Oh well, somethin is wrong wif blogger. sometimes i Lost my entries
even after they had this "done" in the screen. dumbie dumb dumb..

Dia dr kmaren nanya mulu apa gw udah ga pa pa, gw jd malu.
I mean, gw ga ngeharapin apa2, loe jgn ga enakan ma gw donk.
Yg gw mao tuh kebahagiaan loe aja & gw tau kmaren itu gw udah
secara ga langsung mengganggu kebahagiaan loe. Jd jgn ga enakan gt,
krn gw tau gw yg salah. Yg penting loe seneng, gt aja, jgn gara2 loe takut
gw sedih ato apa, lantas loe jd lepasin kesempatan elo.

Apa coba.. haihaihai

Jerome Aswathi.. Hahaha. The model for my "beautiful elegant Creature" in my deviantart... Tts the choc i was eatin for dinner. whahahaa.. (Jerome is in for Cleo's 50 Eligible Bachelor..) 

backstage no 2 

backstage.. whaha no 1 

Amore... nice clothes... I luv the stuffs in the head. hikz. i wann whahaha 

This may help....
Download or find the song "Heart of worship" or "All I am-Ruben Morgan"

Listen to it while closin ur eyes..
Yep..... the feeling is greeat..

Heart of Worship
when the music fades
all is stripped away
and i simply come

longing just to bring
something that's of worth
that will bless your heart

i bring you more than a song
for a song in itself
is not what you have required

you search much deeper within
through the way things appear
you're looking into my heart

chorus
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
and it's all about you
It's all about you, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing i've made it
when it's all about you
it's all about you, Jesus

King of endless worth
no one could express
how much you deserve

though i'm weak and poor
all i have is yours
every single breath

chorus

All I Am
Into Your hands
I commit again
With all I am
For You...

You hold my world
In the palm of your hands
And I am Yours, forever...

chorus
Jesus I believe in You
Jesus I belong to You
You're th e reason that I live
The reason that I sing
With all I am

I walk with You
Through thins and thick
Your promises
are forever.......

chorus

I will worship, I will worship You
I will worship, I will worship You

la la la la~

OH well, I will start my bloggin tonite by mockin at the
Suntec City operatin system, that closed down the indoor
passage way from a tower to another.. which I am grateful
that thisbloody system used up my 12 bucks for taxi fare.

Yeah.. lame.

A Day wif Beatrice
OKie, itinerary for my day today (since i took up T&T ,
why not showcase some of my achievements):

06 30: gt a mornin call from Beatrice
07 30: Juz fully wake up & get my access to the bathroom
08 00: Leave the hse, waitin fro 103 or 70
08 45: Gt to Serangoon MRT to meet Beatrice
09 05: Called Shriro buildin to find out (again)disappointin news
09 15: Tried to locate 82 for Beach Rd, wrong bus, breakfast
10 00: Ride on 70 to Beach Rd, ride past w/o realisin it
11 00: Gt to Beach Rd, took my flight tix & headed to Bugis
11 10: Gt to Bugis Junction, beautifully drenched, wif
Beatrice, walkin non stop from Beach rd to Bugis..
11 30: Walked arnd to the Edge, etc..
12 00: Left for City Hall (Funan IT Mall), walkin to destinated spot
Gt ourselves Ice Creams hehehe (cheapo cones)
12 15: Gt to the authorised NIkon dealer, orderin from it.
Walkin towards Esplanade.
12 30: Enjoyed the Esplanade view. Decided to visit the Lib.
The place was cooooooooll.. very2 awesome.. Its really an
entertainment hub lah.. I gt to read lotsa Rollin Stones..
& yeah.. it deepens my luv for Gwen Stefani..
15 30: We had enough of teh air con & decided to move on to Suntec.
It was freeeezing cold.. We almost get froze to death
16 00: Had our lunch at the food court.. 2 congee hahaha...
Walked arnd aft tt....
18 30: Met Shan & the gank for the Hostage movie.. (Thanks to WeiFang)
19 15: show start
21 15: Show ended.. wanna go home but in the end nv.. & cont watchin
21 50: Miss Congeniality2 started
23 40: The show ended.. Bloody security guard pissed me off
23 50: I found myself unable to control myself.. mutterin swear-words.
00 30: Gt hm....

Oh well.... I enjoyed The hostage more than Miss congeniality.
The hostage really has a new idea behind it. I mean, interestin lah,
although u might not liek it. Miss Congeniality is somethjin to
laugh on.. & to motivate my life a bit. wahaha

so yeah.. findin a new pic to be posted on the blog sagain.. ciao

Hoh,.. Today is an very hectic yet amazing day. Its like.. crazy...
Things got cramped together, like choo choo train they forbidden
me to eat. whaha. OKie lah, I did hav breakfast at 7, then lunch at
4 then no more. U hear me, no more.! hahahhaa..

T&T exam is over, i'd blogged tt a bit. Went to free access to chill.
ok, i know i know.."Where on earth is ur mind, Kath? U chill in
free access durin sch hols? dumbie..!" whaha. Yeah, i did that to kill
time cos i tt gQ's not up yet. & anywae... arnd 12+, headed to the
orthodontist, who 'cleverly' made me wait for 1 hour... She gave me
this plastic (somethin like retainer..) to cover my lower teeth so one of
the teeth in the upper jaw will nto sunk anymore.. lame..
Maybe becos of this, my appetite had gone from 10 to 0.1. haha.

Frm the dentist, i rushed to gQs place to collect some stuffs from
Mud. Did some research in the yellow page on any tailor or seamstress in
Far East, tahnks to Vic for tellin me that. hehehe.
Found 10 candidates but in teh end, the 1st one I called immediately say yes.
Amen.. save me lotsa troubles. whaha
The 4 of us went to makan then I rushed (again) to church office, took the cloth
& went wif Ko Toni to Far East. Seamstress said ok (cos she said, oh for church ah)
then Armando met us & went off wif Ko Toni. whaha

So there am I, free as a freed slaves. whahahaa..
Jokin. Went to buy erhem2 in Far East, then... walked arnd, to Taka.. Went to Zara,
oh man.. I feel in love wif this bloody nice ethnic styled tops.. for 89 bucks..
fine.. i'll find the fake one.. whahahaha... in Mangga Dua, i f i can find it among the bloody
china goods. whahaha..
& walked arnd. to Kino, to OG & at last to PS. All tt, wif my two legs., wgagaga.
walkin is fun. whahaha. yes yes yes..

hurahhhhhhhh..
exam is over,,...!!!
Dun wanna think abt T&T anymore..
whaha. at last it's done.

anywae.. anyone know of any seamstres? i need then urgently. !!

Huaaaaaaaaaaahh~
Wakin up is not a prob for me today, wow..
Aniwae, gt to my church, interestingly all the
female ushers for 2nd service were wearin
formal clothin (short + long skirt) & sport shoe.
Haahaha.. We are the genZ? whahaha,, no
GenJ.. (generation Jesus). Whatever la la la~

Went to retrieved the cloth I bought for teh curtain,
thank God that guy wasnt really givinme suck face
when i told him i dun need that much. haha Things
gt settled. All teh while, Ireenw as the one helpin
& accompanyin me .. haahaha..

