Some phrases I took frm JeA's blog. Wow.~ Her blog is awesome. gonna link her soon! whahaha Slrp!(hope she dun mind i credit her for this..)

Arti Memiliki

~Pacaran itu suatu hal yang mengesankan

dan 'harus dipertahankan' jika memang udah sepadan.

Seperti kata kata berikut:

cinta tak pernah akan begitu indah,

jika tanpa persahabatan.....

yang satu selalu menjadi penyebab yang lain dan prosesnya...

adalah irreversible......~

~Seorang pecinta yang terbaik adalah sahabat yang terhebat.

Jika kamu mencintai seseorang,

jangan berharap bahwa seseorang itu akan mencintai kamu

persis sebaliknya dalam kapasitas yang sama.

Satu diantara kalian akan memberikan lebih,

yang lain akan dirasa kurang...........

Begitu juga dalam cinta:

kamu yang mencari, dan yang lain akan menanti......

~Jangan pernah takut untuk jatuh cinta....

mungkin akan begitu menyakitkan,

dan mungkin akan menyebabkan kamu sakit dan menderita.....

tapi jika kamu tidak mengikuti kata hati,

pada akhirnya kamu akan menangis.......

jauh lebih pedih...

karena saat itu menyadari bahwa kamu tidak pernah memberi....

cinta itu sebuah jalan.~

~Cinta bukan sekedar perasaan, tapi sebuah komitmen....

Perasaan bisa datang dan pergi begitu saja......~

~Cinta tak harus berakhir bahagia.....

karena cinta tidak harus berakhir.....~

~Cinta sejati mendengar apa yang tidak dikatakan....

dan mengerti apa yang tidak dijelaskan,

sebab cinta tidak datang dari bibir dan lidah atau pikiran.........

melainkan dari HATI.~

~Ketika kamu mencintai,

jangan mengharapkan apapun sebagai imbalan,

karena jika kamu demikian, kamu bukan mencintai,

melainkan.....investasi.~

~Jika kamu mencintai, kamu harus siap untuk menerima penderitaan.

Karena jika kamu mengharap kebahagiaan,kamu bukan mencintai....

melainkan memanfaatkan.~

~Lebih baik kehilangan harga diri dan egomu

bersama seseorang yang kamu cintai

dari pada kehilangan seseorang yang kamu cintai,

karena egomu yang tak berguna itu........~

~Jangan mencintai seseorang seperti bunga,

karena bunga mati kala musim berganti,

cintailah mereka seperti sungai,

sebab sungai mengalir selamanya........~

~Cinta mungkin akan meninggalkan hatimu bagaikan kepingan2 kaca,

tapi tancapkan dalam pikiranmu,

bahwa Ada seseorang yang akan bersedia

untuk menambal lukamu dengan mengumpulkan kembali pecahan2 kaca itu.....

Sehingga kamu akan menjadi utuh kembali......~

Today is.... 30 Jan!
Oh gosh...! Time flew so fast..!
Wahahaha..

Well.. this mornin, da pathetic human being
named Kath wake up quite late..
Yeah well, she woke up when her alarm rang but off it..
& slept again..
Apparently for no reason she juz woke up to find tt it was 10+
Yeah.. did everythin rite & went off to flag a taxi
as she dun wanna missed the praise & worship..
& yeah.. surprisingly, a taxi came very2 fast.. unlike normal days..
whereby i cant even find a single taxi in da road for like.. 1/2 an hour..
Hehehe...... *colin mockery.... singaporujin laughter*
Then i GOT STUCK IN SOME BLOODY ARSE TRAFFIC JAM!
that cost me a lot of money.. ! ARGH!

Haha.. Today, as usual, the 'brainwashin frm the headquarter' msgs
in da preachin.. Somehow somewhere, i find them kinda contradictin themselves.
Weird.. Its like, da guy said,

"Our Corporate Vision is:
1) win souls for God
2) build their faith
3) send them to bless the nations"

but hell, if u're stuck wif ur brainwashin msgs over & over again, weeks & weeks,
whads da point? u're goin against ur our visions..
Like, yeah, u are tryin to 'win' us frm Stevey, alrite we knew..
& every sunday, we expect somethin tt will 'build' our faith,
some sort of 'words frm God that will feed our faith in Him'
but like this.. u will only make us weary & tired..
U will makes us get the idea tt u're tryin too hard to brainwash, not to preach
U will stir unsatisfaction within the youth..
& the youth is a strong force whereby u cant ignore..
soon u will ened up wif soem probs..
believe me..
how i wish i could say tt to someone wif higher authority in da church..
but damn.. i dun trust them anymore..
not again ever since da 'incident of "liar! you're a liar!"' (i shalln't elaborate more)

& yeah.. Anythin God..
U rule ur church..
U hear my plead & distress..
I cried out to You in times like this,
I cried out to You in times of joy & troubles,
For You are the greatest authority that rule this Universe...
This is the end of the days..
Unexpected things will happen...
Churches will tore down...
BUt one thing for sure..
Those who held their faith in God firmly will survive
Cos they dun ever blame God
Its fordainded...
Therefore I lifted up my church in Your hands,
Rebuke those who misuse Your name
Let there be revival in this place
For Your name will be glorified high up
And we can work for Your glory together as one.

yeah shit, how do u reach out when inside is still a whirlwind?
Bloody Jimon.. !

WOW! Tonite was awesome!!
Came to think of the number of guests who had come..
Was very2 overwhelmin..
There were arnd.. almost 100 (guests only)..

I arived at the Church office arnd 5..
Then, went off to McD wif Susan, Vera, Irene & Cath.
Susan treated me Ice CReam cone.w ahaha..
Hm.. met Fensa & her frens down there..
Went back to the 6th floor, while along da way distributin
food stocks to the ushers. whahaa..
Wow.. to think tt the ushers now regenerate...
we had like.. kids.. not really kids, but youth. whaha.. mostly males,
as da ushers.. Kidz tt i dunno, like Kendrick, Edwin, etc.. whaha..

Then. we had our dinner.. i luv da mee. whahaa..
& went upstairs. whaha..Aniwwae.. the show was gd.. very2 gd..
i'm glad they had this kind of way...
Like, they made it seemed so 'light' but yet 'deep' in a way..
I luv pat2's song & Dimas' "Bukan Pujjanga-Yang Terbaik"
Tt was one of the coolest remix ever. whaha..
I luvv the idea..

Well yeah.. Didnt hav any worship. whaha. but a few gave their
lives to God. Which is awesome, cos to take tt decision, one has to
really think abt tt, & there mus be some truth behind da sayin,
"IN everyone, there is a hole *emptiness* deep within their heart.
& only God can fill in tt space.."
Yeah? hehehe...

Da 4 Jenny Tails AhGuans (MudGuan, GuanQiang, Guanninah, Guanson)
went for a gig in da national lib at Jurong East.. 2 Bands were performin.
but i dunno who they are.w ahaha..

