hey I just thought of some improvement for the story that i made while i was
bathing. Hahaha..

The HANS were living at the valley of a SHAN (mountain). They worked on padi fields
days and night. The Rain always made the soil MUDDY and let the RICE grow ripe.
As the men worked day and night, wives didn't really do much, all day longe they would
eat ICE CREAM, play with KATHS and had JOYful SEKS with their husbands.
The products were gd this year, so gd that those farmers were ABEL to buy SAMSONG
for each and everyone of them with a GLENNday ringtone as default.
Thus, making the country strong (Guo QIang) economically.

Hahhaa.. Today was a gd day. My ahkong's bday. Went to get survey forms and yeah. cool.
went out with Hans to watch Charlie & teh Cocho Factory. It was gd, really.. with all the lame
stuffs but i love lameness. Hahaha
Rice said she misses me. I miss her too.
Shan, we will settle things soon.
Ciao.

And Yong, congrats for the loss of hair length soon! Hiahahahaha (sorry..)

Huhuhu.. Suddenly remembered a story i formed earlier today while i was on the journey
to sch on 518, thereby I present to you:

The HANS were living at the valley of a SHAN (mountain). They worked on padi fields
days and night. The Rain always made the soil MUDDY and let the RICE grow ripe.
As the men worked day and night, wives didn't really do much, all day longe they would
eat ICE CREAM, play with KATHS and had JOYful SEKS with their husbands.
The products were gd this year, so gd that those farmers were ABEL to buy SAMSONG
for each and everyone of them. Thus, making the country strong (Guo QIang) economically.

Alrite maaaaan, k i know its crap. Lalalala. hahaha..
Credits shall go to:
Hans
WeiShan
Rainer
Mud
Beatrice
Ice
Cream
Kath (me =>)
Joy
SekJhia
Abel
Samson
gQ


see. its lame. hahaha..

Lalalala.. A gd day indeed. I know my patience and my emotions and my temper
are a bit gayish and bloodish these days (thansk to lack of sleep and submissions).
Sorry Hans, to let u go through my mood and flashes of middlefingers in sch just now.
Haha. and yes,... BRoDES is donnnnneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Omedetto!

Now doin my Laofi and maybe InMA later. haha, shall go to INma Bar to grab some
HTML sandwiches and Viking HotDogs.. Ah... Maybe additional pickles to make me feel
greater. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeellfffff..

Went to sch to submit the brodes. Haha, inside the printin room, i had to queue up for the
colour printing. Imagine my horror when i found out the queue above me was a 65-pages
print. Crayz lah, so i decided to ask to be done before em. hahaha. Lol.

Hans went ot my hse today, cos he wanna send me hm to Orchard later on. Lol. My guardian
was a lamer lah. She was on the phone while Hans came in and so she didnt wear her bloody
specs and asked this funny questions "girl or boy?" Lol. haha. I told her that we're goin for
projects aft leaving my hse (the seletar one). Then she came up to find us and gave a lot
of funny compliments to Hans (like he did to all the guys tt ever come to my place).
Funny.... Like she was sayin his face is gd, etc and she started to say he looked like a gurl,
which makes me think she's mad cos Hans aint look like gurl at all. Hahaha.,..

Hehe, some kind of date laaah today but not really. Lol. And Hey! I found a better spot
in the hse beside the toilet spot.. Lol! It is at the granparents' rm.. a corner of it. Yay! Haha.
I luv this place. Stealin wireless Lol. Evil Kath.

K, signin off to do my work. Btw, Rin gave me her new hp no in USA. Horrrray! I missed
her and yeah, hope my trinity saga of HFC sisters would be solved soon. Lets end the
cold war and start talkin and yeah... maybe it was all my faults cos in a way i failed to
bridge their communication and erm.. i failed my role of being the guru, but well.. erm..
yeah. God give me strength pls.. and brain to think, and revelation to do next steps..
Huhu. sounds very2 demandin eh.

Hm, tmr will be my ahkong's bday! Yay! It was cool cos my 1st aunt is here, my 2nd, 3rd,
4th and 5th uncle are here too.. so yeah, i hav to slepe on the floor. I dun mind though.
Hahaha. and I'm teh representative of the 19 granchildren and we all will hav a small
celebration tmr here for my ahkong, whereby at 2+ he'll go for th hospital. Oh well.
God save teh Ahkong! Lalala..

Kkk, stop slackin. do work now. NOW!

Hey! U know whad?! Killin may be teh best solutions! Heck, whad is wrong with ppl
in this hse? Seriously i should be caged somewhere else durin submissions week to
prevent things from disturbin me. I mean, come on lah, my mood is bad and my brain
is cryin to rush my things. All wan the least is some nag from ppl and direct command
from someone bloody heck and irrespectful and slack and chaplang.
K, review of yesterday things, as I promised:
1. wake up late in the morning
2. accompany my granma to centrepoint cold storage abnd buy stuffs
3. mac comp hindering my head
4. took a while to be done with the aft effects and startin with garage band
5. starvin lalala
6. was late for rendering and all so eyah. dragged my time down to church
7. bloody taxi nv come
8. was late for an hour
9. obviously i feel bad
10. it was delayed til quite long
11. finished late
12.went hm late
13. aunt's nag
14. comp crash
15. shooed by my bro out the rm
16. finnaly found a place beside the toilet door which has a gd spot for internet. lol.


anyway, cut the crap. whaha my bro's 'tryin to step his feet over my head'. and everyone
else does. yeah. Thanks. shld know the border man.. Dun make me xplode.
Oh yeah, my dear bodybuilder sharon Ng, do we nd to get the Dv tape? arghh.. dun make
me gila siah..thanks. aheck..

anyway, gd new. we could possibly burn the MIng Fong Ho's bk. Hahahahaa. Cos it's
officially not true. Thank you. hahaha. lalalalalalaa.. (super cheem too metaphorfically
altered). Yes.

Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
I could just lose out to insanity today ya know! Insanity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes i will lose my sanity soon..~
U see boy, HTML is like a sandwich.. Thank you. Arghh. sorry!
My blooody freakin sanity!!!!!!

ah nvm. shall not blog now as i'm shooed away form the best position
to get internet connection so prob i wont hav teh time to finish the entry
so yeah. why bother.
crap. maybe when i'm in better lights i'll blog abt this.
too much.. too mucvh of whirlwinfd tt could makem me boil. Thank you.

and yeah.. heeeeeeelp.
Hahaha.

HOaaah. Today is definietely a gddd day.. Before I slpet last nite (which was arnd 3+)
my gramma went out of her rm and started to talk to me abt things. hEHE. Yesssss!
Horaaay horray to teh Lord! Hahaha..
My Dad HAS finally TALKIN to the mother's side. HOoraaaaaaaaaaaaay~ U see, million
times I tt it was over and there's no turnin back but yesssssssssssss things get better!
I am so so so so so so so so impressed by the love yesssssssssssss!
Cant wait to get bakc indo and talk to dad. Yay!

Hoah..... Did my work in the INMA Bar til like.. 3+ then went off to develop photos with
Hans. hoho., Some of em turned nice. Hehee.. ANd yesh hehehee.. Anyway yeah..
Then we moved to Audio rm, whereby I met Dian along the way, he's also carryin a laptop,
both of us lookin like some techno geek passin by each other (aks Hans, he know).

And yes did some work there. Aft which went to the AGM, haha. Tt was funny.
K then free food and go hm. Hohohoohoho...
Went hm all the way with Hans. whahaa Lallaalla...

Anyway, idiot funny blooody lame thing happened in sch. Joel was lookin for Yong when
Yong peeped trhough the glass and saw Joel soo freakin enthu jumpin form the seat so
YONg RAN away. (ck ck..) and I found msyelf shoutin, "YONG! run for ur life!!"
Heck, some freakin bo liao things tt I do. Haha.. Anyway..... so Tia & Yong know now.
Who freakin else knows? Hahahaha.. Weird.

And yes.. sweeet sweeeet things happenin. Lalalalallalalalaala...
No more Min Fong Ho's book. Hahaha.. Cos the title of tt book was defeated. Lol.

K. k.l doo work now.
Brodes
Laofi
Inma

and ... go holidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!

(1 ferakin week with Hans and he;s off to Mly for a week.. hiks).
Hm, its alrite. Hehe. Meetin gramps and takin gd care of mom is impt lol!
yeah? hehehe I'm now iwth my gramps too. hehe.. and my granma so lame, my granpa
sometimes lame, and my youngest uncle is everlastin lame. Huhuhu..
Welcom to the world of jayusness, whereby jayuism was passed genetically to the next
generation. hhehehee. Ever wonder why my mom called us cat childrens? hehehe lol.

