my body acheeeeeee.. someone pls give me ganjaaaaaa....
(k lame, for ur info, i dun do drugs.. i'm even lazy to take panadol)

anyway, today we did filming for video rpodctions. it was at the
darkroom and i can testify, the scene is scary, although the actual
shooting does noyt really hav tt kind o illusion. lol.

anyway, yeah... we ate cup noodles as our dinner and CJ successfully
'pumped' her lips with tom yam flavoured Koka noodles. She really2
possessed tt Angelina Jolie sexy pouty lips tt i also want. lol. lame. thank you.

my eyes are gelled and glued now.. so i better catch some sleep. gdnite alalaa

sometimes i cant feel myself
everything seemed so wobbly and jelly-like
stunned and blurred
"whad do you say? i cant hear or see anything"

i need oxygen tank, someone pls get me one.

Things just get into me
Things just get into me

And as my vision blurred back
I forced myself into the water
struggling against my own strength
God, did you see whad's happening?

I love You til death brings me from here
For in You I found my mind again

Mark 9

42"And if anyone causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him to be thrown into the sea with a large millstone tied around his neck. 43If your hand causes you to sin, cut it off. It is better for you to enter life maimed than with two hands to go into hell, where the fire never goes out.[c] 45And if your foot causes you to sin, cut it off. It is better for you to enter life crippled than to have two feet and be thrown into hell.[d] 47And if your eye causes you to sin, pluck it out. It is better for you to enter the kingdom of God with one eye than to have two eyes and be thrown into hell, 48where " 'their worm does not die, and the fire is not quenched.'[e] 49Everyone will be salted with fire.
50"Salt is good, but if it loses its saltiness, how can you make it salty again? Have salt in yourselves, and be at peace with each other."


Thanks to Beatrice for givin me the verses hehehehee lol
and somewhad a lyric tt kind of struck me.
DC TALK - What if I stumble?
[the greatest single cause of atheism in the world today
Is christians who acknowledge jesus with their lips
Then walk out the door and deny him by their lifestyle.
That is what an unbelieving world simply finds unbelievable.]

What if I stumble?
What if I fall?
Is this one for the people?
Is this one for the lord?
Or do I simply serenade for things I must afford?
You can jumble them together, my conflict still remains
Holiness is calling, in the midst of courting fame
Cause I see the trust in their eyes
Though the sky is falling
They need your love in their lives
Compromise is calling

What if I stumble, what if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble, and what if I fall?
What if I stumble, what if I fall?
You never turn in the heat of it all

What if I stumble, what if I fall?
Father please forgive me for I can not compose
The fear that lives within meOr the rate at which it grows
If struggle has a purpose
On the narrow road you’ve carved
Why do I dread my trespasses will leave a deadly scar
Do they see the fear in my eyes? Are they so revealing?
This time I cannot disguise
All the doubt I’m feeling

What if I stumble? Everyone’s got to crawl when you know that
You’re up against a wall, it’s about to fall
Everyone’s got to crawl when you know that (2x)
I hear you whispering my name [you say]
My love for you will never change [never change]

What if I stumble, what if I fall?
You never turn in the heat of it all
What if I stumble, what if I fall?
You are my comfort, and my god
Is this one for the people, is this one for the lord?

Today its such a nice day. Anyway yeah. Tt amazing guy from West Java. whahaa..
He came to SG for a day to preach today aft his 2-weeks preaching trip to Oz.
Whad makes me amazed was that he presented himself humbly, unlike many of those
preachers who ended up eating sermon's time talking about amazing things that he did
(in God's name, but still, sometimes too much).

He who was just a primary sch graduates, could speak english better than me. whaha.
man~ And yeah, he used the stern word "prostitution", which amazes me cos it's like
somethin 'heavy' to be said.

"Worship without relationship, is religious (or spiritual) prostitution"
Interesting theory. Worship, in its original scripture translation means "to hug and to kiss".
Worshiping God, without knowing or having any personal communication with God, is like
prostitutes serving their costumers. So yeah, its pretty harsh, slapping me in the face,
reminded me of old times when i was closer to God (by reading Bible etc).