Yeah. so tts abt it. whahaa
Ciao..

(bette get back to do my work on my bro's art file
He asked me to redraw One Piece on it. whahaha)

Assignemnts to do:
* my bro's one piece stuffs
* lidrg journal ( 5 more pages)
* T&T
* bloody IMDP1 whaha.. (research)
* Checkin of 'prices' of stuffs...
* buy my bro's CNY clothes
* help him check his ATM card

Hey~!
I dunno, feelin lame rite now..
So here i am..
givin my last shot before i'm gettin into da toiletto,
doin my business (bathin, xcuse me..!)
& get back to church..

Here's an excerpt of somethin, somewhere, somehow..
Haha.. (not gonna say too much siah..)

A>> Jd loe masih benci orang itu?
B>> Ga. Gw ga benci dia.
B>> Gw cuman benci keberaniannya, kenekadtannya, bakatnya...

So yeah.. tts it...
Gw ngerasa gw tuh bs gila kadang2,
kenapa manusia diciptakan dgn sebegitu complexnya?
Why oh why~!
*Singin in da bathroom*
Somehow somewhere i gt some crazzie ideas for some videos..
or storyline i might say.
But yet, i dunno hwo to deliver it..
wahaha..
its like a scene of its own.. weird but true...
Hikz hikz hikz..

Fuaaaaah~
This mornin, i wake up, unwillingly.. whaha
My back is achin ever since yest...
Is this the sign of ageing?
Aniwae.. Taught my bro some Cloze Passage,
cant believe tt for soem blanks.. i found myself stuck on it..
Oh damn.. My Languages are deterioratin..
A sign of Alzhemier.. Parkinson.. Argh..! whahaha
How old siah? i'm only 18?!
Unless there's the case of 'Yasha', whereby they spilled
da virus in da drink on purpose. whaha...

Yeah.. I am very2 lame rite now. whahaha...

Today, will be the day,
whereby souls be saved. whahaa..

Aniwae.. a lil bit of nice stuffs...
I ate salmon... fried salmons...
for my lunch.. Oh lala~
Whad a salmon...
It tasted like.. very2 soft, juicy etc..
I juz looove salmon...
Juz giv me salmon daily for my meals! whahaa
Maybe i shall juz go & hid myself in iceland,
fishin salmon day by day,
to fulfil my obsession of salmon. whahaha

Lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame

Recently, i uncovered some books bein 'thrown' at a box
outside my room. One of em is Mitch Albom's "the five people
you meet in heaven".
The story was done in a way tt was really2 uncommon, i shall not
provide spoilers on tt...
& yeah. it taught me some stuffs,w haha.. like, it gave me this sudden
*thump!* & i gt to see things in a diff way..
so yeah.. here's an excerpt of it. whaha.

...page 141...

Ruby stepped toward him. "Edward, " she said softly. It
was the first time she had called him by name. "Learn this
from me. Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from the inside.
We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person
who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm
we do we do to ourselves."

"Forgive, edward. Forgive. Do you remember the lightness
you felt when you first arrived in heaven?"

Eddie did. Where is my pain?

"That's because no one is born with anger. And when we die,
the soul is freed of it. But now, here, in order to move on, you
must understand why you felt you did, and why you no longer
need to feel it."

She touched his hand.

"You need to forgive your father."

Hohoho
I added the links to our TP poly impt urls..
Those ppl who cant find them,
direct them to me, so they can juz find
whatever they need to do...
at the bottom of the page. whaha..

Yeah man..!
at last..
anywae... it served as a help for me too,
cos partly i hate waitin for tt main TP web to load.
It took zillion yers in my comp.. Bloody!
whahahaa

Finished da decor for da Welcomin party.>!
Banzai! My God is soo great! Hahahaa..
Aniwae.. Ingrid, Mawan, Dodo & Ucup are in town..
HOw i mizz them soo much ever since the farewell. whaha

Aniwae.... We had a combined cell grp at the church office,
& throughout the prayer, i somehow had this 'conversation'
wif God.. I dunno. It was easy for ppl in my church to say tt they
converse wif God abt certain things, & i kept on thinkin,
"well,... their faith is bigger than mine then, cos thay could talk to God
& He answered back.." or whatever it is..

Well, I had this very2 weird conversation, which i'm not sure myself
if it was God who answered me or issit me who juz answered things for myself..

Kath >> So God, how will I identify myself?

A vision came as i saw someone wif shades (weird but true, this happened
while i was prayin) I saw my reflection on teh shades

Voice>> Look at urself here (referrin to the reflection)
Voice>> Whad did u see in it?
Voice>> Did u see Me in u?

I dunno... until then, the vision stopped as Ko Ben was askin ppl to
come forward to be prayed upon for tmr's event..

In a way or another, everyone needs Him. There's no 2nd thought abt tt..
True that things may not go our way, ever since this year started,
i had witnessed quite a number of ugly incident...
whereby i was in a way or another got myself involed in "ugly divorces".
& come to think abt it, He muz hav some plans for it..
yeah, there are times when i wondered why does things happened this way,
or is God really2 care abt whadever tt happened...
Some tihngs sort of "menggoyahkan imanku"..
BUt yeah.. who are we focusin on to?
Human? or God?
Human make mistakes, we all do..
BUt do u mean, once we believe in Him,
we are blameless & holy & pure?
That was not whad it supposed to mean, well..

Menerima Tuhan ga langsung bikin kita jd holy man,
Memiliki Tuhan di dlm hati tuh artinya apa yg kita lakuin,
skrg tuh semuanya demi interest-Nya
Jd secara ga langsung kita bertanggung jawab atas smuanya
ke Dia..
So when humans disappoint us,
Kenapa marahnay ke Tuhan?

wow..!
another milestone had been acheived..
Shitty subject selection. whaha
I put da alarm at 9 a.m., but
unwillin to leave my bed.
so yeah.. remembered to call Bobby for the subject selection
then talked a few CDS crap on da phone..
HGahhaa..
Things went wrong went the TP account lagged badly..
Thank God Beatrice helped me to get the url for
subjecrt selection...
so yeah.. i did it, & i helped Jessica to do..
Then i wake Mud, GQ & Glenn up..
I told max.whahaha..
I'm da Momma. whauahuahuahaa///

Aniwae... My guardian brought her grandaughter..
She was soo cute.. whahaha.. & yeah.. she was on her way to
LalaLand when i went downstairs...
Sooo Sweeeeettt~!
& now she's slpin... maybe i'll sneaked to take her pic...
Soo cute...
Itz a peaceful sight of a baby sleepin...
In her cradle...
awwwww~
whahahahaahahahha
crazyyyy
yeah.. definitely crazzzzzie!

Hm... whad am i gonna say now is not to controver anythin or whad..
Just a piece of my mind. whaha.. Hope it tasted as delicious as choco cake..

