Oh..~ I have found the lyrics of the song that I had been
wanting to post ever since last 2 weeks. The problem with
last 2 weeks is that, I cant remember anythin abt the song
& the tune and teh title. how crazy was that. NOw I know.
Haha. Thanks to Koko Toni, our Mr. Bond. Haha..

Ajarku Berdiam- GMB
Ajarku berdiam
Dekat dihatimu
Saat kuberpaling
Temukan cintamu

Disana Kau menanti
Tuk bawaku lagi
Bersekutu dalam kasih yg sejati

Ohh…. Kudamba hadirmu…
Ohh…. Inilah rinduku

Hidupku.... Hanyalah untukmu
Segenap hatiku kagum akan kebaikanmu
Nafasku.... Mencri’takan kasihmu
Ajarku berdiam dekat dihatimu

Oh..~ I have found the lyrics of the song that I had been
wanting to post ever since last 2 weeks. The problem with
last 2 weeks is that, I cant remember anythin abt the song
& the tune and teh title. how crazy was that. NOw I know.
Haha. Thanks to Koko Toni, our Mr. Bond. Haha..

Ajarku berdiam
Dekat dihatimu
Saat kuberpaling
Temukan cintamu

Disana Kau menanti
Tuk bawaku lagi
Bersekutu dalam kasih yg sejati

Ohh…. Kudamba hadirmu…
Ohh…. Inilah rinduku

Hidupku.... Hanyalah untukmu
Segenap hatiku kagum akan kebaikanmu
Nafasku.... Mencri’takan kasihmu
Ajarku berdiam dekat dihatimu

Funny, It's 3 50 a.m in teh morning, I'm supposed to off
the comp & I juz found out that I havent blog in whad
whappened today. Yeah, we had our GL trainin session,
which was proven okay but due to lack of enthusiasm,
lack of ppl turnin up & lack of the 'engines', kinda drop
dead lah. haha. yeah, me & beat were the twins for the
day. I realise something, i cnt dance. Gillian was
complainin abt my dance again & again. I think I gt her
frustrated. It's ok dear, i'll yong gong learn the bloody
dance. Yeh..

Then went to makan with Eugene, James & Idil. Funny guys,
Hahaha...

*coba kaupandangi langit malam ini.
Bila itu tak cukup mengganti
Coba kauhirup udara pagi
Aku di sini.

Putri, jangan menangis...


~Jikustik- Pandangi Langit Malam ini

hoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~ Today was somekind of
movie marathon. Yeah, wake up late, as usual. I was
woken up by the alarm arnd 10, but went back to slp,
wake up arnd 11, but I didnt understand how I officially
awaken arnd 12. Oh man so yeah.. I'm late. hahaa..
Seks & Mud had to wait for me like... 1/2 an hour then
we made a move to gQ's place. Watched some "jammin"
session of some guitarist (joe Satriani), wondered if he is
pure caucasian or whad, cos i dun thikn satriani is an
american surname.. Maybe he is mixed or somethin. whaha.

Went to makan with gQ. Well, yeah, he ate. So in the end
me, mud & seks went 7-11 to buy some cupnoodles and
gt ourselves 2 DVDs for us to watch. They were "Van Hellsing"
& "Sky Captain..". Nice.. although I prefer Van Hellsing more.
Well, back to my hm, I watched Big Fish (my uncle's DVD).
It is somewhad interesting, the storyline and all. I am amazed
that it successfully moved me, yeah. I shed my tears in one of
the episodes. Hikz. (not those "huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~"-in session
for sure)

Yeah yeah yeah~ I luv BIlly Crudup, Hugh Jackman,
Jude Law, Gweneth Partlow! They're greatt. whahaha.. yes yes yes.

Billy Crudup, ever since I saw him on Stage Beauty I had always
liked him. Wahaha.. Do I sound like a high sch kids again?
Oh man... muz be the head pain. whaha. oh yeah, forget to mentioned,
I was outside gQ's hse, wearin my sandals when I tried to get up and
hit my head against his gate. Oh man.. that part of my head hurts now.
Hope it will nt turn blue black or somethin. God help me.

Dunia ini penuh dengan
cerita maya yang tak terjelaskan.
Apakah kubisa percayakan hatiku?
Mungskin semua ini hanyalah mimpi.
Tapi mimpi siapa?
Mimpi manusia, mimpi Tuhan?
Atau ini hanyalah khayalan belaka..
Dimana hidup ini tertuju sebagai tempat latihan
Tuk kuatkan iman dan jiwa ini
Agar kita bisa dapatkan yang terbaik di Surga nanti?

Oh God, wrapped me in Your palms..
Just don't ever let go of me.
Cause I may have drowned in this darkness pit,
When You put Your eyes somewhere off for a second or less.

OH well, today was kind of borin, yeah..
Until later at night then it turned out to be kind of ok.

Wake up arnd 9.. incredible, i shall say. Ate maggie mie
today, man~ straight cut to the grave... Agein & dyin of
Mono Sodium Glutamate.

Talked to my guardian abt my bros. Juz hope that the 2
will study hard enough to get it to the next level.. & yeah
passed English if possible.. PLs.. hikz..

It was like.. 1+ when i decided that I shall go out cos I cant
stand it. Plannin to roam Orchard road, for fun.. to try out
some outfit... to hang out in Kinokuniya my heaven.. & to
buy the stuffs i need to buy. IN the end, I went to Parkway
Parade. Met SekJia & Hans & Tim & another fren skateboardin..
Went hm arnd 4...

Arnd 5, a few bus stops form my hse, I received an sms from Boss
Fred. He's askin for us to makan with him so yeah, in the end
me, Beat, XJ and Fred went to eat at Long JOhn. Went hm with
Beatrice. Hahahaa...

