Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense,
who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old
he was, as his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape.
He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as
knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the
worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense
lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn)
and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children, are in charge).

His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing
regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with
sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for
using mouthwash after lunch and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly
student, only worsened his condition.

Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job
they failed to do in disciplining their unruly children. It declined even further
when schools were required to get parental consent to administer Panadol,
sun lotion or a sticky plaster to a student but could not inform the parents
when a student became pregnant and wanted to have an abortion.

Common Sense lost the will to live as the Ten Commandments became contraband;
churches became businesses; and criminals received better treatment than their victims.
Common Sense took a beating when you couldn't defend yourself from a burglar in
your own home and the burglar can sue you for assault. Common Sense finally gave up
the will to live, after a woman failed to realise that a steaming cup of coffee was hot.
She spilled a little in her lap, and was promptly awarded a huge settlement.

Common Sense was preceded in death by his parents, Truth and Trust, his wife,
Discretion, his daughter, Responsibility; and his son, Reason. He is survived by three
stepbrothers; I Know My Rights, Someone Else Is To Blame and I'm A Victim.

Not many attended his funeral because so few realised he was gone. If you still
remember him, pass this on. If not join the majority and do nothing.


(Something I found interesting as well as quite true from Jenn's blog. *bow down*)

Man, shoot has been crazy as there were many locations, and of cos, I enjoyed them.
But as much as I enjoyed them, i learn something new, which was quite, how can I say,
something which I dunre ally prefer. Only after my patience-fuse snapped then I get
certified as human in the crew. (thats the very2 raw way fo saying)

Learning from the experience.. I am certainly not arrogant of my way of doing things,
I am not quite proud of how I scratch myself when i carry heavy stuffs, or when I
broke my nails layer by layer (its true) when I have to rely on my nails to open something,
or even when i hav to run upside down or being scolded by buay song people.
But whad i cant stand is incompetent people telling me I am incompetent.
I came to learn that in this business, if you have no passion in doing this dirty work
from the down-under then you will never be happy.

It is true that I'm not cute, I dont behave feminine, i dont dress up liek normal gurls do,
I speak liek a guy, I do the buddy-thing, I carry heavy crap and I am willing to do dirty job.
But does that mean I deserve the look that mouthed "you deserve this cos it is a tradition.
I got it before."

patience can snap, but does that mean to bridge good relationship we have to snap each
other's patience? That will sound very vendetta-ish. You dont have to torture someone to
amke them see your view. A man would never set his child ablaze just to tell the son
"yeah dude, so u know u shld never play with fire okay? It is very hot, okay" sounds gay.
same analogy.

I am crazy, I do things teh way i know how. I am willing to learn. And I am flexible.
Just dont make the fuse snap. Or else you will get blackout.


I sound like.... aarghh.. is oudn liek a fierce cat? nooooooooooooooo~
Haahahaha...

okaie. baaaaack to the normal lala me. I would liek to express my gratitute to Rice.
Doumo Arigatou~ Just when I began to overly breaching my promise and the word F
slipping from my mouth like a river, she gave me this card that highlight the meaning
of my name: "katherine : the pure one" and the verse taht came along with irt was like...
specially designed for me: "Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart,
be acceptable in Thy sight O Lord, my Strength, and my redeemer." ~Psalm 19:14

Very2 beautiful. Kind of like a slap in my cheek, but a gd slap. made me...
jaga my mouth. And would leik to thank rainer my fake-gay brother, no matter whad,
you always seen gay in my eyes. wahaahaha. For listening to mty rant and emo when I
was at clarke Quay taking care of teh equiptment. I could not imagine how many shete
of paper and that means how many portions of the trees, which go as far as how many
pollution i will create if he didnt call me that night to ask for his tablet.

And to Diana as well, for being so sweet and nice to offer me fashion jobs, which in the
end, the phone call became one of our rara session of 'stating teh fact about human
behavious that you think you only seen them on TV but its happenning rite infront of
your eyes. Glamour and position gets the better side of people" Lol...

gd nite then. I need to sleep... and rest... and.... and... and.... oh yeah! I will leave you
with a very gd Filipino joke. Why do i call it a Filipino Joke? A tribute to the joker,
Joel San Hose, my IMD senior, who is a Filipino. hoho.

Joel>> Do you know that all Filipino is heat resistant?
Joel>> they are also fire resistant!
kath>> yeah rite..~
KAren>> eh? how come leh? issit? (seemed to take this for real)
Mike>> yeah! hahahaha (he got the joke)
Joel>> cos us ee ah, did you see in teh paper abt the abuse of Filiupino worker,
Joel> always by the ciggie butt, electric iron etc. Maybe the employer was thinking
Joel>> "ciggie butt hot r nt ah? " so they gt these filipino maid to test on cos they think
Joel>> that Filipino maids are fire-resistant.
Joel>> I wnder if I print tshirts "Filipino are heat resistant!" people will wear r nt?
Mike>> (carried away) yeah man! ask all the filipino in Singapore to wear that
Mike>> and stand infront of the Embassy of The Phillipines, and get someone to be torched
karen>> so who will do it? (*looking at joel) you lah. since ur idea
Joel>> (sad) okay loh... sacrifice
Mike>> no, get a stunt man! So when you torched urself u get the stuntman to be torched,
Mike>> then put off the fire and you guys showed up and say, "see, Filipino are fire-resistant"
Mike>> you can even bring the Lee dynasty down! (<- depper into the land of lamurity (adj: lame))
kath>> the best filipino joke i ever heard! Good job, brothers~




Crazy. haha.

Whoah.. today.... at last teh erst of teh locations..
are like.. erm........ tame.. whaha

And so yeah.. food was gd, work was gd.
Now vectorising HDB flat. Rar! hohohohoh...

Anyway....... Tmr's a gd day!
No need to bring Ephran to work!
Yay!

Whoah tired. I hope i dont get sick today.
But anyway... Today's my church anniversary.
Ko Davin & Ko Kiki were being annointed as
the new youth pastors... And Dilles was like telling
me.. instead of V for Vendetta, he was saying
"P for Pendeta (pendeta = pastor)!"
walauweh.. whaha Ko Dave was quite impressed.

Ko Dave>> Hmm maybe i can use it for my msn nick
Kath>> ko, do you often come online?
Ko Dave>> erm.. very2 rare...
Kath>> whaha. How thoughtful, changing nick when
Kath>> you're not really onlining..