Kata2 maut telah terucap,

Bagai sabda Titah dari sang Raja,

Mengakhiri panggung sandiwara

Things tt happened,
let it happened.
for some things that cannot be undone,
let it be that way.
Things tt sound wrong,
It might not be tt way.
Or it may..
for nobody knows but God.
Keep ur feet strong,
Leave ur footprint visible.
For you cant change the fact or past,
For memories will be there,
lingerin in your mind
Though hatred may seemed to be the simplest answer,
It may hinder u frm growing
Learn..
For acceptance is a blessing
Let go of every emotions
Love is the feeling that will make us firm
Do not let hatred overtook the love
If this had to be the way,
Then let it be
Some things can be undone
And some juz simply dun
But the bond of the heart will go on
Like it or not

Hwow! Time flew so fast & this is the 2nd last day of term break!
Bloody time.. ! Aniwae.. new things keep on poppin up in my head,
things tt are gd, things tt are bad.. things tt are disturbin. whahaha..

Aniwae... Still in sch... Went to sch arnd 12, met Adrian again at the
Sletar Camp bus stop. Then, went for lunch wif Sista & Tobing.
Went to print Welcmin party's print stuffs & to AngKeong wif
Mudguan, Guaninah, Jason & Hanshen. Apparently, nobody asked him for
my bady whahhaa. & he was alil bit not happy, & yeah.. he blamed mud,
jokingly, whahhaa.. It was lame, but yeah. sorry dude, i didnt know anythin. whaha
I'll invite u lah.. Sumimaseeen...!

Arnd 3, did my line anim1... but yeah. aft tt hidin myself in da studio,
paintin wordings for da welcomin party...
Like.. nobody went up! The sch is like a dead sch! The studio.. feels lifeless...

kadang2 gw sebel sendiri.. kenapa gw tuh jd org harus tergantung ma org laen.
Ato lbh tepatnya, gw bikin diri gw tergantung sama org laen.
Td gw liat foto2 waktu wg ulath,. knp anak itu ga tersenyum yah? aneh..
Ape gw dah offend dia in a way or another?
Udah gw blg, gw HARUS & AKAN ngelupain, bukannya MAO apa NGGAK..

Aniwae, smalem mimpi yg aneh.. aneh bgt..
Mungkin gara2 kmaren tuh dia curhat ke gw soal somethin deh.
Trus kmaren mlm, gw mimpi...
dia jalan, tp ngegandeng gw... pegang tangan gw...
jalan trus.. gw inget ada dd palsu gw di sono jg...
mrk jalan di blakang, gw org di dpnnya, di jalan beraspal..
trus dr gandeng biasa, jd gandeng yg erat (jari di antara jari)..
Waduh ilah, nih mimpi menyesatkan banget!
Kalo gw blg gw ga mao bangun dr mimpi,
itu namanya ga mao melihat kenyataan.
kalo gw blg gw bangun dr mimpi,
apa yg gw liat itu cuman stimulasi otak belaka.
Jd gw ga tau kesimpulannya. idup udah cukup pusink dgn hal2 laen,
knp tambahin burden dgn ginian?

Somehow i feel like they dun need me anymore,
somehow i feel like the world turns in an opp way.
Somehow things happened so quickly w/o me
So whad am i supposed to do?
Sit arnd & listen to da change?
Or jump frm da buildin to do freefall?
Yeah.. i'm craaazieee...
Keeeraaaazzziiiieeeeeee...!~

*jokin..* *..lame*

*ahli menutup2i.. whahaha...*

Woho...
Today i discovered a new way home frm sch..
painfully. whahaha...
Well, Adrian suggested me to take 103 to seletar camp
& change to 168, ini which will only bring me to sch in abt
40-45 mins journey. I was so dumb, i went to tt bus stop,
whereby they wrote "to bedok"... So yeah. i saw 168 & i flagged,
but it didnt stop, so i ran to teh next bus stop, which is super nearr..
Aniwae,.. halfway along the highway., i realsie tt this bloody bus bring me
to WOODLANDS! whaha.. so yeah, i gt down at the 1st bus stop i saw,
whereby the woodlands mrt was very visible frm tt place.
Met adrian at the bus...

Aniwae...
Did my line anim today, not fullyd one, tmr shall continue my job..
Then.. did my churhc thingy, but not finished yet either..
gonna do photomanipulation for tmr...
then2....
ah.. disaster,,,
subjbect selection. whaha..
make sure i choose the right choice. whaha///


DVC1510 Basic Photography DesElect 3
DIM2313 Internet Media Authoring1 DipCore 4
DIM2314 IMD Project 2 DipCore 6
DIM2315 3D Animation 1 DipElect 4
DIM2323 TV Production DipElect 4
?code? Jap CDS 3


i dunno.. hope i gt them..

Things happened juz now..
which i dunno whether it is for teh common gd of everyone r soemthin else..
But yeah..God knows what will happened in teh future.. so yeah..
Led Ur way, Man! I'm sure they'll follow. whatever U said..

the smses i gt ( in chronologinical order):

Hey Kath.. Happy Birthday gal...
Slightly late? Hope not...
God bless you deh..
~ Eugene IFGF

Hey girl! Happy 18th birthday!
May God bless you & family always...
I love you... -hugs & kisses-
~ Farah

Lemme b one of the first to wish u a happy bday!
~ Izchar

Katherine, sobatku tersayang...
Happy birthday yah...
Makasih byk slama ini l mo bantuin g,
walaupun qta blm pnah ktmu, makasi l slalu
kasi saran2 yg berguna,
makasi l slalu ada di saat2 g butuh tmn.
Moga2 panjang umur, tambah heboh,
tambah kreatif, suskes buat kuliahnya.. =)
~ Evelyn ( maria fransiska)

Hey Kat... Happy 18th bday to u man! :-D
~ Samson

Kat! Happy bdae man. Tambah tua hrs tambah
rajin, rajin ke timezone. haha jk.
all the best man!
~ Anton

Happy birthday Kath... Enjoy ur day ya..
Luv u sis :)
~ Susan

Happy birthday. Thanks for being a good friend. :)
~ Mud

Happy Birthday!
~ Genevieve

Happy birthday t(",) u! may u have a wonderful yr ahed
n all da best in everything u do =>
~ Shi Hui

Oei, hari ini ultah siapa y? G lupa leh =P
HAPPY BDAY!!! Am i the 1st?
Am i? Am i?
~ Jokko
(anak ini thick skin abis.. whaha.. cos i forgot to wish him on his bday on time.. haha)

Happy birthday katty! udah 18 nih, harus pintar2 pikir sebelum
berbuat sesuatu ya, atur waktu u yg tepat
jgn sampe jerawat muncul merusak penampilan...
O.K! sekali lagi zhu ni sheng ri kuai le!
~ momma (my real mom!)