And to be able to obey God's word although it crosses with our stand and dignity,
something which not much people be able to do.


huah.....

Hidupku hanyalah untukMu
Segenap hatiku kagum
Akan kebaikanMu

Dan nafasku menceritakan kasihMu
Ajar kuberdiam dekat di hatiMu

Whoah.. gd day...
Yesterday's yesterday was Hans' bday. And yeah, he gt stuffs and I gave him stuff. hehe. Basically.. the 'lalala' huhuhu.. Hope he liek it. anyway yeah.

Today's cls was quite ok. Sound Deisgn, BEING sound design, wahd can u expect? whahaa.. but yeah, we did a simple test for frequency detection. And then... acting workshop. By tt time i was
a bit depressed. Anyway yeah, God-knows-why. He really knows, He do.

And the finale of my depression came when i found out tt INMA WA was being used for typo, (Ira & Caleb, the year1 kids, were in teh cls lah) Damn... So yeah... went to broadcast cls to do a
bit. Oh well..

Went hm and had dinner with Hans and Shan. hahaa. Then.. after they went off, Sir Tobing
callled me to catch movie with his minions. And bloody, he tmpted me laaaah, "Pride &
Prejudice". Damnit, how could i say no. whahahaha lol.

Nice movie indeed. And yeah man.. love it. Slow but constant and beautiful. A lot of shots were
of those tt came to haunt my mind while i was brainstorming ideas for creative shots for Vid
Pro. Damnit... I love it. HOwah.

Whoah, brain blocked now. Hahaha. damn~
anyway yeah, talked to Alfie, alfie ah, doomo arigatou. haha.
He did help me a lot into untangling some of my messed up mind, in a weird way,
which is, by messing mroe with it. lol. walauweh but yeah. it somehow work .. sometimes.

So many thinsg to do...
*portfolio
*editing of video
*pcomdi
*decision for vid pro project
*script
*acting: find monolgue
*do mask and write-up
*practise 3D.
die lah die.

someone hold a gun infront of me and screamed: "do your work, arse!! or i'll murder you!"
damn..~

Whoah.. Last nite.... I feel asleep while waitin for my bro to finish his stuffs in with Ephran.
And yeah.. woke up at 2.30, off the comp, and slumbered down to Lalaland again.
Hahaha. Feel so piggy and full now, sleepin for 10 hours. lol.. Isnt wow!!!

Anyway, enough of bragging i-sleep-for-how-long. Gonna go bathin now, and to sch!!
Damnit, so much to do, so lil time <- a sentence from Arkarna - So lil Times lyric

Listening to Mika Nakashima - Glamorous Day <- NANA OST yay! ewhahahaha..

anyway yeah, on sunday i went to watch Yamaha Asian Beat for singapore division. The winner
was kind of expected, cos they performed better than the rest. Good for you! Yay!
The One kind of performed in the genre tt nobody there performed. oh well. Jgn sedih yah
Teguh...

On Monday, hm... watche dPotter. Was not a gd day, in a way, rangin from wakin up late, to
takien wrong bus, to forgettin my hp. HOwah.....

tts all i can update now. cos yeah... too many things on my head lalalalala...~

waaah, nice indo songs were plaed outside my rm, my cousin is usin the pc. whaha.
cool yeah... hey had Peterpan, Padi, Ari lasso, etc lol.. lalalalalala..

anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
went to Bugis today, bought the lalala already. yeah. went to bras basah and Street Tease.
nice art exhibition. cool goodie lalalala~
Art Friend is a super fascinating place, wondered if its owner has a son or teenage grandson?
whahahaha (sick head idiot) lalalalaa

and now.. its time for........ trailer and teaser!!!!!!

whoah......
Somethin is tryin to be funny with me.
1st is my laptop gg-ed.. settled
2nd is the new micron zen, gged, need to get to the Creative Buildin beside Acer. (argh)
3rd is my hp.. middle buttonc ant be pressed. gged. bastard