Feny was havin a slight headcahe.. Poor dear..
& we joked like some dumbass when we were
lunchin at the Cine.

Q: Siapa orang Indo pertama yang sampe ke Bulan?
A: Selamat (as in.. ppl's name)

then, before that, while sortin out some bulletin,
Diles was tryin to be lame...

D: Maling? Yang bisa dimakan itu kan?
K: Maling? Bukannya maling2 bambu? (doraemon's baling2 bambu)

Oh welll. I am lame.. & i shall continue beion lame. Hahaha..

The past today said somethin abt gettin any diff being a Christian,
for me yeah.. Bein a christian I makes me humble (oh well..)
Hahaha.. Talk crap.. Am I humble? Hahahahaa

Hahaha. I found this online game(?) on the official webbie of Crystal Dragon. From left to rite: Elatha (the baddies... antagonist's sista), Baragh (the crazy scary evil antagonist), Glivis!! (my fave... He' soooo ohhhhhhh!), Arianrhod (ma gurl.. need more to say?), Paralda (the queen of the wind fairies), Legion (some silverish idiot that alwayz appear & disappear as & when he like), Soril (the Viking who's a nice guy.. haha STA [Suami takut istri]), Wijnruit (the wife of Soril, Arian's best fren) Wahahaa.. kawaiiiiiiiiii ne........! 

This is Glivis. My beloved Glivis from Crystal Dragon. Hoh I missed the manga...! HOpe it'll be published soooon... Hahaha. (Infamously for once a year...) (too blur?) 

Hoh... Didnt know that a thing will lead to another thing.
nywae i'm glad that I am able to sort myself out of my
messy thought & so on. Earlier, I was a bit distraught
over stuffs.. & maybe to the twins & Jessica, it's like
a puff in the air, its nothin compared to losin Gucci or
Dior.. or its somethin nonsense & old fashioned...
but yeah..... thats abt it.

It was that bad that my thoughts kept on voicin their voices
inside my head, forcin me to call WeiShan, but she's kinda
busy so yeah. managed everythin on my own. Gettin blur
in the bus while 1/2 studyin. Gee, i didnt know my brain can
work both way.

Its been a while since i felt this way, hahaha. The last time I
cried like idioty dumb in front of someone was when i stopped
by Lilie's hse & dumbly shed some salty bodily water. Funny.
Anywae, i didnt cry okay. Hahaha..

Things were sorted out, a bit by bit. Its kinda weird when you
can conviniently talk to the particular homosapien abt it. Its like,
yeah... part of me can get over it.

Oh well, blame me for bein dumb & lame. I hav nothin to say to
back myself... Hahahhaa... It's like.. oh yeah...

So yeah.. anywae... i'll be neutral, like i said.. Enough is enough.
& I will celebrate this nite by closin any possibilities of havin any
affections for any homosapiens unless they come from a world
that's called manga or anime.. So.. To the future..! *toss*

A page from Crystal Dragon vol 12. Arianrhod.. my fave chara..
Wow..! I wan that eyes & that hair. whahaha

Hoh... I watched Findin Neverland juz now...It was incredible..
I was "wow"ed by the movie, in fact, even with some disturbance
like the dumb shadow & reflection + the super dark screen,
it never failed to capture my hearts into it. Hahaa..

Its a pity that James Barrey (Johnny Depp) had to lose his wife
to some ugly full-of-mousetache guy for the sake of his most
popular Peter Pan.. Man.. Yeah... In a way, who asked the wife
to be so unattractive.. In teh other way... men are proven attracted
to attractive females. So yeah.. lame.

Maybe it was my nature to shed some tears while watchin tv &
lyin on my stomach.. maybe the position juz irritate my tear glands
or whad... But yeah... Usually, its' only the rite eye that

will shed some tears, today, both. so the conclusion is... I cried durin

the screenin. Hah.. isnt that aweful? Hhahahaha...

Sometimes its jus that, you're a free man, but u're not free to do whad u
feel like doin at that point of time. Why? Tell me why cerebrum acted in
those way, generatin stuffs that would be better off. Why are my cerebrum
controllin my fingers to 'do researches' of things, things that i shall not see.


There's no pain anymore. Not like those pain that i remember feelin when I was
cryin like some idiot, mutely in some corner of the room, bt even a single 'asmatic
-sound' breathing that came out when I cried.. Whad a wonderful technique..
BUt yea.... th feeling of pain is not there.. so whad is there?
It's left for me to find out... & yet to find out...


So yeah...? I am scared of myself. Period.

Aw... Mungkin tlah kutemukan
sang malaikat cantik bersayap hitam
Berambut pendek dan beradat akhlak
Yang sedang duduk di sebelah tungku
perapian, mengikat spatu skets nya
sambil bersiap2 untuk naik panggung
Bersama dengan suaminya sang gitar.
Disebelahnya terlihat donat mini mungil
yang akan dimakannya jam 9.

11. 20 p.m.

Skrg gw lagi duduk di Changi Airport Terminal 1.
Lagi bengong sambil mao blajar T&T. Sakit yg
gw rasain itu ternyata membingungkan. Ada di hati
tapi ga da di air mata.

Gw lagi duduk, di dkt tempat waktu mereka jemput
gw dr Indo dulu, dgn baju yg sama (kebetulan sih),
kita maen2 trolley di sini. Smua bayangan balik lagi
di dpn mata gw. Lucu bgt kalo gw inget2 jaman dulu,
tapi kemaren itu & skrg dah beda. Smua dah berubah.
Kalo dulu gw blm blg ke dia, skrg dia blg ke gw. Tapi
isinya beda, walau ampir sama. Karena kita ngomongin
orang yg berbeda.

Smua yg ada juga beda, suara anak2 teriak juga beda.
Waktu itu yg ada cuman sepasang2. Malem hari & siang
hari juga beda. Kapal terbang juga beda & gw juga udah
jd orang yg berbeda dalam waktu 4 bulan ini. Lucu bgt.

Ngeliat & ngedenger sesuatu yg ga lazim, gw ga merasa dingin,
cuman jantung berdetak, tangan lemes. Gw sendiri ga tau kenapa,
Mungkin ini saat gw melangkah maju. Soalnya gw tau gw ga
boleh ngecewain dia, ga boleh ngelukain dia, karena dia tuh
satu yg terbaik yg pernah gw temui walau kadang emang bener dia
ga tau diri... Gw harus kuat buat smua orang.

Loe tanya ke gw bagaimana cara menggapai hati perempuan,
sekarang blg ke gw apa yg dilihat laki2 bu perempuan?
Buat perempuan kayak laiki2 kayak gw, siapakah gw untuk bertanya?

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Hahahaha.. I'm lame..
Today i feel so lame.
My hand are icy cold
& shivered in front of teh comp..

I'm not dyin.. I will live the life i need to live.
Hahahaha...
yeah., i'm not dyin.. I shldt be dyin...
Oh.. I will live... I muz liveee........

Another bautiful model... in Valentino.. or Jean Paul? heh, i cant remember.. 