Ci. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ya, papa mendoakan semoga di tahun
yg akan dtg, mendapatkan rejeki & kesehatan yg baik,
dan rajin blajar ya.
~ Papa (my real dad!)

happy bday yg ke 18 cayank
may all ur wishes come true
~ Riana my cayank

Hey! Happie birhday & wish you happiness
& may you wishes com true yah ? =)
~ Corina

Happy birthday to u.
Happy birthday to u.
Happy birthday to Katherine
Happy birthday to u! :-D
Enjoy this special day. Jesus loves you! :-)
~ Ci Ling2

I canst be wif thee,
yet will i rejoice wif ye in my heart...
Thou art be happest ever after
~ Joel (was down wif rashes on my bday so he couldnt come)

Kath... Happy birthday!
Udah tua yee... Huahua...
Hope as u get olderu'll get richer!
Huahua... Love God more ya darling...
~ Feny

Kat! Hepi bday girl!
BIar tambah keren, bambah abe, tambah dewasa,
tambah kreatip, tambah cinta Tuhan, tambah giat ngelayanin Babeh!
Luv ya sis! *Mwaach*
~ Ci Jeanne

happy birthday!
~Diana ( Kelvin's fren; Shi Hui's senior)

Happy birthday..
Mayb all you wishes & dreams be fulfilled as you grow anpther year wiser...
Another year smarter...
Have an awesome birthday!
~Abel

yo birthday gurl... had fun?
Merry happy bday! :)
~ Stanley

Kath hepi bday ya! Tamba gila buat Babeh.
Dipake trus ma Dia. Hehehe.
Sehat selalu. panjang umur.
GBU always. Luph u!
Salam Kawaterz!
~ Erica

Happy bday! You are now of legal age to drink!
Go get yourself freaking drunk and experience the jo of 18 in the morning!
~ victoria

Kath! Gepi beloved bday yah! :D
udah tambah umur tambah wiser yah trs tambah synk ma Babe n gw tentunya
hehe trs tmbh ok in segalanya d. hehe...!
all da best 2 u ya. mua mua
~ Velicia

Happy birthday!
~Lynnete

Huee! Kgn gw! Happy Bday sis! HUehue kbr gmn d sana?
~ Ingrid Gridooo whahaha

Cici!! Happy bday cici!! =)
~ Patricia

Happy birthday again. Enjoy urself.
~ Mud

Happy belated bday yah.. Sorry telat bgt... Haha..
Btw.. kodok neh...
~ Handoko

Kath, hepi bday yah...
Sori telat, hp g mate kmrn pas camping...
Tambah cakep, keren & imoet oki? GBU
~ Jilly my cayank

Kath Kath! I'm so sorry!
Wish ya a happy bday!
Sorry I'm late cos these few days damn busy!
~ Tiara

Say, hepi bdae yah!
semoga tambah cakep n imut! n tentu hope dat ada miracle
bet elo n dia...
Stay cool alwayz.. Luv ya, muack!
~ Frida

Hepi birthday ya Katrin!
MOga2 dapat prince loe soon yah... ;p
~ Cecilia

Happy belated bday..
Sorry.. was busy yesterday...
(._.)
~ Sumitro si boss

WOW! weeee!
The most unforgettable bday ever spent...
OKie.. Startin frm the mornin...
Hahha...
arnd 10, i met Beat2 to go for the lens cover at Nikon headquarters,
waited for 1 hour, only to be told tt there's no stock.. Bloody!
so we went back to sch... onlt to find out tt bloody Richard Wee refuse
to sign the form to borrow NIkon Coolpix 5700.. Okie..
so we went to Pasir Ris..
Met Jason, Jared & XiaoHui...
Later, Adrian & Cream joined us at the Pasir Ris Park,
as we fly kite! whahaha...
Jason was cyclin, Adrian was takin pics,
Beat was playin wif the kite, while Jared was tryin to get the kite frm her..
CRema & Xiao hui was playin wif Xiao Hui's digicam..
hahaha...
Then.. they turned crazy wif my my hair as the kite went off somewhere..
It gt blown away to a tree...
Jared was crazy enough to comb my hair & ask me to be photograped shakin
my head, crazyin wif my hair. whaha.. U know i gt a super scary hair..
Jason was wearin a pant tt gt zips at the kneecap, so he can juz unzip them
& turned the pants into a short one.. whahaa. funny,.. a kid who's not a kid.. whaha

Aniwae.. we waited & waited for the rest... until 7++
Then ate our meal at Fishermen's village..
There was 17 of us:
Me
Beat2
WeiShan
Cream
Shi Hui
Xiao Hui
Mud
GQ
Sek Jhia
Freddy
Jared
Glenn
Philo
Alex
Adrian
Jason
Samson
Xing Jie

Aniwae.. aft which.. the guys are not full by the meal...
whahaha...
Then Jason was sent to kidnap me somewhere whil they prepared somethin.
When i gt back....
* Xiao Hui covereed my eyes as she led me walkin
* then when she opened my eyes
* i saw "happy Bday Kath" on the sand
* Sista brought the bday cake
* Ask me to make a whish & blew the candles off
* then they led me to the bench whereby Mud, Glenn & GQ held their guitars
* Thye sang for me a birthday song wif a 'twist' Hahhaa..
Psycho song, very2 nice indeed! rich of words & 'scumpy stuffs"
~ dun call us gay, cos we're aroused by voluptrous woman wif C cup~
* Then they gt me a bouquet of roses (nv go this efore)
* the guys gav me a sch bag! Yeah! & a platypus inside. whahahaa
* mud gave me a brooch
* then we went lamin arnd..
* photo takin sessions
* The guys actually suggested me to be taken soem photos wif them..
which i turned down..w hahahaa..
* XJ found amusement in torturin dead catfish.. He slammed the catfish wif a stick
* Freddy felt bad abt it, so he opened a burial service for this fish
* they buried thsi fish in da sand, wif his mouth juttin out
* then Glenn played his guitar
* while freddy rapped & sang abt the fish (named Felix)
* me & xia Hui acted idiot, we fake those cryin woman on burial srvices
* mud, jason, Philo & Alex went hm
* adrian & iao hui went hm
* Jared & sek Jhia went hm
* we went sittin down at the breakwater... singin, crappin etc...
* Glenn & GQ were freestylin whil i joined them sometimes
* Cream & siHui was starazin
* Beat & freddy went to the beach & looked at the dead fishes on beach..
* Samson & Sista talkin & lookin at the sea
* We moved to the 'stage'...
* continued our singin & lamin way..
* Adrian came back wif his sista-so-in-love-wif Lexus car
* jared was back arnd tt time too
* We went to a field...
* to do Stargazin!!!!!!!
* Wif Adrian's telescope!!!!
* wow.. we saw the moon.. very2 clear & sharp...
* I can even see the rough & uneven surface of the moon..
* we saw Saturn & Jupiter...
* amazin... very2 amazin!!!!!
* Aft which we went to a coffeeshop
* Eat my ban Mian. everyone wa slike.. 9/10 asleep..
* so we went back arnd 5 30.. whahaha...