Emo night for everyone i guess.

gd nite.



when i'm helpless and confused, tts when my brain will hav to rest,
wake up tommorow and say, "okie, time to do somethin"

gdnite

Hah! Aft countless times of tryin to post a comment on Hans' shoutbox, i finally...
finally post a "lalalla" on it! yay!!!! *victorious gay smile khi khi khi*
Cos Shan had been complainin she cant post lol.. ah well..~ whahhaa

today was a tiring day, but im glad i did some things for the sch work, im really2
schlaholic siah... how ah? tie me to my room's window grill to stop me from workin!
whahahahhaa...
lame...

And IMDBoys.. pls update ur blog!

And my Sudderrudin K Hanshen. Pls dun be so down down down down.
I miss ur gaga rara talkative self. Anythin i can help, i'll help k?
My babe ganbatte kudasai...
(gaga rara does not seem to make sense, but they rhyme, hey~! hehehe)

lallalaa


lalalallalalalaalalalaa

wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Sometimes i dunno why things are done in this way, or that way. neither do i understand why
things tt i tt i wouldnt be able to get, be given to me.

But i know 1 thing, in life there's always balance. U'll get gd things.. and bad things. It's like
God's way of keeping you humble. He can spoil you, but He know u need to learn basic manner
and humble-ism. Anyway. so yeah.


I was offered OSIP by Sheryln, along with the other 14 ppl. LOl!!! And Oak3films replied my
intern application for appointment. Whad is this? something that i never though i would be
having a few hours ago.

Funny yah....

i shallnot say more..
(not because of anythin, but becos i need to bathe and sleep for tmr' lessonw hahaha)

Watched "the exorcism of emily Rose". Quite nice i think (sorry rice..). The effects was
examplary. and of cos, Emily Rose herself is a chio bu (hans was like, "my semi lesbian
gf", but then again, i'm not whahaa).

Aft a long time of watchin movie, this one kind of moved me a lot, as in... whaha.. I kind
of teared for the 1st few falashbacks of Emily. And 1 freaky scene i jumped off my seat a bit.
Spasm.. or issit jerked? lol (IMDBoys, pls dun think soemthin else haha).

And yeah.. Today we had mask making. Mine was screwed. Cantr eally blamed Ili cos she
nv did this before but yeah, i blame te water. whaha.. so i was furious, kickin my feet onto
the walls of IT sch like a bastard. I really did haiyah..

and then Hans proposed tt he'll make a new one for me, which was done within an hour.
Wahda skil.. U can think of becomin a mask maker u know.. just like those japanese. hehehe.
hugs hugs hugs. love u lalalalala...

Justin was being lame, we were passing by the Tamp MRT when this promoter gurl greeted
him and said, "do you like Hush puppies?" whaha. and of cos he said no or somethin..
BUt then, whil ewe were crossing the field he was like, "damn.. i shld try to pick her up...

Promoter>> excuse me sir, do you like hush puppies?
justin>> ah yes.. i really like hush puppies so why dont we discuss abt it
while we had some coffee?
"

wahahahaha.. lamure..~

whoah! here i come with a super huge photo of LEANDRO! Like i promised Ingrid on my
tagboard. hihihihi.. Mr Leandro is from Brazil, and he is of liek a kid, really. tts what i think
lah. And his english is funny and i think he;s one of those (together with William from Canada),
my fave male model. hehe.. Lol. oh eyah, Aydin too. cos Aydin talked a lot of crap and he's
very2 entertaining. LOl..

anyway, sore throat now.d ie die die die. lalalala~
ate Sushi Tei just now.w aaaaaaah.. fattty2 me now.. cryc ry cry hihihihi

Whoah!!!! I found SFW webbie and from there, i gt the show's photos. whaha
so here i am showing hehe. lalalala~ (cos i was backstage of cos i dunno whad's
happening at the stage, man!)

Benno (one of the Indo's designer) and his whole collection. hahaa..His shop can be found at Heeren. beside new urban Male shop.

This is Alida, one of my 2 fave models. She's from Brazil.