Funny fact of today:
We were talkin (scumpily) about those veteran chinese actors and
actresses who started off their carreer as porn actors/actresses.
We were indentifyin their faces from the front cover of the movies
at one of the movie shop. It's lame lah, laughing all the way.
On our way to the bus interchange, Freddy said that Beat shall
open a production hse that produces porn movies.
Fred> Yeah, beat shall open a production hse and produce porn movies
kath> spare that idea. She's innocent. do not corrupt her.
Beat> yeah! Anyway, max is more suitable for the job
Kath> Imagine he said, "cut!" "do it again!"
Fred> Yeah, then the actress & actors hav to do it again & again
Beat> Then he'll say, "no good! come, i show u how"
fred> then he do it with teh gurl & record it for teh movie


whad a lame thing to dsay.. whaha very2 scumpy.. very2 HFC
Hahahaha

DC Talk:: What If I stumble?

What if I stumble,
what if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all
Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble,
and what if I fall?

Father please forgive me for I cannot compose
The fear that lives within me or the rate at which it grows
If struggle has a purpose on the narrow road you've carved
Why do I dread my trespasses Will leave a deadly scar?

Do they see the fear in my eyes? Are they so revealing?
This time I cannot disguise all the doubt I'm feeling

Everyone's got to crawl when you know that
You're up against a wall, it's about to fall
I hear you whispering my name
You say My love for you will never change, never change

What if I stumble?
What if I fall?
You never turn in the heat of it all
What if I stumble,
what if I fall?
You are my comfort, and my God

A song by DC Talk, Haha... yeah.... Sometimes I feel this way..

When I say that I love you :: franky sihombing

You feel that you’re lonely
It doesn’t prove that you are alone
You feel that nobody wants you
It doesn’t mean that no ones cares about you

Listen to the words I say
For I will always be by your side
You mean everything to Me
And I will never leave you
Cause I love you so

If you think that you’re nothing
Before Me you are something beautiful
You think that you can’t do anything
But you can do a lot of things with Me

When I say that I love you
It means I’ll give the best for you
When I say that I love you
I will give everything for you

No more fear about the future
And blame for the past
I’ll give everything when I say that I love you

I want you to know that I died for you
I want you to know that I gave all My life for you
When I say that I love, say that I love you

Franky Sihombing is an Indo gospel singer.
This song is about Christ love for us.
Yeah.. Love the lyrics..

Aw.. today is a tired day. I dun understand why,
but i felt tired constantly. Wake up at 11, ate my
Indomie again, man~ I'm headin towards balding
& cancer.. argh...

Arnd 1+, sent off my cousin Albert to the airport.
Ate our lunch there, Ajisen Ramen, bloooody ex &
yes I'm super broke. But he seemed to be down, so
yeah, might as well cheer him up, pay half of his food
price. Haha. CRazy.

Anyway, was findin some song lyrics for my church's
MOthers' Day stuffs when I stumbled upon a resourceful
blog filled with some of the lyrics that I wanna find
sometime ago. Hahaa..~

Oh well, I dunno why, this week seemed to be a hell for
almost everyone I know. Why why? hahaha.. Me too,
included, from feelin down down down to feelin tired tired
tired. Haha..

Oh yeah, speakin of which Lynette was writin a journal on
religion & yeah, sometimes I was thinkin on how I ended up in
Christianity. Oh well, yeah... I came from a 5-religions primary
sch in Indo, which means, u get to choose whad religion u want
to study there because religion is in examinated subjects list.
So yeah, my mom registered me for Catholics, cos she want me
to score well mah, as Buddhism was kind of hard, with the
memorisin of poem etc blah blah. So yeah... Lil by lil I gt to know
& learn abt God.. But Catholic believed that by prayin to Mary
the mom of Jesus on Earth, our prayer will be heard more or
somethin like that. They taught us to pray to teh saints for help
etc. (tts the diff with Christianity) Oh well~

Anyway, based on that I started to believe that there is God,
somewhere somehow unexplanable but true He exists.
When I went to Sg to study, I went to Indo Christian church
& read the bible. (in my pri sch, those ppl takin catholics may not
be catholics.. & we dun learn the bible..juz a few passage from it)
& yeah, I found my first love, which is God. I dunno how, i dunno why,
but I now that I will never turn my back against Him, no matter whad
happens. It's like... true love, whad Beatrice called "child-like faith"
when u believe without even seeing any proof or somethin. It's not
random pick on someone you love becos you know He's there and yes,
sometimes I do feel some of His miracles that worked in me.. How I had
been shaped by Him.

Yes I am thankful for Him, cos He is good, I mean, yeah, well sometimes I
do complain abt my life & so but yeah.. generally I'm ok with everythin.
I dun get those bad treatments and stuffs. I gt so many lovin ppl arnd me,
i was given a gd brain, a clear conscience (guess so) & stuffs.

Yes I do love Him becos He is the provider, but there are more to it.
Somethin unexplanable.............~ Tts why I tried to refrain myself from
gettin into places that may lead me into sin... becos I know i'm weak.
Gahahaha.. so yeah.. tts abt me for today. Oh i talked much..

Hoh... Bassfish groupie?
Oh well, trust me, it sounded more like
Bassfish mama, haha.

Anyway, maintainin the photo sections
for the web. Anyone with their photos
can submit them to me.

Thanks.

visit their web @ www.bassfish.tk

Bassfish: Ninah in action.. that's the end of my bassfish photo bunks. collected sometime arnd these times.. whaha 

Bassfish: my brother singin... "Down down down down.." 

Bassfish: Nice red tomatoes..  

Bassfish: Someone's tryin to look sexy as he strummed the guitar. gurls go & devour this pic 

me & beat at some toilet. whahaa 

my lil bro..... brushing teeth: "ah.. relaxxx~" 

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh~ Lotsa things are chasing after meeeeeeeeeeeee!!
Helpppppppppppppppp!

Haha.. Wake up late... procrastinated a bit at home. went out with the
Fish. Go makan and procrastinate at the S11 Tampines Central.
Man~ Word association is a good thing to pass the time. & yeah, I still
couldn't find the SONICFLOOD CD that I want. Haiyahhh!

