Hoh.. somehow something someway dun work the way we think,
or yeah at least oh well....
Like, well, oh nvm okie. Lets just skip the un-nice things and talk
abt gd stuffs. We shall forget bad stuffs anyway yeah.

K, wake up late (obviously) and went to church. Saw Susaaaaaaaaaaan,
hohoho.. Susan, hiks, missin you. Pak Coyo's sermon was a bit off i think,
like it was damn gd but he somehow added some off pt stories and
make me sleep. whahaa. Paiseh.. BUt yeah, i can understand... Like,
all along we prayed and worship for God to listen to us, but in fact we shld
as well balance our readin of bible cos tt's how we listen to God.

Makan with Feni and the rest. ko dave, ko Toni, Dimas & Ci wen2's goin
for summer mission to INdo and yeah... for 3 weeks, with super highly charged
fees. I wonder how does that "you glorify God, not yourself" works in Jimmy
when all the bulletin had his pics mainly to impose the "founder" thingy. Yuck.

Met Hans and went to his and Rain'sp2 filmin. the weather is so hot so i robbed
Rain's soccer jersey and let him wear his sleeveless ah pek shirt. Lynetto was kind
of cute, she wore her clip again. whaha. Linus was cool.. he is always cool, anyway.

Went to film a bit of crap and then we went to Linus' hse whereby the dog was cute
but at 1st scary. I gt some paranoia over dogs. whaha.. Then all of us went to
east Coast cos tehy wanna film and yeah.. gQ was there as well. I tried rollerblade,
cycling and stuffs but yeah.. whha under-achiever.. lamure~

maybe next time when i gt to do them, i'll be over teh mooon. whahhaa..

Rayner's recordin was filled with the word "f" etc and yeah, reminded me ogf the
recordin in my hse whereby we kept on doin worng things and yeah, i did say stuffs too.
like "fuck the dustbin lah" "fuck the______" "CHee..." "shit!" etc..

Then i went sharin taxi with Hans and to Novena and we went hm our own way.
At hm, continue playin with the handicam form sch. Ohmg, so lame. I wasd filmin the
guys in my hse lah. doin lame stuffs and talkin cock. ahwhhaa. shld transfer them. whaha

Ketika sinarnya mulai membutakan mataku,
(When his light started to blinded me)
Kenyataan bahwa dimensi dimiringkan memaku hatiku
(the truth was that the dimension was warped and nailed my heart)
Bak dinding di lapangan luas
( like the wall in the open field)
Kumelatah di lantai marmer pagi hari
( I was writhing on the granite floor at dawn)
Apa yang kuharap?
(whad was I hoping for?)
Dengan hukuman gantung di mata
(With the hangman on my eyes)
Terkapar di ujung sel yang gelap
(was thrown at the dark corner of the cell)
Hanya tuk percikan sang sinar
(only to gather the sparks of light)
hanyalah mimpi, ini smua hanyalah mimpi
(A dream only, this is all a dream only)
Yang kan berakhir jika kubuka mataku
(that will end when I open my eyes)
Tapi ku tlah melihat
(BUt I am seeing)
Dan ku juga mendengar
(and listening)
Jadi apa yang terjadi sekarang?
( so whad is happening now?)
Simpul tali itu telah dikumandangkan
(the knot of the rope had been risen up)
Apakah kau kan terjamah ketika kulewati
(Will you be moved when I walked past by)
Hanyalah hamparan impian dan harapan
(Only a splash of hope and dreams)
Bodoh manusia yang hijau karena harapan
(of dumb human that is still 'green' because of hope)

Yeah, i dun ususally do this but yeah, by the
request of my friend. haha. Maybe it's time to
learn to express myself in English as that
would be more universal or somethin. haha
But yeah, i luv my roots so... whahhaa..
I'm an indo, man~
(although the natives dun see me tt way, yeah I'm
chinese so whad? I luv Indo as much as you do, or maybe
more cos you dun care abt Indo while i care)

Heck, today was kinda great~ My life is done with P2 filming.
HOh..! Yess! Finally, I took the courage and step to "kill" the
guy who went off at 1 pm just for fling. Hoh, Haha.. SiYuan and
Max were havin fun in my hse. Hahhaa.. They played with the
guardian's granddaughter, we played with the drain and the
water and teh rain and the wet soil and the drysoil and the monopoly
money and the fake cars and the everythin. Hahaha..

Then i went to compassvale with SiYuan eatting MacD whaha..
Oh well.. and yeah.... Now tryin to do laofi on acting review. Jahahaha.

Hm.. somehow somehwre somehow we all seemedly trapped in whad
we call "self assumption" and 'self contradictory". We contradict ourselves
by saying this we dun relaly mean and tryin to sound tt it's a joke when
somehow you kind of mean it and dun mean it at the same time. Heh yeah
i did teh same sometimes, like sayin i wil do this do tt when actually i keep on
losing on my side. whaha. But yeah.... try to be true to urself. Say only whad
we mean and misunderstandin wont happen tt often.

Ketika sinarnya mulai membutakan mataku,
Kenyataan bahwa dimensi dimiringkan memaku hatiku
Bak dinding di lapangan luas
Kumelatah di lantai marmer pagi hari
Apa yang kuharap?
Dengan hukuman gantung di mata
Terkapar di ujung sel yang gelap
Hanya tuk percikan sang sinar
hanyalah mimpi, ini smua hanyalah mimpi
Yang kan berakhir jika kubuka mataku
Tapi ku tlah melihat
Dan ku juga mendengar
Jadi apa yang terjadi sekarang?
Simpul tali itu telah dikumandangkan
Apakah kau kan terjamah ketika kulewati
Hanyalah hamparan impian dan harapan
Bodoh manusia yang hijau karena harapan

HOah, Clara asked Levan to be her model for photoshoot!
Wooho, whaha I think the dream I had back then in 2004
is to be relived by Clara anyway yeah. whahaha..

Missed Sonicfest this time arnd. Bloody! I could practically
cry over the river but for WHAD? My God doesnt need
Jeff Deyo or PlanetShakers or Surreal to sing to be pleased
but yeah..! whaha. Next time, i shall go! whahaha..

Still a lil bit taste of Coke Light in my mouth. Haha. It was like,
I drank tt while watchin "meng zhai shou li" and brushed my
teeth but how come....? whahhaha...

Doin Jap now. Oh well, I wa sthinking of doin somethin sophisticated
but yeah.. dun think kthey'l hav enough time. whahaa. And tt I'ma noob.

InMA was quite ok just now. Yong came to the rescue! hohoho~
I hope I'll stop bitchin abt Sherlyn & Freddy by now, so in anotgher way,
lets hope they will improve themselves.

Hm.. I shld say, we shouldnt be greedy. Done with A before movin on with
B. Just like relationship, you cant jump into 2 by all means. whaa
crap.