The $16,000 Jean paul Gaultier dress 

At the end of the day....... I didnt get to take my photos wif any of em.. hahahaa.. HIkz.. 

Irene & the model who looked like "Eiffel.. I'm in Love"'s Samuel Rizal. hiz name is Rocky. whahaha Lame dude.. 

joe n & irene 

Erhem.. Haha. Irene & teh model.. Looks like there's 2 models here. whahahaa 

another 1/2 whahahaha (I'm not included.. of coz.. i'm the one takin the pic) 

1/2 of teh dressers tonite: 

HOooooooooohhhhhhh~
Tiring day. The show today's at RITZ CARLTON HOTEL.
I went there wif ADM Clarissa (who happned to be my sec sch gurls hehe)
Aniwae, 14 female models... 6 male models..
13 female dressers... 1 male dresser. heheh..
So yeah. its not hectic today, its kinda good in a way..
AS the models are nto cramped together.... & each of us gt 1 model
each, except Guan, wh gt 6 male models, bein teh only male.. haha..

NIce food nicccccccceeeeeeeeeee foood whahaa..

Aniwae: funny facts:

#1
MayHeng (The twin's Vietnamese fren) was takin pic of Meri & Joe Nakamura
(the japanese model that dove the gurls crazy) when she gt bored of waitin
& started playin wif her phone cam, viewing the erhem oh the guy...
It was a misfortunate event cos Rocky (the hot funny & frendly filipino
model) looked at her hp & commented, "ahhhhhhh!!! Naughty ahhhhh!!"
Hhhaahaha. hilarious.. we saw some red crab from her face. whahaa..

#2
I shall not say.. haha Later Clarrisa kill me. whahahhhaaa...

Aniwae... I am weird, i feel weird..
In 1 minute i can say that I tried to be over,
the next i'm complaini to soemone that erhem erhem..
So yeah.. thanks to Clarissa anywae to enlighten me a bit on some stuffs.. hehe
I feel much better, knowin that buildin dreams on sandcastle is crazzzy
wehahaha

Hah.... Went out teh whoel day.. hahhaaa...
Feelin kinda pissed this morn cos my ortodontist
suddenly told em to come today, wakin me up from my
beauty sleep when her secretary was teh one declinin my
request to make it into today.. Looks like aint go any better,
next swk still hav to come. HIkz... Lamoo..!

Aniwae,went out wif Tiara today. shall not elaborate teh whole day
cos later she'll kill me. Hahahahhaa... I gt a freshbox t shirt, $17.
Hahaha.. my money.. my moneeeeeey~~~~

Tmr workin hehehehe. Ritz Carlton. Hurrraaaaah~
Ciao then....

Apa yang akan kau lakukan kalo kau kangen tapi ga kesampean?

Aniwae, bete juga lah. Gile, sapa aja deh yg lagi menerjemahkan
entry gw ini ke anaknya, gw harap loe juga bs bantu gw untuk nyampein ke dia,
kalo gw sih dah biasa soal dia heboh2, ngomong nya blagak imut... etc.
Tapi kalo dia masuk dunia tertiary, bukan berarti semua org bisa suka dia.,
apalagi dia tuh suka bikin gw sakit jantungan... Kayk td sembarang pegang di dpn
umum, itu bukan sesuatu yg bakal loe lakuin kalo elo udah 18 tahun. Ga lucu tau,
bikin gw bete seharian.. semuanya ada batasnya.. Tolong disampein ke anaknya..
Tp jgn bacain langsung smanya.. gw ga mao nanti dia marah2..

Parfait Tic Vol 12... I'm not there... Whatever it is that Ichi is doing..." 

To the tears that fell from sky,
I salute you with all that I am.
A brink of joy mixed with confusion,
Against this wall i stood unmoved.

This is weird.. My heart are bleeding profusely.
Am I confused or juz dumb?
Yeah I think I think too much.

La la la la la la la la la la la la la la~

Heck... Today is a sort of tiring day for me..
Went to my bro's sch to get a pretty conpensation from
my bro's from teacher for 'drowning my 1st baby' which
is my nokia 7650 into the seawater of East Coast beach.
Lame thing is... when he appeared.. he looked like he's juz
one of us, very young, impulse & dumb. Waaluweh.. so yeah,
gone my nokia 7650, together wif my bloody cash that i forked out
when i bought tt hp 4 yers back.... HIkz.. my baby.. my baby...

Aniwae, blah blah blahj... havin a lot of headache stuffs now.
Its like. walauweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhh
Yep, tts abt it. Hahahaha...

Gonna do my bro's chinese homework now. cos he need to get
soem slp. hahaha..

Oh well, got pissed off in my uncle's place. haha. sometimes my patience
jzu runnin thin. I am sorry for that but yeah.. read my signal..
do not do things overboard..

Huh yeah, I woke up late... its like 10 30 & I reached church
@ 12. haa. CRazily 1 hour late.

Yerp anywaer.. ate at Cine, as alwayz while the gank were lamin,
tryin to ruin the whole indonesian dictionary. hahaa..

Sayang bukannya yang dimaenin di pantai? (layang2..)
& other things lah. hgahahaha..
There were Jamie Yeo & Glenn Ong + Daniel Ong on teh outside
of Cine, so yeah.. the crazy dudes (Anton & Diles) took a pic w/
jamie Yeo. Hahaa.. Lamo guys;...
I spotted a model there, I think he's the one that I dressed up durin
Taka show, what's his name.. Edwin or somethin, a local who's also
in teh national swimmin team i guess. Hahahahaha...

Then,w ent to Peninsula there to meet my mom & bros. They were
buyin stuffs. Hahaha. we happened to get in a shop that sold female
clothin & i spotted a trans there. Scareeee...
Then the guys went back to Seletar while me & mom headed to Orchard
for our shoppin maraton.. Believe me, when i said "shopping Maraton"
means window shoppin. Who the hell would buy such ex stuffs. whahaa
We really go budget. hahaa. She bought a $59 dress ... Its like..
70% dic from Daniel Yam.. & i bought 2 stuffs for $19.. Hah... yeah..
BUt it's ok. i need em. hahahahaa..

Okie lah. so that's the end of today's report. hahaha..
Ciao..

Weh.. Today's youth turned out to be wow..
Well, not exactly wow. We didnt hav a proper
service cos everyone's back to Indo. hah..
Probs wif Indonesian church here. hahaha..

Aniwae, failed to get myself to the PlanetShakers concert,
my mom unexpectedly came back frm china, she bought
quiet a few stuffs, in which one of em is a "guidelines
to manga drawing" on perspective etc. Arghh..
How i wished i gt the book earlier last sem. wahahahaa..
Ronalddddddddddddddddddd!

Aniwae, talkin abt teh youth service, we had a few games,
which was kinda wow cos Tadya, Melodya & Agha
surprisingly participated on it. haha. thanks to Cong. The gap
had now been somehow shrunk by a bit...