To tell ya da truth.. i did not cry.. whaha..
but yeah.. i did shed some tears..
I didnt xpect this to be soo ooo special. whaha..
thank you ppl, for all teh effort u hav put for this..
although its not really my bday outtin, but yeah.. itz great..

aw lotsa dead fish in the beach wif Samson..
felt soo sad.. as in.. i dunno..
*thinkin nabt Tsunamis*

I luv all of ya ppl!
Really2 in love wif u ppl!
So now.. whahhaa itz tiem to arrange another 'one" whhahaa...

Adrian>> so who wants to see teh moon 1st?
everyone>> let kat lah.. bday gurl mah..
Beat>> no... its past her bady, the priveledge is expired..

Wahahhaa... teah! whahahhaa....

Went late to church cos i hav to queue up usin da bathroom.
(da guys wanan go play soccer so yeah.. they used it 1st)
Aniwae.... Dry sermons.. tts all i can say..

Surprise2.. whahaa.. Ppl givin me early surprises...
Genevieve, Susan, Stephanie, Catherine, Irene, Ci Ling2,
Vera& Ko Toni gt me a handbag & a female sandal...
erm. whahah.... I luv them! I luv da stuffs too!

Catherine>> Now its time to transform teh swan...
Susan>> Wear teh sandal k! I dunw an to see u in black shoes again..!

Hhahahaha...... *blushed*
wahahha.. then they had a card also.. signed by the youth..
hikz.. hao gan dong...

Wahaha... a few more hours to 18....
Which means i'm agein.. hikz. whahaha...

Anyway, here are some msges frm da ppl:
Cing, hepi bday say!
Aduh udah gede yah.. Hix2, terharu..
As you get older, may you also grow mature in Christ,
more devoted, more passionate! And may God add onto you
you creativity, your warmth & ur BIG giving heart!
Luv Ya, *Mwaachh!*
~Ci Jeanne

Cayankk.. Hahahhaa, Cici!
Tambah tua aja ci! Gimana sih.. tungguin saya dulu donk ci!!
Saya baru aja ultah... angkat pangkat jd 16...masa cici nggak mao
kalah gitu sih? Haiyah.. hahah... Anywayz.. happy bday yah ci!!!
Muachh!!!!
~Patricia

Dear Kath,
Walaupun gw nyolot, tapi... I really mean wad i said. Haha... Canda.
Udah umur 18 yah? Udah bangkotan jg..
Well, i juz wanna wish ya Happy Bday
~ Kodok a.k.a Handoko

Dear Cat,
Happy bday yah.. Udah tambah tua & bangkot donk!
Haha, gpp, msh tetep imut koq!
Love you,
~Veranica

& many more. whaha.. btu yeah. it'll go on & on...
seriously long... 25 ppl in total i gues.. whahaha..
Thank God fo everythin!
He had placed every greta human being arnd me,
to take care of me,
to cheer me up,
to shelter me,
to help me,
to be with me,
to love me,
to be crazy wif me,
.....................................................to be bullied by me..
Hahaha..
Cherioss!

Luv ya...

*cant wait for tmr.. will beat, shan & da gank 'kill' me tmr?*
whahahaa

A song i sang wif the others this Youth Service

Worship Leader: Velicia
Back Singer: Angel
Guitar: Harris
Bass: Ko Davin
Keyboard: Erica

Original song by: (dunno who..)
==================================
Jesus, Lover of my soul
Jesus, I will never let You go
You've taken me from the miry clay
Set my feet against the ground
For now i know

I love You
I need You
Though my world may fall
I'll never let you go
My Savior
My closest friend
& I will worship You
Until the very end
===================================

Ck ck ck...
Today.. wake up at 8++,
then went to sch for orientation meeting..
bloody shit! Moses way of thinkin sux!
Real big sux!
Then.. went to esplanade to find those who're in
Thomas life drawin cls..
Then went to church & yeah.. ate KFC for the 2nd nite wif
the Kuaters Wahaa.. (+ Stepahie..)
Aniwae... feel very sleepy. Shall go to the STB @ Orchard tmr..
For my blooody research. Hahaha..

Yeah.. tt's all.. until we meet again, i shall blog more..

hm hm..................
Today is a very looooong day...
Went to my church for a meeting regardin the deco
for the room for welcomin party..
It will be at Lor Ampas Skywaves Buildin, 10th floor
29 Jan, 6 pm, dinner included..
I gues it will be "Bakmie" or "Es Teler 77"..
But dun blame me if i'm wrong.. Haha..

Aniwae.. everyone contributed their ideas.. so in the end..
I think the results will be great.. Aniwae, prayin for teh Lenong..
May it be a helpin path for those who watch it..

Then.. had a MewMoo meetin.. We were talkin real serious..
& then..went ti BUgis for our dinner... & yeah.. window shop..
I saw Bride of Demos! whahhaaa.. in tt marvel shop.
& Anzu Hikawa's comic book printed by Singapore local english publisher!
This is greatttttttttttt!
I think she's teh 1st indo that had her works bein publisized here..
Way to go, perkomikan Indo, but i do support Indo manga!
Aft all, some really giv me tt great quality tt are comparable to those
Jap market... I mean, in terms of drawin, setting, storylines etc..
Some are juz lame-as-they-couldnt-make-it.. (like me)

Aniwae.. today.. the trip was full of PMSing...
I was caught a lil bit headache over this.. But things were still in control..

As in life, we cant alwayz satistified both parties..
Try not to say rite things at wrong time..
Or infer soemthin frm ppl's action..
GUys are like kids.. really..
BUt yeah.. like whad Mbak wid in Biola Tak Berdawai
(an Indo movie) said,

Human are very complex,
Males are hard to predict,
but females are simply unexplanable (tidak masuk di akal)

Yeah? & i'm lame..
& i'm lame..
& i'm lame...
& i'm lame...
& I'm lame..
& i'm lame...
& i'm lame...

Wahaha....

*human complexity really makin my head spin round & round like whad
gil sang.. <- lousy pop song*

But yeah.. need to pray more for da comin event...
Aft all tt happened.. let this be the time whereby You will use us mightily
for Your will to be done..

The way of the Life
The way of the life
The way of the life
The way of the life
The way of the life
The way of the life...




Wahaa.. watched Aviator today.. well, not gonna blog whad happened
today or last nite or last last nite.. Cos partly, some stuffs are apparently
confidential, & yeah.. some stuffs are juz tooo looong!

Aniwae.. Yeah.. i blogged it out lah..
Havin life drawin cls.. Very lame..
Then.. I did my line animation for a whiiile..
Then went to play pool wif WeiShan, Beat2, Rayner, Jason & jared..
Aft which we went for Aviator..
There were abt 15 ppl watchin in total..