HOaaaaah! i would like to thank Esther for givin me the link to Parfait Tic vol 13,
although they were like... 3 chapters but yeah. i think they're enough to kind of
make my nite. hahaa.. I found out that Daiya is nice.. aft all shit he had done in the
past yeah. hahaha.. And that I was partially hoping that whadever shit that happened
in the story may actually happen to me. Haha. Ohh well. dream on.
Dun dream its over, and yeah.. wake me up when September ends. whaha..
CRap.
K lah.

Gdnite
see ya tmr.
bubyee~
lalalallala~
roar~
Say my NAME!~
Ah Chang wu di bo?

Long Cong Kong He! (Hokkien crap by Ninah)
Hahaha.... HOkkien BOnd is coool. haha. I luv Hokkien Bond. Anyway.. yeah.
Decided to get myself a lame idea for broadcast. whaha. Oh well.
Today, went to sch almost for nothing, only to be ransacked and yeah.. whaha.
Jared, Hans, Vic, Jaosn etc, they were looking at my photos in Rin's hse! Help!
Hahaha. the ones with.. arfghhh! omgosh, i cant say this!! noo! whaha I think my
2 lanterns near my mouth went redder than the rose yeah. OMgosh..

Went to boring jap lecture but luckily Philo was there so yeah.we ended up havin
fun.

Hm.. thinkin abt think some times is nuts. hahaa.. Anyway, somehow this part of
my brain is getting crazy. I'm scared if regeneration of heart may cause more damage,
and that I dun wish to regenerate now cos I dun wan to be unfair. And yeah, just when
regenerating was almost proceeded , error was found. whahahaa.
so computerised. yeah. lame..

Jika mawar sangatlah indah
Maka dandelion tak kan terlihat
Bukanlah budi akhlak manusia
Sangatlah mudah untuk terjebak
Dalam lumpur di bulan September
Ketika sang ikal muncul di mata
Akankah bulan Desember datang menjemput?

Hm... a very interestin day for me. Haha. One of my few MSN appearance
in teh morning as well. Dun ask me why. haha. I was checking the email yeah.

Anyway, Dharni was kind of wow me when he gt the designer chair from the
design gallery for us to film. Quite coool~ Today's TV Production's assignments
were done nicely excpet my grps! I dunno why, but its kind of scary cos both my
PA gt gd grades and if this time they dun get B or somethin, they know who to
kill lah. hahaa. Aft all, kill me..
Then, went to be talent for Tobing;s ARTATTACK program. Believe me when I
look hideous and scary and lame and etc when I wore an ah-ma glasses and
super crazy attire with this crazy nervous style, doing some bonker movement
and talkin, drawing truck and do animated movement and talking. OMG. Haha.

Anyway.. just now i was bad or somethin.. Yeah, i was selfish liek shit. Very2
super unlike me. Oh man. i shld reflect my life. As in, we were discussing abt the
tv pro division for teh last project, whereby teh cls is divided into 2. I know that
'some' number of ppl are ppl tht you wont want to see in ur grp for teh sake of
effort etc. And eyha so we had this name-pickin and confirmation and come up
with 14 names (which means extra 2) , but 11 or 12 is
not an enough number to contain everyone of us. And basically yeah, at 1st, although
I know abt tt, i sorta decided to 'close both eyes and ears' and say "i'm in". I mean, yeah,
i know it wasnt fair for the others but yeah.... i was bad enoug... Ishldnt be selfish.
Like, for somethings like thsi i become selfish, although eyah, if i gt the other grp its
liek death by the cab. whhaaa..
but yeah, whne shan notify me abt teh draw lot thingy, suddenly i felt ashamed of myself,
like, "whad kind of bastard am I?" i wasnt like this ebfore. yeah.. Where had all my
principle gone? i eman... where is my sincerity?
Haha. so yeah.. Hahaha.. I'm glad weishan decided to draw lot, which means yeah.. I think
this relaly open my eyes n whad kind of monster i am formin myself into. and yeah, not
so late, so i can reflect and change.. hiks..

I gt my photos from MOri on the design space tt day. OMGosh, I look
like Alice in wonderland. whahaha.. So cute but yeah, it would hav been
better if i slimmed down man.whaha. its ok, i'll do it when the projects done.

Anyway yeah.. Today was kind fo slack. Went to sch only to wait for Wahidah
for like, 1/2 an hour and be told tt she'll start cls at 1 30. Haha. ANywya yeah,
not a bad day, actually quite a cool day. whaha..

Went to Tm toy r us to get a baby mobile. Haha. Aw, an met Alan mommy with
hifs gf there, and they look at me, bringin 3 guys into toy r us, buyin baby mobile,
whad kind fo impresssion they had. whaha., crazy mother bringin kids to
toy store, buyin mobile for her baby at hm. Haha.

oh well, siyuan and I cant stop laughin at Rain & gQ. Apparently tehy shld starred
in Dumb and Dummer v. 3.0 TP if they had. Oh man, they keep on hittin each other
lah, being gay and stuffs. wahahaa. but its ok. I luv my bros..
whahaha..

Hanshen was sendin me teh trailer of IMDboys' HokkienBond. Anyone who're interested
i will send it to u. whaha.. pls ask me for it. whaha..
ciao

HOah.. Today is definite one of my worst day. A very2 'nice' way to wake up
is to know that you unconsciously off the alarm and slept your way through
til 9 30 and realised that you had a dental apptment at 9 15.! And that when
you called the dental and she tol dyou, "by 10 15!" so yeah, rushed like nobody's
business and my guardian was askin me a string of stupid questions and I was a
bit devastated my mom had to leave so early and I was franticllly 1/2 screaming
and panicking that I took a taxi there and had to wait quite long for my turn to go.

Worse still, that substitute orthodontist sort of dumb or whad, i dun even know
and she kept on stickin her finger to take off the plastic thingy from my mouth,
a bit of hurtin my gum and leavin my saliva all over my lips and I dun like it
and she dun realise i'm a bit irritated.

Anyway, thought i was late for sch but Alfie came late. (sort of sorting out with
the latter part of the paragraph so I'll leva tt out for post) Anyway yeah, basically
i was quite sleepy so sneaked out with Philo durin Jap cls, whaha luckily sensei
understands. Haha.. Cos me & Philo had this jap backgrdn before, so we are not
so kanchiong abt teh jap, but those tt nv learn jap before, i suggest not to take
a long break from cls cos everythin there is crucial yeah.

Went ut with Jilly and took a few pics, whaha grls. whaha I'm quite happy with her
being with Andrez, definitely a chap tt can take care of my gurl. And + he's hot yeah.
And intelligent and nice and humble etc (accordin to JIll), whad kind of human is tt,
someone who will only get 90 and above for high sch marks. OMG. Hahhaa..
HOh, Canada is such a sweet place to study. Haha..

