTable is out now. Will be add dropping for better options.
Here are quotes by people whom I wa stalking on MSN just now:
Lynette>> Keep you sanity!! Give ur place to me!!!
Samson>> I see the name I stress already

Surprsingly I acted like someone who would die tommorow;
started to clear up all my work and even the folders I created.
That was weird. whahahaa..~
All past works that piled up slowly was remembered and tmr
is my day to finish them up. HOhoho..~
Sleepy .. but need to do stuffs. Hope i can finsih themand CK likes it.
Lalalaa

Lame scenario #1:

Kath>> Uncle sam, how old alreadfy?!
Uncle Sam>> *irritated* ah... hidaiii!!!!!!! *tryin to be funny by impersonating japanese
adult video female voices, in which he wanted to say "itai" which means painful, but he's
just not saying it correctly and it sounds like "he die"*

Hendra>> Huh?
Kath>> Hidai? Hidai?*mockery-ly asking*
Uncle Sam>> Hidaiiiiiiiiiiii uuuuuuuuuhhhhh Hidai hidai
Kath>> who die? who die?
Uncle Sam>> hidaiiiii
Kath>> nobody die laaaaaaah
Uncle sam>> *pretend not to hear* uhh hidai hidaiii kimochiii
Hendra>> hahahahahaha........ -.-!

Haha.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
JaDE BRACALET

Whoah, its been a while since I blogged.
And yeah, I bought a new planner (its just plain
line notebook but i transformed it into one)!!
Hohoho... Something's needed to be done for
my ever-dementia-ing brain so here is teh solution!
whaha..


Anyway, Friday was like a wow day.
1. Went out full force with the whole Toho Garden gank
2. Watched a very2 gd movie with Tobing (Take the lead)
3. Forgot to bring the hse key
4. Couldnt get through anyone on the phone
5. Armed with the dun-care-just-chiong attitude board taxi
6. Look arnd and start climbing the gate
7. Gt hm and rang the bell
8. Brother opened the door while cursing for disturbing his slp


Hahahaha.. NUts...~

Granma was sick. Hospitalised. Damn i hate hospitals.

And somehow after sometime,
Somethings bothered me.
Really2 bothered me.
But anyway, some things are out of my control.
I just happened to develop the wu-shuo-wei attitude.
Nobody can force others to be in their footsteps.
Oh well... lalalaa~

Howah... i broke my food chain damn.
Potato wedges somemore. but its ncie. damn. whaha
its ok.there is always tmr. whahaha

..Delovely.. Ho yeah i forgot to announce.
I bought a new mouse.
Clever, slick and comfy.
His name is "Khi hi hi"
lol.
2 versions of delovely.. erm actually 3. whaha
Find out more on deviantart.

Hontoooo niiii?
Yo wasssup nigga?

(aniway, i dun mean to insult.. that's just some
dialogue in a japanese lame show on youtube)

Today was quite gd, i feel bad cos i didnt really do
a lot of things. IT need to add a few more scenes.
Ah well, maybe my design sense was gay-ed.
I dunno, i just dont seem to see eye to eye with boss.
I shall learn more stuffffffssss..
(and hide at kunlun mountain to meditate design aspects)
gagagagagaa...

Oh well well welll.
This time arnd i'm gonna blog in indo.

Bosen jg yah kalo lagi ga da topic, org di sekeliling
ga pada online & gw lagi pake Ephran buat render
3D - AfterEffects. Skrg seh gw lagi terbakar2 neh
buat detox, aneh bgt. Sesuatu yg gw tunda2 selama
ga tau kapoan rimbanya tiba2 bisa pengeeeen bgt.
Mungkin karena gw liat baju2, celana2, pipi gw
udah pada nyembul.

Kemaren ada yg bilang gw mirip shan. Bujubuneng,
berarti gw bulet bgt donk. ga boleh dibiarkan ini.
waktu gw liat di hponya, foto2 gw jaman dulu,
gila ga terasa hati sakit juga bo.


Anyway...
Ngomong2 soal gw bosen mao cari cowo.. whahaa
Benere juga sih, mungkin gw bsoen yah..
Bosen banget kayaknya. Tapi trus kalo udah dapet yg
enak diliart mao diapain? Dimakan? Diliatin?
dipelototin? yah kan nggak juga. Mungkin sifat asli gw
yg bikin gw kayak gini. gw pikir2 kayaknya gw itu
org jahat, org yg ga mungkin bs cinta ma org laen.
Serem jg sih mikirnya. mungkin gw org yg terlalu kalkulatif,
yang apa2 juga musti sedia payung sbeelum ujan.
Apa gw salah?
Apa cara pandang dunia ini yang salah?
Ato kita dua2nya salah juga?
haiayayayyaay~

Today's new resolution: 1280 x 946 pixel
WHAT THE HECK????