I could listen to that CD (I used to hav the cassete but it was gooone)
for like.. 4 months without failing.. Man..

Anyway.. this weke is a depression week. whahaa Lotsa ppl came to
me to share with me abt their love life & as always.. many of em resolved
in givin up. oh well.... Depression week. wahaha I'm nto spared too. whahaa
but not really. since i dun really give a damn abt this anymore..
Only me & my Glivis now. My Glivis..! My Glivis! Hahaha...
he shall live in Crystal Dragon forever and I do hope he'll get attracted to
my Arianrhod, & stop gayin abt Baragh the bloody evil guy. Haha.
Hahaha.. Hahaha. Makoto Narita may appear on my life
someday, which i do hope he wil appear, but if he dun, well it's not like
i will kill myself or whad. maybe i'll be lonely in my olden days. whaha. But yeah,
once i could adpot kids, i will adopt a few & keep me company. whahaa..

Heck i sound like gramps now. whahahaa..

Aduh...
I'm a bit "hu shi luan xiang" now.
Maybe becos of the headache..
Oh man.. the burning sensation
on my forehead and neck...
Whad happened? I dunno...

Anyway.... Shall not continue my
lamentation of some facts of life
that I woould not like to remember.
All I know.. I am trully blessed to
have so many love from my
friends and (erm.. maybe) families..
I shall be contented with teh way I
am livin now and shall not think far
beyond this for some stuffs, and
to persevere in other aspect of life
such as ...... welllll... i dunno..
but yeah.... somethings that i need to
persevere on deh.. whahaha..

*Sarah McLachlan- Angel*

Went to usher for the 2nd service today.
It was great, I guess workin together with
BIlly and the gank for such a long time created
a chemistry, so strong that today all of the
ushers were wearing blue shirts. How
wonderful is t! we're not talkin abt shades
and hues of blue.. the EXACT same blue!
Hahahaha..

Went out to eat at Bakmie (S11 Cuppage) and
to Taka, accompanyin Feni to get her hair cut
at lvl 5, then to Far East as Martha gt her hair
extention done. Hahhaa.. yeah, she gt a tail like
me now. Hahahaha...

to be continued.. haha

Hoh..~
Today was a hectic day. It was
started with me goin out to
Lavender with mud to renew
my bro's student card. Yeah, bfore
so, I had to meet my guardian who
cleverly hold her IC and left the hse
early in the mornin, without seeing
us (she wasnt at hm the night before)

Then, we gt there almost 12, did everythin
by 1++. Went down to gQ's place and
left for church. Today's topic was
"Pelepasan- The release of all the bondage
of the evil". Anyway, that was good.
Then went back to GQ's hse to hav my dinner
with the 'kids' whaha. (gQ & Mud).
Anyway.... Yeah.. today was fun.. Very2 fun.
I love being busy. yeah yeah,...~


Tuhan, kumohon dengan sangat, lindungilah domba ikalMu itu.
Kurasakan sesuatu yang tak indah meliputi dirinya,
kuberdoa agar dia selalu ada di dalam lindunganMu.
Kau yang ciptakan dirinya, Kau yg bentuk jalan hidupnya.
Galau di hati ini, tak kurela jika sang domba kan hilang sentuhannya.
Tuhan kumohon, lindungilah domba ikalMu itu.
Amen.

Potret- Bunda

Kubuka album biru
Penuh debu dan kusam
Kupandangi semua gambar diri
Kecil bersih belum ternoda

Pikirkupun melayang
Dahulu penuh kasih
Teringat semua cerita orang
Tentang riwayatku

Kata mereka diriku selalu dimanja
Kata mereka diriku selalu ditimang

Nada nada yang indah
Selalu terurai dariku
Tangis anak dari bibirku
Takkan jadi deritamu

Tangan halus dan suci
Telah menangkap tubuh ini
Jiwa raga dan seluruh hidup
Rela diberikan

Kata mereka diriku selalu dimanja
Kata mereka diriku selalu ditimang
Oh bunda ada dan tiada dirimu
Kan selalu ada didalam hatiku

a song abt mother. Oh~ Nice..

Katon Bagaskara- Negeri Di awan

Di bayang wajahmu
Kutemukan kasih dan hidup
Yang lama lelah aku cari
Di masa lalu

Kau datang padaku
Kau tawarkan hati nan lugu
Selalu mencoba mengerti
Hasrat dalam diri

Kau mainkan untukku
Sebuah lagu tentang neg'ri di awan
Di mana kedamaian menjadi istananya
Dan kini tengah kau bawa
Aku menuju kesana

Ternyata hatimu
Penuh dengan bahasa kasih
Yang terungkapkan dengan pasti
Dalam suka dan sedih

Nice song, Katon's song are always so peaceful.
& yeah, with that melody.. whaha.. This song
was the soundtrack for a tv series in RCTI,
last time,w hen i was in pri sch, that took up
the entire slot of my doraeomon slot. whaha.
It was abt "anak bangsa", which means,
"kids of the nation"

Dewa- Pupus

Aku tak mengerti
Apa yang ku rasa
Rindu yang tak pernah
Begitu hebatnya
Aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tahu
Meski kau tak'kan pernah tahu

Aku persembahkan hidupku untukmu
Telah kurelakan hatiku padamu
Namun kau masih bisu
Diam seribu bahasa
Dan hati kecilku bicara

Baru ku sadari
Cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan
Kau buat remuk seluruh hatiku

Semoga waktu akan mengilhami sisi hatimu yang beku
Semoga akan datang keajaiban
Hingga akhirnya kau pun mau
Aku mencintaimuLebih dari yang kau tahu
Meski kau tak'kan pernah tahu

Nice song. A rather disturbing & lame lyrics. whaha..
Oh well, juz collectin some lyrics so i could use it while
listenin to its MP3. whahaha..