And this leave us with the lats pt of my entry. I know this is draggy and I dun wish
to rant this thing again but my mood man, paiseh. I kind of bit surprised at how things
turn out erhem2, and yeah.. Its sort of interesting although a bit disheartening.
Like, ppl arnd me blooming all over and I am still like square one even lower.
Its funnny how my feelings play trick on me, like I'm startin to feel things that I shldnt
feel cos things are over. HOh i sound like despo bastard.

And that I was a bit disturbed by P2 now... Apparently eyah, we had a lot of problems,
which group doesnt, but yeah. mean, fuckin communicate lah, my fault as well that i
had to keep it til now, but yeah... i hope not to bring emotion durin meeting and yeah i
hope they dun too. And that teh unfairness thingy, i am not tryin to be unfair and so
on. Some ppl had proven me not be to capable of doing things... And that their priority
is not whad we prioritise as a grp so i decided to let him get a big job which i think he's
capable of but well. It did to acertain pt which i think he could be mre than tt.. so yeah..
shit me. shit everyone. I'm doomed for revealin too much here.

And I dun wish to conceal things here in my blog cos this is my blog but I do for some
privacy and respect. Tts why I dun like to name ppl in my blog except those nice things
that I wanna write.

And that " i *** **** *** ** ****** ***** ** *******" tt doesnt sound gd for a friend
to say so.

Hoh.. well.. hoh argh...
lalalallaa..
this is bad. whaha.
no lah..
just another rant of thought.

I may need to do some self reflections over things that happened
to me and around me. It has becomin a bit bad of me to be a sudden
shot tempered bastard. Now that every lil thing can cause quite a
headache in me.

And that I would like to say that human relationship is not something
that you can dish out whenever or wherever you like it to be. Its like
opening your eyes and putting your feet into someone else's shoes to
think abt how your actions may affect the other parties, which people
dun most of the time. And the human relationship tt i mean is not the
lovey dovey mushey love stories or whad, but basically just relationships
in human's life whtveer it is. And that to dwell upon your supposedly taken
decisions and philosophy on how you govern your life before you even take
your actions could actually help.

crap.
i am crap
i write crap.
i say crap.
and i get killed by the cab.

(does tt sound rhyme? whahahcrap)

HOh today's gig was powerpacked. whaha.. K lah i wasnt tt
expectant of anythin when i went there.
Today was not tt bad, i was late to church by 1/2 hour. whaha
And tt my head was stilll throbbing. Went to eat with Feni, a quick
one as she needed to go to church office for aftnoon service as singer
while I nd to go for the gig.
Met the IMDboys and Shan at the cross junction bfor makan with Feni.

Anwyay.. eyah... a lil bit review on the Anti-drugs gig.
Glitch was greaaaat. Ska + Reggae really2 cool. whaha.. The vocalist had this
very gd voice and the band itself is powerpacked.
Bassfish did fairly this time. It was like, a bit of technical probs and some sort
of lack of practice. Well yeah, nexttime do jam before the day itself to make sure
everythin's ok.
Rusty Nailz is a chinese band! Darn! Chinese rock songs just dun flow on my blood.
The vocalists was greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat. he could scream "the darkness" pitch yeah.
Ronin was powerpacked! Bang was greeeeeat and Levan was like... all in his magical
world of rock & roll. Pretty much wow, and yeah, whaha i know i know, he did
communicate with the audience on sayin tt this is not a funeral and we shld be crazy
but yeah.. whaha.. i guess i just need a crazy cowd to wake me up when september ends.
(crappy word association)

I did congrat Levan and aft which the IMDBoys +Shan+Hand's band and Abel-XiaoHui
appeared and they talked to him abt local mucis stuffs.. some mind openin things.
whahaa.
K i shall not elaborate on how tired I am walin with my mom arnd Orchard to shop
only to buy a few things.w haha. but yah lah, i wanna spend my time with my momma
mah, i cant blame my greediness. whahaha..
gdnite.. need ot do work. will update some stuffs some other days. whaha
nite nite

All this (disturebing) images were scanned at gQ's place and trust me, neoprints could make u look 10000000000x nicer, liek some sort of celeb or somethin but well. whhaaha the truth was that my face was some sort of covered with tiny pimples when I took the kiss kiss pic with Rin. whahaha..
And yeah, other than tt, all were like... a efw months' old pics so that will not be the original me, cos i'm *blob blob blob* whahaha....

ciao~
Typin japanese notes for Boris and soon going to Tamp to source stuffs in Spotlight tehn meet my mom for dinner at my uncle's hse.

TMR's GIG!!! yes yes yesssssss (do tt villain's hand rubbing and smirk)
huhuhu..

Hoh... Yest I was tryin to sing out Seether-Broken but yeah.. whaha
I'm pretty much slow and lows (depend on which direction u read the
words) and unsuccessfully sang with the guitar by gQ (who was lyin
on the bed, tryin to pluck the guitar with his eyes closed <- eye treatment)
HOh, nice brother I am havin here. whahaha

It was so lame, and that Rainer and Joel kept on gaying on Teamspeak,
shoutin usual vulgarities that I heard over nights when I'n in TS too.
Yeah, when ppl play games, usually they'll ended up spoutin vulgarities like
as if tmr the govt will ban all vulgarities. So yeah..~ best not to play games. whaha
Rite, Rice? Rite, Shan? whaaha <- gatherin supporters

Anyway, my head has been havin this throbbing sensation whenever wherever.
It started to affect my judgements and my patience, or so i guess. I dun like it man,
plus the flu that I am havin now. It' so freakin sick and funny and annoying.
Please take tt away from me. I am not done yet with everythin(if this is serious case),
therefore I shld not stop or could not stop.

Heck..

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I'm open
And I don’t feel like i am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonsome
And i don't feel rite when your gone away

You're gone away; You don't feel me here anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

You're gone away; You don't feel me here anymore.

Hoh... I dunno why. This is gettin bad and scary cos now I feel like
sissy. Imagine Kath the fortress sheddin tears just becos of sch work..
Cant u believe it? Heck.

Broadcast yeah, i luv Broadcast, cos it's interesting and Sharon is great,
although yeah.. she dun really teach technical stuffs, but she did give us
concept and stories to share, aft all.. my senior of thousand year, whaha.
(durin the time whereby Wahidah was still a hip woman).

Anyway eyah... I was quite emoooo today, very very very bad, it was so bad
til I cant feel anythin. Like, numb or somethin, even when ppl hug me, i feel
nothin but chest pain, throbbin heda etc, i shall not elaborate more, to salvage
ur head and mind of the torment whaha. crap.

Anywya, big improvement when i was sittin at teh same row with my IMDBoys
Brothers, gQ and Rain. Rain was kind of patient in helpin me with the css style
and java shit, whereas gQ was kind of crappin with me when i went his hse to
ask for some flash tutorial. whaha. and yeah... he did eye treatment. Hoho..~

Btw, Bassfish goin to perform in anti-drugs campaign on Sunday at 2 40 whereas
Ronin will perform at the same gig at 4, while at 2 pm, doin gig in Bishan.