Okie, tts not teh resolution 'm talking abt.. hhohoho
(stale jokes, i wonder when will i stop doing this)
I decided to go for detox. Lol. whahaha..
So.... fruits for 1 month. See if i can manage and maintain
this.. Lol.. Its crazy bt thinking abt it now, it can be done.
I nd to slim dowwwwn.
My whole wardrobe is crying for help and attention.
*carress beard* haiyah..

Anyway... "For The Rose" is one interesting manga, for all
of you who doesnt like simple storyline and who yearns
for crazy storyline.

Well, a bit abmornal cos it involves 3 kids with same momma
(diff dads) and half siblings and adopted sibling and etc.
One whole chunk of confusion and love story, love triangle,
almost-incest, almost-homoism, love between siblings,
parent-child love, scandals, love towards dead people,
love towards dead parents, love towards... ah damn. so many.
Hahaha. figure out yourself, read "for The Rose" 1 to 9.
hahahaha..

And mud akse dme whether NANA is worth watching.
I said YES! nana is gd for your brain. hohohoho..
inspiring. I think Ai YAzawa is like... carzy with ideas and all.
Full of inspiration. Salute.~!

And ko benk + Mia were here for the service. Awww. ... miss
last time, when everyone was here and we went out makan together,
take photo together, cell grp-ing... aw.............
crazy freaky lil jesus freaks... How i miss teh fire last time.
Its mad but its the crazy mad life. of cos, not to mention,
i wa sslimmer back then whahahahaha... lalalala~

Whoah..!~
WHoah whoah whoah whoah~
Whad had happened to me?
I sounded like someone rite now,
which is not gd.@!
Rar.

Hahhaahahahahahahahaha
Sleeeeeepppy!!!
Sleeeeeeeeepppyyyyy~~!!!!
Sleeeeeppy sleeeeppppy sleeepyyy#@!~~~


TengShan & Jolene are here with cK for the interview.
Lol...~

check this blog out man...

visitmyblog-123

It's pretty funny whahaha

lol

Wake me up when September ends.
December is a weird month.
But is that weirder than this January?
or even, this month?
Ah well.. i dunno.

But whad i know for sure,
December is a weird month.

*and i dunno whad I'm writing about*

hoh hum lalalalalalalalala~


Anyway...
I dunno why, man, this is a bit wrong.
Haha.. I kind of losing my respect to some ppl in da office.
Its weird, but weird as it is..
So they kind of do things which kind of make me disappointed
and feel they're nto relaly worth respecting.
Which is wrong, cos i shld be respecting all 'head's.
Small heads, big heads , whatever heads lah.

As i was saying, cK asked me whether I would liek to watch "Dorm"
with him, so i said yes, forgetting that there would be a meeting.
And yeah, some un-nice phony convo and that kinda sparked my thinking,
"heloooooooooooooooooooo, i tt you are being un-nice *to my gurl*.
and if I'm not nice you can identofy me for being un-nice but not yourself?
So are we even in the sense, i did apologise, do you?"
but of cos i dun say that, according to the book of courtesy, thou shalt
not say those words out. so i didnt.

Dorm was good. At first it was scary, right until the real ident of the ghost was
revealed, then it became sad story.
Very2 sad, so sad that it was even sadder that i cant shed some tears cos boss
sat beside me *duh* paiseh wahd.
hahaha..

I wanna Choir Boys, Haahaha.. Chicago will be premiering on cH 5. whaha Do watch~
Beautiful hohoho~

Hm.. This is bad!
I am ahving FLU!!!!
my whole body ache! it feels like sqweaking when i move any of my joints!
Nuts arghhhhhh!
(haha, i know why it happened)

okie, let me tell you a story of a stupid individual.
She was so irritated by the fact that someone show attotude infront of her
And she was laughed for helping, trying to come out with something helpful
to move the equiptments to the van
On the rainy day
When before it rained she had suggested for the unused bulky equiptments to
be moved into the van, and it fell on deaf ears.
So you can imagine her fire
SO she went to help with the equiptments
And was kinda drenched in the rain
Act tough and still help out
And you see lah whad happened
This soudns gay but this is me
Damn.


haha..
And some funny individual was chaisng after my freetime
to take it away and gave me jobs
when she herself was not flexible
She tortured the rice into waiting
Anyway yeah.. no names mentioned.
You can hide undeer my kindess lol <- crap


rar.. im tired and high rite now.,
lemme sleep~
This sicknes sis crap...
pls stoppp stop coughing and sneezing@
We have no time for sickness!
damn.. whahaa