Next, Eugene gave a testimonial. Man, yeah, I didnt know he
went through all those stuffs, its like.. he told me stuffs but not all
& i didnt expect him to get into those stuffs. get whad i mean.
Aniwae, he did mentioned abt how he gt up form all his bad
feelings, & yeah.. its' like.. it really sounded like God was tellin me,
"Gurl.. This is whad u neeed!"

Yeah.. the stuffs sounds like this:
I talked to Doko & Doko gave me a very awakening sentences.
"Why let urself hold on to those pain & bring them everywhere as u
continue walking? Leave evrythin under God's feet & ask for His help to
recover." & i'm like.. heh.. sort of soem words that i need to hear to get
through my dumb brain. Hahahaha...

Aniwae... Cong also added a testimonial abt his bein told by this auntie
that she prayed for him even though she dunno him. Which i found was
kinda amazing.. Cos... Erm.. yeah... it makes me think that whatever it is,
there might be ppl prayin for me at this point of time, from wherever part of
the world they came from. hgahaa. So eyah.. again...
Why hold myself from being happy? Hahaha

Ck... I woke up this mornin feelin down down down. Haha
Its funny how emotions tried to ruin my life, my brain hold no
responsible for bein shit. It was all emotions..

Aniwae, yest i was kinda 'high', is tt caused by the Cognac
that sir Jared the kiddy gave me?Ah, shldnt be, it was only
a sip, realllly a sip.

The whole day was kinda free . It was like, i slacked at
bapho room a while & spent most of my time in the free access,
creatin 'aha' stuffs usin photoshop. Haha.. I mizz photoshop,
that program had givin a special pleasure. hahah. whad teh heck wif tt?

Watched Robots yah. it was a very nice movie, although u cant
compare that to Incredibles. This one, the storyline.. uh.. okay..
but the lame stuffs & CG, yeaaaah! Haahaa... A like bit 'shrek'y,
in the sense that they adopted actions from others. Hahaa..

Its funny now when I saw the two of em (not tt they're together or whad),
sittin together, the pain that came over me is lesser than before. Maybe
the healing started to take place? Hahahaa.. Like whad gQ said,
when I liked someone, it's like the end of the story, i'll only see tt human in
the picture. Sick. argh.. i think i'm sicccck..
Feelin bad all this while, for lettin myself feel all this painful jab on the heart,
which shldnt be formin since there was nothin between us everlast time, now or ever.
Hahaa..Funny....... I shall stop all the nonsense i'm babberin.

I juz woke up..
Hahahaahaa...~

parfait ticcccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc!!! 

Cing2 & Jessica. hahaha. the ADM power.. haha.. 

Here comes the Royal family. Hahaha. Lookin at most of teh colection makes me think of British Aristocrats.. hgaha. so here we hav Ing2.. wif some $5000+++ Chanel coat. There're reasons why u love bein dresser. whahaha..  

Dressers of teh day: Kath, Noah, Jessica, Cing2. (wif Ing2 takin the photo).. yeah. idup indo!!! jhahaha.. 

welcome to Chanel Show Collection show.. haha (this is Ing2 & Cing2) 

Hm..................
Today, the last project submission was done.
Hurrah. well not really, until i fialise the
BOtero (redraw).. HGahahhaa..

Aniwae, the Chanel show was kind of hectic,
it was a runway show, which means, the models
did not stop there or take their time, it's like
one after anotehr.. Which is bad... The necklace
of Stella for 3rd outfit went missiin. It wa slike,
we too a looooooong time to search for it.. Bloody hell,
I feel bad for Stella, she probably get annoyed by
the feelin that ppl suspected her for stealin it.
Well yeahg, it was found hangin on one of Jessica
Model's brooch. haha. oh well..

Ate Salmon after a looooooooooong time... It was shiokkkk!

Aniwae.. In teh bus, i dunno why, but I had a sudden feelin
of loss. Haha.. I dunno, it's like.. stuffs floodin my mind
& i started thinking, why things had to happen liek this?
But oh well, blame me. Hahahaha...

There are times when I think I'm mad. I could juz passed by
the old location of my boardin hse & thought, "Who lived there
now?" "Are they nice people?" "Had they done somethin new to
teh hse?" "does it still look teh same liek when we left it..."
Oh well.. its like... my mind keep on talkin without me,
it blabbered lotsa words. things that I would rather keep it
mum. Hahahaha..

Why ?
I dunno too..

Hyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I had juz read the parfait tic's
manga online...! At last... I could read them in English..
Hahahaha...

Aniwae... It took me quite a sacrificial timing to savour the
story as it had successfully eaten up teh timing slot i had for
my bath & my Botero redrawin.. Hehe. yeah rite, speakin of
which, procrastinating is all over teh air.
Oh man, my eyes are soo painful, pls Lord let me be ok tmr.

Aniwae, all i can comment on this book is that......
"Bloody I was wrong abt Ichi. He's such an ass! To think that
he forsake Fuko for such an older woman wif boyfriend"..
Ichi Shinpo kurang ajar!!!! Hahaha.. <- This is whad Airin said...
My conclusion of teh story:
*boys are evil
*one moment they will hurt you, teh next they will crawl up to u
*Saying "i love you" now doesnt mean he's totally into you
* beware of past lovers

yeah rite.. haaha. does this make sense at all for me not to like guys?
Hehehehe.. Oh well, i'm nto sayin i turned les. no no no..
I'm plannin to turn neutral.. so i wont fall for both.
Thank you for readin this lump of lame stuffs. I juz cant sleep so i write
all these...

Maybe for some gurls, they had found their 'truly one' or so, heck i dunno,
but 1 thing for me.. They're different, the guys you got are gentleman, lovin
& kind & that you played a part into making them feel like they wanted to
protect you for teh rest of tehri lives blah blah blah..
& i'm sorry to inform everyone that I am not able to appear weak or giv
some 'ego booster' to guys for them to feel like i need them.
Hell, whad am i sayin here?

Yeah i need guy, but if they dun think i am worth lovin, then i can do by myself.
Wahahahaahaha...
'manga-high' .. this is crazy. haha.. but nvm.. i'm gonna post this juz for 2 days..
I'll be rippin off the section soon. hahaha. Ciao..

Done wif my final piece... Now tryin to get my BOtero redone..
Tia said i could passed it up on Fri but yeah.. tried my best to
get em done soon. hgahaha..

Tmr.. I'll be gettin Chanel show. Hahaha.. Yeha yeha..
So far.. I'd been helpin in:
* Donna Karan
* Taka Fashion Week
* Robinson Fashion Week: Uncloning
* Agnes B
* American Express Lauch on Platinum
* etc.. i kinda forget.. hahaha..

& now.. CHANEL!! Oh lala.. Hahahaha..

I luv fashion.. Its like.. a profession I luv a lot. Wonder wad will I be if
my dad let me take ADM last time? hahaha..

Heh I sounded like some money faced gurl. Nah.. Itz juz...
When u go for money for necessity, it will not be ugly.
After alll, it's naive to say that you dun need money in a way.
It's like.. be independent, get ur own money so u can use em up
when u need them for ur personal stuffs like.. lets say, Chalet, Concert,
bday presents, etc blah blah blah..& for urgent stuffs as well. Heh. Yeah..
I love to save some money but i guess, at the rate i'm spendin now.. hardly
any money left.