Project Pop- Dangdut is the music of my country

Siapa tidak mengakui perbedaan
Tidak pernah diajari di skolahan
Semua orang macam-macam diciptakan
Cakep atau jelek smua punya perasaan

Ada orang Batak, ada orang Jawa
Ada orang Ambon, ada juga orang Padang
Ada orang Menado, ada orang Madura
Ada orang Papua, nggak disebut jangan marah

Apakah yang dapat menyatukan kita
Salah satunya dengan musik

Reff:
Dangdut is the music of my country
Dangdut is the music of my country
My country oh my country
Dangdut is the music of my country
My country oh my country

Aaaa, my countryy

Kalau kamu ngerti tentang persatuan
Mengapa adu domba mudah dilakukan
Kenapa mudah hilang kesabaran
Kenapa semua mudah diprovokasikan

Ada kulit hitam, ada kulit putih
Ada rambut panjang, ada juga rambut kerinting
Ada mata besar, ada mata sipit
Ada orang kaya, ada juga orang miskin

Apakah yang dapat menyatukan kita
Salah satunya dengan musik

Reff

A very good & interesting song. I must say, rich in meaning
and humouric as well. Project Pop is an Indo musicians,
who alwayz come up wif some cocky and humorous lyrics,
lame music videos and funny themes.. haha.. Read the lyrics.
You may find it beautiful. hahaha.. & anyway, yeah.. although
I don't like dangdut, but that type of music is fun to listen
and to sng along sometimes. whahaha..

Huahhh~ Slept at 5 a.m this mornin
cos i went to watch "Monalisa Smile"
on DVD... &... wake up at... 3 p.m! whaha.
Blooody piggie piggie piggg.!
Oh man... So yeah.. ate Indomie
goreng again and setttled myself in my bed,
watchin "City of Angels". Nice movie..
I luv it.. (although the recordin's so sucky that
it was very2 very dark... )

Went to pukat (cell grp) juz now. Lotsa ppl were not
there, i guess this is the "parents season" cos many
parents are here to visit their kids.. Wow. Haha..
Susan didnt come cos she gt exam, Cath didnt come
cos she gt sundy sch trainin, ci Ling didnt come as
she had to attend her cousin's bday. & yeah... today's
pretty much spacey... Only 6 of us came & we bully
Koko Toni. Hahaha...

Koko Toni: Ayatnya berbunyi.. KUKURUYUKK~

Oh man.. so lame, another thime he did it with MBEEE~
My gosh.. wahahahaha.... & when everyone stopped laughin
my beautiful kid aka my hp started to ring (my sms tone, the
indo laughter).. Hhaha..

Didnt do much today but yeah.. we sang this beautiful song,
Give us clean hands,
Give us pure hearts,
Let us not lift ourselves to another.

Oh God let us be
A generation that seeks,
That seeks Your face,
Oh God of Jacob.

Haha... Many thoughts juz kept comin to my mind,
it lingered there for a while, but somehow i managed
myself to shoo em away, Juz in case i'll go mad. whaha.

Listenin to XJapan-Crucify my love.
My gosh, another song that stuck on
my head today, apart form Matchbox
20- Push & Oasis-Wonderwall. haha.

Today, my day was kind of greaaaat~
Yeah, went out wif the Fishes. Aft Glenn
left we went to Kallang to get GQ's stuffs
then to City Hall to get Samson's stuffs.
Yeah.. whaha the whole hilarious thing
happened, but i shall not discuss em here,
unless u asked me in private.
Hahahahaa...

Anyway, gt a poem out of my brain somehow,
composed em while bathin. whaha.. Relax,
there's no scumpiness in it..

Manusia berkata,
"Kutahu cinta kan hampiriku nanti..."
Kutanya,
"Bangunlah dari mimpimu, sobat."
Tak dapat kupungikiri
Bahwa hati ini memimpikan saat2 bahagia,
sebagai seorang perempuan utuh yang memiliki
Kasih sayang dan cinta kasih.
Namun hari2 itu telah berlalu,
digantikan oleh kenyataan kalbu
Dan kupun mulai percaya
Bahwa tak da hal yang sempurna.
Hal terdekat yang pernah kualami
Hanyalah khayalan mata belaka
Dan tlah kupelajari
Bahwa menjaga hati adalah hal terbaik
Yang dapat kulalukan
Agar kutak terluka atupun berlinang
Agar semua bisa berjalan indah di hari2 ku
Tak kupercaya lagi hari2 itu
Kan datang hampiriku
Karena tu, selamat jalan hatiku
Kutahu kau ingin hidup
Maafkan ku..
Kuharus bunuh dirimu
Malam ini...
Detik ini...

Lame..........~

Todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....................
I slept at 6. Haha. yeah.. My bro
(the youngest) opened the door to find
me sittin at the floor, still sortin out
the bloody documents. Hehehe..
Hell, it was like........ twice or triple the
thickness of my chinese dict! Hahaha.
Anywae.. his reaction was like,
"loe gila yah?! Tidur, tidur!" Hahaha..

Then... woke up late, supposed to gt to
my uncle's place to get him his doc by
10 (cos journey from there to sch is arnd
45 mins..) but yeah... woke up at 12.. hahaha.
So I was late for Orientation meeting & didnt
go to his place. haha..

Anyway, speakin of which, we went to City Hall
aft the meeting (Shan & Beat). HMV didnt hav
whad Shan wants so yeah..She went back hm
to bathe before goin to work while Beat & me
spent out time to Funan to check the 'JOhn 3:16'
Camera shop then to Peninsula.. Checkin out
some stuffs. whahhaa. Aft which we went to
Suntec... NOthin much lah. whaha Bought our
"Sunshine" clothes together. whahaahaha..
Then go to Carefour, lamin arnd, then....
drink soya milk & hui jiaaaaaaaa. whaha..