Anyway. tehre's another lame story when we were talking
abt Seattle:

Ci Wen2>> Seattle is a gd place loh, Fen..
Feny>> Noo.. It rained everyday!
Ko Dave>> (being from Seattle bfr) No, its drizzling!
Ko Dave>> And its not everyday
Ko Dave>> If not you would they paint the buildings...
KO Dave>> You know when I heard abt the raining story I always
Ko Dave>> Thought abt how they paint the buildings if its raining
Ko Dave>> All the time...
Kath>> (after spending suo much time pondering)...
Kath>> Ko, maybe when the sun's up the whole city was like
Kath>> "Got sun! Got sun! Got sun!"
Ko Dave>> and everyone started to storm outside to paint
Kath>> And when the rain come, everything has to stop for a while
Feny>> -..-! two fo you seemed so much fascinated
Feny>> abt how it was done yeah?








lol~

OH well, Tobinga has done it again. he stopped me from dfoin my work! walauweh. whaha
But anyway... gd day i guess, today.

Woke up at 9, whad can be more blissful than that? whaha (well actually.. a lot of things..)
And then brought my bro to see doctor, for his sore eyes and met Rice + Wahidah for lunch.
Thousands of you will wonder and said "siao eh!" when i type Wahidah, Yes but its true. 1 word.
Wahidah. Haha. Well, the story-behind-the-scene was that she came to our office on thursday
to meet boss and us, bt i forgot to bring my log book, rice's book was empty. So she had nothin
to sign on. And thus we made an agreement to meet on weekeened to finish everything. It was ok,
well quite interesting actually... Me and rice were like counting on how many lecturers had we
been eating with, until i came up with some crap:

Rice>> oh we gt eat with lecturers SA one, but Aida bnever.. hm.. we shld go to her and say"
Rice>> "Aida, because u in charge of SA, you should go out eat with us once"
Kath>>and then go home, behind the cupboard, take out a book,
Kath>> inside gt all the photos of the lecturers, some of tehm gt markings,
Kath>> and mark Aida's face "eaten with""
Rice>> yaaa!! <- interesting agree wityh me whahaha

hahaha, ok. this is just a joke. we nv do that.

Nvtheless I went to the office, quite surprising cos usually razinw ill eb there btu hes nto thewre.
SO i just go throgh soem tapes, of which teh small DV tape refused to playback, so i placed them
aside to show Mike on monday and headed to Cine, where Ing2, Cing, Mai Huong & Bua were having
their stall at the flee market. They are all sooooooooo cute~ whaha I think, everything tat came to this
gank of 4, will be as exciting as i-dunno-wahd-or-how-to-explain-but-its-exciting.

After which, ms Tobing, okie.. Tobing came to visit and we ended up jalan2 at Orchard. Being shophaholic
he dragged me to 2 Apple centre, which we bought key board protector in teh end. Gd job. Lol. IO guess i
nd it. After which, we watched "Failure to Launch" which had been given 2 ticks out of 5 in newspaper,
but you knwo whad, i think tehy're wrong. Although teh story.. erm.. mise-on-scene a bit error-ic,
but its lame. and unlike MultyPyton, this one is nicely lame. Lol. i enjoyed that. hahahaa.. Crazy show.

Tobing was saying how if he working in my office and...
Kath>> yeah yeah, everyone will look at me in different light...

I think we're the biggest joke cos we talked like idiot and we laugh like gays. And we funnily entertained
the Apple guy when I bought my laptop cos we cant stop talking in a comedic way, so gay that the guy, who
claimed that he;s 1/2 indo, was smiling, laughing & yeah.. tryin not to laugh.

Well, that's tobing my brother. So gay, so tobing..~

kath>> if only boss is here with us, being able to come out with crazy ideas
Kath>> he will surely call mike and said, " hey mike, lets pitch for a talk show. the host is none other that our
Kath>> intern, katherine and her friend, Tobing." I think we will gay the show. whahaha
tobing>> -..-

Tolong..~
Toooooooooooooooooooooooooooolooong~
Help help help..
brlp brlp brlp....

*mati tenggelem* <- drowned to death

Haha, funny i told Feny yesterday that I felt like a fish
who was being drained out of water. Then she replied
(my sms) back, "Let teh water flowwww"
and so.. today.. I feel liek the drowning fish. Lol.

This is so gay, I'm enjoying it but at the same time,
dying of it. Lalalala~

Lemme hear Jagged Lines & 5th Original before i die.. whaha
Basssfisssssh~~` lalalalaa

So.. I'm blogging once more, in this hour, crying for help. whaha Im so sleepy.
Nah, its better now. Anyway.. its an amazing thing that everyone felt sleepy
in my office today, are we like *oh ow* poisoned by the Baygon uncle Sam
sprayed behind the eiptment place?

But yeah man, i have to survive, too many thinsg to do. I cant die rite now..
or fall sick, there is just no time for that. Oh well~

hahahaha

Whoah, looking through my DA journal posts was very fun. whaha..
I saw a lot of crap that i wrote. Emo + deep + painful + crap.
BUt anyway, just for fun, in case my DA gt probs or somethin:
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Apa yang kau cari?
Apa yang kau lihat?
Mata elang bagaikan belati tajam menusuk
Siapakah yang dapat mengelak?

Sinar sepi sendu di mata
Apa pula hal terjadi?
Seyum hambar yang terselip,
Kian memberi kesan kelam di hati..

Kucoba tuk rentangkan jemari
Tuk menggapai hati kecilmu
Tlah kautepak tanganku jauh2..

Apa yang kau cari?
Apa yang kau lihat?
Siapa yang dapat menggapai
Nuranimu yang pekat terjaga?
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Tangannya dingin...
Sedingin hatinya,
Yang mati menggigil di depan perapian,
Di hari bersalju di January...

Apa yang ada di matamu?
Jalan bersalju di siang semu.
Terik matahari tak dapat
Melumerkan mata hati
Yang membeku terbelenggu
Di kesepian sudut

Kelam...
Hitam...
Gelap...
Sepi...

Period.
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1)
Terkadang bersamamu
Waktu terhenti.
Kupandang wajah senyummu;
Udara serasa terhentak berlabuh.

(*)
Matamu pancarkan sinar kelabu;
Senyummu rapuh, menyesakan jiwa.
Mataku teriak...

(#)
Jangan kau pandang aku;
Jangan kau lihat rapuhku.
Matamu tertuju pada malaikat
cantik nan suci ; sang penjaga kuil.

(2)
Kuingin lepas dariku,
Terbang atas angkasa jauh.
Apakah ku tak cukup
merentangkan jiwamu bebas?

(*) (#) (#)

Malaikat cantik
Malaikat cantik
Jiwanya suci
Jiwanya suci
Malaikat cantik
Berjiwa suci
Malaikat cantik
Berjiwa suci

(2)
* I cant believe i wrote this crap.. when i was jealous back then. whahaha*
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Crept along the corridor,
Banged this head against the grills.