BUt its ok. as long as i know i didnt misuse my money. hahaha..I invest them
back in my bros (bought them clothes, etc blah blah..) & savin some for stuffs like
chalet.. haha. U know u'll love this one but u dun wish to burden ur parents.

Be brave.. Be contempted wif whad u hav, but at teh same time...
Look forward & plan the whole thing. (sounds like I'm wow, but nah...
I'm tryin to figure out everythin bits by bits too..)

All I know.. I shall prove myself to this world.

Wahahaha.... Today is another wasteful day..
Well, not really.. I did quite a gd stuffs on my
final lidrg. Hahha... Yet, I dunno on how to
wrap the thing up & to say, "It's a wrap!"..
Argh.. Tia, pls gimme A or Z!!
(which i dun think she'll giv a Z)

Aniwae, Jessica & Cing2 were in my studio
space when i arrived at sch. They were doin
some of the assignments when i went for MewMoo
meeting. Good for us, Albert the scheme manager,
approved the stuffs we offered. Thank God.

When I came back, there were Ing, Cing & je.
Then i spotted a pack of cigarette. Kinda freaked out
man, really.. It's like.. "Heh?! Whad are these gurls
doin wif the stuff?" So I kinda asked them & they were
tellin me they wanna try so they buy & i'm like.. FREAKED
OUT!

They keep on insistin that they wanna try & asked me to join em,
which lead me into lecturin them like I was 70-yer-old gramps.
& then aft a long 10 or 15 minutes of me bickerin at em, IZ appeared
frm the door & they gave the cigarette to him. ahahahhaa. Dumb, I fell
for their trick... (Cing2 bought Cigarette for IZ for helpin her webpublishin)
Yeah, its dumb lah, very2 dumb,... Hahhaha...

Kath>> Cing, Je, gile yah loe pada mao blajar ngokar?
Jess>> Nggak lah. Kan coba2 aja. Kok loe kepo bgt seh?
Cing>> Iya lah, ga papa. Katie mao coba juga? Ikutan yuk..
Kath>> Tapi tapi..

Walau......... whahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Okie, today is kinda a day that i will choose not to forget. Hahaha.
Tia was lamin arnd. I was drawin my lidrg final piece when she gt into
our IMD studio & was spotte dby me talkin to some woman.
Aft which she saw me & started to talk on my drawin.
Then she started to complain abt the lidrg room that we used to use,
& set her eyes on the 'budget guitar'.
She took it & sat on teh chair, then loooked at me for a while, smiled & said,
"I cannot play guitar.." then strummed "Romance De Amor" skillfully..
Hahahaa... yeah rite.. contradictive statement of a lecturer. Hahaha..
Then i was like, "u said u cant play?"
& she was like, "Ya, i cant play whad?"
*keep on strummin skillfully* & change her music into something very2 spanishy..

I was in the Seeletar camp bus stp waitin fr 103, then i listen to teh only 2 mp3 songs
in my hp. Hhahaha.. Here is one of em, one of my big time fave..

Story of the year- Until the day I died
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die too
I'd die too

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was
(When I knew who I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does.

Well make the same mistakes
I'll Take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
cuz I know I still do.

Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue
Until blood soaks my shirt?
We'll never fall apart
so Tell me why this hurts so much

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do,
just like we always do

Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!!!!
Yeah I'd spill my heart, for you!!!!!!!

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
mistakes like friends do,
my hands are at your throat
and I think I hate you
we made the same mistakes.

Hoh well. I need to do justice for the poem or
lyric or whtever i created juz now.. Hahaha..
I dunno, somehow bo-liao ism ( a.k.a boredom)
wanted me to do this.. hahahaa..

For the content... I was inspired by:
1) a very2 powerful song written by someone i know whaha,
the 'sneak preview'
2) the songs that were played by the guys & the comp
3) some personal past
4) Parfait Tic. Hahhaa.. I read that durin my toilet session these days

Well, for the personal past, yeah.. I dun mean anythin, juz compilation of a
'series of unfortunate events'.. no no.
Its juz like.. yeah.. whahaha.. nothin2. whahaha...
For all I am, I am grateful to hav such a wonderful friend who sees me
beyond that point where i was at the lowest, or so i guess.

*When u cant be with, u be them*
Arghhhhhhhh, pls help me out of this phrase. whahahaha...

Happy independence day to myself. Hahaha..

At some point of teh time, i do wonder if i shld juz avoid Glen Fredly
songs cos they're juz too emo & contageous...
Like.. a series of unfortunate events in his life. Speakin of which.. the
Lola Amaria - Glen Fredly saga... Hahahahhahahahahaha..

Hehe.. I need to redo my final lidrg.. Heheh..
Yeah, i gt a lil bit depressed over it somehow
at a point if time. & behiavin like there's no
tmr & i'm gonna die soon. but i passed that.
Thank God & Mud & gQ & SekJhia & Rin.

I was hangin out in gQ's place, doin work, while
teh rest were testin songs, etc... & so I gt inspired
by a song, i forgot which one, & started to write some
stuffs.. Supposed to be a song, but i dunno how
erhem will it sound like when i place a tune for it.
Hah.. yeah.. for fun. hahaha...
Aniwae, doesnt mean a thing, dun think this as somethin.

(1)
Terkadang bersamamu
Waktu terhenti.
Kupandang wajah senyummu;
Udara serasa terhentak berlabuh.

(*)
Matamu pancarkan sinar kelabu;
Senyummu rapuh, menyesakan jiwa.
Mataku teriak...

(#)
Jangan kau pandang aku;
Jangan kau lihat rapuhku.
Matamu tertuju pada malaikat
cantik nan suci ; sang penjaga kuil.

(2)
Kuingin lepas dariku,
Terbang atas angkasa jauh.
Apakah ku tak cukup
merentangkan jiwamu bebas?

(*) (#) (#)

Malaikat cantik
Malaikat cantik
Jiwanya suci
Jiwanya suci
Malaikat cantik
Berjiwa suci
Malaikat cantik
Berjiwa suci

(2)

For English translation, press (1).. whahha
Kiddin...

Sometimes being with you,
Time had stopped.
I gazed upon you face & your smile,
The air had suddenly came to halt; harboured at a side.

You eyes were reflecting cloudy rays of light
Your smile was fragile; suffocate my soul

Don't you look at me
Don't look at my fragility
You eyes were gazing at an angel
Pretty yet pure

How i wished i could get freed from myself
Flew up far in the sky
Am I not enough
Leting free of your soul?

Pretty angel
Pretty angel
Her soul is pure
Her soul is pure
Pretty angel
Her soul is pure
Pretty angel
Her soul is pure

Haha.. kinda weird if i translated it to english =p
Hah.. I will continue to let my creativity flow everywhere,
liek an overflow cup of wine. =p (what teh heck wif wine & cup now?)
Hahahhaa...

Ko Toni, in the middle of 2 Caths (Katherine & Catherine) 

Taken at Asian Civilisation Museum @ the Ladies. Haha.. I luv teh toilet .. It has a nice design.. Take a peep on it. Haha.. 