This is Alla from Slovakia(?). and she was in the Perfect in Black Show.

This is Danielle from Canada.

This is Kenjiro from Posse show. He's a Japanese-Venezuelan guy. huhu..

My Fave male model, William from Canada. Yay!!!!!!!

so there u are.. for more photos, go and check urself..

www.singaporefashionweek.com.sg

lalalalaala.....
tired now.

Found arnd 4 or 5 companies tt i feel like applyin.
Anyway... Suddenly i kind of remember sonicFlood.
All thanks to tt Christian CD shop at Katong shopping Centre.
HIks, where is my SonicFlood cassete!!!! cry cry cry...
hiks hiks hiks.. irreplacable goods from my prev younger days.
whahaha..

Whad a thing...

whoah.. gw dah lama ga iseng2 kayak gini.
and gw ngebaca satu hal yg mengganggu pikiran gw.

Kenapa cewe selalu aja ngasih harapan kalo dia udah ga suka?
Apa dia ga mikirin keadaan cowo itu?
Cowo juga manusia, walau elo pikir elo dah disakitin sama cowo yg satu lagi,
tapi itu bukan berarti elo boleh untuk ngegantungin perasaan orang lain.
Temen gw bukan barang ataupun org yg bisa elo main2in hatinya.
ia suka elo bener2, tapi elo ga kasih sikap yg pasti.
kalo emang ga suka udah elo jangan kasih dia harapan.
Gw ga mao dia sakit hati sampe idupnya terganggu.
Gw ga mao senyumnya ilang gara2 elo.
Gw ga mao sinar matahari kabur dari hidupnya.
Karena itu, kasih dia sikap yg tegas. Iya apa nggak.

haiyah~
Yep, well. hi! whaha.. some indo rant tt i would like to write for fun. cannot ah?
lol. its not abt me, abt some gurl with a friend of mine. Yep. well. gdnite.

Lalalalalaa...
I cant believe this.,. whaha 1st week and i'm more kanchiong than when I'm havin fashion
show! Madness.. lalalala!

Was a bit depressed over whad companies to apply for SIP but yeah.. aft a looooooooooong
looooooooooooooooooooong talk with Alfie aft his acting cls, i'm kind of figure it out lah.
haha. amen. !

and yeah... sound esign cls was gd, i think i really hav to push myself to death this time.
yeah yeah yeah. And acting.. did i say acting or laofi? whahaha.. It seemed like Laofi.
Watchin this drag movie "To Wong Foo..." waaa, the title's too long to remember. It was a nice
show indeed and Patrick Swayze looked like Julia Andrews. Weird. whaha.

Oh yeah, alfie showed the opening part of Stage Beauty. I love tt movie. ahhaa. To think that
i kept on playin tt movei everyday when i just gt it. whaha madness.. Billy Crudup is a gd
actor, lala and yeah, so does Claire Danes. whaha.

And I'm gonna do my work now. so i will stop here, lalalalala~

whahahaha.. today is an okay day.. no, a gd day!!!
here's the list on why today is a gd day:

1
Today is my 3rd months with Hans. whaha need more to say?

2
Today is the belated celebration for gQ and Lynette's bday. Huhuhu... All the hardwork paid
off lah, wahaha and the cake is nice. llalalala. slrp~

3
Alhough Felix was a bit 'tryin-to-be-funny-but-he-is-funny-today', but ya lah. whaha
Not bad though,c os i get to crash 2D anim skill as well. Its liek, now im committin myself
to another xtra subjects but yeah. if i can cope, i can do anythin lol! whahaha nice~

4
went jalan2 with Shan a while aft sch and when we were abt to go hm, TM entrance was like
a TP Des IMD year 2 meeting Hall. Haha. We met si hui, shi ling & cream at 1st, then
Pricilla and Evelyn, then Gill. whjaa.. whad is wrong? lol.. whahaha