Oh my,
What happened to all these days?
Full of bloody accidents..
Of me and you and me and you
And me and you and me and you

Cant you see the lights?
it was OFF!
So come along to the corridor
and switch it on to see the things you missed in life
*this sounds so sick though whaha*
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Di akhir cerita
Pemeran utama wanita hanya bisa menangis
Tapi kemanakah tangisan itu?
Digantikan oleh gelak tawa
Gelak tawa sendu hampa dan kosong
Yang bergema di 4 sisi tembok bergerigi
Sinar mata yang terpancar
Mencerminkan kesepian tiada tara
Kawan menjauh, sobat sembunyi

"Apalah arti dari keberadaanku?"
"Siapa yang kan ingat diriku?"

Hanya hembusan angin malam terdengar
Menggantikan kecegangan dan kelam malam
Diam diam suara tetes air terdengar
Tiupan seruling alam berkumandang
Seolah mengingatkanku,

"Anak-Ku, kau tak sendiri"
"Walau kadang kau rasakan hampa,
Kutetap berdiri di sebelahmu"
"Tak kan ada yang bisa pisahkan kita"
"Karena Ku cinta kau selamanya"
"Tlah Kuberikan hidup ini padamu"
"Apalah bukti2 yang perlu lagi kau lihat"
"Apa lubang paku di tanganKu tak membuktikan
Kasih, Cinta dan pengorbanan..?"

Dan kuteriak, tak bersuara
Kumenangis..
Tersungkur...
Di depan mezbah Allah....

"Eli, Eli Lama sabacthani?"
Takkan kutanyakan lagi kalimat ni
karena kutahu Kau ada di sampingku
Berjalan bersamaku
Selalu...
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Kepada yang kan datang,
Kapankah kelak kau kan sampai?
Apakah kuharus menunggu sampai akhir nanti?

Kepada yang kan datang,
Apakah kau bisa melindungiku,
Ketika badai menerpa
ataupun hujan berhenti turun.
Ketika hati menjadi kacau;
Ketika galau menjadi takut.

Kepada yang kan datang,
Bisakah kau berjanji tuk temaniku,
Sampai rambutku berubah putih
dan cucuku terlelap di pangkuan.

Ku tak mau sumpah serapah
yang hanya bisa mendamaikan sementara.
Ku tak harap cinta sampai mati
melainkan tanggung jawab dan perasaan sayang.

Bisakah kau buat tenang hatiku
saat kau tak disampingku?
Bisakah kuterlelap saat kau di sisiku?

Akankah kau belai rambutku
dan kau genggam tanganku
ketika kita menyebrang jalan,
kau bimbing jalanku.

Kau yang kan datang,
Saat kau berkelut dalam hal2,
Kukan janji tuk menemanimu.
Tanpa banyak tanya kupeluk raga itu
Dan kan ku disana sampai kau pulih.

Yang kan datang,
Ku tak tahu apakah kau kan datang,
ataukah hanyalah ilusi semata,
yang hanyalah mimpi, mimpi indah belaka.
Mimpi yang kan membunuh,
menusuk dan melukai.

Kau kan kunanti...
Sampai kusadar bahwa kau tak kan datang.
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Madness

Covering your ears won't help
When words seep through the opening
Shouting out loud wont help
When your throat is being held
Then why why why
This whirlwind in the head keep on playin me?
Asked myself of how I used to be
Forgotten the way I am
Used to laugh
Used to smile
Used to focus
Used to love
Used to cry
Used to pray
Then what's happening?
When the glass had been shattered
When the clay had been broken
Will it be a piece again?
Time flies like the air
Seepin through my sanity
Will I ended up seieng green and pink?
Surrounded by the white walls and metal sleeve
Creating images from pills and pops
Will you forgive me?
When worth and honour stripped
Exposing the nakedness of life
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Kutakut akan kekelaman hati,
Tersadar gasing tlah kuputar,
Tindakan culdesac tuk kembali...

Berlarilah, kasih..
Janganlah dimakan waktu
Yang kan hilangkan jati dirimu
Kutak mau kau derita
Hhari sendu tiada mawar
Jagalah dirinya senantiasa
Kuatkan hatimu
Mungkin jalanmu kan panjang,
Berliku, melintang..

Ingatlah selalu, wahai domba ikal
Ku kan selalu doakan kebahagiaan.
Tanah lapang berbunga tempatmu berlari...
Menerjang angin, menerjang badai,
Kembangkanlah sayang mungilmu..
Mungkin kau kan jadi
Masa depan sang mawar
Tapi ingatlah
Milikmu kan jadi milikmu.
Bukan milikku, dan juga miliknya.

Ingatlah.. Ingat..
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Domba ikal datang dan pergi dari hati
Meninggalkan jejak hitam berlumpur di lantai berlian

Ikalnya yang tergerai dihembus angin
Ia melihat ke depan dengan air mata
Di tangannya bunga Mawar tlah kering
Dengan kelopak Beterbangan di senja hari

Rumput liar menerpa bulunya
Disibak dengan ikalnya
Hatinya remuk dilanda gundah
Kegalauan menggelapkan hati
Dikeraskannya sang hati

Dan dilepaskannyalah smua ikatan
Dari dunia semu, dari domba lainnya
Dibangunnya istana kaca
Dimana ia kan tenangkan dirinya dengan dirinya
Keberadaan mutlak yg berkesendirian

Di negeri impiannya
Ketika sang pahlawan kan menemukan puteri dongengnya
Mereka berdua kan kembangkan sayapnya
Terbang bersama di atas padang rumput hijau

Sang domba ikal yang menjelma jadi pangeran
Bersama permaisurinya sang bidadari bermata elok
Berkuku hitam dan berrambut lurus
Kontrast cinta sang sejoli

Dan mungkin
Ketika kutersadar dari mimpi
Capung jingga hijau yang mengintip dari pohon ara
Adalah mata hati kucing buta
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Dua sejoli melangkah jauh
Terbang di angkasa
Bersama serbuk bunga merekah

Penat kulihat bayang2 kasih
Hanyalah mengejar angin
Dan bulan dan hujan

Adakah hati yang luput
Jikalau terjatuh terluka
Dan terkapar dan tak bangkit lagi

Jangan kau sulam jaring2 benci
Kutak dapat menahannya lagi
Larilah lari, dikejar mimpi

Ouuugh, dunia ini hampa melompong
Jikalau hujan turun
Dan bulan muncul
Dan angin tiup
Akankah goyah diriku
Dari semua harkat dan martabat
dan kesombongan jiwa

Semua tipu daya dunia yang melingkupi
Hanyalah kedok bangsawan
rakyatku dan hidupku
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Ketika sinarnya mulai membutakan mataku,
Kenyataan bahwa dimensi dimiringkan memaku hatiku
Bak dinding di lapangan luas
Kumelatah di lantai marmer pagi hari
Apa yang kuharap?
Dengan hukuman gantung di mata
Terkapar di ujung sel yang gelap
Hanya tuk percikan sang sinar
hanyalah mimpi, ini smua hanyalah mimpi
Yang kan berakhir jika kubuka mataku
Tapi ku tlah melihat
Dan ku juga mendengar
Jadi apa yang terjadi sekarang?
Simpul tali itu telah dikumandangkan
Apakah kau kan terjamah ketika kulewati
Hanyalah hamparan impian dan harapan
Bodoh manusia yang hijau karena harapan
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Heck save me from this whirlwind
Save me
Just freakin save me from this pain

To God I cry out in despair
Eli Eli lama sabacthani?