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. Today was like a very interestin day. Lemme guide you to
explore the interestin aspects. Yeah.. haha. livin in Far Easssst! How crazy was tt,
it's like callin Orchard ur hm but u are not glamorous enough for tt. Oh yeah.. Haha.
Supposed to go market w/ my gramp before goin to sch but she decided to go with my
ahkong and uncle (oh well, ahkong ah.. so active..) so yeah I reached sch arnd erm..
10+.. Did a bit of my bradcast in the 3D lab. yes, thge com here was like speedo lalala
whereas my Ephran was this noooooooooooooooob thingy Haha.. Lalalaa..

Went in to teh audio rm to find my Cinta and yeah, gt to see witness how ryce's audio
grp progressed from 50% to 80% in a few minutes time. Lol. One of the most incredible
things u will experience when u hang out with the Ryans aka the gays aka the IMDBoys!
Hahahhaa.. Omedettto! (sorry i cant stop cheerin, kinda high today).

Then, as the Ryans and I were abt to go makan at the Mensa <- (Rain refers this as Man-sa, which literaly means slow sand in chinese, talkin abt some shitty chi here..), we met Yong and Giedre infront of the IMDLecturer's photos. I smiled and both of em (even though I didnt know YOng but surprisingly yeah he smiled back.. and then...) Yong>> Hey! Nice blog!
Kath>> ... Thank you..

then he walked off, then...

Yong>> Btw I like the ice thingy
Kath>>.. yeah me too until I decided to listen to her idea (u all knwo who's her)

Hahahhaa, Yeah, Yong prob read this entry and smile (or laugh!) but i dun mind though. Blog is
somethin u write, out of ur freewill, knowing best that there's no privacy but yeah I dun mind
cos i wanna be as tranparent as I can be. Lol. Hahahhahahahahahahhahahahhaha..
I mean, of cos by any common sense I'll hav some secret or two but HEY! open blog lala.

Hm oh well, gt to go hm with Rice and Hans and Vic. Haha.. Rice was a bit bad mood today, due to the medium shootin from the lecturers..But yeah, hey, Yong wasnt at his full ammo today! He didnt open his mouth for Ryce's grp. Lol. BUt yeah, shooting spree happened at IZ's grp, whereby I could mentally viewed a scene whereby all the lecturers present were loading their guns and prepare to go for combat. Lol. It was very2 wow. yeah, k, i sounded evil. Then Rain opened a gap for Hans "to seep through"by 'throwing' his arm grenade on research section and thus, Hans started his hunting spree lol. It was gruesome. they had a terrible death. Ah well, approx same fate as mine. Lol, but God!
Hey, I cry for justice..! (not Justin, k tt sounds jayus)..

And now, as I am bloggin this in the notepad to be uploaded online tmr in sch, I am blooody freakin piiisssssed at the incredible incapability of my Ephran to pick up wireless signals. Arghh. It was like freakin 4 hours long of attempt to connect but somehow just cant. Lol.. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
And yeah, gt the Ronin CD just now. It wasnt as whad I expected. I tt the soiund and voicing will be much dif fromt he recordin tt Levan gave me tt day. Hm... All i can say.. OH well..~ Songs that I'm familiar with sounded okay but ya lah.. Lalalalalla.... All i csan say is that.. very2 'attitude' appearance..
levan, where's ur free CD! hwhahah U told me u wanna giv me free. lol. haha....

K, time for Brodes, and reflections for TVPro once more. Lalalala..

Lesson to be learnt from now on: Do not abide the Darth (watata!) *grumble* *Grumble* *grumble*

And anyway yeah... joyful occasion is happenin now. Lalalalala..
(and this does not include JOyful seks, somethin else I'm not hehe to discuss)

Hm... smehow today was very2 weird. I kept on havin this fear of somethin huge and bad's
gonna erupted abd guess whad, some of my fears really came true. sigh, shld all humanity
fails, I really dunno whad to do. God U trusted me in this place, U surely had some plans
rite? Liek it or not I'm in Ur game rite now and I cant runaway, i wont runaway. U shall be
my guide and I shall go on to the finish line. Lo. K tt sound very RPG (note: this is nt abt
me and Hans.. abt somethin else).

And eyah, this mornin I took a cab, the taxi driver really2 looked like my male guardian (r.i.p) Haiyah, suddenly found myself think abt him. Like, he's dead and all for 2 years and yeah
I wont deny that everyone of us missed him well. My gurdian (his wife) was admitted to hosp
for partial stroke i guess and yeah, this makes me even think abt em. Like, i dunno.. whad
would it be if he's not dead and we all still in his old hse, crappin every nite, talkin cock and
stealin his beer and arguing ideology (tts me and him) and jokin iwth the maid, bein greeted
by him and his smoke and his beer at teh gate? Hm.. all those "if" shall only be "if"s. Things
tt are not worth thinkin shld not be thought. Oh well.... And now he's just dead, this made
me realise that certain things has to be this way in order for others to move through...
It's like, give and take and all.

Anyway yeah, TV pro was gd, very very very gd. I had my best time standin like for 5 or
6 hours non-stop (almost) cos throughout the 2 sessions i was the cam 2. Haha. ANd yeah
I was very2 panicky and kanchiong for my grp 1 vcos nobody seemed to be serious but
guess wha,d the performance is gddd!HOrray!

Can i say that This month had been a bad month? Its a hospital month..
Haha..K, i am kind of moody now lol...

My paternal granpa in Indo supposedly out from hospital today. Haven heard anythin
from him anyway. My Matrenal Granpa will hav to be operated this 29th.. So yeah,
from tmr onwards I'll be stayin at Far Eastern.
latest news when i gt hm, my guardian suffered stroke. K, since yesterday she complained
that she cant hold teh pen rite and couldnt write. This mornin she went to hospital and
was admitted. Haiyah... The scandalous couple went off to CHina just now, I gt bakc my
room once more.. but all alone. Lol. Its been weird cos I always been kind of happy when
she wasnt at hm sleepin but now.. oh well.. God heal em lol...

Whad's wrong with hospital? Why issit so attractive? lol. K sorry i sounded wrong. Hope
things will be ok.... God eli eli lama sabactani?

Must be the song tt psycho me.. (Peterpan feat. Chrisye- Menunggumu)

Hahaahhaa...

Tuhan, jikalau ini jalanMu,
berikan lah tanda
Karena ku kan langkahkan kaki
Di kelamnya dunia
Di tengah kegelapan usia
Di tengah galau putih ruang operasi
Di situ doa ku kan terlantunkan

Tuhan bila Kau izinkan
Ku kan tukarkan seribu hari hidupku
Dengan sepercik harapan dan keajaiban doa

Wooohoooo... Today, my man, today, mark my word, today IS the day...
when Yong actually interact with me, for 1 of the first time, and yes...
It's GREAT cos he literally took a machine gun and start bombardin me
with bullets of painful remarks of p2. Haha. Thanks to Sharon as well, for
asking tt "deathmatch" question, and to my beloved p2 members for
looking at me blankly and abandoned me to asnwer tt bloody unanswerable
question of her. Oh well, its somethin tt i cant believe i'll gt it from em, like
oh well. Nvm. Let this be a blooody f*n painful experience to prepare my
head for p3. Hah! I cant choose who'll be workin with me, all I know I'm not
at the bloody faults cos I did the proposal and ideation rite. My ONLY FUCKIN
BLOODY BIGGEST FAULT was to fall of Wahidah's trap of bother in doin 2nd
and 3rd videos. I mean, yeah.. Shit! Shldnt fall on her blody trap yeah! but well
things tt i choose i cant blame it on ppl (even though.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarggh).

Its like, being stepped and crumpled and slam dunk-ed out from the window and
when u land on the ground, was, again, be flattened by the ragin motocycle. Lol.

Wow, didnt know i wrote so long for this. Heck, P2 was making me fed up, thanks,
i cant get my GPA 3+ anymore, thanks, really2 thanks and yeah,.. HOw to go
home indo like this? HIks...... Haiyah..

anyway yeah, Hans was being very2 supportive and all, lol, he brought me out
(or lest say i follow him) to the ang keong cos he nd to get rope for TV pro,
(not another hanging session) whaha.. With siyuan as well.
And yeah, kind of feel better. Hahahaha. Nice => Thanks, Cinta. Thanks for being
there. Thanks for Ryce and Shan too, cos u gurls were like supportive and all.
Hahahaahaha.. Thanks to Wahidah <- hm i dunno for whad but just thankin her
for bloody everythin.