Yeah.. Finally....
Aft all these times..
I shed my tears..
Thank God.. U listen to me..!
Itz like.. by hok or by crook i need to shed my tears
& U did... by sendin GQ to talk to me. whahaha
Which is gd.. cos he's my bro..
I mean, if i was to get the -tear-sheddin moments frm
someone else.. I might had diff story or reaction. Hahha..

Maye itz my PMS..
Not tt i remembered i had one ever..

Aniwae...
Sorry Glenn,
Sorry GQ,
Sorry mud,
Sorry Jared,
Sorry SekJhia,
Sorry Jason,
I wasnt havin my gd mod juz now. Sorry if i offended
any fo u guyz.. & ya, Glenn, i wasnt angry at u, u know tt rite?
I'm juz feelin error today..
So yah.. forgiv me.. & my weird behaviour today..
Sorry for my harsh words too, Jared..

To Sista & Beat2:
Dun worry.. i'm sane. Wahahaha...

Hmp..~!
I'm havin a super bad mood now..
I dunno.. things came crumblin down on me..
& i found myself feelin useless..!
Like.. i dunno..
I tt guardian shld do the sch stuffs for my bro,
& she was offended when i asked.. even talk abt me,
talk abt easy for gettin a replacement for me..
I mean, HELLO! if i can go, i will go out frm this hse !
& yeah.. stupidly i was ****ed up! Angry!

& yeah.. last nite we're havin fun. went to GQ's place to do work..
& went hm.. takin 15 & 854.. Funny.. I felt funny...
Tired & cold.. i think it was the aircon freeezin effects tt dried my
emotions & everythin down..
They joked abt "oh. we ever listen to u mah?"

Hm.. well.. yeah i know they were jokin.. hehe..
But it made me think, really, am i heard?
Do ppl hear my words?
Do ppl appreciate my words?
Do they really WANT my words?
Am i shit?
Am i tt useless?
Or...... am i REALY needed in this world?


+ There were no tears
+ That could fall down this cheek.
+ Unexplanable causes
+ My world came crumbling down
+ Everythin I believe turned to ashes
+ Jesus... I felt so distant frm Ya..
+ I cry out to Ya,
+ Grant me patience & greater visions
+ & i cried.. & i cried...
+ Silently, tearless, voiceless...
+ & i cried & i cried & i cried...
+ In da death of the nite..

The way of the Life
The way of the life
The way of the life
The way of the life
The way of the life
The way of the life...




Wahaa.. watched Aviator today.. well, not gonna blog whad happened
today or last nite or last last nite.. Cos partly, some stuffs are apparently
confidential, & yeah.. some stuffs are juz tooo looong!

Aniwae.. Yeah.. i blogged it out lah..
Havin life drawin cls.. Very lame..
Then.. I did my line animation for a whiiile..
Then went to play pool wif WeiShan, Beat2, Rayner, Jason & jared..
Aft which we went for Aviator..
There were abt 15 ppl watchin in total..

Yeah.. Finally....
Aft all these times..
I shed my tears..
Thank God.. U listen to me..!
Itz like.. by hok or by crook i need to shed my tears
& U did... by sendin GQ to talk to me. whahaha
Which is gd.. cos he's my bro..
I mean, if i was to get the -tear-sheddin moments frm
someone else.. I might had diff story or reaction. Hahha..

The way of the Life
The way of the life
The way of the life
The way of the life
The way of the life
The way of the life...




Wahaa.. watched Aviator today.. well, not gonna blog whad happened
today or last nite or last last nite.. Cos partly, some stuffs are apparently
confidential, & yeah.. some stuffs are juz tooo looong!

Aniwae.. Yeah.. i blogged it out lah..
Havin life drawin cls.. Very lame..
Then.. I did my line animation for a whiiile..
Then went to play pool wif WeiShan, Beat2, Rayner, Jason & jared..
Aft which we went for Aviator..
There were abt 15 ppl watchin in total..

Yeah.. Finally....
Aft all these times..
I shed my tears..
Thank God.. U listen to me..!
Itz like.. by hok or by crook i need to shed my tears
& U did... by sendin GQ to talk to me. whahaha
Which is gd.. cos he's my bro..
I mean, if i was to get the -tear-sheddin moments frm
someone else.. I might had diff story or reaction. Hahha..

Wowowoowoww..!
We had our comdi presentation, bloody Felix!
Yar made ppl nervous... by ur body language..!
Aniwae.. didnt hav cls aft t, so yah..
we had a gurls' outtin ofr me, Beat2 & sista..
Wahaha.. went arnd TM & then to GQ's hse..
There were Mud, SekJhia & Joel too...
So yah.. sista & me were practisin our motherly way of
fedin da guyz wif instant noodles + sausages..
Wahaha.. a very 'healthy' way of eating..!
Yeah.. so fun. Then i did a bit of my IMDP1 while sista did
her DigEss wif Joel; Mud & sekJhia jammin while GQ usin his
comp to typed out his COMDI projects...

Lesson learnt today: Wahaha.. ! itz fun to hav family!
Wahaha..

++++ Fun Facts ++++
On our journey of walkin aimlessly, me, sista & Beat were talkin abt planets
& the HFC guys.. Which is juz nice, cos we had 9 HFC guys aniwae..
So we gave them each a post for each Planet in da MIlkyWay..

Mercury: Freddy [metallic personality.. very2 shiny]
Venus: Joel [used to disguised himself under gurl's name]
Mars: Max [scumpy, Mars is God of War, watch Xena, ppl..!]
Earth: XJ [Most natural one... Mars & earth co-exist together..]
Jupiter: GQ [need no more reasoning rite?]
Saturn: Zaihar [cheerful personality = many rings ]
Neptune: Mud [white coloured planet = pure = mud]
Uranus: Glenninah [ most scumpy name.. for the scumpy mind, wahha]
PLuto: Jason Nguyen Thom [ very quiet & chibi]

Wahaha.. lame2...
Yeah aniwae...
I duno whad more to say.
Wahaha....
Yeah.. waaahaa...
I am lame. Thank you..

Wahahaha...
I feel slapped rite in front of my eyes..
It hurts but i guess i am numb towards it
Did i see the light?
Or issit tt it was switched off?
Or am i turnin blind?
Is there any answer to this bloody ass questions?
Aniwae.. thanks for teh slappin..
I feel good & shitty at the same time..
Wahahaha..
so yah.. tts all..

Ck ck ck...
Today.. I was a lil bit shitty.. Hahha..
yeah.. The same mistakes tt people committed when times are
bad happened to me too.. Whhile Hanafi was preachin,
i couldnt help but to feel sarcastic towards him.. Bloody!
It was until a few moments when i realised.. well,
even though he hurt everyone.. or rather.. thsi situation
hurt everyone... But God is NOT BLIND..!
I shldnt blame Him juz becos of this..
Ya know.. we tend to blame Him when times are bad, rather than
checkin our own bloody mistakes or motivation or whatever shit it is..