Crashes of wind and emo turning over the tables
Sanity ran wild and crazy on me

And maybe this is the only thing that I need
I need youuu
I neeeddd youuu
I freakin neeed youuuu to calm me down
And tell me things are okay
And keep me still in peace and contentment
And cry on your shoulder as I crash my loneliness

Lord why could this happen to me?
Am I not Your loving child?
Pierced by sword, crushed by the wand
Of Whom shall I run and hid myself to?

And now that my soul is weary
And my cry went unheard
And soul of confusion and jealousy eloped like never
Of Whom shall I cry if not to You my Lord?

He, of he, who went unseen
The one who went blended with the dark side and shoo me
He, of he, who went and built the wall
Of walls that surround the gate of babylon

Oh how could I leashed my eyes
On soulful ownership?
How could I backed my heart and smile a mask?

Be still my heart, please be still
That the days of tommorrow will shout of a better
And now the salt of tears crawl down like rain
Savouring the heat of heart

Why new came at these times?
When new evoked jelousy and cry?
Burning mind raised the doubtful
Of Whom shall I cry if not to You Lord?

Until the day I shall be slept inside the dungeon
As I promised I would love you til no more
Sacrificial life would be laid
As we walked at Valley of the Death
I will hold and protect you
Be burnt by the anger and the wrath
To keep you save with me
Just to keep you save with me

And in time to come
Where there will be Eden that laid infront of us
I will bring you to the sun and the moon
And the new green grass
That shall not be destroyed by the fire that killed me off

And I will love
Til I realise
I may of not worth to you
And dead..
And dead..
And dead..
By the sea of saline...
*very gay write-up*
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ayah
apa kukan tumbuh jadi dirimu
yang penuh dendam dan kebencian
selimuti indahnya masa lalu

damai
apakah sudah tak da lagi di hatimu
yang dibayangi rasa iri dan halusinasi
tipuan tipuan pikiran yang menghanyutkan
dan jebakan iblis

uang
apalah artinya dibandingkan darah
yang memutuskan mencerai beraikan hidup yang normal
layaknya maut meombang ambing

apakah kau inginkan ku jadi dirimu
apakah smua kembali pada diriku

manusia begitu lemah
ada saatnya kita mengikuti kegelapan
ditelan arus demi masa depan
tapi mengapa ini
permusuhan benci dan dengki
yang terselimutkan dalam bulu domba

dan oleh mulut yang berkuasa
dilontarkannya

membunuh

menyiksa




gila

kau ikuti kata iblis beistri 3
kau puja jiwanya
apakah lagi arti kataku
di telingamu

apa ini
akhir yang sempurna
di matamu





gila
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Hanya Engkaulah Allah
Raja semesta bumi dan langit
KepadaNya lah Kubersembah sujud

Walau kabut menghalangi pandangan mataku
Tapi ajarkanlah aku tuk selalu melihat padaMu

Kadang waktu serasa lama
Namun ukuranMu dan aku berbeda

Jiwa yang terhanyut tanpa menentu
Mengikat diri dengan personal idealisme
Haruskah bukti mata menampakkan diri?

Percaya
Kata kata yang sukar dicerna
Hanyalah klise kata orang2

Detik detik terus berlalu
Hanya Dia yang tahu
Dia yang tahu
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Suatu ketika
Dimana hati sudah tak besatu lagi
Diriku memohon ampun bertekuk lutut

Tak sampai ku tega menyampaikan kabar
Tak dapat mulut ini mengungkapkan bisa
Air mata ditelan senyum
Apa yang kujalani?

Semua dosa dosa itu terputar kembali
Mata ini serasa mati
Allah, Allah apa Kau lihat laraku?
Turunkan tanganMu itu
Jemput ku ke surga sekarang!

Salahkan ku yang jadi pengecut
Kusayang dirinya
Hanya itu yang bertahan
Maafkan aku
Maafkan aku

Siksaan yang dialami kau dan aku
Semua salahku
Semua salahku
-------------------------------------------
Whaa.. everything was like.. hm how long alreayd ah?
I feel so old.. Great gerat great granmomma whaha lol~

*plak* *PLak* *plak*
wake up wake up wake up wake up!!!
Walauweh sleepy.~

Hahahaha.
Anyway... Just now, Ephran defied me.
I was in the midst of editing the TENNIS BALL vid when...
when.. WHEN it gave me tt blooody bluey page
and restart... and HANG! walauweeeh x100
And so... teh msot beautiful thing was.. I NV SAVE!
Roar.

Anyway. Erhem2..
Hahahaha. Like tt lah. NV SAVE = REDO. Rar!
WAtched youtube last night, they gt lotsa new crap goin on.
Hahaha..~ And i saw a very nice vid for SNL on NAtalie Portman.
Love it man. wahaha..

How come these days I'm quite emo ah?
Must hav been back to my post-orientation-05 period. This is real
bad.. Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
(drama mama)

Anywaaaaae, I posted a new DA this morning on 3 try-out posters
that i created. Lalalalalalalalaa~~~

OKie.. Lalala!
Im in the office right now, and Im waiting for Boss cK
(sounds wrong if you see this 2 "Boss" & "cK" together.
whahaha.. erm.. a least.. to the fashion ppl)
BUt anyway yeah... Bosss, ni zhai na li?
I need you to guide me in all the 3 things you asked me to do~!
Rar~ whahaha..

And anyway... weird things happening and I'm beginning to feel
like I'm ageing faster, I feel old..

Kalo gw bilang temen2 gw kabur dari realita,
Mungkin sebenernya gw yg lari dari realita idup gw.
Gw jd pengecut, jd takut
Sebenernya apa yg gw takutin gt..
Haha, aneh2 aja.
Gw merasa tua soalnya gw lari dari kenyataan
Kalo gw sekarang baru 19
Masih bisa suka orang
Masih bisa main2
Masih bisa hang out and shopping and jalan2
Gw kabur
Kabur jauh sampe ga tau kemana
Akhirnya gw ngerasa kalo gw ga jd muda berarti gw tua
Apalagi setelah abis pacaran ma anak kecil itu
Bikin gw tambah tua
Gw ngerasa kayak nyokap nyokap
Kadang2 gw ngerasa kayak nenek nenek
Kadang2 gw ngerasa kayak janda tua (tp kan gw msh sendiri!)
Aneh
Aneh
Aneh...