Seriously so lil time, so much to do, I rather kil myself and die. whaha
(a spoof of Arkarna-So little time) whaha. Oh i misss Olie Jacob's vocal.
Hahah. crap with tt i-dunno-how-to-describe. whaha. u see, this is a typical
symtopms of someone who grew up watchin mtv excessively in pri sch. whaha.

Well my love for music started when i was in hm... pri 1 or somethin. It used to be
chinese pop ballad etc, the reign of Luo Lie and Jimmy Lin etc, and of cos the reign of
those Judge Bao, Cheung Yao's drama in indo tv channels.

After which my seatmates in pri 4 started psycho-ing me with Backstreet Boys' Get
Down. I hate tt song to the core at tt time cos she kept on Get Down-ing non stop
for the rest of the lessons within a few weeks.. Now tt's scary.. BUt aft listenin to
As Long As You Love Me, I started to get crazy abt western music and yeah....
for some stupid reason i was blinded that my cable at home had this magical channel by
the name of "MTVAsia". Can you believe it?w haha.. so yeah..

I watch MTV downstair in teh living room
when I get up in the mornin
when I was waitin for my bro to go sch
when I reached home from sch
when I was doing my homework
when I was revising for my tests
when I was revising for my exams
when I did my kumon
when I was eating
when I was on my free time
when the cartoons or tv prog tt I was watchin was havin commercial break
when I wait for my hair to dry
when I was about to go up and sleep

Anyway yeah, in case u guys dun believe this, this is not recreated by me.
It's a real account. whahaa.. So bands like Rivermaya, Metallica, Texas,
Arkarna, some other small unheard bands as well. whaha yeah, i grew up
listenin to whatever MTV feed me. whaha. craziness...

Hoh Huah.. I dunno why, this is gettin bad, man. I think I really need to get
some break.. This is so bad til anythin that belongs to P2 or with anything to
do with P2, some lil bit negative things happened, I'll get freaked out. Began
to feel my fault as well to take up 2 producer jobs in TVPro. I mean, look at
me, I'm juggling myself in P2, 2 TV Pros, InMa, BroDes Jap.. Hoh well..
This is crazy man, I shld be abel to finish them. But how.. How to push myself
to the max?

Somehow somewhere I began to realsie that stayin inside the comfort zone is
not somethin favourable for your future. Like, u think this is teh best youn can
do with the skill that u have, or you see whetehre all this can be done with least
effort and max result then you do it. Yes its gd but whad do you learn?
To win over a struggle is something you would love to experience, really. whaha
Its ok... when i get throught this.. I will feel victorious..~

Is this all life is abt?

But Life is only a phase before heaven so yeah. whahaha..
If God wants me to play in this 'playground' I will play.
I will play
And make You proud.
Hahahaha...~

Heck really I am a bit pissed with everything. P2 wasted my
energy, my life, my brain and my heartbeat. Heck, just heck.
K, foremost I am NOT GOIN TO SIDE ANY OF YOU. PLs,
this is serios,w e had to get together to fuckin sort out the way,
and not by bahaving like this. I know it's bloody fuckin hard to
talk to that human being but well at least we shld give him
ultimatum or whad, over disrespect and other serious stuffs.
BUt i dun WISH for him to later say we opt him out r whad, cos
all I wan is some equality. U cant expect everyone to behave or
do things accordin to ur way. I hav had enough of this. And we dun
ahev fuckin time for those things, pls just do our fuckin best for the
project and you guys can start killin aft tt. Just leave me out.

ANyway eyah... its gd when I blog this out cos i know they wont
trace my blog anyway. heck. Sorry, I am a bit short fuse nowadays.
Please tell me that I shld control myself and try to be in my grp
just to know the fuckin feelin on how everythin was ruled and done
and planned and everythin.

I couldnt fuckin concentrate on INMA. WHad is wrong with me?
Can I kill? Heck.

The balloon had burst at last.
Heck yeah, it felt heck good to shead some tears, now u guys know I'm
the same as others, I can shed etars just like you shed your tears. Heck.

My head was a bit painful when I breathe in while presentin the shit,
and that somehow somewhere somekind of pain keeps on hurtin my
fellin, I had nothin to day, really.

It's just like.. fuckin COMMUNICATE! Pls, just fuckin COMMUNICATE
ur head, ur mind and your thoughts. I hate it when ppl just walk off like
that. I mean, REASON! Gimme reason of actions!

Yeah, tt's abt it. Sorry for the strong words and harsh words and vulgarities
etc, but i wont unpost or edit them. Thank you.

And anyway, this is not a shootin spree towards some individual. More like
my personal thought over things that happen. So yeah, I do not hate you.
It's just a bit too much for me to handle sometimes. Thank you.

Shit, I feel like bastard rite now.

Crap, now I'm doin things that should be done in a group
but its funny cos I'm doin it solo~

Oh well, anyway, day had been ok. Went to sch just in time to
preint out the p2 proposal book and storyboards. It was soo
funny when I realise that I didnt change the title of the 1st
storyboard to the 3rd one, cos I was usin its layout. Oh well~

Laofi was fun today. We had to comment on acting and this time
we had Nicholas Cage and HOlly Hunter. Haha. Where teh crap is
HUnter now? She was like. lost in the thin air. bleah..

Anywayy.... went to Bassfish jammin aft my jap lesson and yeah,
cos its in sch and the room's pretty cosy, i found myself sleepin
like the dead for an hour i guess. whahahaa.. shiok. but aft which
when I wake up.. i gbegan to feel super mooody. worse, aft I tried to
call Fred for the ppt and he just dun pick upm call., waahaha..
Tts the thing, i began to hav this bad temper, like.. short fuse or somethin.
I just dunno why. Heck, i work worse under pressure issit?

Crap, the guardian's daughter and her live-in bf are doin some erhem stuffs
again. It's gettin a bit uncomfortable when you're odin ur work outside the rm
and you heard super high pitche dvoice, u wont want to know whad are they
doin inside. I mean, first of all, get a hse! Unlawful, my gosh, whad has this
world become to? Whad is wrong with her? Just marry him!

Hweck.. sorry.
Hahaha..

Today rice was a bit high, she keep on shootin alfie and shan with her loud voice
and super sonic speed of sound. I just cant stop laughin.
Lalallalaa~

Hoalaawwwww (k, its hellow)
I did finish my storyboard.. uppssss no..!
still gt the duration but tt is simple stuffs.