Well well welll...
another insane day for me yeah?!
Today's service was combined so we hav to be there at 9 15.
Yeah, i came late (for ushers) whaha..
which was unsual, cos the adult usher did too whahaa..

had a job today. Haha. I was dressin Alex (some guy who looked
like Nelson, scary..) & Christine (a Russian gurl).
Nicey yeah yeah. haha.. Denny is much more nicer than Boey. yeah!

That bloody shopkeepers in Bata Centre Point's givin me one whol crappy
shitty shit abt "we cant sell these shoes cos they're scratched!" Wuck them!

Aniwae, went to Vera & Steven's bday party @ Hard Rock Cafe. yeah man,
The food is wow! I ate codfish & mudpie. wahaa.. they're nice.. & i';m fullll now.
& looks like i did violate my own eatin rules again. whaaa...
Man, i shall put more discipline for myself. hahaha/.....

Our group was one wole big crazy bunch of human being. Apart from bein lame, we
were bein super lame. Comin up wif Diles Syndrome.. to Dileism... Man, u shld come
to my church's youth to get all th lame cold crazy wacky jokes whaha..

Feny's pantun.
Anak singa jatuh ke juraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaangggggggggggg...




Mati.




Hahaha. Lame.. how lame.. c ck ck..
& yeah, Diles was drivin (wif Feny by his side, woohoo) whaha..
& many of teh youths squezzed themselves in the car while some of us,
takin the MRT were walkin. They stopped infront of Zara (the ex-Hollywood Cafe)
& did a "bye2" those kind of things.,..
Then. Robert, who sat the nearest to teh window started to act liek he's bein kidnapped.
& Harriss, who sat beside him was like.. u know. the whole thing was like a crazy
impromptu drama of kidnap. haha. i tell u, its a crazy thing to do in orchard road..
where there's sooo many ppl watchin. hgahahaha..
Thsi batch is teh wackiest batch ever i guess., gagaahhaa...

Heh.. HAPPY SATURDAY!!
Hahaha. As whad i'm gonna wish everyone these days.. whaha
Read Beatrice's blog for reference.. haha
Whad's teh whole pt writin same thing twice yah?

Aniwae, juz to clarify...
I did not giv Mud bigger pin for a purpose!!!!!
It's a request by him to get a bigger pin.
Sicne the price isnt of that big diff, yeah i got him the bigger one.
Do not get the wrong message here. Haha.
(BassFish be coo..! Hahha)

Yeah. so, the cont for whad Beatrice had left me here..
I went wif my uncle, his family & my bro. They went shoppin in Raffles City,
buyin Gio. Haha.. I think they hav this soft spot for their kids...
It never fails to amuse me how the kids contro them,
from intendin to spend $36.. the kids caused them to spend $113..
Funny & wasteful.. but liek whad ppl said, "for the kids.."
Oh well, hahaha...

Happy Bday Max!!!! Hope u receive the hilarious sms i sent u. hahahaa..
Tmr will be................. some funny but hectic day..
Hah.. I feel so much alive.
I dunno.. I saw the proof of my life. The Blood...

A song from Corrinne May.
Entitled Fly Away.

"When will you be home?"

she asks as we watch the planes take off

We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead

She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled

As a child, she was my world

And now to let me go, I

know she bleeds and yet she says to me

You can fly so high

Keep your gaze upon the sky

I'll be prayin every step along the way

Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart

I love you too much to make you stay

Baby fly away

Autumn leaves fell into spring time and

SIlver-painted hair

Daddy called one evening saying

"We need you. Please come back"

When I saw her laying in her bed

Fragile as a child

Pale just like an angel taking flight

I held her as I cried

You can fly so high

Keep your gaze upon the sky

I'll be prayin every step along the way

Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart

I love you too much to make you stay

Baby fly away

ohh...

I love you too much to make you stay

Baby fly away

Today is somewhad wow for me. I donated blood
for the very 1st time. Wahaha.. yeah.. I dunno why,
last nite Beat asked me whether I'm joinin her for
blood donation.. . & i said yes w/o thinkin much.

Heh, it's not painful though, although a lil bit when they
jabbed me wif the numbin agent. Heck, i dunno why I
donated blood. Yeah, some part of me logicly said
that yeah, donating blood is for good cause.. But other
than that, I hav my own selfish reason for donatin blood.

(Read one of Fariz' blog entry abt blood)

& yeah... somehow I wanted a proof that I'm alive, so yeah,
rather than seeing ur blood flew everywhere, it's better if
you let it flow for good cause. Hahaha. Hope my blood goes to
someone worth it. Hahaha....

& yeah................ Happy Friday.. Hahahaha..
I am Katherine. Hi. Hahahahhahahaa... (T.T!!!)

-Dearly Beloved-
Dearly beloved, are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying,
Are we demented? Or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
Oh therapy can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed?
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused,
For the lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse

Green Day- Jesus of Suburbia ( Dearly Beloved)

I am a lil bit pissey wif the anim.. Arghhh!
I dunnoooooooo..
The lining juz seemed to go against me! arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Note that i feel inferior wif those 'ou xiang & sensei's arnd me. haha...
Argh......... Where is my 3. somethin GPA!!!?????

Hahaha..
Aniwae, yeah.. granma & granpa came from Indo & my aunt asked all
of us to come my uncle's place to meet up wif them. I had to bloody rush
my anim & went over there,. Hehehe. the yellow chicken is the best.. slrp!
Hahaha... I luuuuv my granma's cookin. Hhehehee..

I guessed Albert is the most unluncky dude for the day. hahaa.. His mp3
player was destroyed by some psycho virus, then his nokia 7650 was lost,
he lost some of his eraser to Dharnie etc. hahaha.. Kacian deh loe ..
well yeah, gd thing its not someone u lost.. its somethin only..

LineAnim almossst...
Lidrg stil lerm...........
T&T still waitin for the exam...
IMDP1 is doneeeeeeeeeee....
COMDI is over!
Digimagin is over!
Wahahahaha..!!!!

& TMR MY MOMMA's comin!!! Hurrrahh!!!!!

Weehehehe...
Yeah.. I guess i'm done wif P1.. love Alfie for eliminatin some of the
extras Waheedah gave for her students.. LineAnim.. Well, i dunno,
i guess it's over now. BUt not until i checked through the line test.
So i'm left wif life drawin & hm.......... anymore? .......
Oh yeah.. T&T exam on teh 28th. Hahaa..

Life had been goin well so far, itz juz.. I miss hangin out like last time.
Heh, but to pursue my target of gettin a bloody 3++ GPA, i would.
There's a sayin,
"Berakit rakit ke hulu,
Berenang renang ke tepian.
Bersakit sakit dahulu,
Bersenang senang kemudian."

So yeah, its means.... u suffer now, u'll enjoy later. hahahaha...
Ganbattteeeeeeeee!
So yeah , to all who need some oil (jia you, geddit?)
Ganbatte kudasaiiiiiiiiiii!!!

Hoh well. Today i was a lil bit pissed off. haha
not becos of anyone, but yeah, cos of myself.
I, myself, cause myself to fail myself in accomplishing
my mission of 3++ GPA. Bloody!