Ji, menurut elo gmn yah?
KAyaknya koq gw becong bgt nulis begini?
Tp itu yg gw lg ngerasain skrg,...
Lol.. apa gw lg bosen.. ato stress.. ato... pengen cuci mata?
whahhaha buset deh..~

Lol... Im in the office now, with no bosses arnd..
Met Irene & TK at the food court while i was eating with Rice.
Haha.. And now.. listening to Fatal Frame2 song.. beautiful..

Hm hm.... Gt a lot of thinsg to type but after waiting for this
web to load.. i forgot everythin! whhahaa lamure~~~~~~~~~~

And yeah, I'm sleepy now..... I nd a bed and a naaaaaaaaaaap..

Hahaha...

CHOU by Tsukiko Amano

chika ni moguri
ana wo horitsudzuketa
doko ni tsudzuku anata wa shirazuni tsuchi ni nureta
SUKOPPU wo katate ni
kimi no ude wo sagashiteita

tsugihagi no shiawase wo yose atsume
naki nagara kimi no tsuyosa ni
oshi tsubusareteta

yaketsuki yaketsuki
hagarenai te no hira no ato
chigireta tsubasa de
akaku somaru kumoma wo saite
jouzu ni habataku
watashi wo mitsumete

mayu ni komori
egaita eien wa
doko ni me buki
hana hiraku no darou
asa wa yagame
yamiyo wo tsuremodoshi
watashi no me wo ubatteyuku

tsukiakari tesaguri de kasaneai
motsurete wa kimi no aruita ni
nareru to shinjita

moetsuki moetsuki
modorenai yakusoku no basho
chigireta itami de
kuroku somaru daichi wo kakete
jouzu ni habataku
watashi wo mitsumete

sakendemo kikoenunara
sono te de kowashite hoshii
mata watashi wo watashi to
yoberu uchi ni
dakitomeru kimi no ude ga
odayaka na chi ni kawaru
mata shizuka ni sora wo aoida
yaketsuki yaketsuki
hagarenai te no hira no ato
chigireta tsubasa de
akaku somaru kumoma wo saite
moetsuki moetsuki modorenai
yakusoku no basho
jouzu ni habataku
watashi wo mitsumete

Whoah well. Today was like.. an emo day, dont ask me why. It just emo
and it happened that way. Its not negative emo, but yeah.
1) watched vendetta.. emo story but i like the art direction
2) reading "monster"r ite now. How many of you read monster? the story was soo emoooo
3) some other stuff happened lah. Im liek the kaypoh auntie

so yeah.. but no worries. I renewed my faith, well, kind of. Like, it had been
loose for these few weeks but now i'm striving to be closer to God. Yeah it felt so
relieved to be able to feel His trong presence.. and to be able to speak in tongue
the whole time when i prayed...

so rule #1:
I shal not speak of vulgarities

rule #2:
give time for quiet moment

3 Songs that are.. erm... dunno lah just liek.w hahahaaha~


Ada Apa Denganmu
Artist: Peter Pan
Album: Taman Langit
Sudah... maafkan aku... segala salahku
Dan bila kau tetap bisu ungkapkan salahmu

Dan aku... sifatku, dan aku khilafku...
Dan aku... cintaku, dan aku rinduku...

Sudah... lupakan semua... segala berubah
Dan kita terlupa... dan kita terluka

Dan aku... sifatku, dan aku khilafku...
Dan aku... cintaku, dan aku rinduku...

Reff :

Kutanya malam... dapatkah kau lihatnya
Perbedaan yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tak berubah
Ada apa denganmu...

Oh hanya malam...
Dapat meleburkan segala rasa
Yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tak berubah
Ada apa denganmu

-----------------

Semua Tentang Kita
Artist: Peter Pan
Album: Taman Langit
Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati

Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita

Reff:

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

----------------------
Menanti Sebuah Jawaban
Artist: Padi
Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku tlah terpaku oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu

Sepenuhnya aku...ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan...tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku...akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tau isi hatiku...
Dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu

--------------
Kirana
Artist: Dewa
Kucoba memahami tempatku berlabuh
Terdampar di keruhnya satu sisi dunia
Hadir dimuka bumi tak tersaji indah
Kuingin rasakan cinta

Lusuh lalu tercipta mendekap diriku
Hanya usung sahaja kudamba kirana
Ratapan mulai usang nur yang kumohon
Kuingin rasakan cinta
Manis seperti mereka

Ayah bunda tercinta satu yang tersisa
Mengapa kau tiupkan nafasku ke dunia
Hidup tak kusesali mungkin kutangisi
Kuingin rasakan cinta

Peluhku pun mengering menanti jawabmu
Tak akan pernah usai cintaku padamu
Hanya kata yang lugas yang kini tercipta
Kuingin rasakan cinta

Semakin jauh kumelangkah
Semakin perih jejak langkahku
Hariku pun semakin sombong
Meski hidup terus berjalan terus berjalan

Kirana jamah aku, jamahlah rinduku
Hanya wangi terurai yang dapat kucumbu

Ayah bunda tercinta satu yang tersisa
Mengapa kau tiupkan nafasku ke dunia
Hidup tak kusesali mungkin kutangisi
Kuingin rasakan cinta

Manis seperti mereka
Tulus seperti adanya
Suci seperti dirimu
Ingin rasakan cintamu

Kirana jamah aku, jamahlah rinduku
Tak akan pernah usai cintaku padamu
Hanya kata yang lugas yang kini tersisa
Kuingin rasakan cinta



Hm.. Kirana is a very ncie song. whahahaa
Makes me feel young again.. (apa coba).
But anyway... gonna bathe now..
And so stressed, i wondered why nowadays
my temper seemed to get worse..
i get easily irritated by things.. am i growing old too fast?

Just finished re-reading the whole blog of IMDBoys..
It was the most hilarious thing ever.. and yeah.. brought
back many gay memories but yeah.. whaha IMDBoyyyys~

And that.. now.. the blog... is over... hey men~
Lets revive teh blog and update more eyah yeah yeah?
whahaha..
How i missed those gay days and gay activities that we had.
Plus me & rice did a nostalgic action of bottle-clashing hohooho..