NOt so much of a new updates.. yeah?
Maybe my life had turned boring?
Hoh, not really, esp when things keep on happenin
day by day, it'll keep me away from negative thoughts,
juz exactly whad gQ said abt distract urself somehow.
Hahahaha...

My Comatose still goin... Man, hopefully the story will
make sense to u guys etc. whahaa ...
Anyway, saw "virgin" on the golden Village today. Oh man!
My VCD! Hahahaa.. but ya lah, they hav subtitles here, so
for those of u, who dun understand indo... go & watch Virgin..
INterestin story... I hav it w/o subtitles. whahahaa..
If u wan.... go watch it urself. whahahaa..

http://www.geocities.com/kath2401/chara.jpg
try clickin on it to find out more about the
characters from Nana, the manga that I hav been
talkin about ever since the return to Sg. whaha..
Thanks to Junko's Bar for the infos. hehehe...

Oh lala, man..!
Haha, I worked for $1 per hour today. whahaha..
OKie lah, tts workin wif uncle, flexible but lame
as well. Yeah, whaha. tts great cos arnd 4 he took me
& his soon + daughter for a movie then makan at the
Pariss Tampines Mall, which was 35 bucks/-head.
Anywae, enjoyed my siew May & smoked Salmon,
but the oily taste really2 stuck my my throat, yucky
yuck yuck. whaha..
Now, still doin his clearin up stuffs. Haha..
nywae, watched Pacifier. Nt tt ncie though.
Rin called me from Indo to tell me she gt into a
uni & com college in the States. Jia you, sayang,
loe tau gw bakal support apa aja choices yg loe
pilih. Huehehee.. (kayak org nikah aja.. haha)

Nywae again, the cumulonimbus cloud showed up
once more, replaying last night's scenes. I told ya.
Maksut dr tulisan ga nyambung ini:
Nah kan, dah gw blgin, jangan pengen yg macem2.
Jangan bergesekan ma dosa, bahaya nanti.
Tuhan, tolong lindungi domba ikalMu.
Agar senantiasa berjalan di terangMu yang kekal.
Amen. Lindungi dia dr segala mara bahaya,
gesekan2 maut sang kegelapan.

Comatose is up here. Hahaha...
Anywae... Casino will be built in
Singapore. darn govt.
Money booster but moral downfall.
Egomaniac
hikz hikz hikz..

A prayer..~
Tuhan Allah semesta..
Hanya Kau yang tahu isi hatiku sekarang ini
Kau lihat dengan jelas kekhawatiranku,
kegelisahanku, kegalauanku...
Tuhan tolong Kau tutup bungkus domba2Mu
Dengan kuasa kasihMu yang tak berkesudahan
Karena kubimbang bahwa kegelapan mungkin
kan menelan jiwa seorang domba ikal
Tolong Kau jaga hatinya, agar tak terbuai dengan
akhlak keduniawian semata, yang mengutamakan
kebahagiaan sementara dan kurang seksama
memantau mara bahaya yang kan meliputinya
Di kemudian hari.
Oh Allahku, Bapaku oh Tuhan.
Tutup bungkus dia dengan kasihMu.
Agar hidupnya kan senantiasa aman sejahtera...
Amin.

HOh lala~!
Okie.. Angsty part a bit. The blooooody Justin Goh isnt
gonna pay up for the death of my hp. Haha.. He kept on
bloooodily insistin tt he's not in the wrong side.
"All I am responsible are the safety of the students.
I am not responsible for their belongings..." huhu,
true, true enough... true enough until we reached the point
whereby u blooodily pushed my bro into the water. U get
whad i mean? INcapable teacher! Hah! Useless arse! i hope ur
wedding ring gt lost forever... ir at least gt into the wrong hands.
Huh!

Anyway.. lighten up a bit. Went to Queensway wif Mud, GQ & Glenn.
Tried to find stuffs there but to no avail. Anywae, the ride was
provided by Feny & Diles. Thank you so much yah guys. Hikz.. daku
jd terharu haru, haru biru biru ungu merah kuning ijo..! Hahahaa.
Okie..i'm lame.

Gt hm arnd 9 15, hoh soo early. Anywae.. Hahahaa...

HOhoho.. Woke up arnd 10 30...
Ate nice breakfast... anywae..
Hahaha.. Itss been a while...
& i'm gettin fat..ARgh!!
Fat is an overused word. Funny.
Lemme recall whad i wanna type
juz now,.. Gimme a moment..

Ah yah... anyone has a simple but
nice & interestin blog skin for my
"kid"'s blog? Hm hm......

Been talkin GQ last nite, i can
understand bro, understand.
So yeah.. jia you! Haha.
& the Mario Song.. i cant take it,
it's soo emo & full of things that I dun believe
anymore. Hahahaa..

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh~!
I really wanna draw blooood noooooooooooow!
That blooooooooody Justin Goh, yeah, i'm gonna
remember him as my 7650 murderer.!
HOw dare her called my parents in Indo & explained
to them that he is not to be hold responsible for the
death of my phone! I mean, hey! u blooody pushed
my bro down the water at East Coast Park, it's a
bloooody good thing my bro didnt die or gt injured!
I mean, heh! East Coast Park was where my toe gt
pierced by a broken bottle in the water i was swimmin
at, back in my sec sch days, durin one of my church outtin.
I didnt f********* count that in my reasonin wif him.
& yeah, when my bro went into teh water, he had every
inch of him & his belongings weeeet! His money, his paper
cards, his EZ link (whad if he inserted it in teh MRT slot?)
& the mostr impt item, my baby nokia 7650! Huaaaaaarrrrrh!
etc.. He gt himself wet all over, I mean, it's a lucky thing my bro
didnt catch a flu or died of pneumonia. Yeah rite! tt blooody
300 dollars is nothin compared to your blooody salary of at least
2000 bucks per month. & yeah... Each person has to take responsibility
over their own action, since when secondary school teacher are
excempted from them?
Its the blooody arsehole attitude of him that boiled my everythin,
I mean, yeah... I mean.. arghhhh! injustice! I cried of injusticeeeeeeee!
I do not wish to make this big all over, like writin to tt bloody straits
times forum, but you know i may when i think this is needed.
Hurhhh...!