Hm.. then... now struggling with LaoFi.
Rin was being very very nice when she offered
to help me do my LaoFi. Haha, Guess her hols
really killin her. With al her friends goin practically evereywhere arnd teh world, it must be boring for her everyday. Oh man, imagine her in teh States, i think tt would be me in INdo for the next upcomin hols.

whaha so yeah.. pls.. pray tt i will not be long in
INdo. haha. Although i miss all those kiddy2 cousins.
the kids tt can make my life upside down cos they';re so
active and naughty. =p

Anyway, this pic was staken during one of the gig in Baybeats on Sat... Hm... Surreal, yeah.. surreal's gig. whahaha...

Hm.... Today i went home earlier than usual from church to
do my work. haha. How crazy is tt, eating instant noodle and
download an audio software for me to play ardn with.

Anyway yeah... hm... oh well.. k.. I shall start my crapping.

Sometimes I wonder whether this is some sort of retribution
on somehow somethings someyeah.. On how a word or two
could hurt ppl. It's like.. somehow maybe we dun think that the
word we utter will hurt ppl, or at pt of time, we dun even care
whether it hurts ppl or not, we just utter the word that we hav
in our mind and said it (or type it, in msn case).
Sometimes, we dun know of what the real reaction of the other parties,
whether they are hurt or not, cos somehow the world had become so
fake, so fake that you can look happy and blissful while you are cryin
badly. That is how wonderful human emotion can be.

Somewhat we dun think of other's feeling, abusing our right of speech
or action, and think "tt's your problem". yeah I have nothing against
those kind of thoughts or mindset cause human varies, but yeah...
I am guilty fo tt sometimes and I dun really liek it when ppl did tt to
me. OH well.. self-discipline and self-control.

Being fake and being sincere is a thin red line that separates you from doin
gd stuffs. Look at it as positive comment and negative comment of an action.

SO how does this world goes round?
It goes round by hurtin ppl.

I dun like this, really, when now I am experiencin ppl who said things like
dagger in their tongue, or type. Tts abt it.
My foremost personal thought.
Thank you.

HOah..~
this is Kath, reporting live from her laptop, at 2 48 a.m.

Heck, i'm not doin p2 storyboard.. hoah.. die die die.. whaha
I would love to take this opportunity to thank Miss Wahidah
for the psycho-ing tt she did to make us come up with 3
videos. whaha.. I would 'thank' her so much. Oh well.. heck.

K, wake up damn late today, was done with bathin and all at arnd
1 30 so i cancelled off my original plan to camp at Rainer's hse to
do laofi, instead i went to touch up p2 proposal, damn freaking long.
I know my grp memebr dunno my blog so yeah, well, i'll blog this out.
Haha. K, supposedly we will be havin p2 meeting today. I would love
to highlight that Max couldnt come cos he gt ninjado practice, while
Freddy prefer to do it in the afternoon and siyuan prefer to do it in
the mornin. Thank you guys, u're making me headache so I decided to
cancel the meeting and went to divide the task online. Heck.

Anyway, went to BayBeats. yeah, was late, so couldnt manage to catch
Set For Glory. They were ok (cos i heard a bit of their last song). Some
'powrerpack' bands are "Love me butch" "Brand new sunset" "Surreal".
They were wow. whahaa... The gurl band is not bad eoither.. whaha..

Went there with Seks and Rain. Met a few bunch of ppl tt i know..
Glenn, JOel VSC, kolin, vannessa, clara, chloe, fairuz, rahman, eman, beep,
faith, tim, mel, some vsc homo sapiens, lyn, debbie burpster and mud & his friend.
Mud went for the Set for Glory and went off, whahaa..

It was a fateful funny experience to sit with the 2 IMDBoys (seks and rain)
on a pavement, only to find out tt at teh opp side, infront of Seks, Debbie
the burpster sat with 2 boys. Tt was the first time i saw her in real life, and I
was thinkin, heck! its her. whaha. K, i shall not elaborate. whaha.

Ate nice mie rebus and drank yucky kopi-peng. Why yucky? cos it has no sweet
taste at all.. whaha bloody hm... bitter + a bit of sour. weird.

Anyway to sum up my entry today, i would like to listen down things i shld do
before monday comes:
-> storyboards for p2 (*&^%##^&&!!!!)
-> LaoFi (magnificent seven) <- i hate cowboy movies

Huah, bored, I need to queu up againf or the bathroom. i mean
wassup with the bathroom man, everyone seeemed to be fond of
it?! Is there by any chance gold or silver mine inside? whahaa

Oh well...~

Hoah... Hahah... That's my Commit preference for subject selection. It was so
inteerstin tt today's subject selection DO NOT START at 10! We were frustrated
over waitin and waitin and waitin but yeah.. Thank God. whaha.

Anyway..... Still a bit of head ache now. And a bit of flu. Am I dyin soon?
I hope not, there are many things that I shld do before I'm back to my
Father's side. Hoho..

When you see glimmer of light,
you wont know whad kind of source it has
Will it be flicker light.
Flourescent light
Or Red head light.
Assumption burn the heart down
But yet human seem to repeat failure
The world will never change a lot
As human devour on self ego
On things they think and things they do
And things they believe that no one understand
But yet somehow when you decode
You'll find that toleration is needed in this damn bloody world

Oh Just another crap, brought to you by Kath the almighty Crapper. whahaha..

waaaaa
subject selection will start in 16 minutes..
which means i cant bathe now, cos I will take
forever just to come out from tt bathroom.
Hahaha..

Anyway yeah.... Kind of feeling anxious abt
"whad if I couldnt get whad I want and couldn't
fight for it?" <-- remember the TVPro- LiAnim2
saga? Haiyayayaya~

Stilll a lil bit headache in my head, oh well..
It's like, hm, not physical stuff but more towards
mental side. But yeah, maybe it's just me who thinks
too much, it's like, the thoughts come and go and
come and go and come and go and come rite now.
Or maybe I shld hav said, it didnt went off completely
when it go, it's just pushed to the back of my mind and
lemme chill, whereas yeah.. i think i shld not think.


Haha, some of my fear rite now is tt if I had to choose
A or B. It will be a very sickenin distraughting thoughts
that I have to be with A or B when I'm both close to them
and happily enjoyin myself with them. Does tt mean I have
to get out from my comfort zone, or issit not my fault and
we should stay together like one bunch?
It's not like someone has pushed me yet, but i can foretell
somehow. it makes me feel bad and reminds me clearly of
whad happens in pri.. hm.. 4 or 5? haahaha..

Hm, yeah... i hate the "you have to choose, either me or
her" I'm like.. wth. whaha.. Oh well, to assure u tt this is not
some lesbian converstaion, it's a bt friendship u bloody assuming
things. hahha. yeah.

whaha... its alrite.. Hope this doesnt happen.

Hoah, went to help WeiFang to be her xtras in her grp's
IMDP3 project in teh morning, went arnd in Far East to
get black earring and yeah.. went back to sch, watched
Mag 7and did some work with Shan, gQ, Mud and Seks,
aft which we went off makan and play pool with additional
cast of Rice and Joel. It was fun.

