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i wish i could lift ur pain
i wish i could help you out
i wish i could lighten up
i wish i could cheer you up

but i could not do anything
I'm just this bloody small human
powerless strengthless and shitified
tired and torn out and feel so bad

I can only see
I can only hear
I can only think
I can only .....
feel bad



(hahahahaa... some shit crap i created hwen im bored. lol.
anyway yeah..... chris's production is fun. I get to see how they
did it, plus entertainment, the weishan's-eye-candy and
the lameness around) lol.

gdnite and so long.

(chemical romnace reverse whaaha lol lame lah)

Hm, have you ever wondered why you feel tired?
Was it because of menal abuse, or physical abuse?
I'm not saying external force, but internal force of abuse.
yeah.. Human.. whad are they?
Just pieces of flesh and bones, joined together with additional muscles
and a big mouth to talk.

But think of it again,
God had mae us this way,
surely He had a plan drawn way before we're here
and so be strong, be courageous.
For the time is near and I'm dyin somehow.

When my soul is weary
God pls turn to me
and lift me up
and so I can fly
into Your arms.

I just ate Yong Tou Fu, dun think of me as some YTF maniac but i think this one
(my mom bought it at Yio Chu Kang MRT) was awesome!! whaha The taste's like
Indo's noodle..! Soo wow..

anyway... was in Chris' production. Quite fun. Yeah. and erhem. yeah.
Tmr will be a challengin day, damn.. lol..

oh and i bought 2 award winnin VCDs, whaha, yesterday.

Music jUnction.. tt bloody place really wake my movie desire up. damnit, feel like
buyin DVDs now. haiyayaya~

Whoah..... slack day today. whaha. Im kind of worried for tmr and the next day,
and the next next day etc. lala. BUt yeah... surrender my worry to God. lol
can make it lah. whahaa.

ANyway yeah, went oout with mom to shop today. She got a lot ofthings lah but
i did get my xmas present (from me to me kind of thing) haha. lol. And yeah,
i bought Champloo the manga. Yay! whhaahaha..

Nice day today. Whoah.
Keep on thanking God for things in my life. whaha..
Whether its gd .. or bad.





"In times of hardship, praise the Lord.."
Doesnt apply to me now, bu may be useful someday..~

Hoah, I hav accomplished my mission.
Mission: to clean up my rm before my momma comes. whaha

lol
anwyay yeah..... my bro had grown taller again.. haiyah.. which makes me the shortest
at hm. alamak. noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

Whoah... MERRY XMAS everyone~~ Lalala.
Its been an undescribable but somehow yeah, wonderful year...

Been outside walkin arnd town non-stop til my feet ached and yeah, so i fell asleep
arnd 7 pm at my bed and guess wahd? i only wak eup at 12.40! roar! whahaa..

So yeah, sms-ing ppl arnd sg, indo, US, Canada & Oz (took arnd 1 hr),c heck my sch mail
and fell asleep once again. whaha. whad a piggy.

Went for xmas sunday service today as a usher and yeah, we had this candle lighting
session, singin "give thanks". Its so funny when we sang Give Thanks I feel so high. Lol.
If you had observed the lyrics. Yeah. Lol..

Great year.... ALthough not without tears, but it made me grow anyway... and learn things
the hard way.

Whoah, today is one of the most unforgettable day in my life. It was so wow. Seriously. Hah.
This morning, i was kind of screwed up, dun aks me why, but you could see me headbangin the
wall of SoDes rm.

And so the minutes passed, i managed to talk to Eric abt the Darkroom, managed to be released
early from Acting cls and managed to buy the 'ammo' and others on time iwth teh rest.
lol. It was wow as to how my super mini kitchen could fit like... 5 ppl. whahaa.. workin liek mad,
cuttin, cooking, boiling, grating etc. anyway yeah.

It was fun, i am nto gonna describe it cos.... indescribable feelin.w hahaa. and Yong's child
has become my latest eye-candy, since I couldnt see Sanjay until teh next upcoming kids show,
which i dunno when and how. argh... whahaa..