TvPro planning turned out to be one of the gd events, although it practically makin
me tired and all. Mud was a bit insensitive when he tried to ask permission to go
hm instead of doin his lightin job. I mean well.. haiyaaaaaah. but anywya yeah he
didnt see that I;m angry for osme bloody unknown insensitive reason but well he
still stayed and do work til everythin;s done and we took teh same bus home.
He was ok aft that. Greg was talkin rubbish all the time cos as the lightperson he was
stressed out by the bloody shadows and he kept on sayin F* in Indo. Haha. Lame.

I taught Hans a new Indo word : Jayus! Horray! whahaha..

BEAUTIFUL SOUL

Lalalalalala~
The beautiful soul that lies beneath that skin
Haven't I said that you're the one?
The bomb defuser that works everytime
When chaos pushed me down off the cliff

I'd like to see your eyes a lil bit more
Through them I see beautiful soul
You are there when stars crumbles down
With you there's a whole new world

Lalalalalala~
How far the Earth had rotate
Til the poles meet once more
Til the raging seas echoed
Til tommorow never comes
I believe
You believe
We believe


...
in this love

Erm haha, I was kind of get carried away at this bloody time at nite, (1:32 a.m.)
aft much work doin TV pro and a lil wee bit of BroDes. Thanks to Esther for
sendin meCorrine May songs, lol. I luv it hehehe. Beautiful voice, although not
the best (Sarah McLachlan's still lalalala) and yeah.. so i type down those stuffs
in devart, before long, here. hehhe. k. gonna sleep now. Wish me luck for P2!
Amen Goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood~
Luv U and will always be!
Ja freak for life~

Ah... I just remembered that I havent blog for today. hehe, Like whad Hans said in
his blog, today is the ATTOTUDE PROBLEM DAY or a better way to say it is..
PISSED OFF DAY. This is a very2 special day, apart from Han's dad bday, as everyone
includin me and some freak cases can be pissed off. haha. Whad a day... Maybe the lack
os sleep is gettin me in. Hans made a joke abt his dad bein happy and the rest of ppl
being in bad moood as a sacrifice for tt. aaahahahaa..

Hm hm.... Today's LaoFi's final movie was.. erm.. an animation. for me, personally, scarily
done, with very artistic feely but kind of gory. Idie stuffs but weirdly it was under Warner
Brothers. Lol.. a piece of the 70s. Hhaa. God help me do my last review. haha
Currently listening to Hyde's screaming (Larc en ciel- Finale).

Hoh went hm with Hans and slept al the way on my 70. Haha. Kind of early today ah.
BUt well, loads pillin up..

Anyway a brief update on me. My granma rented a place arnd Far East for my granpa
to stay for a month after his operation. And this means I'll be stayin there til he's done
and yeah.. which will start this friday. Ppl must be sayin wow its cool to stay arnd Orcard
but nooo.. this means i cant see my youngest bro every nite and very faaar from sch. Lol.
But its alrite. haha. For granpa man..~

HUah, now I feel like havin a backache. Didnt see Hans the whole day. Boohoo..
Anyway yeah,m woke up late as usual, this ever-graceful Kath just stupidly
slammed off the alarm button and sleep again, like she thinks the world will stop
and wait for her to wake up before the clock starts to run again, until 10 30! Haha.
BUt yeah since i missed last week's service, might as well be very late but still come
for the sermon. Oh well, mom called at 11 from Indo so had to talk to her before
I rushed and gt a taxi. haha.

the sermon today was abt doing God's will, like, you dun have to understand why
this is His way, but rather, to understand 1st whad u shld do, then alng the way,
reasons will slowly unfold. yeah,. true. very very true.. lalala..

I saw Ci Maria holdin Destiny asleep in her arm, soooooooooooooooooooooooo cute.
Ce, can I borrow ur baby for a day and play with him lol? If not, erm.. Gabby is
better than nothin. Lol. Jokin2. whaha. Gabby is soo cute, rite Fen? Haha so cute tt
everyone in the church practically wants him to be the future son-in-law. Lol.
hahaa.. Rica, cannot, he's reserved for mine!!! Lalalalallaa..

Aft service, was soo bored that I had to take some wafers and start to service ppl
around the fucntion room, offering them the wafers. Hhaa. fun thing. Lalala. Many
of em would go to Lova (Diles' resto) so yeah, a few of us (who're obviously not
equipted with money) would prefer somethin near and cheap like Cine food court.
hahaha. Yeah, I ate my dearest 2 50 hongkong food and 1 30 drink. Haha. and then,
instead of followin my tight schedule to go hm and do work I SLACKED and went
to accompany Feni to teh Orchard Lib and then.. erm.. heheheh *blush* shopping.
It was fun tryin on clothes and jackets cos I'm lame and she;s lame and both of us
were lame and we love the jackets and the tank tops but well.. so EXxxxxx.
Hm.. maybe shall save up. hehe. Oh well, but not til I buy Nana artwork collection
for 44 bucks lalalala. Later on..
When I gt xtra cash lah. Nanaaaaaaaaaaaaa, kawaiiii neee (ah, tmr's jap role play)

Went over to my uncle's place at Bedok arnd like, 6+ and yeah, teh weather's sooo
nice and cold and I missed Hans. Lol (Hans said, "hey, u regard me as ur sleeping
bag ah?") Met my uncle, his 3 daughters, my other uncle & his son, my gramps and
new turtle pet. Haha. tt gurl was 1/2 mad, she bought terapins from CCN day and
yeah.. some 'endangered' turtle species for the turtle soup. Lol. bo liao.
Gramma's food was super nice, missed the time when we all gathered as one whole
family to get dinner with those nice satays, balloons, lameness, card games, crappy
political talks, soccer session tt broke crystals, lamp bulbs and glass everytime and
computer games sesssion. Walauuuuuuuu, to think tt all those happened a few years
ago, no no, wait.. 6 or 8 years ago.. HIks. How fats time passed.

My 2 gramps were not in a gd condition now. As we all know, one is here for his early
stage tumour treatment on the pancreas. Thank God for the super observant and
ma fan doctor in indo, who forced him to go thorough medical check up on his stomach
areas and yes, to find out abt the tumour. Lol. (tts my mom's side granpa).
As for my dad's side, i herad he was admitted to the hospital for some lungs probs as
he tried to stop smoking and his lungs dun function well. Oh well. Ahkong ah, pls get
well soon.

Crap, life is just to fragile for us to see. Things that we have now may not be with us in
a split second so yeah, treasure ur stuffs, ur ppl and ur loved ones <- this one by
common sense u guys shld do it. Hehhee. Dun leave gap for regrets yah. Haha.

And... *drum roles* I kinda get pissed with this homosapien. Shall not name the person
to protect identity but yeah. Could you pls see a positive side of ur life. NObody will
regard ur life as a trash unless you think so and you start to tell everyone that you're a
trash and stop ponderin over things that you cannot change and you cannot do anythin
abt with cos it'll be just tiring yourself and everyone else. you said that you wont want
to destroy ur frenship with everyone includin me so u ask me not to chap ur life but
you keep on tellin me abt ur negative thoughts as if u wan me to say k i sympathise u
and let me help u into changin things but i cant cos i dun hav teh power to. pls
understand when to move on and when to set ur own realistic goals instead of just
blindly abiding ur parents goals and running away form it cos u think u cant take it.
Do not pamper urself and start being tough. arghhhh. dunno how many million times
hav i said this to u. Being depressed and be 'proud' abt it is lame and there's no time
for it cos you wont be able to stuck in this situation and hope tt miracles will come and
he will sms or caht with u and everythin will be alrite and you can pass with weizhong's
standard and all, tt is just all crap. set ur own life and stop ponderin over things. When
i say see positive things abt the negative things in ur life i dun mean u to be proud and
happy and submisive to ur depression, its just dumb cos u urself wont want to get out
from it and by sayin this i udn means tt i wont want to chap u anymore cos u;re still my
frined, just tt you shld not cross teh border of testin how thick my patience is when u
know tt i had told u, in times of gd mood and bad mood that i had much talkin sense with
you. the matter is just you and ur feelings and ur mind. If ur mind wont listen to u,
slap ur mind and get it controlled under u. NOthin shld ever control u directly except
urself (and God). And there;s no way tt God bo liao-ly makin u to be depressed. He's just
too busy planning ppl's lives. haha.