Anywae, tryin to start a new blog rite now, it'll be a fictional blog, becos
i dunno, bein inspired by the movie "Virgin" tt i bought in Indo. I luv
tt movie, very very interestin. Hohoho...

Alrite yeah.... Went to my church juz now, then makan at Cine...
Then went to Bugis wif Shan & Beat + Rayner to do a check on the clothin
stuffs, for Mewmooo. hahaa.. Anywae, yeah.. whaha.. tts abt it. whaha

JOke of the day:
We were walkin to teh basement of the Cineleisure when we saw "samara"
ad at the walls wif the female ghost comin out from the well, wif tired
eyes, a bit of red capillaries at the white part of teh eyes.
Anton: Wow man, the one who acted as the female ghost muz be sufferin..
Diles: Why?
Anton: Becos her eyes were so red & yet she couldnt drop an Insto for them

*Insto is a medicated eye lubricant to cure eye infection*

Lame.. hahahaha... i know i know.. if you picture this in indo, it'll be funnier.

Lalala..~
sorry, i wasnt in my powerful state, so yeah, slpt kinda
early, didnt blog at all. Aniwae, yest i went to my uncle's
hse, workin for him, helpin wif the placement of the stuffs
he has at hm. anywae, went out wif my cousin at nite.
Tts all. When i reached hm, dead on teh bead. hahaha..
oh yeah, saw phoebe workin. hehe.

The bloody english teacher of my bro's is givin me headache
once more. He refused to pay & gave everyone all sort of his
bed-time stories to stop us from gettyin him to pay. I mean,
is this whad u want us to see from Singapore's education?
Man, is this someone whom we should all learn frm?
Someone coward enough to make a promise to call my dad & explain
everythin but in teh end nv call at all, someone who call himself a
teacher but refused to take his responsibilities when things involvin
money happened. I mean, where the heck is your mind, your
understandin on how important your role in this society is?
Again, are you gonna betray the faith & trust we hav towards teacher,
that they are our nurturer. Haha, is this whad u want ppl to treat u when
they did u wrong? Funny guy, i shall meet him this monday to make things
clear.

Man~! Yeah, call urself a christian, i do forgive, but oh well, take
this shit as a lesson to learn, like it or not, pls pay. You hav to take the real
world, whad you do is whad you get. Like it or not, & worse, you're a
teacher! you're a damn english teacher! And a secondary 1 form teacher!
Whad the heck you think u're messin up urself as?


Oh.. sorry, haha. Thsi is not meant for everyone's scolding, only a release
of my emo to tt dumb fair arse teacher, who taught my bro english
& is his form teacher as well, who pushed my bro to the seaside & caused
my beloved (R.I.P) NOkia 7650 to be put to rest forever.
You killed my baby, now u pay. Hahahahaahaa... (my baby= nokia 7650)

hahaha..~ A day in Riana's hse.. Full of funny stuffs. Yeah yeah.. a posed picture. Hikz.. hikz.. (jd keinget filmnya Vicky Zao yg Kabut Cinta) 

"What the heck am I waitin for?" Haha, a random picture taken in boredom back in Indo 

In Riana's hse: The candles - a bday present from her friend 

wacky me & my bro while we were in indo... erm.. last holiday. Hahaha... 

WOOOOOOOOOOOhooooooooooo ..!
The chalet was good, yes yes.. Well,
at least things dun flop the last minute.
Yes it's true we gt kinda bit of complaints
but yeah, gt it, will improved when we gt
the chance to organise another chalet or
HFC outting again.

Aniwae, was sick teh entire chalet & i guessed
i spread the 'love' (virus) to almost everyone.
Forgive me, we hav to share the love, my friend.
Hahahaha.. No lah, seriously, forgive me....

On the 1st day fo chalet, Beat met up wif me
to get to gQ's hse. Shan & Max were there too,
we move all the 'ammunitions' for the chalet from
GQs hse by Taxi. (This time arnd, Rayn & Justin joined us)
Aniwae, when we reached Aranda, many had arrived
(check Shan's blog to find out teh names.. Haha)
We gt to 2222, which is at the 3rd floor. Oh lala....
I gt into a massive exercisin move up & down teh stairs
countless times durin the bbq. Hahaa...

Anywae... Diana were talkin abt ghost stories when somethi
super funny happened.. Oh man, i swear it was hilarious,
(ups.. no swearin.. take back my swear). Glenn, u need to
hav the faith dude. hahahaha.. Where's teh God inside u, man?

Then, when we went out frm teh room, somthin scary happened.
Beat & Shan went missin in teh park, GQ & Justin were callin ppl
back in the chalet. Oh my, so yeah, we rushed down to their
position when i finally get connected to the gurls...They were playin
a joke on them lah. Hoh... Thank God nothin major happened.
Juz a minor mission possible + ch 8 drama series at 7 pm. Yeah,
everyone is ok. Hahaha.. We came back from teh park arnd 6 to 7..
Saw the beautiful sunrise.. oh lala..

2nd day, the excitement was a lil bit gone, cos ppl are tired & dyin
to rest. Hehe.. But yeah.. the game of PS2 still continue & the mahjong
Valley still havin their own activities without fail. Hahahaha...
I get to learn the simple facts on hwo to play mahjong. BUt yeah, not
gonna play it, i dun wanna get somethin addictive in my blood. Hahaha..
Gambling den.. Hahahaha.. wif no money of coz..

As alwayz, we had anotehr bbq session wif only arnd 17 ppl left. oh maybe
a bit more.. then we went upstairs, clean up & celebrate the belated of
Shiling's & early Rayner's bday then went to the park for the nite walk
once more. Sat on teh bridge wif a grp of us as we were waitin for GQ,
Stan & Fred. Met up wif Justin & his grp aft they separated and went to
the swamp. Haha.
The playgrnd rockz.. spiderweb is a very fun game. The other spiderweb,
the smaller one, were fun as well.