My fave blogs on link:
1) IMDBoys
2) Rice
3) Jenn
4) Noah

hm.. well. whahaha~

Whoaaah... tiring desu neee.. BUt anyway.. Just a quick review
of whad we were learning so far (sounds liek my physcis teacher)
haha.. btw i just found out she's living at my hsing complex..
Damn.. whaha And the last time i greeted her she forgot me~
Evil... Evil Mdm Ee.. *cry!*

Ok, back to the prev topic, where was I? *erhem* oh oh.. ok.
Incredible Tales shoot was done (the Sg one). Will not join Boss to shoot
in Indo and now.. my whole body ache like.. erm.. rusty nail? whahaa
cK gave me task to change the logo cos of some miscomunnication..
From Upside Down to UD etc blah blah. BUt i found it a bit wow-ed
cos the whole thing was kind of messy and some of the things i couldnt
find and the best part.. i nv saw the real finalised one.. so im like
crappin for the correct one.. whahaha

Rice got the tasks to design the letterhead and namecards for
Altius, a new stuffs bosses & Asoka Raina did. Plus she gt the
honour to design "paper Bride" poster. whaha Omedetto lalal~

We returned the props & wardrobe to MediaCorp already...
And anyway.. its kind of weird to see actors & actresses, those nicer
ones smiling at you when they exchange glances with you..
Its like.. "neee?" like tt

I gt the 3-part videos of the talking tennis ball during our shoot.
(plus i did a few but ist on my hp) Boss cK even did one out of the
3 and he was like.. so absorbed til ShinYin and the rest was like,
a lot of ppl>> cK.. cK... The next shoot..
cK>> kan jian zhang lang wo bu pa bu pa lang (the mariahi chi version)

Hahahahaa...~ will be posting it with Rice on youtube.
Meanwhile... chill yooyoooyoooyoooo~
Its teh 3rd week but i feel this is life.. ist a new life. whahaha
Yay------ed!!! rarararrararararara~

The company mae me feel at hm, it feels like working with our cliques
like the IMDBoys, shan, extended cliques like SiYuan, Abel, Chris, XH,
etc etc.. whaha I mean.. how nice it is.... Hoooh, i miss sch but i think
I will miss everyone too after the SIP..


Joke of the .. erm.. nvm.. whaha
Irene was wearin a perfume so i asked her:
Kath>> eh whad perfume is it ah? smells so familiar
Irene>> cK Eternity
Kath>> cK Eternity... cK stands for cK (boss) eternity...
Kath>> so you will work for cK for eternity
Irene>> -...-!!!!!~

This is RJ, a photo taken by Rice using her cam.. And so, this means
I'm posting this but the image does not belong to me.. Which means
ah.. yeah.. which means its Rice's laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!~ *Fuuh~*

Anyway... Thsi is RJ, a TP VCS Grad who's now working as GRIP,"
which means equipment crew.. He looked like one of the SA boy that
Justin brought along with us twice for dinner and yeah.. RJ is cocky,
lame & retro-ish.. And this is a pose directed by Rice to show that
RJ's teeth will be liek tt in times to come.. whahaa ANd yesh.. he looked
lame as he is usually lame..
Will be missing him <- they're mostly freelancer

This shot was done as we did our grave digging shoot behind our
office.. Hahaha~

Whoah. tiring day.. at last is over. wghaa~
Was quite emo just now, i mean yeah, maybe lack of sleep + tired = emo
And maybe when everyone's under pressure, they tend to be bastard, same to me~?

Its kind of irritating when you dont kno whad is goin on
and when you were demanded to be professional, the
demander in her/himself hindered you from being
professional, and blame you somehow when you dont
know abt whad's goin on.

It didnt help when fellow colleague of teh same status tryin to give orders
and demanded full submission towards the orders, although some things
were clearly done safely with a style which i am comfortable with.

But anywaaaaaay, incerdible Tales wasover, im happy and we're happy.
the tones i was getting from the stated above during in-pro and post-pro were
muuuuuch different. It was amazing but well, this is teh eral world.
Learn from the example and know what to be applied, what to be avoided next time.

Anywaaaay, boss Mike was goin to Indo and he might be in the same plane as my
grandma. whaha. Interesting coincidence~ CK was being very2222222 lame yesterday.
I love my working place, its just like TPDS, my cliques~ We lived like nobody's care
and we die like.. erm.. we're not dead eyat~ whahhaa
And i saw boss CK's son's photo....

is name is Christian Chan, same name as my bro (Christian Kirana). His birthday was 29th April,
very222 near to my bro's (25th April). whaha I do really222 hope he dont grow up to bbe like
my bro! lol

And post production, the crews were going for KTV but me & rice were shagged~~~~ and so...
we were on oiur way home when we decided to go KTV as well, but this KTV = kopitiam w/ tv, not
KTV = karaoke tv.. whahaha..

And Rice were disturbed by the fact ppl were asking abt her having sister or somethin...
And that one of the twins kept on pulling her hair..
(asked by Moses, Jenn & the twin gurls whose house we were using for filming today)
And so i deduced a hypothesis.. that maybe:
A (i cant remember her nae so just write A) was a student of TPDS, which is a friend of Jenn
and the chinese teacher of the twins, who likes to torture them during lesson. hahaha lame~

im so sleepy now.. tmr is still a long day.. and that my niang is here.. hehe yay!
When i answered my mom's call on Tuesday, ppl in da office were soooo surprised i called her niang for fun.
hahahaa..~ lol

Whoah.. Lats nite my granpa (the one tt's still alive of cos)
was admitted to the hospital again, which kind of made me..erm..
emo? whaha.. Cos eyah.. trauma i guess.. Im such a lousy arse.

Anyway so i went to visit him and my bro stayed overnight. Today
my momma will come to sg and i hope she can help me extend my passport
(lazy arse). whaha. But anyway... i guess she will be busy and i gt a
hell lot of things to do. 2 days ago was the "all's Kath's fault" day,
where everything went wrong and i was doooooooooooooooooooooooooooomed.
I left 2 items on the office during the bloody cemetery shoot and
the best thing was that we had to twice drove back to take it cos...
i just didnt discover them missing. Stupid arse.