Jealousy is one of the worst thing ever that can happen on this Earth.
Jealousy, although this doesn't look as bad as any crimes committed,
it could lead to everything.
From small crimes to big crimes, all you need is some jealousy and
in turn, generate hatred and then *poof* there u go~

Kk.. I'm not sayin things for someone or something., But just random thingy.
random thingy that I found everyone in this world will experience sometimes.

Its kind fo scary cos jealousy can blinded ur straight thinkin brain so yeah.
The pt is.. dun get jealous. whahaha.. Rite, God?
lol...

Lol.. today was one of my earliest day in sch. Erm yeah, get this rite, I was in sch
on Saturday! It;s been a long time ever since my saturday is sch day, erm yeah,
which reminds me of basic video. Haha. lol.

Were supposed to teach siyuan with GQ on InMA, but later one i went out with Hans
to get his dad bday present (darn teh toy r us just dun hav any hyundai matrix imitation
car..).. So yeah went hm with him aft wards. Lol. so now u see me bloggin.

Werm.. MOses Wong is definitely someone u'll love and hate. haha. depends on whad
occasion. Yeah he;s cool and all. I bet u nv see a director of the school wearin short pants
and tt fishing outfit walkin arn dthe sch, visiitn us in the comp lab and askin us whether we
wanna eat and offered us a seat in his car and actually eat with him, while he paid for our
meal. Lol. He would definitely be in my thankyou list for awards (if i get one). lol.

Great sch, great lecturers, great director, great guys, great gurls! my life is cool!~
Even painful projects also sounds cool when I'm done with em. Haha. Crazy crap.

Haha. Tmr i'll be goin to meet my granparents for dinner. Tonite there'll be bbq in my hse.
Heck crap abt teh rest, I just wanna play with Charlotte. Lol.. hahahaha. Lil cute cute cute
lil gurlk! Lol lol lol...Hahahahaa yes!

Whad a daaaay~ Woke up late but no one came to TV Pro meetin except Alex &
Samson. Hans accompanied me teh whle day. Lol. fun. whahaa. Love love love.

Rice seemed in a better mood than yesterday and Shan as well. Lol. Herad so many
news arnd but yeah.. whaha. watched who's line is it anyway and laugh my arse out
and back. Hahaa..

Audio rm somehow had become the 2nd studio as compared to our level 5 cos yeah, in
teh audio rm, its carpeted & audio is available. lol. hahaha.. Nice place...

Showed Sherlyn my stuffs, basically she dun mindit all. Yes, tahnk you lao shi
! I luv u!

Bassfish's gettin into teh Tapestry! Horray! I wish em all teh best and I know i'm
gonna go lol! U guys rocks man! seriously.. lol.! Bassifsh gt future lol! whhaa..

Bein with Hans the whole day was great.. We basically just laze arnd in the audio rm
and yeah of cos we do work, cos i was discussin my tv pro meetin with Sam. Lol. some of
the lame stuffs happened in teh studio. The stupid gay pair of Max & Xj went into the
studio when Hans was lyin on the desk and I was done with huggin him. Then the gay
started to do their gay songs abt i-shall-not-further-say. And teh Raina san incident as well!
Haha. Whad PMS! U wanna die ah? Lol. Of cos by all means we stay clean, u kiddy! whhaa
I'm not gonna do Freddy thingy lol. whahaha..

HUaaaaaaaaaaa...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
InMA1 is kiiling me now1 Thanks to Dherlyn, all hail to sherlyn. Pls note my sarcastic
tone. yes. Thanks you. HUaaaarghh.. Dun balme me if i start killin ppl, esp erm.. whaha..
Cant think of anyone to be killed. Lol.

Today is a ncie day.. hehe. Woke up later than i expected but yeah, proposal came by
smoothly. All hail to God (this one, sincerely, not sarcastically). Freddy and Max lelt the
huge stupid cam at the p2 room! I was very worried and sick lol.. Craziness!

A foreseen war part 2 started to appear lol. Yeah, if only ppl could just move on and forgive
and forget and try to peace things out. Heck. I'm gonna bury my head lol..

Anyway, went with Hans to Toa Payoh intercharge.. whaha Supposedly accompanyin him
to repair his irreparable EZ Link card.. whaha I could not wait for his "tmr" whaha for his
tmr will nv come so i decide to go with him. Haha.. Lol, found out tt he had to go sembawang
MRt to get a new replacement.

Heck inma is killin me. whad is bloody worng with this man! everythin cocked up lol..
heck..~

Huah... so much of p2 poisonin myself today. whaha. lol.
K, this is our first week being together. Haha, it seemed peanut for some
ppl but yeah, this IS my first okay! And of cos i hope this will be the last.
Yeah yeah yeah.

K, DIDNT slept the whole nite, so once I reached sch at 9 30, went to the studio
and slept at Lynette's pillow for 2 hours and then continue for 1/2 an hour each at
Hans' arm (lol) and Music Vox's chair.

Tmr Bassfish will be performing at 12 30 outside one-stop service office.

Rice wasn't on good mood today, apprently for some reasons lah. Lol. And yeah,
my tvpro group members were like givin me heart attacks when we didnt even hav
a script an hour before the lesson started. Oh well, seeing them in focus for the production
meeting just now (where i was late), that gave me some sort of moral support. I will
take gd care of teh proposal i promise. Lol.

Started to get worried abt BroDes. erm well, long before dinosaur invade the Earth i was
damn worried abt it as well, just tt now the feeling's stronger. whaha. why? Ask the
moon and the sea and the ocean, Of cos dun be dumb! submission's in 3 weeks time and
i'm with nothing to show, nothing to prove. Lol.

Hans wasnt in gd mood tonite. Apparently his dad still wasnt happy abt his lateness
yest. Oh well. uncle, pls come to terms with Hans. haiyah.. U make me miss my dad.
Haha..

Ahaha.. This is crazy man. Lol.. I am now, the whole nite slacking, talkin to Siyuan abt stuffs from 12+ or 1 to now (5.55 a.m.). Oh my gosh.. Haiyah..

Aniwae, had a great time yesterday. Spent time doin p2 and goin back & forth to AVID room, meeting cintaku... Huhuhu.. And yeah at nite we & rice, rain, siyuan, mud & seks makan arnd tt time lol. Hahahahahahahah... Coolll ! (spare me of the cheerin lol)

"If you are to love God, love God for a reason. Not because someone told you to."

Quoted from albert's MSN nick> I guess tt makes you really different from the
frienster profile tt sounds very arrogant; is tt you understand things, Bert. Lol.
Haha, pinternya temen gw.. ck ck ck..
Yeah anyway we'll come to this later. I'll talk abt my day 1st. haha.

wake up late and went home late as well but thanks God yeah I managed to cut
up my Virgin VCD into parts, although tt was the 1st CD only. Yeah, gd progress i
can say. LaoFI was cool, I luv audrey tautou movie. She acted well and she can
really2 make me feel high. The last scene of the man-shaped tablets was cool.
It gave me chilly feelly to the spine. yeah.
Can you believe it? pls watch "He loves me, he loves me not"

Jap exam today. wow. Thank God its ok. Hope next week's ppt i wont be lkilled.
Heck, role play! role play!!!!!!

Then went to find Hans to slack with him for like.. 1/2 an hour and then yeah
get back to work with INg2 in INMA lab. Cool~ To say tt my day had been
productive. Lol. Haha.

Anyway, sorry, this is my mushy2 crap part. Haha.. Lol, my blog whad, i can
write whad i wan. Lalalala..~ I am grateful that I found Hans cos yeah, well he
treat me rite and when I was kind of tired and all he's just there to lend me his
hands and shoulder which is much more better then an A from Watata or approval
from my dad to get to design. I guess. whaha.. Like, he's there, although he nv
said so, but he;s just there for me to lean on. Talkin abt mutualism. Lol.

K, lets cont with our 1st topic. Hahhaa..
Like whad Bert had said, love God for a reason. I dun like to force
for things like this. The heart is more impt in the eyes of God. So if you are kind
of forced, there's no diff frm sayin tt u dun believe. so whad's the whole pt.
Rite, susan? lol..

anyway.. shall off now. ciao~

erm.. yeah.. today was kind of a home day for me. Was very sick this morning.
Lol, if you didntknow tt. whaha. anywya yeah... did my jap jap jap, laofi and yeah..
hopefully tv pro as well. lol.