Watched Narnia just now. It was so wow, i guess 2.5 hours didnt do justice for the whole story.
Ah well... Somehow I was very2 attracted to the Lion. I know, this sounds very cliche and
'subjective' but yeah.. A King who behaved like a wise man, kind and even sacrifice himself
for some betrayer. lol...
Somehow this went on my mind:

Peter:
Portraying christian with growing faith. Although doubts and fear surrounds him, but he still
tries to worked them out by following God's advice.

Susan:
Portrays human who tries to defend everything that happened based on logic. They deny God's
work and refused or come up with an explanation to some particular events.

Edmund:
People who always fell to the temptation. These are people whom maybe saved but keep on
fallin into sin or wrong doings. they turned deaf to others' advice sometimes.

Lucy:
Faith like of a child. When we are youn we tend to receive things at it is, believeing without
seeing it.

Lol, i just felt tt its interesting yeah. and by this i am tryin not to discriminate.
Oh well.... the most touchin scene was when the Lion was killed.... and ressurected. wow.

NIce day today. whaha. PCOMDI went smoothly and yeah...
After which me, ryce, bing, hans, rain & yuan went to PLaSing to go shop for
tmr's ammunition supply (a.k.a food, duh)
and anyway yea.. managed to find things. whaha and they went to my hse.
Ended up watchin indo drama while i wa sbathin and so aft which i went to
Orchard to hav dinner with my boss and the gank. nice one.. whaha

sabby gave me cd wallet, cute one. And boss, haiyah, he gave me this tattered
Diesel tt made me wonder how will i look if i lost weight and wear it. huhuhuu. lol.

Tmr is a big day, and hectic day as well. whahaa.. lol
and Sharon is a slacker of teh slackers.. whaha dun ask me why. dun ask me why.


lalalala

I need You
Strangely out of place, and there's a light filling this room where none would follow before.
I can't deny it burns me up inside.
I fan the flames to melt away my pride.
Do I want shelter from the rain or the rain to wash me away?

I need you, I need you, I need you.
I need you, I need you, I need you.
You're all I'm living for.

I might sound like a fool, but I think I felt you moving closer to me.
Face to the ground to hide the fatal cut.
I fight the weight, I feel you lift me up.
You are the shelter from the rain and the rain to wash me away.

I need you, I need you, I need you.
I need you, I need you, I need you.
You're all I'm living for.

I need you, I need you, I need you.
You're all I'm living for.

Face to the ground to hide the fatal cut.
I fight the weight, feel you lift me up.
I can't deny it burns me up inside.
I fan the flames to melt away my pride.
I only had a second to spare, but all the time in the world to know you're there.
You are the shelter from the rain and the rain to wash me away.

I need you, I need you, I need you.
You're all I'm living for.
I need you, I need you, I need you.
You're all I'm living for.
I need you, I need you, I need you.
You're all I'm living for.

~ Jars of Clay/ Sonicflood




Learning to breathe
Hello, good morning, how you do?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new

So this is the way that I say I need you
This is the way that I'm Yours

That I'm
Learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Hello, good morning, how you been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never, never thought that I would fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad

So this is the way that I say I need you
This is the way that I say I love you
This is the way that I say I'm yours
This is the way, this is the way

~ Switchfoot

Haiyah..
haiyah..
Haiyah...

When distance are needed to heal things,
Somehow something does not work the way I think it shld
And I fall down
And cry and feel bad
And everything is bad

And world came crawling down.
And I feel bad.
Haiyah.......~

headache.
headache.
headache.
headache.

"Don't Look At Me"
Don't look at me if you're looking for perfection
Don't look at me I will only let you down
I'll do my best to point you in the right directon
But don't look at me
No, no, no
Don't look at me, look at Him

Sometimes I have a fear
That you will see a mirror
And get the thought that it's the main attraction
But all that you detect
Is just what I reflect
Of the object of my own affection
I'll lead you to the One I found
He'll give you everything you need

Don't look at me if you're looking for perfection
Don't look at me I will only let you down
I'll do my best to point you in the right direction
But dont' look at me
No, no, no
Dont' look at me, look at Him

It's understandable to want a hero
But people can't meet all your expectations
Still some can teach you things about the love He brings
Just know the source of life is in the Savior
I'll lead you to the One I found
He'll give you everything you need