Aniwae.. Had a great time eatin out wif the youth in Cine..
Then went shoppin wif Feni.. Hahaha.. she bought lotsa gift stuffs,
while i'm juz windowshop.. Bloody taxi ate up my money! Hahha..
Okie lah,, tts my faults aniwae...

Indo's losin! shame on u, u bloody Indo!
do ur tactics.. dun play like banci!

In this end of the days... Things are becomin uncertain..
I dunno... There had been conflicts in (i wouldnt want to specify where)
& yah.. everyone cried... Everyone's disappointed..
Itz like.. everythin came too sudden, u cant even think.
The bloody thing is... Thiz was all abt politicz..!
the bloody politic tt rules this place !
the bloody politics tt was created by some idiot & untalented liars
to brainwash.. to create propaganda.. whatevershit..
i shall not explain in English as i am gettin diff in to explainin.

Pastor Steven dah dipecat hari Kamis..
Td kita di youth jem 5 gw dtg telat..
Daniel Hanafi yg lg ngmg...
Ttg pemecatan yg katanya gara2 beda visi..
See, Stevey percaya akan independent church..
Pemikiran yg katanya bertentangan sama pemikiran GISI organisation.
Dia juga 'secara halus & ditutup2i' menjelek2an Stevey.
Dia ngebacain 'order of suspension' nya Stevey.
Jd untuk sementara.. greja dipimpin Apostolik Team & Prez.
& waktu Q&A, ko Buyung gt heated up, dia nangis..
Ko Rianto ngmg, " 'rumah' kita ini koq messy?"
Ko eddy nangis... & demand some explanation
Ko Kiky nangis di blakang tmpt duduk...
Ko Rianto demand Stevey dtg buat kasih penjelasan.
Tp Prez blg "ga blh".. mati2 dia blg ga boleh..
Ini gila.. Tiba2 Stevey dtg msk..
Sama Anita yg biasanya diem.. hari ini marah bgt..
Mrk blg dituduh yg ga bener,
Di backstab & dibohongin...
Well yeah.. truz jg nangis2...
Pokonya.. the whole thing is a chaos...

Gw nangis & nangis..
Cuman air mata ngalir..
& gw ga ngerti.. kenapa ga blg dr dulu?
kenapa maen politik?
Kotor bgt seh susunannya...
Gw ngerasa vulnerable bgt...
Serasa apa yg gw percaya selama ini tuh dibetray..
Things dun go teh same way they do..
& I foresee disaster in 10 hours time..
Mata sakit,
Tapi hati lebih sakit.
Jiwa sakit,
Kalo sekarang ini terjadi..

Tearz could not heal the stained belief, Jimon!
Gw dr dulu ga percaya elo.
& skrg, apa yg loe lakuin bener2 a disgrace ke diri elo..
Prez. loe juga ga da beda ma Jimon...

Ugly fights..
Ugly fights...
Ugly fights..
ugly fights...
ugly fights..
Ugly fights..
Ugly fights...
Ugly fights...
Ugly fights...

So whad's da pt of being United when ya gonna fight
in teh end? Bloody rules, bloody organiztion rules,
bloody fight..

Today.... so many things happened..
Aniwae.. itz weird when u gt both bad & good news
arnd the same time..

Aniwae.. Went to Glenn's hse for stonin sessioin then left
for my cell grp.. Ce ling2 was the one sharing for today.
She talked abt how we often viewed ourselves negatively,
and tt we knew God is wif us, so why see ourselves in the
bad light?

Okie.. then there's a bad news frm my church. I dunno how
yar guys consider this but i categorised this as bad..
Pst Steven had left da church, different vision & stuffs...
Da apostolic team were gonna suspend him bt he chose to leave..
Aniwae.. not sayin who's right & wrong but diff vision..
This like this happen in every community..

Yeah.. some thinsg might happened:
1> perpecahan
2> adu jotos2an
3> backslide
4> loss of ppl

This is the end of teh days, some things are not as constant as whad
it may seems. All we can do is to ask for peace frm God. We dunno His plan,
& He alwayz work in some kind of unthinkable ways...
So yah.. Submit.. & be patient...

Gd news is.... our MewMoo Production's gonna be covered in some teenagers
magazines.. Which is why tmr need to go for photoshoot..
& tmr lotsa ppl couldnt make it..
Which a lil affectin my mood now..
but i dun care..
& i shldnt care
& i wouldnt care
cos i shld think abt their reasons too..
Most really gt somethin on..
& yah.. i'm bein bloody dumb by now...
& I muz be incosiderate..
& i muz had irritate ppl & offended a few by now..
So i'm sayin sorry..
But yah.. I wnated to express myself some times. whahaa...
Forgive...

Ya know.. teh reason of why leser & lesser ppl believe in God is solely
because of the God-believers themselves tt are not setting their gd
examples & bein hypocrite in their worship of God..
things tehy did at hm & things they did in the worship places..
they are totally different individuals in those places..
Weird but yah.. I hate the way this is...

Yeah yeah yeah! Juz gotten hm arnd 12 30..
Nv went hm thsi late.. but itz for gd cause..
bloody u COMDI! Wahahaa..

Aniwae... wen to Gq's place to do my comdi,
& talk to him abt lotsa stuffs..
& yeah.. crap a lot, while i was doin my COMDI
& he's doin his BOteroooo.. Ah.. whad a fine drawin he did..

& yah.. thx GQ
For bein my bro
for bein there for me when i need a chat
For bein helpful
For bein so thoughtful..
Wahahaha...

Aniwae.. crap arnd wif GQ:

Kath>> Salikin Mudwalker, sounds very rhymin..
GQ >> yeah.. & i'll be Guodai (Godai<- the green jedi) Kath>> Lets make a name for everyone then.. whahaa
GQ >> lets start...
GQ >> Joel.. Jobi Wan Kenobi
GQ >> sista is... Princess Weia!
Kath>> Hahahahha.. go on, go on..
GQ >> u are.. Queen Kathydala
GQ >> And Beat is... Beatme.. (Padme..) Hahahaha

Wahahaha... to tell ya the truth.. Beatme sounds like Beat Me..
Which is totally wrong & we didnt do it purposely. Wahahaa..
Doomo sumimasen B-Chan..!

somemore stuffs:
Glenn-> Glenn Solo
Max -> Maxba Fett
Freddy-> Darth Fraul

Gq asked for a change.. he dunw an Guodai.. cos he dun wan to hum the
"HmmMmm" like the old green creature.. so now.. he wanted me to
change him into... Chewqiangca.. Wahahaha

Then... one ran off as I was meow-in. Maybe it feels disheartened by a cat-human.. hahaha So yah.. this one.. still as COOL as it was juz now.. Maybe he tt he's a model. Wahahahaha 

the Kaths.. Hahahha.. These two i saw arnd the opp side of the TP bridge whil ebuyin bday cakes wif Beat.. 