Hmm... aduh sapapun juga.
Dateng entertain gw donk. whahahaa
tapi jangan anak kecil itu.
Lol. lalalala~

AH welll.. Today's shoot's.. quite relaxing. Hahaa..~
Its yeah... quite fun. i'm so thankful to Joel who
gave me advices and taught me things here & there
abt the handling of equiptments & some funny stands.
It was very2 power of you, bradaaaa~

Anyway......
Tmr gt shoot again! I must be saying oh nooooooo!
But oh well. whaha Am in the sick condition. blocked nose lah.
WIll i die soon? NO tiem to die.~

ANd yeah, just now..
When i was in the van, during the rainy trip to Goodwood
Park hotel.. the radio played a scary song..
It was quite unusual that I am scared of songs,
even my phobia of Franz Ferdinand was cured.
But strangely this song, man this song!
This song is bad enough to make me *weird* subconscioudly
cover my ears and made my heart pounded faster.
Very wrong lah but yeah it is like tt., whahaha
Bad memories man~
ALthough I think it was rather a 'hal sepele' but yeah.

The song is by Damien Rice.
Dun ask me why Damien Rice, but yeah...
2 songs by him that I'd heard before were very emo.
To much emotion. Although I love the 1st one.
I hate the 2nd one.
Levan told me it was kind of "continuation"
from te Blower's Daughter, to this one if you played them together.
But this one... brings back the scary thoughts. whahaha..
Weird..


Itu loh, gosip dikit pake indo.
Kan ga smua org tau indo yah Jil. (ato mel whaha)
Dulu kan waktu jaman2 nya gw suka mud
Ada cewe yg ngepost testi buat dia
Trus nulisnya pake lagu ini
Bait pertamanya
Jadi gw dulu sampe emo gt
Maklum masih muda
Dan raaaaaw
Makanya langsung heboh
Sampe dah kayak.... aduh deh...
Apalagi waktu si Levan dia lagi ngomongin soal ni lagu
Trus dfia send ke gw
Pas gw dengerin, waktu gw denger kata2nya...
laangsung deh~
Gaya2 gejala org depressi bo whaha
Kalo gw inget2.. ah malu saya..
whahaha..
Makanya wkatu denger... the feeeling came back.
Sama kayak waktu gw pertama kali liat tuh testi
Wah, bulu kuduk langsung naik
Tiba2 gw sadar kalo gw lg nutup kuping
Aneh tapi nyata bo....
Tapi tenang aja, dia sudah masuk museum.
Dah masa lalu hohohohoho~

Pengen cuci mata neeeh..
Bosen seh...
Kayaknya cowo itu standar yah.
Maonya yg gini, gitu gono
Yang bisa boost up dia punya ego
Gombal.~

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Acts of Service
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Acts of Service:		10
Quality Time:		8
Words of Affirmation:		5
Receiving Gifts:		4
Physical Touch:		3

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz


Something i did from Jenn's blog. Hoho. Jenn, if you're reading this, how's ur wife? whuahuaa. cant
wait to see your baby-to-be-born.. whuauhaa

2 crap for posting today. 1 is new crap, the other one is old crap. haha.
Basically i'm just too shagged to post any acc today, so yeah... Hereby,
contestant no #1, old crap!

(dated: clarke Quay Night.)

Ketika cahaya bulan menyesakkan mata
Dan manusia berubah bentuk
Maka anak itu pun ditelan sing
"Siapakah namaku?" tangis sang bocah

Tiada lagi jati diri ataupun senyum
Cintra berubah menjadi tangis
Bernafas di ruang satu mm
Cobalah lari bila kau sanggup
Hanya pelita yang terangi hati

Eli Eli lama sabacthani?
Mengapa kuterkapar
Bagai waria meratapi dirinya
Diinjak dan lenyap nyawa kecilku
bagai sang bayi terjerat tali pusar

langit laut Bulan dan Bintang!
Apa yang terjadi padaku?!
Jiwaku... berteriak!
Nangis!
marah!
Sedih!
Luka!
Kecewa!
Buta!
...
Hingga suatu nanti kukan kebal
dan hilang hati nurani
bersabddalah...
Apa ku kan seperti mereka?







Yeah... tt's old crap for you. And now.
New crap! (clap clap) *ahem* Thank you.
It wil be short & sweet, lalalaa.


Tersadar ku telah terbangun
Dari mimpi indah yang semua tak berdasar
Jawablah aku dari di sana
Adakah dirimu
di masa depan?
Ataukah Tuhan berencana lain?

Mungkin aku hanyalah
manusia tanpa cukup sabar
Akankah kau muncul
Sebelum kumenutup umur?