Ok ok.. talkin abt IT, it was so far so gd, yesterday i didnthav to go
cos it was just a simple shoot, so i was in the office doing work duh duh!~
Went to emdiacorp to take the remaining wardrobe and i think the talents
were quite young, like they behave young-ly. whaha. and the guy reminded
me of this sec 1 classmate, some guy called terence. wagha.. funny how i
nv seen him in zillion years. i miss my sec 1 ppl siahhh~~~ (tiffany, bell,
vero, evan, adrian, evi, etc etc etc)

anyway....... today will be another outdoor shoot and so far so gd,.it was
fun and Jenn the soundman 'uncle' <- (every of teh male crew is called uncle
for convenience hahaha)had a blog. yeah. go check out if you wan to be
'refreshed' i love his blog. amen~ lalalalaallala~

and therefore i will leave with this nice sooooooooooooooooooooooooong
a song which wasssss soooooooooo emo... used to listen to it everydaaaaaaaay

Pandangi Langit Malam Ini
Jikustik

Putri, jangan menangis
Hapus air mata
Di wajah cantikmu

Putri, kepergianku
Tak akan lama
Tahan rindumu

Putri, seandainya saja
Kubisa, menghentikan waktu
Kuhentikan waktu


Bila kau rindukan aku putri,
Coba kau pandangi langit malam ini, aku di situ
Bila itu tak cukup mengganti
Cobalah kau hirup udara pagi, aku di situ

Mungkin dengan perpisahan
Kita kan mengerti arti pertemuan

Putri, percaya padaku
Ini hanya likuan hidup
Yang pasti berakhir

Whoaaaaaah, incredible taless! whuahuaa paper Bride was done.
For more photso pls visit Rice's blog.
I was soo shagged yesterday and shagness truned to highness..
Plus Ibu Lina was having bad headache so she tried to distract herself
by bringing me & irene & the hui2 (make-up artists) tot he outside
of the hse we're filming on and did the coke or pepsi (heck i dunno
why teh game and the name of the game doesnt have connection at all)
and so we played this game whereby hui2 had to name a dance and we
had to do it til she say 'pause' whuahuaa.. then the Edric (guy lead) saw
us and started to take our pics in weird poses. whahaha.. speakin of which,
madness..~

before hand, I was wearin maroon, Jenn (soundman) was wearing yellow and
Edric was wearing green. 3 of us were sittin at the bed when rice spotted us
and asked us to pose as we looked liek traffic light. whaha.. And so.. jenn
suggested the 3monkeys action.. whaha go to rice blog again for more detail.

Overall, it was fun. whuahuahaua.. i love it man~
Laoban also so nice. Learn a lot from him. whaha...
He was so lame that he asked me to pin the lizard soft toy on his shoulder for
gd luck charm BUT he took it out cos it's givin him sinus. whaha..
*shake head til it dropped*
Lina was te rcrazy one... her Abu Syaaf parody self-made-when-stress vid
was super hilalrious.

And i found a collection of mother there.. whahaha..
Karen = mother
irene = mama
lina = ibu

whahaha mad.~

Hm.. not bad lah.. I talked to Alfie on teh phone regarding the C. w
haha.~ He did give an explanation which kind of make me think
"what a lousy bastard i am".. It all came to me that everything that
flop was conditional.. Like....
1) PCOMDI <- lecturer from hell giving me a hell of time. And thou shalt
not trust professional people cos they may not work like students

2) ArtAppre <- what can i say? there gt to be non-designers who killed
our marks,.. speakin of which the lecturers gt some issues with designers

3) Acting <- larry, diana & jill kill us all. whahaa

so yeah........ at the end if it, its cos im lousy at expressin myself and i'm
lousy at language...


lousy cat~

DCS2014 Professional Communication for Design D+
DIM2311 Scriptwriting Fundamentals B+
DIM2315 3D Animation 1 A
DIM2324 Acting Workshop C+
DIM3327 Video Production A
DIM3335 Sound Design A
DSI2012 Student Internship Programme In Progress
GCD1002 Applied Principles for Effective Living 2 Pass
GLA1001 Arts Appreciation B+


fuckin garbage.. wat the fuck with D? Whad teh fuck with C?
They did not appear for the past 2 sems.. nv even a C until now...
a fuckin D! Have you ever see a D? Fuckin D???

I nv gt a fuckin D in my whole poly life and that sucks cos its not because
of me, the fuckin project pull me down and the lecturer from Hell
thought Im some sort of Goddess that he wanna test me out by giving me
crap form hell and he thinks he's helping me by doing that but yeah.. wtever

And for someone who praised my acting and gave me c+ for it, i really demand
an explanation for the nice alphabet that was gracefully rewarded to me.

And for LiChing whom i believe will nv interfere her life with my blog, thanks
for the pathetic B+ that u had given me...

All these of the stated above really made me wanna 'flood' but yeah...
there is no time for that... Bloody parents session for my bro & cousin, since when
i become parents.. and tmr.... early wake up & sleepless nite. I will be fuckin
shagged and now.... bad shit...

An increase by 0.03 is fuckin pathetic..... 3.2 become 3.23 <- Wtf is that funny additional
3 behind? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Whoah... tiring day.. Hehe, but overall it was gd. Was at my bro's
sch sending him his chinese dicta dn then with rice to office. Aft
which we went to fu lu shou (aaaaaaaaaaaaaargh) and bought some stuffs.
Headache siah,esp when you are dealing with non-english speaker...
Made me feel like, "Walauweh, if u take my time learning english, which
is a froeign language, why cant you?" but then again.. varies with each
individual...

Tiring stuffs, whahaa i feel sooo owned when Irene did the paper gown
10000000000000x faster than me. Walauweh.. feel so lousy & gay.

anyway... tired, the whole day was eating fried rice, btu it was worth it.
3 bucks and we gt wholesome foooooooood!

tmr is production and i guess i wil die soon huhuhu wan an!


lalalaa




wah mata udah mulai ngelirak lirik.
harus pake kacamata kuda nih
bahaya.

whahahahaa

Today was when i finally fell asleep in the office,
which was quite rare and weird cos i nv thought it
would happen (speakin of which, workaholic kucing)
but yeah it happened. whaha..~
Finally... the motion for the pitch was done..
amen i can go in peace.. whaha (jokin)..

I was at the mediacorp this morning, woke up late so yeah..
made her wait like.. 1/2 hour..
I'm so bastard siah.. When Joy saw me, she was like,
dropped her jaw and .. speechles.s whaha. funny lol.
the 2 actresses went to do fittting, reminds me of the time
when i went for fitting with DB boss. whahaa~
It was at fortune centre, at the textile thngy... and yeah...
had to go downstair to buy dispossable cam sooo many22222 times..
whahaa.. With me, Marcus, Jessica & Claire chionging..
Cantr emmeber wether Joy
was there too at tt time. Whad a memory..~ whaha

And then.... Mike (one of UDC Boss) called.
He needed the motion but told me to take my time. whaha.
so i was thinking, maybe i can help teh props 1st then come back,
but when rice & Lina arrived, karen came as well with a specified order
"bring her back" whoaaaaaaaaah.. sounds like,
"bring the accused into the court" *gooooooooooooooooong* whahaha like..
dots..

And so i was saying... " yeah man... if i nv finish the motion graphic,
i guess by tmr u will see my head on Mike's table and he will say,
"hey! look at my new accesories on my desk"" lame..~

And today's highlight.. was when me rice & irene made the paper doll outfit.
whaha was fun. Rice was my model. Lalalala~
Eh rice, if i ever went far for fashion, i'll make gown for you..
But tt's just saying only ah. whahahaa lol~

And i guess... i typed a lot otday..
blabbering like momma papa ojisan obaachan etc whahaha~ so yeah...
wo zhai zher ting bi.. gdnite.. and.... adios~!