Erm. nothin new. Hans' sista went to US tonite, while me and my bros went into
lamin mode while eatin our dinner. Lol, talkin abt lame things in the family, u know,
abt the feud shit, then we started to make f***** fun for everything. Like, yeah.
Cant help it. anothr thing was Charlie and cocho fac.. whaha
Kath>> eh so arent u watching Charlie and teh cocholate factory?
Hoki>> (pretend to be 1/2 deaf) huh wahd? Charlie and the ucok family?

*erm Ucok is a name of a character in indo tv series tt's a dwarf <- can say so*

lol.. lame lah.. haiyah.. wahhaa

Raina san won his competition. clap clap clap. lol
and i know tmr i'll see Hans, the Cinta.

lol

Gosh why cant I wake up in the mornin! Crap!
Man, I keep on missin church srvices and yeah, this shld not be goin on
for too long. CRaziness. Heck..

Hm... maybe shall ask ppl to wake me up before time, do or die. qhahaha..
Lol.. hiks..

Lol... wake up at 1 30! 1 30!!!! whahahahahaa...~
It was weird cos i remember i disturbed the guys cos the alarm went at 9..
I probably disturbin the guys' sleep. whaha. Lol. Woken up by Albert cos he
was talkin with Ken2 abt lunch and stuffs. whaha Then i started to realise it
was quite late. skip skip skip.

Went out with Jilly today. She was on the mission to get a keychain each for herself
and yeah, she gt it lol. Haha. Andres and Jilly. Omedetto!!! whaha..

then went to gQ's hse to take the cam from shan, but she forgot to bring the cable out
so we had to wait til dinner's done and walked up to her hse to take. Then, walked to
the bus stop where I supposed to take 168. mr Raina chia made a lame choice to force
me walk 2 bus stop back with him, while he was tellin me stories. lol. whahaha. kick ur
ass brather! better win ur bloody matches so I'm waitin for my treat. whaha lol. respect.

Missin mr Sudderuddin the Shen, not Wei. whaha.. His sis willl be gone on Sunday, whaa.
By Han's sis. take gd care of urself <- i dun know her but yeah. whaha..
Not gonna hng out with him tmr, p2 p2 p2! wahaha.. crap lah.. its ok, we still can meet on monday lol.

hoh crap, hope i dun get sick soon. pls pls pls. this would be the 3rd time of the semester tt i would get sick and i dun wan ppl to get it from me, esp mr Hans! (and of cos teh rest lah.. whaha Wahidah can get it from me but yeah. whahaha Better dun stand near Alfie too cos he's been sick for months and I dun wan to murder him with my virus).

Hoah.... I luv you. More than I could think of.
It was nice holdin hands with you and all.
awkwardness dun come in me when I tt it would be last time.

so yeah...

Sudderuddin Hanshen, SEE LAH!
ALL YOUR FAULT!

hehe..

Lol my thought on how seldom ppl outside my clique read my blog was
tottaly proven wrong. haha I really do know by now tt the blind has ear to
listen to and the deaf has eyes to look out to , which means, ladies & gentleman,
within a weeek, me and hans' relationship will be known throughout the
sch. Hahaha.. Funny lah. it' s so funny when u see so many ppl gettin overly
excited over this relationship, moreeeeeeeeee than us. Like, Ing2 was like
"ADUUUHH KATTIIIE!!!!~..." Feny was like "OOUUUUWWWWWW~ SO SWEET
HIAHAHAHAHHAHAHA" etc. I shall not prove some more. whaha.
All i can say is.. l.o.l.


Anwyay, suddenly remember abt Tobing's recent craziness on Da Vinci Code.
Seriously oh well, a controversial book in CHristianity etc. Oh well. Haha. was abt to
blog abt this while i was bathing but yeah... Hans flooded my mind with himself and
I forgt! ahahahaha. Lol.

As a human, we could choose over which info to trust and which info not to. Like,
there's always a visible line tt breaks reality and fictions into 2 diff part. Like, if your
conscience is clear and you are mature enough to understand this, and to put the
visible line while ur brain is receiving information abt all, then read and savour those
stories as fictions, lies and stuffs to entertain urself. Same thing w/ Christianity, like,
come on ppl, you guys dun condemn harry potter or pokemon or da vinci code or
whatever lah. Its like, yes if they make fun or gone too far, they can as well kill
themselves and gt karma for all i care, but if they are talkin abt things tt are fictional,
fantasy etc, why not? I mean. unleash ur mind man..~

It's like... fictions and non fictions, it's like, female and lesbians.. no matter how lovey
dovey you are with ur partner, aft all.. whad you can achieve is just best best best best
closest closest closest friend. U DUN MARRY OTHER FEMALE! There is still boundaries.
Lol.
I talked too much.
Must be the sleepiness tt cock me in. whah lol.

Hoahh.. The dinner was sooo coool~ We ended up realising that
we were bein waited downstair at teh Avid aft me & Hans blogged
the super bo liao entry just now. ANyway, went to the Bedok
tehre arnd 7.. It was cool yeah. whaha Lolololololololololol...
We were: Hans, me, Rice, Shan, gQ, Samson, Gninah, Seks, SiYuan, Joel, Raina.
Fun lah. Hahaha... They were drinkin, i took a sip from Shan. whaha heineiken..
NOthin but some sort of wataaaa. whaha lol. BUt kind of lazy to start my drinkin
thingy again. No no no. enough for my skin and belly. whahaa lol.

Bought Saiyuki #5 just now. Wwooohooo... Saiyuki is soo cool~ I luv the lame convo
they had with each other whaha. with some lame bad guys who gt lost in the forest,
still, since book 2! whaha tt stupid dreamweaver demon. lol. entertaining.

Tryint o get my arse on LaoFi now. whaha currently:
*InMA1
*BroDes
*P2
*LaoFi
*Tv Pro.

who am I to say I wont die? wahaha lol.

Anyway yeah....
let me live a thousand years
If that is what you wished me to
I will shelter you and kick some arse
Hahah lol lo lol
So lame.. prob cos of Red October
(Russian song in backgrnd)
lol

Hans:hello

Kath: he said he gt nothin to write. Anwyay we're in the Free Access now. Rite aft
the stupid INMA session wit sheryln.

Hans: FREEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

kath: Erm.. access lab lah! Haiyah.... Btw, we're goin to celebrate samson- Glenn's bday
later on. Lalalala~ hans is lame. yesh! he's super lame. hahahahahaha

Hans: Katherine is a smelly woman< but i love her, im writing witrh mt eyes closed

kath: Okay, tts not bad. K, this really look liek soem chat thingy but sorry, cos we're very
bo liao. i dun even know whad we're waitin for. hahahahaha...

Hans: we are waiting for glenn....or gq...or rainer...or one of those clowns. C is clowns....clowns like you!

Kath: walauweh.. Gninah's virus has been infecting every one. wahaaha.. *thumbs up*

Hans: up yours!

Kath: BO liao.. bo liao.. hahaha. let's end this. hahahaa.. Gd day hans. haha. let's talk normally.

Hans: ok. bye. *hugs*

Kath: *hugs*

--------conversation ended--------------------

Hahaha,, whad Alfie said was true. shit, you dun like it when you know
you're not doin your best and someone make it a point to kind of tells you
off. K, i dun mean he mean tt way, btu smoehow it's like "you are deisgner,
you shld be able to handle this situation.." OMGosh, I was never in this kind
fo field, I just gt the stuffs needed for this recently and yeah,, it's not like I
lived in condusive place for designing and all.
Heck, i shld not complain. I shld make bloody full use of everything tt I hav.

And yeah, hte notorious couple from China had arrived.. Just liek wahd I say,
the bloody guardian went to put the 2 beds together and yeah.. Bloody condusive.
Just dun 'play' on my bed.. bloody unlawful couple! And unbelivably she could still
complained abt me & my bro's decision of taking turns to sleep on the matress every
night. It's like, "why you guys so ma fan, go and take turns. Just let your brother
sleep on teh matress lah.. you guys are children, shld just do blah blah blah"
And I know that my youngest bro is not tt kind of person tt will let me or his bro to
sleep on the floor, and you know by now tt my brother will just say "ok so u sleep on
floor. so how could I let him sleep on matress for 12 days? My precious on hard matress?!

you know you had been irritatin me and now tt we hav our own rules,
we do it our way. Unless of cos we start this war on my prob with your moralism.
Heck.. woman... just.. womannnn.. haiyah..