Oh yeah... gt back arnd 5 or 6 i guesss... (a.m..) Then slept a while, at 10,
woken everyone up. Gt out from the chalet at arnd 11, then (hurrah hurrah)
me, Beat & abel gt the taxi 1st! (haha, poor mud, GQ, Shan & Rayner)
HIhihihi..
Its like, when we gt the taxi, the 3 of us spontaneously shouted "yay!" then
"bye2" whahaha.. funny...

Slept at arnd 1pm, wake up at arnd 5 pm. Then gt to Cityhall for the
contemporary dance (free tix by Tia) at arnd 7. Hahhaa.. We gt Mud, GQ, Philo,
Alex, Pris, Will(her friend), Diana, the friends (3),Gill & Adli. Met up wif Tia
& her friend, an architech as well. Nice guy, fun guy.. Gagaga..
The dance was very2 fresh to me, i nv see those before.
which is an eye openin session, interestin. hahaha...
Then we went to McD, whereby Tia's friend treat us some drink
& me, GQ & Mudwent off to makan at a kopitiam. Hahaha. fun2....
So yeah..... i hav fun days. Hahahaa...

When days get borin, u know u hav to do somethin to filll em up. hoho.
ciao..!

Mokoto Narita - Glivis 

Today, my friend, today..
Hurrrah..
Hahaha..
Had been waitin for this....
For so long...
And now it comes...
So yeah..
"The battle is ooooon tonite!"
Haha, i mean... *sheepishly*
The battle of arrangin everythin smoothly.
Hahaha.. Yeah....

Wake up at 9, watched Oprah Show.
How many of you watch it? The show is great,
It had captured my heart everytime i see it.
Aniwae... Listenin to:
Asian KungFu Generation- Rewrite (FMA soundtrack)
The song completely stuck on my head.
With its tentacles stucked at the folds of my cerebrum.

Yeah. today i went out wif the gurls to get the
things needed for chalet. Arnd 3, we were
stucccccccck becos of the rain...
Aniwae, things are done.. We did everythin alrite,
dumpin every possible load in gQ's hse. whahaa.

Hm.. I may hurt ppl wif today's entry, but bear wif
me, this may get me shot in the head but i hav to say it
anywae..
Yes, I am worried over a friend. I wish he could reflect on
what he did & whad his actions had done to us, rather than
focusin himself on whad he is doin now. Its like, you wont get
anywhere when you are doin a one-man show thingy.
I know that for a brighter stuffs we need some sacrificial
amount, but.. pls..... think abt ur survival as well.
And anywae... pls bear in mind that if u ask for a comment,
do jot it down. U dun run things that has a huge effect on somethin
by following you own preferences. Oh yeah, do respect ppl whose
capabilities are under you. PLs take into account some small things
that may affect the things you're doin now. Details of it.

Hooh.. I'm talkin too much.
Hereby, i gave u all an excerpt of Nana vol 4....
The one tt i was bringin out today


Jun: coba ajak teman yg lain
Jun: try askin the others
Kyosuke: iya, Nana. Sekalian cari pacar
Kyosuke: Yes, Nana. Find a boyfriend there
Nana: Aku sudah tak butuh cintaatau pacar
Nana: I dont need love or boyfriend anymore

Lebih baik seperti ini
Daripada cinta
Yang membawa sakit hati dan penderitaan
Yang kuinginkan bukan pacar
Tapi ksatria yang melindungiku
Tapi aku sudah mengerti
Tak ada hal seperti itu dalam kehidupan nyata
(Komatsu Nana, Nana vol 4, Yazawa Ai)

It is better this way
Rather than love
That brings upon heartache and suffering
All i want is not a boyfriend
But a man who protects me
But now i understand
There is no such thing in real world
(Komatsu Nana, Nana vol 4, Yazawa Ai)

Hohoho.. I'm back...
Anywae.. personally, i would like to thank my bro,
who happens not to know abt this blog, but nvm..
Haha. i tt he's gonna be those sourplum that refuse
to 'save' all my docs from bein reformatted, but he
did.. so yeah. Thank you again.

Gt back from Indo, today was a lil bit slack. I was
slackin myw ay, as i did every of the packin the
day before, left a bit & my mom did a repackin to fit
everythin inside. hehehe..

Gt to Sg arnd 8 30.. Huah~
I didnt expect a whole bunch of crowd to fetch me.
HIkz.. I am deeply touched. hehehe.. Its like... I hav
Mud, Farah, Fariz, GQ, Sekjhia, Beatrice, WeiShan,
Justin, Freddy, XJ, Max, Glenn.. Hahaha..
They gt stuffs tt they need. we ate the martabak bandung
at the McD. whahaha., Then discussed stuffs abt mewmoo
& went back by Bus 585 wif Mud & Fariz & take taxi
from the seletar camp. thank God, I only wasted 3.50 bucks hehe

Anywae, speakin of gentleman-ism... Fariz is certified a big time
gentleman. hahahaa. It had been a while ever since i gt those
treatment. Hahaa.. & yeah, Mud is learnin his way to become
a gentleman, good for ya, man. Learn tt from Fariz.

I read Rin's blog. Haha. she's deeply in love wif John Constantine. whaha
Rin, Rin... dari Leo ke Keanu, tp gpp, gw jg sukaaaaaaaaaaa sih. haha.
Tp.. buat gw... Glivis tetep no 1!!!! Hahahaa..

Try to find this comic book: Nana.. Its great... Some sort of J-Rock stories.
Hoho.. full of ncie & stylo milo ppl. Huhuhuhu..

hurraaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
the results are out~~!
I gt 3.08! i luv you ppl!
haha.. (sounds like an Oscar)
but no.. this is not my final grade..
It will hav to be somethin hiiiiiiiiiiiiigher than this..!
a bloody 4 if God premit..for my finale hehe


huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuuhu...!

huuuuuuuuraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!