5
gt myself a creative Zen. whaha. This one, i really can say its a miracle from God. waha lol.
Really! like, i didnt know im gonna get this or whatever, but bigger byte mp3 player had
always been on my mind lah. When i reached my rm, my bro called me out and asked me
whether i wan the Creative Zen. Apparently my guardian's daughter's angmoh bf spoiled
his creative Zen while he was in sg, so he gave it free to my cousin. My cousin, in turn,
sold it to my bro for 30 bucks. and my bro repaired it himself, and sold it to me at 30 bucks~
so... 30 bucks for 4 GB. I must hav been dreamin... U know.. for my bro to be so nice to
me and all.. etc lalala.. a bit unbeliavable. but yeah.. it is happening now. whoah...
*in teh 10th heaven*


oh yeah.. i think i shld stop eatin food excessively. whahaha.. cos u know why?
im fat now! and i always feel so bloated.. damn~!

whahhaaa

sorry i didnt blog yest. hehe I was soo caught up and rushing somethin tt i dun intend
to tell here. Hehehe. so yeah, go figure..

Happy birthday to gQ and Lynette!!! They're 18 today! Yay!~ whahahaha hugs hugs hugs
lalalala..

3D animation is fun.. HUhu. I'm kind of hooked.. waaa, maybe tmr i'll go and hide myself
in the 3D lab to do some experiments. Hehehehe.. amen.

And anyway, went to makan the cheeese prata tt i misssed for so long. yay! fullfiling but now
it left me with nausea feelin whahaha. and i saw this tv-movie (in RCTI, indo channel). Haha.
Nice... and interesting. heard Jamrud song, the band is always crappy (as in lyric) but their
music was ok. whaha.. And the lead guy is Sheila on 7's Duta. Yay! clap clap.. I miss their songs
Hahhaa...

Had put some nice songs on my Ephran. Quite surprised me when i realise most of em is jap
songs. whaha. yay!

Lalala...
Samurai Champloo song is proven the most soothing one currently. Huhu..
LOve it to the max!!! yay! whahhaa Jap songs was quite a wow to me nowadays..
Like now, i'm liking X Japan, Larc en~ciel, Asian Kungfu Generation, Samurai Champloo OST.

Hahahaa..

anyway.. sch had been wow today. If u find me irritating today, pls forgive me. I am unable
to control my kanchiong ness due to the long hours of waiting for the add drop.
Its crazy, i tell you, every few minutes u'll hera ppl screamin they gt the subjects they want..
whereas shan was sittin beside Hans , beside me, and sighing as well. waa
so yeah, spent my time by playin neopets, and kept on coming bakc to the timetable to see
whad changes.. lol..

and yeah... pity this sem line anim 2 was closed.. whaha cos the only students enrollin for
it were me and Osman. whahahaa .. I reminded Ron to check his student list cos i scared
i might be the only one and he said, "1 to 1 better wahd?" but in the end.. haiyah..
i wan line anim! whahahaa lame.

so yep... i gt the stuffs i think i need for this sem.

and now i shld resume to my work.. wan an. lalalal~

My Ephran had been bad these few days.. .disconnecting and losing connection
every now and then.... maybe its the 'feng shui' whahahaha

(feng shui = teh term i use to determine the position where the signal is the strongest)

haha.. my bro said tt it may be teh wi-fi tt's spoilt. damn.. why???!!!!

anyway.....sent my youngest bro off this morning.. whahaa.. then went to church and
ate bakmie. yummy! whahaha my Bakmie!! yay!

then went hm and slept. really sleep liek the dead,... whahhaa

and now.. making somethin. huhuhuhu..~

tmr's sch.. haiyayayaaa~

Lalala... I copied ppl's timetable liek mad. whaha.. lol.. uupss.. whaha..

anyway.. yeah.. Went out with Hans at the start of my day. Went makan-ed (Double R's
language term) at Cine and walked arnd HMV. Then...... he realised he had to be bk by 3 so
yeah... he left and I walked arnd Kino to wait for Shan. We went arnd jalan2 to BUgis and
Bras Basah and bought nothin but food for our stomach. so sad. lalala. whaha..