Aside of the crap, today's kinda fruitful day. I did 90%
of the IMDP1, 75% of LineAnim, 70% of lidrg journals
(hope to finish it by tonite.. ).. Yeah, basically i crap my
life through. Hahaha..

Aniwae... I wanna cut hair, whahaha..

Yeah, i would like to ask for forgiveness if these few days
I'v been actin like i dunc are u ppl.. I dun mean to.
Heck, i juz realised it myself when i was sittin down on my
own & think.
I guess the loads on my shoulder has been thre, pushin down &
pressin me to the lowest, & i needed time to fix & adjuz my
stuffs.. (yeha, projects etc. hahaha)..
So yeah, gimme a moment...
I'm gonna be okay.
As alwayz..
Okay as alwayz..
Hahhaa..

Hehehehehe...
Today is definitely a fun day. I was 'cosplayin' as a sporty feminine gurl.
Ya know that on one point of time, u feel that everyday is like a cosplay
day, u wake up & choose ur clothes, match them & sometimes u juz wan
to wear some sort of i-dun-care-whether-they-call-me-crazy outfit, or
yeah-i-wanna-go-to-formal-party outfit, or hell-i'm-gonna-appear-outrageous
outfit. hahaa. so yeah, mine's today was sporty-feminine-gurl outfit. haha..
lame.

Today is also an unofficial KUATERS' cell grp outting. hahaha. We gathered at
Irene-Catherine's Oliander Tower condo & played basketball. haha.. Not that i
know how to play bball. Then, while some of em continue playin, me, Vera, Susan
& Yovi went to teh gym. Haha. It was small & lao ya to the pt whereby many
equiptment cant eb used. Aft whch, me, Vera, Yovi & Cath went swimmin, then
all of us + susan & Irene went to teh sauna. hahahaa..

Sounds crazily fun. Then we had dinner at Toa Payoh Central, aft which i went to
Susan's hse to take her red tie for tmr's presenattion. hahahaa...

Nothin fun today, u might veen say that this is juz a big joke of life.
But yeah, i enjoyed it. Hahaha..
I am a joke but yeah.. a joke is better than a thorn. Hahaha..

This is a song we sang on teh Farewelll of IFGF youth 2001 (if i'm not wrong..I found the lyric frm some web, & yeah, love it a lot. Hahaha. stil remember the dance we did for this, heck i cant believe i was dancin.. Mommy!!!) Aniwae, it's titled "I will be your friends" by Michael .W. Smith.
So many memories and so many miles
The road that stretches behind us

We’ve had some laughter and our shareOf tears
But all these moments unite us

I’ll be your friend for a lifetime
Against the wind and the rain of every season
Won’t walk away in the hard times
I will be your friend
I’m saying I will be your friend

Sure as the river runs to the sea
High as the mountain that reaches
You were there by my side till the end
(and) helped me on my feet again

I’ll be your friend for a lifetime
Against the wind and the rain of every season
Won’t walk away in the hard times
I will be your friend
I’m saying I will be your friend

So in the valley walk on
Don’t have to face it alone
Cause in the hard times
We keep growing strong
As we learn, as we live
That we live when we give

Heh... Today is another turnin pt. Haha, I am quite amazed in the sense that
turnin point keeps on comin to me, bombardin like they did not care abt my
emo. Hahaha..

Aniwae...
Some ppl from GOL (Generation of Light), an organization of youth musician who
specialise in christian music.Well anywae, I juz fouund out frm the web that GOL
belongs to my church organiztion in Indo. Well, they certainly hav lotsa $$$ to do
all the side projects eh.. Ck ck ck..I care less abt this.. Ck..
Hahaha. I luv em, they hav wide range of music,
rock, pop, maybe some a bit emo. whahaaa..Emotion-evoking songs. whahaha..

& yeah, i found myself sheddin tears again today. haiyah, sooooo many tears whaha..

Aniwae, the point is... I had goals to achieve now. Instead of takin somethin you dun hav as the source of your strength, u find urself eliminatin their places in your inner holey space in your heart. Ck.. Yeah, i hav God for teh source of my strength. Hahaa..

Bein old to urself is not good, it'll erode urself to the minim. Jaajaja...

Ho.... !
I was spedin my day in teh line animation room from 9 30 straight to
8+++ p.m. Interestingly, I was out from that room for less than an hour or so..
(as in, i went out of tt 'fridge' a few times, but it will still be less than an hour.)
Yeah, lame..

Eman & the gank were hilarious, theyw ere clownin the room, calling ppl's name
& shoutin "Yellow! (as in coldplay's yellow)"
Haha, he was infectin everyone's wif his "yellow" whahhaa..
Aniwae, my line anim.......... argh.............. yah well... okie..
Soon.. SOON! it will be over & i find myself rest in peace. whahaa..

Aniwae, time to get my jounals done...
I'm quite happy wif my dear line anim project. Hahaha.. Slrp!
Ciao!!!~

Heh, in times like this (projects submission), i realised that bein cheerful, or
at least full of laughter & lameness, will help in brighhtenin ppl's mood.
Huhuhuhhahahahhahehehehehehihihihihihihihohohohohohoho..

Ciao.~

Yehaaaaaaaaaaaa...~
Done is the video for COMDI presentation..!
Amen.. hahaha. we spent the whole aftnoon & nite experimentin
the stuffs. hahaha.. tt's sooo fuun. Poor thing, Shan had to go
Pasir Ris park to snap some shots for tt project of hers.
Aniwae, me, Samsong, Adrian & SiYuan havin a great time playin
wif paper clay, makin up teh props & all that. haha.. Big thanks to
them cos they helped me in lotsa stuffs. whahaa...
I cant believe i was holdin teh paper clays & use the dryer in the
gurl's toilet to dry em up. Hilarious til death. hahahaa.
but adrian wif his 1st-timer skill in Adobe premiere had succesfully tunred
the lame-as-ever video into somethin pr4esentable.. Hurrah!

Aniwae, i had the most humiliatin moment at MENSA juz now.
Really, teh major one ever since sec 4 (haha, tt time i was dumbly talkin shit
abt some shortie new hunk in my sec sch who turnes out to be an Indo) haha
Dumbster. & yeah, I shall nto disclosed it here, u can asked me whad happened but
I'm sure u'll juz smile as u didnt see the whole thing live. hahaha..
Yeah, Jared, Vic, Kelvin & Larry muz hav been havin a greeeat time laughin their asses off
by now. hahahaa..
HOpe they dun get nigtmares of me fallin down.. haha.. Now i gt blue-black-iodine-on-starch
effects on my knees. hahaa. It feels alive to feel teh pain. haha
& i'm havin headache now. Argh............
This head throbbin like mad, I can feel the bloodflow. Ck Ck..

Hahaha. Guess who? Hahahaha.. Its me back in 2003 i guess. hahaha. so macho of me. whahahaa... In Bali.. 

haha.. Some blloody funny stuffs SiYuan did on the floor.. hope it still be there tmr for others to enjoy. haahaa 

This is nice. One of th research for Life Drawin final project. 