An excerpt from Shan's blog:

"10th of august.. i'll never forget this day coz i was slammed by hans n kath.. heck.. kath can still say..

kath: when we r doin things u don stand at e door la..
me: wat the heck.. (eh u all 2 r doing something dat make me in e dilemma of either moving oput quickly of stay in the door)

so i turned back NOT SEE ANYTHING ( i was lookin at yo yo n tengs direction).. e next time i turned ard i was SLAMMED BY THE STUPID DOOR.. damn it.. lol.. well .. but nvm.. haha.."

Hahha.. lol.
We only hugged and he kissed my cheek. Lol. whhaa. U ah.. whaha. sorry2 shan.. hiks hiks.. whaha

HUaaaah...~ Whad a tiring day. Haha. Watched Terminator 2 in the audio
rm. It was funny cos i requested Shan to wake me up when September comes,
erm.. no, when it was 9 a.m. and i woke up slightly a few minutes earlier and
went on cuttin my toenail, then at 9, Hans called me. (so sweet =p)

Anwyay yeah, so I went to sch, watched Terminator 2 and did Inma/ Brodes.
Big thanks to Abel for donwloadin this unknown prog for my DAT Virgin movie
file. Lol. Doomo.. hahaa.. May u and your scandalous gf be blessed. whaha.

abel>> Hey! Look who's talking now...~
Kath>> Walauweeeeeeh..

Then i went for my super borin Jap lecture. At last Mariko sensei appeared. whaha.
Nv seen her before, though my Suzuki and the other otoko no sensei are cute.
Today's lect was the fullest so far. I saw ppl liek JOanna, Jasmine Ice etc. Even
Jessica my Indo gurl and Bobbie whose lecture wasnt supposed to be today. Lol.

Then met up with the Rs to makan and went hm aft eatin teh nicest cheese egg prata.
Thanks brather, u really did a good job in mockerin me with the Hoobastank spoof!
The more u did it, the mroe i'll get numb, lol. Hahaha.. 'good' job.
I shall murder u someday and dump u somewhere outer space. whaa. Let the martians
feed on u. Roar. <- victoria's spirit, not secret. hahaa..

huah, forget to blog abt Bassfish.
Their 5th original is HOT! I found myself gettin sooo high, so high high high
that I did headbangin with my ju-on hair. Yeah..~
It was emo-funk-tribal lalala, so many genre but i'm lovin it.
Ninah's voice is great. Samson's part was wowwwowow,
gQ's one as well lalalala yesh!
Mud, if u happen to read this, somethin is somehow wrong at the solo tt part.
Or issit bridge? Somehow it went up and down, like... imbalance.
so yeah..

Jagged lines, 4th and 5th originals are the best of Bassfish. Lol.
Ganbatte my gank, ganbatte!!! whaha..

btw, shan and rice was being lame,..
Shan>> hoooh, i lost my gurl to Hans... NOoooo
Rice>> Bu yao zouuu! bu yao li kai wo meeeeeen!
gQ>> u go lah to teh world of two
Rainer>> Yah to Hans, go lah. we ostracise u form now on
Shan>> treat ur guy well ah..


Haha. walauweh. whaha evil joke. wahaha. rest asure tt i will not
neglect anyone and abandon anyone.
Come on man. whahhaa. U know how gd am I in treatin my guy. Lol.

OH well, somethin funny happened today. K, i went to sch arnd
12, and yeah, followed Rice & her p grp to do sound recordin and
then to the studio and makan there. We had this lame talk cock
session and yeah.. thsi is not teh funny thing.

K, Wahidah dragged her way here and there, dilly dallyin her TV Pro
time and yesh, i gt to see myself in super scary outfit (which it think,
okie lah. not so bad, i hate my mouth shape cos the braces makin it
horrible but when i saw Jill's one, she has braces as well so yeah, to hell
with it. I'm kinda ok. hahaha.. Crap). Anyway we settled on Alex's
idea on Who's line issit anyway. Cool..~ My grp supposedly cooperative,
but most of em work last minute, meaning, i need a few to get the planni
done before hand, and the rest just come and join later. cool? Your ass!

K, here comes the funny part. While Bassfish jammed, me and Shan were
asked to help teh year 3's with their p3 project pilot. so me, her and Hans
went off to LT 24 and crap down tehre while waitin for our turn to be
filmed. whaha. Hans couldnt mak eit in teh end so when we were going
out to start filmin, he said he had to go and I hugged him, and he kissed my
left cheek. Haha. Oh well, lets see if ur lips developed pimples aft this. whaa
(evil face, then u'll get to say, "its ur fault" whaha). I was kind of surprised that
the door handle slipped off my hands, bangin against Shan. haha. SORRY Shan.


K, so on 10-08-2005, at arnd 6:40+ p.m., we are officially in relationship.

Hans>> (on sms) so are you my gf yet?
Kath>> (on phone) whad kind of dumb question is that?...
Shan>> (beside me) nooooo noooooooo
Lynette>> (beside me) yessss yessss
Kath>> (on teh phone) .. Shan said no, but Lynette said yes.
Kath>> so I'm gonna give u my own decision
Kath>> is that i'm gonna be your bf. Hahaha. so yeah.

So now he;s my gf, i'm his bf. so lame but well. yeah. whahaha
Luv!~

HUaaaah, MSN sux tonite... NO, i think it's my connection.
Heck, whad is tt, cant open any single email, cant send emails,
cant type msg, cant handwrite msg, cant send file...

Lol.

K i shall sleep now. Tmr woul dbe comin to sch early to do my work lah.
And anyway.. still findin gd concept for broadcast. Hans showed me a
few of skatin vids, and 1 into really2 craze my mind. so yeah.. HUr hur.
IF only i can master the broadcast skill. Lol.

Now i know why ppl tend to get crazy and creatively productive when they
fell in love and best, be loved. so yeah. lalalalaa...~
*hugs*
*kick*
anyway yeah...
*hugs again..*

Heeeh, my lil brother is listening to BIRD TONGCHAI MCNTYRE!
So cute.. whaha If he get a Thai gurl as gf, i wldn't be surprised.
Hahaha. Lol lol.. (just wonderin if Yishun Sec Sch has any thai gurls)
Hahhaa..

Hoah, feel so spastic this morning. I woke up at 10 just to read newspaper and
cooly ate my 'dinner' whaha. The maid cooked nice indo or whadsoever fried
rice with lots sausages and yong tou fu soup. So much so yeah, i didnt manage
to ate em finish. Pls forgive me, starvin ppl all arnd the world..

Sometimes my gurdian take irritable things above the tolerable level. Like, she
told me her daughter will be back from China for a short 12 days hol and she
wanna hav our room for her. that i dun really mind, although which means I shld
be sleepin at the gay guy's bunk. (poor thing, my bro has to let his bed for me and
he'll be sleepin on teh mattress). This is somethin tt out of tolerance will neve be
able to be told my either any of our pparents cos yeah, my father didn't like the
idea tt much and yeah, he's pretty fussy abt this, although i dun mind, really.

It was ok UNTIL she told me tt the bf of her gurl will tag along as well, so WE will
have to SPARE the room for the BOTH of em and that I couldnt come to my room
unles sthey're not at hm and I shld plan whad clothes will I hav to wear for the next
few days IF they're not leavin teh room. I mean, HECK! You asked to move room
if you wanna hav bondin time with ur gurl, tt i dun ind but dun make it that way such
as the room is used for the bloody unmarried couple. Heck! Like, i mean..
Ang MOh guy + (sort of) hot & intelligent lady, who wouldnt think of stuffs! NOt tt they
nv do tt before, i guess. My room! My sleepin bed! U are kiddin aren't you!

Then when I get pissed, she started to say tt "yeah, when ur mom or aunt came to sg,
i also let them stay in teh guy's room for ur sake. NOw tt my duaghter is back for
hol and I treat you as my family, can't you be happy for me?"

As always, yeah, i will, UNTIL the BF TAGGED ALONG, u stupid loose moral woman!
You and your daughters! (ok, you're not loose.. but you're way too lenient..)

Ah.. nvm. A test of patience. .. See how much can I endure..~ heck.