ah.. eyah, we went to suntec too and we gt ourselves a juice drink each. She tried to pay for
me but i dun wan so in teh end...:

Shan>> eh.. give to me lah!!!
Kath>> noooo
Shan>> Dun liek tt! later i bite u ah!!
Kath>> Later i kiss u ah!!
Shan>> waaaah.. i tell Hans ah
Kath>> Haha.. then he'll say, "see! see! you're gay! i know u're gay!"

conclusion: lame...

hahaha..

oh oh.. and there's another one with Rice when she stay at my place:

Rice>>uuuu, i like your blanket!
Kath>> come here more often lah
Rice>> ... (still hugging my blanket)
Kath>> eh eh.. dun tell me u gonna bring tt home
Rice>> hehe, but cannot lah, too big (her bed is single, mine king)
Kath>>or u rip it into 2?
Rice>> ah yess
Kath>> noooooooooooooooooo

conclusion: dumb and crazy.

Hahaha

tmr my lil kitty (youngest bro) will go back to indo.. hiks.. whahaa
here's a short stupid convo among the 2 of us:
kath>> lil meow, whad are you doin now? i miss u so much (i was in indo)
bro >> monyet! (monkey) shut up! hahaha When u come back i'll be gone soon lalala
Kath>> eh why u liek tt to me? ok, when i'm back, i'll kiss u with my mouldy lips
(try to act like i was the addam's family granny)
bro >> eeeh, noooooooo...


conclusion: lame...

Alrite man...... Today I was with Rice. whaha. Okie, sounds wrong. *toot*
We went to get her bag and i bought 3 pins for my 3 lucky friends.. u wanna know who?
check it out on monday. hahahaha

Then i wen to my ucnle's place at bedok.. took a lot of crap fomrmy granma, basically
pots and pans.. walauweh.. heavy and mad. porcelain all over and teh bets part, i took
a taxi, thinkin my bro will be at hm to help me carry but i found out tt he waas at the
night safariw ith my aunt.

So i gt down the taxi at the gate, unload everythin, open the gate, bring teh super heavy stuffs
and walke up the (small hill) and 'hike' fromt he 1st floor to my 4th floor. whoah.
can die.. really can die.. i can see the marks it left on my arm. argh!!

and tmr i ill meet Hans. Yay!!! whahaha

until then yeah/.. my timetable not bad. whahaha..
it just need a bit fo touch up and tts all. yay!

clap clap clap

whaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. at last, this entry is done by Kaaaath. whaha. which is me!
yay!

anyway, just to let u all know, im back in sg now. and yeah... Rice is here, beside me.
Sitting on my bed. whahaha. and well, rain and rice fetched me from the airport at
arnd 11++ almost 12. whaha..

oh eyah, and Rice said rain said he saw Levan just now playing pool.
ANYHOW playin pool. Haha.

and i'm sleepy now.

so gdnite... will resume talkin to u abt my hols..
meanwhile, posted my deviations.. whaha 5 alltogether. lalala

**You are reading this blog entry by Kath (in Indo) courtesy of Ryce**

whoah.. another one deviation. Really2 made me forget time..
whaha.. PS addict..

Anyway yeah, kind of unsatisfied with the original image quality,
cos its pixels kind of mix the whole colour so some colour i hav
to guess em out! whahaha.. craziness..

been laughin liek pontianak since this morning, its on purpose.
My mom was like, "eh, souinds liek those hiding on the trees"
but of cos they were any arnd me. Its just me, and lamity.

And ricey was kindly aksing me, "u gt blog for me to uopload?"
so here it is. whaha

missing Hans like always. and been up watchin fashion Tv - MTV indo
while doin my vector. haha.. MTV indo wasnt tt bad, but at arnd
4 they were showing samuraui X, the old old old old series.
And so i switched to Fashion Tv and all I see is London Fashion week,
Milan fashion week, hongkong fashion Week.. so where's Singapore
fashion Week?

(ah coincidentaly the vector tt i did was taken durin POSSE show at
Singapore Fashion Week)

huhuhu

*owari*