ZzzZzZzZZZzzzzzzz

Whoa.... I just freed myself from everything and watched
"Mengejar Matahari". It was a nice show, i like the story
and direction, although the uneven ground made the dolly
(or trolley) jaggy a bit sometimes...
but the worst of teh wors of the worst thing that can happen
while you watched this movie after for so long (since the
start of january) after it arrived in my room and i couldnt
touch it... was that.... the 2nd disc.. it's spoiled.
The segment was splitted into 2 DAT file, whereby the last one
didnt work at all.. Damnit~ Painful really2 painfull~~~~~~
Was thinking of showing Lina tmr... but liek this.. cannot laah.
Oh yeah, speaking of which the reasons i wan to show Lina (or whoever
that i will show next time) are that:

1. DJ Winky is so hot. For a long time i thought he looked normal. But
watching him act and his close ups made me feel younger by 10 years
whahahaha

2. the story is gd, need i say more?

3. Art direction is erhem.. i like...

4. Udjo can act.. whahahaa interesting.. (project pop ppl are all lamers whad)

5. of cos to share teh experience while looking at DJ Winky. hihihi



AAAAAAAAAAARhghh.. should i go malay vcd stall and buy another copy?
damn~~~~~




*my ears had this puzzle bubble 'game over' song playing"
-----------mommmy~~~~~.. boohohohooooooooo...--------------------------

A joke that I just remmebered to be posted. hehehee~

Samson>> why max and xj gt a lot of issue regarding the word up ah? (upskirt)
kath>> cos he cannot go up? (random answer)hahaha
samson>> (think a while) ya hoh... cos he cannot go up..
Samson>> he is max.. to the max already..
Kath>> -........-!! (ok lah, im proud that samson is lame.. tt proves lame is coo)

Wahahahaha! Emo nite tonight. Ok lah.. Not really becos of anythin,
I watched the last episode of paradise kiss. It was very touching, and yea
of cos sad cos they everyone went their own way to pursue their dreams..
Which was inspiring but yeah~ it just made me feel.. somehwad miss people
like rin, jill, charlina etc..~

But ANYWAY... today i gt some of the job done. whuahaua.. Deposited mom's money,
topped-up bro's prepair card, topped-up EZ Link & renew e-pass, pay my bill,
went for dentists, chiong graphics from 1 30 to 9 30 in the office today. whahaa.~

Tired yeah.. tmr may hav to spend the nite at Abel's to chiong SEAMEO but of cos
not me only. Chris iwll be there too... We the tortured soul, will have to finish that shit
by hook or by crook or by... whahaha i shall stop my lameness..~
and im talking to myself now.. Funny how blog sometimes is a tool to talk to yourself
liek now, and yeah~

Enjoy SIP, fellow IMD ganks..~ hehehe I hope those who gt bad crap, will get better as time
goes by... and those who get gd stuff.. hehee ganbatte kudasai yooosh!!~

sleepy like mooooooooo, so i'll stop here and sleep (sounds very chinese compo siah..)

ZZzZzzZzzZzzzzz~~~~~~~~~~~

(And aGHR! my ring went rusty and decolourised now.. damnit, have to buy decent one. whaha
bo bian,,, $1 ring, wahd do you expect? whuauha)

Hm, and so,.. Incredible Tales is starting next week..~ Wee.... expect the unexpected..
And looking like the dead without make up..but yeah man~ Its alrite...
If i can survive the 23 continuous days of Singapore Fashion Week (and Taka, etc etc etc etc etc)
from morning til nite, then i can go through this.. (1 week..)

Haha..~

Anyway... title sequence is killing me. didnt sleep well.. these 2 nights, gonna be another one now..
BUt anywya, yeah, its gd lah i guess.. (positivity).. sorry rice for makng such a big noise & fuss..
yeah, im so lousy at this but i will try to stop mad-ing when im on stress mode.. will try to calm down
(and count the sheeps?) huhu irrelevant but who cares lalala

Will be a packed day tmr (and so on)... so eyah.. wish me luck whuahuaa..

Jokes of the day (lalala)

Weishan was complaining *censored* hehehe.. so yeah... basically:
shan>> she is like wahidah like that, wahidah upgraded
rice>> upgraded wahidah.. hahaha.. wahidah version 2.0
kath>> a bit like felix too
kath>> wahidah xp + felix mx pro
rice>> wahidah xp + felix cs mx pro, now the programmes are compatible maaah~

kath>> so whad's goin on? say leh say leh.. give me teh gist of it. the trailer
rice>> basically, wahidah upgraded
kath>> that's not trailer, that's teaser!
rice>> oh oh.. if i make a trailer out of it, i will show her give tissue sayin dun cry, later ppl say i bully you
rice>> then show her being nice nice nice, then cut be evil evil evil (she say something liek this lah whaha)
kath>> mine is.. show teh scene she give you tissue and say dun cry lah, but the part" later ppl say i bully you"
kath>> use echo and slow mo, so it will sound very huhuhu~
kath>> for teaser i will put a mac g5 processor and write there.. "wahidah" "upgraded"

lina>>eh? how you do it ah.. how come just now i press teh same button teh printer dunw an ot work?
kath>>i dunno, keep on pressing lah. yesterday teh printer also liek tt, only rice know hwo to do it smoothly
lina>> teh printer dun liek me (touch teh prinyter)
kath>> haha.. only rice can tame the printer lah i guess (random)

whuahuahuahaua... okie enough fo lameness..~

Whoah... madness..~
Anyway yeah, was back from Indo on sunday. Everything was done. Burial etc ...
Enough of tears.... And eyah.... for the first efw times, seeing my dad crying like that,
All i can say is that, cherish your family, really. Praying for forgiiveness and being
regrestful of things will not help when the person is dead. So yeah..~

And more work to do on UDC. I can die... on my table...
Yesterday was like a drama.... Tablet killed me...
Michael did not accept the style, i can die die die..
And my brian stuck, anyone know how ro upgrade my brain's processor RAM?
I really need them.. yeah~

And I feel so old, so old so old.. If I keep on saying to ryce & gQ
"Haiyah... ni men zhang da le.." then i shall be known as zhang bei siah.. whauhaua
old granma kath.

And we (rice & me) were talking abt food, (rice eating rice), and so if kath eating cat,
it shall be called "catnibal" which sounds like cat nip... id unno why. joel you pollute my brain.

and anyway, gonna bathe and zhuo gong ke... i dun wan to die young, esp when
theyr'r nice ppl.. Its hard for me to fail them whuahuahuaua~



*i miss Daniel Boey production* lol...
Boss do you miss me? wauahuaa (sounds so gay...)