Actually saw a lot of ppl tt I know today, like HeJia and SiHui
on Orchard rd, Kelvin, ZhiWei and Roy at the pool. It was fun.
haha. and bad news, i'm sick! I dun undertsand why the sickness
come but yeah.. I'm sicccck! help.

niwaez, tmr Tiffany show. Yes yes yes! Hahaha....
Horray! Somehow I'm quite worry abt my imdp2 for saturday yeah..
whaha
scarryy....~

anyway.. some thoughts came to me just a while ago.
Sometimes we pampered ourselves too much about whad we want
and whad we dream on, tt we forget to look at our surrounding and start
to realise tt we had actually step on ppl's head and because of our ego,
we sorta make the other parties suffer.
I mean, its ok if you would love ot be Hitler or somethin. Tts your choice.
Anyway yeah... be in real world and hav no fear.

(a random collage of things tt happen arnd me and things tt i read from
everywhre lead me to this kind of thought)
hoh.. feelin olllllllllllld. crap.

hi!~

Ah.,... such a wonderful day with a wonderful ppl
and a wonderful meal and a wonderful hours..
oh well, i lied.

For some parts.

Hahaha.

I screw up again durin p2. The ice problem really caused
everythin to be spoilt. Oh man, i wonder how my peer
assesment will be. Die~
The recordin was not bad, Max's hse was fun.
I luv his sister. haha. Anywya yeah, it's been a while ever
since i ate mother's cooking. Not my mom of cos, his mom,
but yeah, someone-whom-someone-call-mother's cooking.
Heh, i sound like mother complex.whaha..
i misss my mommmmmmmm!!!!


Astoria and Shan helpin out a lot. Haha.. Which is cool. And that
I gt free Zouk invitation for Rizal's fashion show from the twins.
haha.. Its their bday today! Happy bday Ink & Cink! Horray!
haahaah. But they went back to Batam lah...

Sort of mooooooooooooody today, it wasnt just my day. Seriously.
So yeah.. do forgive.. do forgive..

Hoh, hiks... Rin went back to Indo just now..
Hahaha..

Anywya yeah, I would like to mass apologise
again to my p2 grp members. Paiseh, I know I'm
blooody shit cos i didnt do my responsibility well,
the ice didnt freeze liek whad we wantg.

HIks..

Anyway, went to Changi airport with the IMDBoys
(mud, gQ, samson, seks, rainer, joel) to meet Rin cos
she's treatin us to Fish&Co. Can see tt the guys are
happy, flyin over the moon. Hahaha..

She drank a shot of Tequila, just how strong it was, she
was a bit giddy from a few sip (anywya cos I think she
drank tt with empty stomach.)
So yeah.. in teh end it wa sher payin and we ate while she
flew o INdo. HIks.. MY dear, i'll be waitinf or ya to come
back in August.. HIks.. sayang..

Heeeeeey yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
Heeeey yaaaa~

Hahhaaha.. At lassssst..!
Anyway.. I'm gonna start with my 'beautiful sunday mornin'
Bloody.~ Bera with me, you may find this either amusing
or sick, but i dun mind, cos this kind of freaky situations
happened to me at times.. Like, extreme good or extreme bad
things. haha. So yeah..

Last night the tablet still died on me, so I tried system restore
to a few days back and guess whad, then my photoshop givin
me probs. Destroyin my whole mood of the night and yeah, well
I slept in anger. Haha. Can u imagine me, infront of the comp,
with tears of confusion flowin like niagara falls on my cheek, thinkin
"WTF is happenin to my comp? why me?"
Oh well.. I passed tt stage.. Wake up late for ushering, so in the end
I just came to church as attender. oh well..
While i slid my right feet into teh shoe, i felt somethin hard on the
thumb, so yeah i decided to categorise the 'thing' as nothin, but as
i walked and pressed on the thing, i realise it became wet, so yeah, i
gt this horrid feelina nd took off my shoe. Pls do not blame me, I
didnt know tt some blooody crazy nutsy outta-its-mind
LIZARD was squashed on the tip of the shoeeee!!!!!!! Bloooooooody!
U know, my show is like somethin hard and thick so in order to get the
shit outta there, my maid had to actually untie the whole shoe. Haha
shit, and teh scary thing, it was not a baby lizard, it was a full grown
one..! MOoooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmyyyyyy!!

Anyway, since gQ and Rainer did stuffs to help me get the laptop and
tablet back in piece, i shall thank my 2 fake-gay brothers...Doomooo
Done with the Levan Vector art (or issit digital paintin art)
So yeah.. enjoy.. go to http://kathkucing.deviantart.com to view the file.
haha. ciaooo


Oh this starts the reign of tablet! yes yes yesssss!

Raaaaaaaaah~
Last night slept at 4, bloody!
HAha, actually I'm quite ok with it, since it was like some sort of carried away by my vector.
Yeah, too immersed in doin the thing, although all
of a sudden my tablet fail on me. Haiyah...
I think it's time for new battery for the pen. Haha..

Anyway, will post the raw vector here, paiseh if its not up to standard yet, although i'm quite happy with it.
The original pic u can find it among my friendster friends list.

ciao!
(die, i'm late for 'date' with riana)

K lah, not date, just jalan2. Hahaha....

ZOh... Maybe i'm gettin sick again, my
body will experience some unesiness
at night, sneezin and running nose, tt is.
Oh man,when will my body be accostumed
to my workin time?

HAHA, anyway, wake up laaaate today.
Yeah, to be precise, I reached sch at 11,
whereas my original cls starts at 9!
Its gd to hav Sharon as lecturer.. She's nice
and all. haha.. Then, aft cls, went to MENSA to
catch up with the IMDboys... CRap them up,
they're super crap, esp Joel today, who seemed
to ber in his high sex drive moment. Haha...

He was jokin tt he would face a gurl and let off
his pants, sayin, "hey.. do you like whad you see?"
Everyone was laughin, includin Rainer who was
about to put food in his mouth. Aft a while, Rainer
added up some spice, "lets say if teh gurl is from
design sch.. she'll be like, i dun like the colour scheme,
it's too fair, tyhe visual composition is not right,
u must shave this part, tt part, the colour tone must be
blah blah.."

Haha, it was hilarious, until someone which I think gQ
start to say somethin abt doin tt for presentation. Hhaa.
Crazy...." must have objective, proposal, target audience
etc.." whhaha..
Sicko in action,.. Hhaa. Anyway, went to inma lab with Tobing
to accompany him print some stuffs, then met Siti and Nurul
for some funny laugh-off moments. whahahahhahaha..

Went to audio rm to see the IMDBoys crackin up shit for the
dubbing of James Bond movie. They did a hokkien version of
it, of cos, by changin teh setting in the kopitiam. So imagine James
Bond scene in the hotel check-in, talkin in HOkkien abt milo, Horlick etc.
crazy piece of ppl. Haha.. Gd job dudes..