Hohoho.. Be back veeery soon!
Aniwae... Packed up my stuffs,
done wif all the stuffs tt i need to buy. Hoho...
This 10 days of holiday are kinda short,
but meaningful & packed.. Its much better than
sittin here, idling for like.. 3 weeks.. haha.

Gt my 1st scoldin from my dad,who gt bad mood
(yeah, stocks market)& saw me watchin tv happily in the
room. So yeah, he scolded me for not touchin any chinese
books, forcin me to read at least 1 of em & kept on complainin
abt "this gurl is obviously crazy for not lovin chinese like maniac.."

Yeah. rite.. Love cant be forced.Chinese wont get its way through
my head wifforce. Wonder when my dad will stop buggerin me
abt readin chinese books, bringnin my bros to the library...
blah blah.. u think they wanna go wif me? haha. .yeah rite..!


Missin a lot of people hehe. & yeah.. I missed
my ceweqs, Riana P, Riana H, Jilly & Lilie. Oh well, .. hehehe,...

07-04-2005
Currently listenin to:
Saosin- I can tell
Kula shaker- Govinda
Love- Clark And Hilldale
Sample of something

This is getting insane.
Haha. My holiday here will be over soon.
I finally gt the ‘Photoshop installation CD’ from my aunt.
Anywae, you know that my life isn’t my life anymore when
things go by smoothly so yeah, hell the 30-days trial is over
& I cant used it unless I activated (which is givin me doubt,
erm.. u know.. Mangga Dua stuffs..) and yah. I dun hav tt
blooody internet connection in this hseeee. I do not know
whad’s the area code or whatsoever that we hav to fill for
the settin up. Haha. Craaaazy!

Oh well, on the bright side, I gt to fulfill almost everythin in
My checklist. How wonderful it is to see my checklist bein
ticked all over. Hahaha. Yeah.! I did stuffs to my hair, I did
stuffs to my face and I did stuffs to my brain. Hahaha. Lame.
Nah, the last part is not totally true.

Watched “Stage Beauty” on DVD. The storyline, chara
Development & everythin is great. I luv the whole movie, and not
forgettin, BILLY CRUDUP! He is awesommmeee.. hahaa..
Oh well, he’s in my “cowo oke “ list.

Anywae, went to Riana’s hse for a stayover on sat nite. Its great,
She and her sis were forcing me to ‘play along wif the clothes’.
Haha.. Its like… craziness all over.
Within the nite, I experienced the 30s, prom and parties. Haha.
Ask her for more info. Or ask me =p
I luv her, I really do. .At nite we were ½ asleep when she said,
”Kath, gw mao cari cowo bae..” and I’m like.. I dunno, I probably
muttered some crap that I dun even know whad and we concluded
that we shld sleep (u know,sometimes in between the consciousness
while u’re deeply sleepy. U’ll mumbled crap. Haha). Hahaha..

Oh well, seriously Rin, cowo bae? Hehehe. Cuman ada di dunia
Komik, beneran, Gw dah ktmu a few di komik.
1) Glivis (Crystal Dragon)
2) Cho hakkai (Gensomaden Saiyuki)
3) Makoto Narita (W Juliet)
4) Kakaknya Ran (Gals!)

Hahaha.. I am pretty much happy here. My dad didnt really show his
'darkside' so yeah.. things are fine. Hohohoho...

Henrita & Ing2..
She's one of the 4 models i handle juz now.
Wow... OKie, a bit history on her. She's... 16!!!
& yeah, she came from Cheko Slovakia, she's hot.
She went over the world , & gonna go to Japan soon
for the contract said so.. Her friend, fellow model Veronika,
told me & Je that she's a coorinated-swimmer
(ever see those Visa/Mastercard ad on swimmers that formed
shapes of whatever on the water?) .. Yeah, she's part of teh
nation's team & won 7 championship so far... Ranked 2nd in the world.
Great gurl.. Studyin part time too. I cant imagine her life.
Wow.. 

Oh wellllll,,,,,,,,, This entry better be out or else i'm gonna start
usin my friendster blog (not tt i hav one but they offered me).

Today was Feragammo show,
yesterday was British Young Designer show.
Yesterday, I saw Randall Tan....
Today... I MISSED MY FREAKIN CHANCE OF SEEIN
LOUIS KHOO aka KU TIAN LE. Oh well. hahahaa..
Its not tt i'm a big fan of him or whad so ever, juz out of curiousity.
Aft all, this is the dude that charmed many of my gurls, surely i had
to check this dude out, to see whad mojo he had in his soul. Haha.
Yeah, all the dressers werent supposed ot be out of the backstage while
the show was on & we're darn separated from teh audiences by a wooden wall
only...! Anywae, Christopher Lee & Jazlyn Tay were there too. Didnt get to
see them though.

Oh well, hahaha..
In 12 hours time, i'll be flyin my butt off to Indo. so yeah.. seee ya. whahaa
Packed up my stuffs juz now. Beat & Mud told me tt they cant make it for
tmr. hahaa.. Oh well, its ok ppl. U ppl are very2 nice that u think of sendin me off
so yeah. i shld thank u ppl again. Hehehe..

Oh well, Noah told me tt there's this cute indo boy that he wanna intro me to. Haha.
Funny boi, yeah lah NOah, i know u are interested in him, juz disturb him more yah!
Hahahaa... Do not throw the dude to me, (although he's not bad yeah? ahahaha)
Hal ini udah sampe di bates, dimana gw yakin gw ga bs percayain diri gw lagi sama
cowo manapun. Krn itu gw males lah dikenalin sama cowo A, B, C, D, E, F,G...
Pikirin amat deh.. Mungkin idup single itu udah jalannya gw. Hahahahaha..
Ciao. =p