Don't look at me if you're looking for perfection
Don't look at me I will only let you down
I'll do my best to point you in the right direction
But don't look at me
No,no, no
Don't look at me, look at Him

He's the One who lived a perfect life
He's the One who always gets it right
He's the One and only guiding light, Ohh, yeah
He is everthing you want to be
He's the answer to your every need
If you follow Him then you will se He's like no other

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh yeah
I'll do my best to point you in the right direction
But don't look at me
No, no, no
Don't look at me Oh, dont look at me
I'll only let you down

I'll do my best to point you in the right direction
no no no no no oh oh look at Him
yeah, yeah



~~~~ STACEY ORRICO~~~~

so much more to sais, so lil things to reveal. anyway.. whaha

yest was great, Raffles Design Institute Grad nite was nice, and the best part, we
gt free entrance when teh graduate and parents need to pay 50 bucks. lol.. whaha.
LOl.. And i gt my money here. waha thinkin of buyin a pc now. oh well..
and yeah.. saving now..w haha save save save.. haiayh..
to think tti thought i was rich, think again.. whaha worldly pleasure cannot stop me
from being workaholic siah! roar. anyway yeah... my fave crap sentence
"For the better of tommorow" (demi masa depan yang cemerlang) lol..

done with my work, mostly for this week. so yeah..tmr will be doin some shots i guess.
oh well.. anyway yeah... lol..

And i was so touched today, so touched tt i cried like, wow lah, in front of my Ephran. lol.
And this is how its goes.
I am thankful for everything.

Hayah... its over.
I'm teh bastard here but yeah... Im soryr for all teh trouble and heartache.
but it ended anyway.

So yeah.. lets see.
i gt accepted in moving visuals, but not sure cos i wan UD more than them.
i gt to get money from Daniel Boey tmr, got to attend Raffles Design Institute Grad Nite.
i gt 18 for my art history, 16 1/2 for mask and 8 for write up (or so, i guess, teh number)
i have hyet to find shirlyn
i have so many things on my head
i have yet to do my news script now
i have yet to sleep well tonite

I cried and it feels better.

I uploaded bassfish photos to my com. whahaha.
anyway yeah.. Been a long time ever since i blog.
Not in the rite period of time, i wuld rather not blog
stuffs tt will remind me of anger etc. so yeah.

pass pass pass

anyway yeah... done with my show reel. INterviewed
by Moving Visuals but not yet accepted.. (or will they not?)
doin my scriptin noew.. whahaa.
so many things to do. i find it hard to breathe. wahaa
but ok lah... i think its alreite.. whaha

and yeah... Tia assigned me & Tobing for a tour to deisgn sch ushering
for the winners of indo design competition, with 3 reporters from
Gadis, Seventeen Indo and... i cant rememebr whad. whaha

amen! lol.. whahahaha

and yeah....
God save the Kath

Let me sleep forever in the dream forest.
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
When madness come and kill me,
i would rather sleep and die.







Eli Eli Lama Sabacthani..?

"My name is Katherine Kirana, and I'm from temasek Polytechnic(and im hanshen, and im from tp too!)."
Lol, my lame lines lalala. Scared.. interview.. lalala. haiyaya..

Anyway.. yeah, presented my ART APPRE thingy today. Waha, done
and over with. Amen! My 2-days effort not wasted. Amen!

Skip.. Skip... INterview.. haiyah... haiyah.. haiyah....
*carressing my long beard like those shi fu in kungfu flicks*

Nt much of time for me to update this blog, cos:
1) my cousin came for 2 days
2) chiong for art appre and reel and pcomdi and script
3) i barely can even breathe, how u expect me to update
4) i barely seen 'normal' these days
5) i scold more fu-ck word nowadays tt i dun hav time to update(yeah stop it! <-hanshen) <- very wrong reason

Haiyah.. but endlessly, 2 from 3 of us will get selected.
anyway.. doin show reel in broadcast 3D rm with Hans now.
So yeah. yayayaa~

Hm.. I wonder how long will this thing continue.
When we debate things that we know the other party wont digest in,
why bother to do so. Its like, til the end, it'll be culdesac and there comes
ultimatum. Predicted result. whads the pt?

Tts my piece of mind for everyone who reads my blog.