Off to Orchard to meet up with Riana..! Ahhhhhh! My ceweque~! whaha
Oh well, she's here in town for 4 days, hoho, went arnd Orchard to buy
her things and my things. Hahaha.. IN teh end, to end the day, we went
to get neoprints, which i think, will be scanned soon whaha..
Oh well. fun fun fun fun fun fun..
Hahaha.. She really reminds me of Angelina Jolie. Haha, go figure..~

K, now I'm doin a vector art for my portfolio. whahgaa, so yeah..
see ya for now on. whahaha..

Anyway, as a bonus, I'm tryin to get my brain put to do an Indo poem
abt life and erhem2..w hahaa.. for the script. wHAHA..

Wahai sang mawar
Kian merekah hari demi hari
Kulihat kau rapuh,
Kulihat kau dekat
Sekarang bukan saatnya
Kau dan diriku bersama
Kutahu kau rindu
Kutahu kau perlu
Hina diri ini
Yang tak berdaya di depan harkat
Dan martabat dunia fana
Hanya bisa melihatmu dari jauh
Di padang yang penuh belukar
Hanyalah suara lalang kupersembahkan
Padamu sang bunga muda
Namun apa daya hamba
Diterpa kenyataan kelam
Yang memisahkan dunia
alam dan fana
mimpi dan tipu
Bangunlah kasihku
Kau kan dapatkan sang emas
Janganlah lihat becek ini
Yang hanya kan kotori indahmu

hoh, rubbish. whaha
nvm, do next time. whaha

HOh... This is live, reportin at 2 39 a.m. with me
infront of my Ephran, typin some shit here, listenin
to mr gQ singin through his teamspeaker, while Mr
Rainer is tacckling gQ with his "nooooooob~" gayness
voice, and yeah..I'm pretty much doin nothin rite now.

Hahaha..

there are some things that I shld not care anymore, or
yeah at least, just be relax abt everythin. hahaa.. But yeah,
sometimes rememberin some things are good enough,
good enough only to be remembered. Hahaha...
Hohohoho...

Ah, shall not bored everyone with my emo-ticons whaha..

I shld stop. Hahahaha.. stop thinking
And proceed to my highest point of life,
Doing stuffs for my bloody carreer and
Live like metropolitan homo sapien,
Enjoying life like nobody's business.
But I cant...
Chains within my feet,
Every clank reminds me of each sand tt's on my feet
Every grain and every dirt,
Every single laughter and
Every single tears and joy and blood-drop

Eh.. sorry, sudden strike of emo-ness brings me to
a new world of exagerration. Ok lah, it's more like
a mixed feeling between this and that. i shall not
further confuse so yeah. Here will we part..

Gdnight~
whaaha

hm hm hm hm....
Done with my BroDes' ident and countdown.
Now developin the abt-me page for InMA1.
Haha..

Anywya yeah... I'll be livin a tight life from this
Friday to Wed i guess..
Friday: meet Kuan Jong for lighting, jalan2 with Riana
Sat: Visit Suicide Messiah w/ Bassfish, dinner with Gramps
Sun: Church?, jalan2 with Riana
Mon: go to sch to get cam and do P2
Tue: either p2 or Harley Davidson show
Wed: yes! p2 or jalan2 with rice to get her grad thingy

so yeah.. see.. my life is like... tighhhhhhhhhhhhht


hohohoho.. but eyah, it seemed more like a challange to me,
for whether i can survuve etc. whahha

Hooohhhhh~
Sleepy but transferrin my ident and countdown
for gQ to see so yeah. whaha. Anyway, thank God
I'm done with my BroDes for now on. Hoho, Look,
I win the war 1/2 way k?~!
Roar!

Recently some stuffs happened to me, worsen my
mood and yeah.. so I'm pretty much snappy sometimes,
guess just hav to bear a while, i'm controllin.

And yeah, some stuffs happened durin tv pro. Oh well,
I dunno how to explain but yeah.. maybe this sounds a
bit thick skin, but friendship comes naturally as give and
take. HAha.. tts abt it..

I may be a bit sensitive and yeah, sucky on this prob but
yeah.. supposedly.... it's like very detach.. I dunno.. the kind
of feelin my friend gave me was like, "I am me, you are you.
so whatver tt's not for me to do, tt's not my job"
so yeah.. then again, i cant ask for things to go on my way, like
to hav balance and equality in everythin so yeah.. forget it man.
I'll see like how I can manage myself well.. whaah.

bloody, i;m crappin like ol' gramps.

Oh man, back feels so pain now. Haaha..
Doomed, sleepin liek nobody's business
at 4 or 5...

Anyway eyah, i dun understand why but
somehow somewhere clearly there's this
scary file, suddenly seeped through my
Ephran and somehow detected by the
AntiVirus as non-viral joke threat.
Oh well, shit! whahhaa..

A few days and my comp gt stupid shit liao!
roar!
Arghhh...~

haha.. nvm

Hohohohoho..
Today I almost flop in my IMDP2..
Like whad my nick was last night,
a good dose of tension + lack of sleep is
the perfect weapon of mass destruction of life.

Yah.. This morning i wake up late, rushed to
sch and did badly for the stupid mock up
presentation. Killed along the way. My grp members,
I shant say which 2 clowns-cum-kids but u would hav
known who by now. Judging by the actions and
focusibility. HOh!
They were freakin playin their unrelated-to-the-subjects
videos, keep oin closing the wma after they view it, makin
me feel more angry and pressurised cos we're supposed to
show some freakin mock up video usin tt wma prog. HOh!
Kept on playin with each other, talk among each other when
we're being in the Q&A session. And I mean, all along while
we're the presenting group! My gosh, can you show some
proffesionalism? Dun be gay, do ur work and make urself and
others happy! Haiyah..

Anyway, things get better aft tt. Yes I know tt somehow
somehwre aft the talk, Rice was a bit down.. But well, ets just say
i feel a bit better, in the sense tt shan talk to us abt her probs once more
and rice blog abt her respoind in the blog. Hoh..

K, now i shall do my tv pro and broadcast deisgn.
hoh.
Ciao!

Haiyayayaya...
Catastrophy everywhere in my brain now.
K this is Kath reportin live from her boardin hse
at 4 30 a.m. still struggling with her p2, and
come to a pt whereby she just heck care and stop
doin her storyboard and now headin to Lalaland.

And now that I think of, everythin come in a balance,
like if you suffer now, u know somethin gd unexpectedly
come, while when you feel liek you're at the highest peak
of the mountain, some shit will be thrown at you
to remind you of your position.

That is whad i think of life. Hoh..

anywya yeah.. oyasumi nasai, i need to sleeeeeeeeeeep
(Screamo)

whaha
cieao.

Anyway... With this I proclaimed a name
For my son, the new laptop
And by now you shall never be called
Acer Travelmate 4100 anymore
But "EPHRAN".