Escapees from teh Taleeban.. hahaha 

The twinz & Denise Keller on Agnes B's fashion Show (Denise as the host) 

Introducing............ Dimas on the guitar; Ko Davin on the bass,
Ko Benk on keyboard & acoustic guitar (oh he hide it somewhere)
& Patricia on the vokal!!!

Dimassss! this dude is one of the 'attraction' in my church's youth community. hahaha. aniwae yeah, he's the one composing & singin for the 1st track in the youth ministry's CD album. INtroducing... The great Dimas ...! Hahaha..  

A skid by Creative Ministry (Lenong ministry) on the welcomin Party of my church this yer. haha  

Wahahaa... Did a liiil bitty of animation lah. Haha..
Thank God.. yeah..
Aniwae, went to T&T lecture juz now & this is the
last lecture (next week startin revision, INg2 pls come).
Haha..

I saw a chinese version of mud, complete with the set of
black outfit & black hair. Haha. Itz funny when u saw somethin
like tt. Hahahaha...

Aniwae, church's anniversary's arnd the corner..
It'll be on the 2nd & 3rd if i'm not wrong (April). & yeah, I'm
the head decor ministry & shld be on my usher duty tooo. Siah lah,
Crown Prince is such a lousy place to hav a play...
Hah, let's see whad we can do to maximize the effect of the play.
Wahaha.. With PDP Agus, everythin wil be fine. wahahaaa..
(yeah, its juz this lame guy that we called PDP Agus for nothin).

Aniwae... yeah, tryin to upload mypicgallery again. hahaha
Ciao.

Hah..
Give up
Give up
Give up
Give up
Give up
Give up

Hahahahaa.... Some things will be better to be given up.

la la la la la~

& i shall practice on what i learn -- ilmu ikhlas (lettin go)

Ck ck ck...
I needa sleep now. Like, i did my stuffs in an achievemental speed today. Yeah so now i'm kinda left wif a lil bit here & there. Aha! Now that's the new thing.
Stuffs left for me to cover up:
*COMDI a lil bit of rubbish
*COMDI the props
*COMDI storyboards (juz simply drawin tmr)
*IMDP1 storyboard
*IMDP1 compilation (tmr)
*Life drg journal, (print researches)
*Line Anim 1, 2 ,3 ( aliiiiiiiil bit more)
* Line anim project (chara develpoment + the frames)
Okie lah.. NOt baddd..~ Hahaha..

Yeah, i dunno why but i think this may be a sickness or other else i dunno. Sometimes I feel a very2 tight chest, like, makin u feel hard to breathe. yeah u breathe but the chest is painful. Hahaha.. Scary...
Am I dyin soon? (which i doubt so, since i think God's gonna make me live looong)

There are many questions that is there for me to ask everyone. I feel like askin everytime I see those ppl whom i wannna ask the qs.. But then again, what's teh point askin when the qs will create an awkward silence for the rest of 3 yers? Hahahha... So betta keep my mouth shut.
I saw the japanese-high-female-priest's hub-of-buddy's bio. Hahahahaa.. Yeah, she's pretty. Hahaaa...

Why do people scared of me?
Do I bite?

Hahaha.. Quentiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin~
Quentiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin!
How I love ur sicko genius work. hahahaa...

Aniwae, haha.. Alfie (it's not Jude Law) got us Pulp Fiction (which is banned in singapore) & let us watch it in LT24. Haha.. The movies was made in a way that I'm tottaly into it. hahaha.. crazy.. yeah, Quetin tarantino had a thing for ppl's mind. Yeah i know i'm sick. hahaa. If u watch it, u'll say i'm sick. hahaha..
So teh bottom of teh line -- Watch it.

"Papa Tomato, mama tomato & baby tomato was walking along the road. Since baby tomato was walkin so slowly, left far behind the rest, papa Tomato got up & smacked baby Tomato til everythin was out. "kethcup!" he said.."

Nvm if u dun catch any ball. hahaha.. U shall find me for explanation.
Rite now, i'm gonna do my IMDP1.

Aniwae, gw ga mungkin komplen pake English buat yg satu ini. Mreka seemed to ga perlu gw lagi, ato malahan mereka pikir lebih enak ga da gw. "adek" gw di dpn mata gw ngajak tmn gw pergi parkour tp dia ga ngajak gw. kliatan bgt dia ga niat gt waktu gw nanya kq gw ga diajak2. Aniwae, td gw kira kita bakal nonton bareng di audi, ternyata si laki2-yang-telah-menemukan-tambatan-hatinya-sang-putri-kurcaci-tinggi ke rumah dia & mereka yah gitu lah. Ga tau lah, gw kadang2 ngerasa kalo mereka tuh ga mao gw ikut2an. heh yeah, kayaknya gw tuh maksa bgt, maksain diri gw ke mereka. Sial, knp bs begini sih?
Koq malah gw yg kayak gini? Musti practice independency deh gw.. Hah... Hahah.. Hahahaha...

Hahaha. I promised u, this will be teh alst entry for tonite & i shall stop procrastinating infront of the comp.. Hahhaa..

Aniwae, saw somethins new & fresh in somewhere-out-there. Somethin tells me that maybe-that-fish-is-hiding-in-the-fridge. Cos I know of someone-who-is-a-japanese-female-priest in my way-of-communicating-with-people-for-hours-at-home. Interestingly, i found myself talking to myself that well-i-am-the-one-who-said-i-wanna-stop-my-dear-own-self, so yeah I'm beginning to think that I shall run-to-the-jungle-of-books
& hid there, drawin line animations & life drawing.

Oh yeah, dun forget abt the IMDP1 & COMDI. Arghh.. hahhaa....Sometimes i found myself in the journey somewhere or sometimes even in the bathroom procrastinating, thinking abt whad shall i do for my assignments
& imagining things like they were being done while i was imaginin them. How wonderful it is to hav a personal assistant that will jot down whatever la~la?~la! you'd said so u wont missed out any of ur thought. Hahaha.. Funny. But It's true that I wan em.. Hahaha..

Aniwae.. myself, pls try ur best to be independent.! Hahaha... un think abt ur imagining things or ur personal assistant. Wait loooooooooooooong loooooooooooooooong as long as rapunzel's hair, or even longer, if u keep on dreamin abt all those stuffs. Hahahaha... When u're dependent, u're weak. & I am weak, so yeah God let me be strong & independent so I wont bug & troubled ppl. Hhahaa..

Heh.. forgot to mention that today's teh release of teh O level results..
wel, not exactly today, whaha it was yesterday.
Aniwae, 1 gt 3 gd news, although 1 is considered bad (
accordin to the person himself). haha

yeah, my cousin, Tiara. She gt 16 for her R5,
while Fariz gt 21, which is goood, (he said & i think so too)
& Greg (nt the jerk who tried to deflower one of my gurl) gt 17.
Heh, Greg, tell ur dad, "martabat tuh bukan segalanya. Yg penting anak tuh bahagia"
So the conclusion is.. BANZAIII! Omedetto, omedetto!
(which means, celebrate, congrats2..)
Hahaha.. yeah.