Wahaha... I gt home in daze, went to sch in daze... Did almost everythin in
daze today. Well, except while we're watchin 3 musketeers. so cute~! whaha
Rice was shoutin, "oh, chris mc'odonell, so cute~!" whahaa.. OK, he's hot.
Haha. The robin boy. Haha..

Went to wake up for my orthodonthist apptmnt. Then yeah, practically sleepin
my way through in there. whaha. Like, heck i dun even know she's doin with my
teeth. whaha. then sleep again while on teh journay to sch.w ahha.

Tired the whole day. haha. So yeah, jap lessonw ent on sooo smoooth. Haha. I luv
suzuki sensei, sensei, anta wa kawaiiii desu neee! whaha...

Then went to look ardn teh sch for ppl aft cls but eyah.. i didnt find any so i decided
to giv up and went to canteen to makan. whaha. Met Dian and Taufik. whaha.
Then went home. lalala
so borin day. whaha

Make my day. lallaa..~

K, doin work now. (and chattin yeah. whhahaahha now u know whaha)
& listenin to Velvet Revolver.
And thinkin abt the song "Me and you"-Lifehouse

HOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooah
Unbelievable day! For a zillion days in my
usher life, I actually managed to reach there
BEFORE TIME! Haha.

Oh well, so far I missed 3 times of usher duty, which means almost
3 months of wakin up late etc, but yeah... Today I woke up at 7 15!
Great!!!! Everythin exactly came as it supposed to be, with all the
timing etc. HOh..~ whaha.. Oh well, sorry Ko Terence for bein a
late-comer everytime i srve.. I'll wake up early k?

And that today;s preach was abt freedom. whaha. National days of
Indo, sg and mly comin soon. yeha ppl! wear red and white. whaha.
Feni is sick today. Fen, get well soon yah. Luv you~

Hm.. then went to meet Hans at the MRT to get the equiptments for
filmin. The cool thing was, he was at the mrt when teh train was a stop
away so we didnt waste time on waitin for the next train or somethin.
Went to my place and I get changed from my usher formal clothes. whaha

Took a taxi to Linus' hse to discover he wasnt at hm. haha. The dog
licked my hands. whahah. Hoh, just remembered just now Destiny (Ko Joseph's
baby son) also licked my hands. whaha. guess he was hungry but well, momma's
on the stage leading worship team. whaha..

Went to film in Linus' hse and within his HDB area and in East Coast Park but u know
who did the filming lah. Of cos not all. whaha. Why did Wahidah asked me to do a
series of three? whahah When mine need like, thousands of ppl to do.. waha.

As we settled on a place at the East Coast, Mr Sudderuddin went mad and one
glimpse he was at the beach playin with water. The best part, he tempted me to play
as well so yeah i went there.. And we gt oursleves soo doomed with the sandy feet and
shoes. whaha.So yeah, went through a course of "endurance test" to McD and washed
our feet with Shan there. Then they cont filmin while I draw some cap a bit on Lynetto's
sketch book. haha. Then i went to Irene's bday bash at Lova Restaurant (Diles's )
at Killiney Rd.

Saw Sharon Ng our lecturer on the beach. She's soo cute.wahhaa When i saw her i was
like hysterically shouted "sharrrrrrrrooooooooooooooon!" whhaa. she's cute alrite.
whaha.

Took the same cab with Hans and he dropped off at his hse. Hoh! Tt Sudderuddin guy
actually.... hooooooooooooooh~ (as gQ will say, Chewbacca's hooor), no lah, tt's just
the sound effect tt popped out of my midn everytime i think of this. whaha. He stole
a pekc on my right cheek and Handoko 'cleverly' smacked his 'clever' wet hands on my
right cheek at Irene's bday bash. Hooooh. The magic.. the magic.. whaha. lame.

Oh kay, i sounded like some crazy cat or somethin. Hm ,well, yeah, i decided to come
clean tt now I'm kind of hooking up with mr Sudderuddin Hanshen yeah. It's been a
great shock to me as well as to, like, he told me he likes me and stuffs.. And that now
we are kind of gettin closer, as we decided to give ourselves time to get closer, and not
by jumping into relationship like how u jump to roller coaster excitingly, but rather to
let time takes its course. I guess this will be much better than start jumping into
relationship. Darnmit lah I dunno anythin abt this, like, when I tell ppl i like this guy
or that guy, it's more based on how long had i been feeling interested, the possibility,
the consequences, the probability, the etc lalala so on lalala.. but yeah.,.. everytime
they proved me wrong and yeah.. This time, when i found out abt him and me, i'm
quite surprised as well. haha
Note: pleasantly surprised. If we'll bound to be together, we'll be together. Yeah.

Anyway yeah, heard rin was a bit upset just now. Didnt manage to talk to her but
yeah, cos she was offline. Missin her now and that she'll always be my closest gurl it's
true we dun hav to hide it. Haha... Of cos I hav other 'gurls' like Jilly, Rhayi, Lilie,
Sherly, Veronica, Tiffany, Shan, Rice etc. Jd gw sayang bgt ma elo. Even if you're on
the water with someone else (like, my mom, my bro, my dad, hans etc) and I had1
more space to spare, I'll jump to tt water and save the 2 of you duh, and if i die, i'm
bound to die whaha..
if there's 3 in the water..then we'll hav some pool party k, cos i lazy to think now.
whahaa..

Hoho.. My current desktop screen shot. Heckk I dindt know whad manga is this
but yeah, was done by Waki Yamato. She's not in my fave mangaka but well,
i shall talk abt her before i sleep.
She did mangas, like, with themes mostly on olden Japan. About how a japanese
will ended up with Caucasian, or at least, mixed or somethin. heck. but yeah.
The beauty of her artwork laid on the characters. On how they are nice and humble
and preseverance and kind and all. And the details of the art like kimono, etc.
Lalala. Haha. Just a random wish to talk abt artwork.
ciao.
wan an.

*so long and good night*
My Chemical Romance- Helena

Hooooaaah~ P2 is REALLY2 done this time. We finished
filmin arnd 3-4 i guess. Hhaa. Quite goood today. K.
Met Shan at Seletar Camp and SiYuan came to my hse.
As we waited for Max & Fred, we DISSED out Project
Superstar ppl. Like, they;re being dumb, cuter a bit,
highre marks. I mean. dumb.

We did fairly wow. whaha. My guardian didnt let us use
our room for the baby filmin, and so she went out to let
us have our time downstair, and supposedly her daughter &
the live-in bf will watch LOST in our room, but guess whad,
they went out too. So, as soon as they went off, we stopped
our drain filming and rushed ot my rm, setting up everything
and shooting things we need to shoot. Hhaa. Every engine sound,
every door sound made my heart skipped faster. Hhaa
Oh well. how cool it was. whahaha. racing against teh time.

Anyway, went to CompassPoint with the rest, eat McD. Oh my, shld
stop fast food already. Gettin fatso. Then, went back with Shan
and SiYuan. Shan did her 2 INMA layout and yeah.. They went off by
cab. SiYuan had nosebleed in the bathroom, which reminds me of
Hans cos he did hav his nosebleed right after he 'dissed' some
p2 groups in the aftnoon cls. Hhaha. Bad weather, man..~


Anyway, this is lifehouse- You and Me.
Ricey sent it to me, i luv teh song before then but i dunno
the title and all so yeah.. whaha.
Pls substitute the her, she, etc, into some masculine form.
I'm not lesbong. Hahaha..

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive

HUah..... Sch's lame today. haha. I was on teh verge of going crazy
i think, in sch just now.
Wake up late, very2 late. whaha. Okie lah, fairly late at almost 9.
Stupidly waiting for a taxi for 30 minutes and yeah.. pretty much
late to Broadcast design cls, almost 10. Haha. And then SHARON opened
her mouth to announce this "cls, i will dismiss u at 10" i mean, hoh!
waste of almost 10 bucks! whahha.. crap..

And that we almost didnt get the equiptments needed for p2... Cos mr
Max nv turn up for his morning lesson, Fred rejected my call for 3x.
Hoh.. tehy all want to die! whaha. but ok lah.. SiYuan and Max did
help out. I shant dished out the leftover ones. whah. Just making sure
that he will get whad he deserves to get yeah.

Almost broke down infront of the equiptment room, whaha see lah. P2 can
kill ppl u know. And i dunno why i can get into such a bad tempered bastard
person whaha. Heck. God hear me. waha. Helff!