Hahaha.. It was funny on how I got that name.. Or
to put it nicely, compose that name.. hahaha..
Anyway yeah, it was a blend of a few names... somehow.
The main inspiration is, of course, "ephraim"
He's my 1st like (think so) back in my pri sch. hahaha.
So funny, used to like him for 4 years but it was until
he went m.i.a for around... 4 years and suddenly I found him
on Friendster. funny guy, he didnt know anythin at all,
worse, he feel honoured. Hahaha. lamer arse..

Anyway, I like unusual name liek Ephraim, Wilton etc. Haha
I mean, not somethin like "Brayden" <- inhuman name..

So yeah. tts all whahaa..

Glenn helped me find of name: Jeremiah, Benard, etc
Rin helped me find of name: Le Chat
I think of a name out of desperation: Les Enfants

so yeah, hahahahahaha...

Ephran, my kid Ephran. hohohoho..~
I'll take care of you,
I won't let u spoil
or let anyone spoil you

Hahahaha...

Waaa.., my eyes are in pain now.. Think they're too dry these days..
Hahaha..

Anyway, today.. I wake up nicely at 8... bathe nicely at 8 30
and went to church, although a bit late, but yah.. Everything
came as I planned. haha. Today's service, they had this guy
from Indo, BObby, who had just released his new gospel album.
Seriously he sang good songs, with good lyrics and good voice I must
say. Bloody, his CD is kind of cheap, he brought 30 form Indo and guess
what, everyone bought it!! I didnt get it!!! Arghhhh!! Help. whaha.
Nvm, Genevieve will lent it to me, rite? Khihihi.. Everyone's back from
holiday, church is not silent anymore. hoho.. Every crazy individual
came back once more. whahaha.. Sounds like some zoo. haha..

And yes, speaking of which, heard that Diles' parents opened a new
resto around Kiliney, so yeah... Omedetto yah Fen. Hahaha.

Rushed to Bendeemer to catch Bassfish audition. haha. 20 Discharger
was there too, they made some comment abt Bassfish but nobody heard of
exactly whad. hahaha.. Anyway, when Ninah do screamo, the waiting
room suddenly had this awkward silency for a split second i guess. whaha
Cool~

Makan at the hawker Serangoon MRT, then teh ever dumb Kath thought
that Anime song competition was free of charge so yeah, we went there to
support Lynette, but alas, 8 bucks so yeah. went back home. I didnt know
we hav to pay! whahaa.. there was Vic, Jackie, Stan, Chris, Lynette's sis and
sis' friend, etc. And yeah, we went back our own home. Haha..

Been doing my TV pro. Almost done now.. (smiling in pride)
hahaha. horraaaaay~

Anyway, pls forgive me if I hav done things that annoy you, my friend.
Somehow we've drifted apart but well we're still friends. haha
so yeah.. Kick ur ass. whaha.. jokin.

Ah well... will have to continue my work now. haha..

Hoh... Today I was a bit moody. Hey~ Can't blame me man..
Wen to the CGanimation talk at NAFA. It was freakin nearly
in nthe morning with freking cold air con and freakin tired
me and yeah...
Then durin lunch, i found out tt I gt my period.
Dumdster, so there I wa,s buyin pads with 3 guys. whaha
Cos i went to the talk with gQ, Joel & Justin.
Anyway it was quite a gd eye opener.. Haha.. I just found out tt
I'll get slayed.. Anyway yeah, a bit stressed by the talk. As in,
I'm gonna hav to compete with all of em.. Die die die die..

And to think tt tuesday I hav to show wahidah some p2 ppt
mock shit, wed must do tv pro & package, friday must pass up
broadcast deisgn thingy. Oh maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan~ Stressful.

Anyway.. went jamming with the Bassfish. Rainer and Rice
surprisingly pay them visit. So yeah.. today's jamming pretty much
good. They're steady now. Only a bit of here and there probs.

Anyway, notice tt my friend seemed to hav a good mood today. I mean,
yeah he had been a bit moody and like, i dunno, hard to explain. Maybe
a bit of intuition (some say over sensitive.. haha).. But yeah, read their
lovey dovey testimonials to each other. All i can say is omedetto. Haha.
Its good lah to see him this way. Cheer up my friend. whaha.

Anyway... (again, why am I not gettin bored of anyways)
There must be somethin in the air these days... My first crush in pri sch
(tt was loong time ago.. whaha my longest crush as well), recently sort of
testified-but-more-like-a-show-off-public-mail in my friendster's
testimonial tt he just got together with a gurl. haha. So lame, we've promised
to each other to see who'll get partner 1st (obviously duh u know it's not gonna
be me anyway or another)... Then, my indo sch friend gettin together with a
guy this mornin as well. hahaha.. so altogether, 3 happines around me, and
counting i guess. hahahah...

It's sweet to see them like tt. Although I'm not sure of whad is my feelin now.
Shld it be.. tired, awesome, confused, sad, mixed, undefined or whad?
Yeah. Hahaha.....

I forgot to blog here, yesterday me, Shan, Rice, gQ & Rainer went to Simlim
to get myself a laptop. Acer travelmate 4100. Haha. Amen, now I can do my
workj in peace. Hahhaa.. And yeah, I'm planni to giv a name to this 'son' of
mine. whahaha. so yeah.. I had this "Les Enfant" in my mind as the name.
Inspired by this good movie called "Au Revoir Les Enfants" or "Goodbye, children"
Hohoho.. Name-givin is still pendin though. Haha..


Food for thought:
Di balik kebahagiaan seseorang, tersimpanlah penderitaan dari orang lain.
Kadang pengorbanan adalah yang terbaik bagi semua.

"Beneath the happiness of one, lies the suffering of another.
Sometimes sacrifice is for the good of mankind."

Ciao.

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
I gt the scripts from Nurul. Hahahaa..... The Dian saga is cool. whaha
Anyway yeah.... Rite now the IMDBoys were havna conference talk
using teamspeaker to talk crap every night, wheeras I cna just listen
cos i dun have mic. Haha..

My YOUNGER BRO somehow makin me a bit pissed. He somehow tried
to get me buy 2nd hand thingy, like i'm some worthless shit.. Cos he thinks
i cant use stuffs properly and tt he somehow accused me of havin infectin
the comp with virus, when the kids go and open porn or some stupid webs
tt contain virus and pop ups.. whaha Oh yeah.. try tellin em tt.. argh..

Sch was fun, went to watch XMen2 with gQ, Rain, Rice and Shan aft dinner.
Did my InMA proposal done, now workin for TV Pro. shit. whaha..

Somehow if God lemme, i'll gt my labbie tmr and will be free from the distrbance,
teh waitin, the irritation, the anger and the sleepiness of waitin for my turn
to use this com and o work and talk aft the guys finished their stupid soccer
game happily.

Hoh..~


Knp sih tmn gw itu ga ngmg2 whahah. aneh?~