Went to play pool with Shan, Hans, gQ, Rain, Joel & Justin. Haha. I played
once, to no avail, slayed by the Rainguy. haha. Of cos, dead lah.
Then, somehow Hans bluff he sid he nv played before and he keep on doin well
in his game and I'm like, "wooooooooooooot!"

Went to Yamaha to get the drumstick with Hans & gQ then Hans went off to
Swee Lee whereas I slept at the pool for an hour before deciding, "it's time
to hui jia" and left. whaha..

See lah, pool is a nice place to sleep. whaha..

I think i'm sorta turning to SeksJhia now. Practically can fall asleep
everywhere. whaha.. Cool. Either I'm super tired or I'm crazy. whaha.

Somehow somethin somehwad unexpected happened and yeah. whaha All I can say
is happy and new. It's like, something i dunno how to handle but believes
that everything will be in place and things tt shld happen will happen.
Good or bad lah. whaha. i dunno. whaha.. new and happy reminds me of
"happy new year" tt sentence. whaha funny..

Anyya yeah... Rin, whaha..elo cepet jg beritanya. whaha Gw ngebaca sms yg
lo suruh mud kirim ke dia. whaha..

Hm... somewhat I am now experiencing something by the
name of "luxurious confusion", like.. kebingungan yg mewah.
take up Parfait Tic.whaha..
Like, it's nice and all. But a bit confusing cos I nv know
such things would happen to me. I mean, to this dumb bloody
grl like me. And yeah.. i wont want to jump to conclusion.

Anyway.... went to sch today, drenched like nobody cares,
was dizzy, fainty, headachy, shivery etc the whole time
in sch, but yeah.. managed to get those images out from the
mini DV tape, transfered them to the imovies, then to premiere
for cutting etc. Cool ah.. I mean,well, if u had seen how I
reacted violently and agrresively liek mad person when I cant
do it. whaha. sorry, ppl.. really srrry.

And yeah, thanks to Samson & Alex & gQ for helpin.

Went to learn a bit of AVID too with Ricey's P2 grp, although yeah
my head was spinnin when i went to the room so i cant really absorb
much. whaha.

Surprisingly Mud was nice today. haha. When I sat on my own in the
2-seater in the canteen, he went over to sit with me. haha.
Must be the bribe of Milo that I had for him durin jamming. Dots.
Anyway yeah.. Mud, if u happen to see this, plas bring the Bassfish
CD tt Shan lent you. I'm gonna upload the pics soon.*bow down*

Rainer was a bit not-in-the-good-mood. That's whad he said, but aft tt
he smiled and laugh. Oh well. whaha. Lamer. Seems tt my "conversation
ender" will not be upgraded. wahaaha. hiks.. Manager Rice, raise my
position. Haha.

HOh, was in sch til 8 30... Along with Jackie, Eunice, Chris, his gf,
Abel& Xiao Hui. haha. shan joined later aft her cls. Skipped jap lect
anyway, cos i figured out that 1 hour... i could do somethin more for
the broadcast vids that just listenin to crap. whaha.

Tmr supposedly goin with Shan, Hans, his bro to Swee Lee to get somethin
for Samson. haha. Samson was being SO HELPFUL that he said "oh, gettin me
new drumstick rite?" then giv me the specification. Coool~ whahaa..
Shld be goin arnd Beach rd as Shan wants to get new bags for laptop.
And Ill be startin my way to do my broadcast based on the Bassfish. hoho..
Yeah Baby..~

F!
Why cant I be more intelligent or resourceful?
Why shld we use MAC to do some of the shit!
WHY SHLD MAC BE CREATED ANYWAY!

And yeah... heck i cant think straight rite now.
Bye.

FFFFFFFF!

Somethin that I do when I'm kind of emo tonite.
I shall sleep now.
Gdnite

meanwhile.. enjoy, a presentation of me..
.
.
.

Heck save me from this whirlwind
Save me
Just freakin save me from this pain

To God I cry out in despair
Eli Eli lama sabacthani?

Crashes of wind and emo turning over the tables
Sanity ran wild and crazy on me
And maybe this is the only thing that I need

I need youuu
I neeeddd youuu
I freakin neeed youuuu to calm me down
And tell me things are okay
And keep me still in peace and contentment
And cry on your shoulder as I crash my loneliness

Lord why could this happen to me?
Am I not Your loving child?
Pierced by sword, crushed by the wand
Of Whom shall I run and hid myself to?

And now that my soul is weary
And my cry went unheard
And soul of confusion and jealousy eloped like never
Of Whom shall I cry if not to You my Lord?

He, of he, who went unseen
The one who went blended with the dark side and shoo me

He, of he, who went and built the wall
Of walls that surround the gate of babylon

Oh how could I leashed my eyes on soulful ownership?
How could I backed my heart and smile a mask?

Be still my heart, please be still
That the days of tommorrow will shout of a better
And now the salt of tears crawl down like rain
Savouring the heat of heart

Why new came at these times?
When new evoked jelousy and cry?
Burning mind raised the doubtful
Of Whom shall I cry if not to You Lord?

Until the day I shall be slept inside the dungeon
As I promised I would love you til no more
Sacrificial life would be laid

As we walked at Valley of the Death
I will hold and protect you
Be burnt by the anger and the wrath
To keep you save with me
Just to keep you save with me

And in time to come
Where there will be Eden that laid infront of us
I will bring you to the sun and the moon
And the new green grass
That shall not be destroyed by the fire that killed me off

And I will love
Til I realise I may of not worth to you
And indeed dead..
Indeed dead..
And dead..
By the sea of saline...

Hm somehow along the way....
OH well.. Haha..

There are some things that I betta left unsaid in my blog, whaha.
And I'm sick..
I just felt sick now.
Like.. somethin.. congested etc.

Somethin tt's gonna explode soon.

Heck when your mind is twirling into parts,
you cant think, cant talk, cant cry..
All you can is just to sit arnd and gaze

oh kie.
i dunno where had my 2 entries gone but yeah..
tts a bt it
Today's jammin with the Bassfish was quite coool
in teh sense tt we played otgether. They improved a
lot for some song bt i guess they had to spend time
together more to get the feel baby..

I sang, like, shit. Hahaha.
dots.
you wouldnt wan to hera me sing jump notes & high pitched.
ugly voice.
whahaa...

TVF Pro was fun.
yeah.
whaha

Hm hm...

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp.
I'm really sick this time, coudl feel the burnin feelin on my
nose. Cool eh.

Anyway, did our 2nd presentation to Wahidah, after watchin
Alex's one, felt so shitified til i wan to redo. Yeah Hans told me
mine was ok, except for the procedure thingy, oh well. whad
can I say, we are the bunch of amateur. We kind fo tried our
best.. Heck, hiks..

Went hm after watchin the 3pm presentation arnd 5 then yeah..
Mud called me to give me teh CD and I was on the bus home,
haha. Paiseh Mud, sorry. I think I live in the daze world nowadays.

I really need to control my emo nowadays. Hm, how can I be so pissed
when the darn western food uncle gave me beans on my plate. I mean...
well, i was ok last time, but i dunno.. somehow i began to turn into some
bad stuff. Help me God, put resistor on my head to stop me from goin
overboard.

OKay. i'm lame.
wan an
bye.

Hoh..... I think I'm sick now. With flu, I cough during LaoFi.
Doomed,d i think I'm gona die soon.. Lack of sleep + flam +
flu + cough. HOoray! Staright tix to graveyard.

Anyway, today we watched "The Hunt For Red October", The
show was very2 wow! I mean like, u know, i dun really like
watching those movies with lotsa mechas.. Haha. ANywya yeah,
pretty clever storyline. Loveit. Haha. SiYuan sent me the Russian
national Anthem., Haha. Soo wow! whaha i'm all over the song now.

Jap cls was kind of ok. whaha went to sit with Clarrisa cos we were in
the same temporary grp for cls activities today. haha.. Aft which went
to the music vox place and listen to the fish jammin. They went to INMA
cls to edit video and yeah.. we went prata aft tt. Haha..

Crap lah..

Somehow someone need to stop my brain. whaha. I cant afford to like
guys again at this time. whaha. Its like, one is not done and therefore I
shant jump here and there. Unfair for everyone. whaha. And yeah.. I think
i'm just this lump of shit that just need to solely focus my head to my projects
and yeah.. ANythin could come later not now. not now! NOt bloody now.
Busy argh. whaha..

Blame me . yes . blame me .


Wan an
met malem
gd nite
oyasuminasai

doin my tv pro reflection journal
And later, broadcast.
haha..