Shoppinggg! No lah.. Hahaha.. Juz havin da same freebies bag.. So chepskate.. but tt is me.. whahaa.. (yah.. thiz iz me & Beatrice) 

my dearez bro.. (taken like.. thousands of yearz ago! whahaha... ) hm.. well.. maybe 3 or 4 yers ago..? 

IFGF Farewell 2004 (wif St loco's Iwan) 

Feny... Da ring version 

I saw this cat arnd the HBD flats opp sch.. This is me.. Hahaha 

Ck ck ck.. I saw the moon...
It was a crescent today...
with its light shadows over the penumbra.. (am i rite?)

Aniwae, did a lil bit of my comdi wif Jessica & da twinz..
Jess & Cing gt some projects frm teh web publishin CDS..
Cing's one is bloody simple, while jess one's more like some kind of
torture... But yeah.. Jess treated me lunch (more like dinner)
cos i helped her for the web. Wahahaha...

niwae... forgot hwda i wanna say...
nvm. later then.. if i remember..
I'll update.. wahahhaa...~
Ciao!

Huah! In sch free access lab now..
Well, got some 'nightmare/sweet dream' last nite..
Wahaha.. weird dream...

Well.. how to start this.. hm...
yah.. basically.. i forgot abt whad it all about...
but i remembered one part of it.
which is...
I was leanin against his shoulder..
then we were talkin..
but i cant remember whad...
& it feels so nice in da dream
but i know of 1 thing
whatever sweet things tt came across my dream
will never become reality..
therefore.. let me dream
for dreams couldnt kill
it'll only make me happy
temporary happines
& i dun care
cos itz only dream
it will not harm
or wahtever it will nto be
so yah.. haha.. tts juz abt it

Terlalu banyak bermimpi bisa membunuh
Tapi kutakpikirkan
Karena dibawah sadar
yah dah.. biarin. Wahahahhahhahaa

Wow.. Happy Bday WeiShan!!!!
Banzai.. she's officially 20 now. Wahaha..
Aniwae... today's cls on DigImg was very2 simple..
Less than an hour..
We had a samll celebration on WeiShan's bady in sch..
Bought da cake wif Beatrice arnd AngKeong down there..
Then2..... wrapped a present wif da HFC sistas inside..
Oh how i luv this.. Well, although there was lotsa rough patches everywhere..
Which really drives Beat crazy... I hope thingsa re goin fine wif u, Beat..
Dun take this too hard, cos things are gonna be like this all the time..
I mean.. speakin of ungrateful lads, we're buyin stuffs,
doin everythin by ourselves & all yar can do is complain..
Shame on u...
Go self-evaluation...!
Wahaha...

Aniwae... A poem I wrote in IMDP1 cls...
(kinda feel bad for Alfie. cos i wrote this as he was talkin..)
Sorry lah, another Indo piece.. I'm sux at English..

Tangannya dingin...
Sedingin hatinya,
Yang mati menggigil di depan perapian,
Di hari bersalju di January...

Apa yang ada di matamu?
Jalan bersalju di siang semu.
Terik matahari tak dapat
Melumerkan mata hati
Yang membeku terbelenggu
Di kesepian sudut

Kelam...
Hitam...
Gelap...
Sepi...

Period.
Mati.

Gw masih sayang
Gw ga bisa lupa
Gw masih sayang
Gw ga bakal lupa

jayus2.. jadi aja nggak. Wahahahaaa

Wekz... now is.. 2:35 a.m.
& i'm slpless.... Haha...
I duno.. My mind juz cant be shut down..
Aniwae, for Sista's bday, we'll be goin to Bugis for dinner..
luv her soo much. Wahaha...
& yah.. we were supposed to discuss sista's bday outting when
the whole msn chatroom was being flooded wif silly-cum-idiotic stuffs
by Abel, GQ & joel.. Sista, Beat & me gt nothin to say but to join in & create
some madness..
There were Adrian, Gq, Joel, Sista, Abel, Beatrice, Mud, Freddy (aft a few left),
Xj (aft a few left) & me. We were totally scumpyin arnd.. Really2 scums.. Wahaha..

Abel>> Its confession nite
Abel>> Its time to confess who has a crush on who
GQ >> I luv u abel
Abel>> I luv u too gQ
GQ >> If u jump, i will jump..

Wahaha.. soo Gay... no no no.. My bro aint gay.. hahaha..
They'r ejuz bein funnily lame. Yeah. EWahahahaa....

Hikz.. my mom went back to Indo arnd 5 juz now..
Aniwae, yeah, went to church.. Today's pst Steven's
preachin was abt prayer, which is useful.. really2 useful..
Aniwae, to make it short, tjis is one of the most impt thing in
prayer "Know what is your motive in praying. Set your motive
right"
Hahha.,.
& yah, bought a jacket..
& yah... bloody 103 bus driver! I was runnin for the bus aft i
alighted frm 105 bus. I ran fast enough tt i be able to catch the bus,
exactly aft the door closed..
only to find out tt the driver didnt look at my direction, so yah..
He juz drove off inront of my face. Bloody unclE!!!

Oh ya.. aniwae.. Haha..
I am sick & lame & f**ked off rite now. Shit..!
Hahaha..
Hahahahaha

Yay!!!!!!!! Yesterday...
Went out wif my mom & my bros yesterday..
We went to Sembawang Shopping Centre to buy his
sch uniform & sch shoes. Wahahaha....
Yeah, he looked 'old' when he went tryin his sch shirt..
HIkz.. my bro's growin up.. Haha..
& yah, he's taller than me by barely a cm.. hikz..
Which makes me the shortest in da family..

Aniwae, went to eat at the opp of Highland Centre.
Then accompanied my mom to walk arnd Heartland Mall.
In the end, i gt a new skirt. Wahaha..

Yah, i am a lil bit dreamy & thinky last nite..
Itz like.. yah.. lotsa things happened.
& i'm beginning to think tt i might not be livin in this boardin hse
for long.. Yah, i admit tt da guardian sometimes really said things like
some pain in da ass.. & yah.. i dun mind if she siad those things to me,
anywae, i dun care.
But to my mom, bloody old woman! how dare ya?!

So whad, kita emang ga sekaya orang laen,
Kita emang bayar palink murah,
Tapi loe ga sah ngeliat kita 1/2 mata.
Apalagi nyokap gw!
Bukan gara2 dia kita jd kayak gini,
Loe juga koreksi diri!
Hahahaa..


haHahahaha...

Idup emang susah.
Sial.

Wahaha... Today... I wake up at 11 56
(tts whad my lil bro said..)

This is weird.. I remembered havin this dream,
whereby i saw one empty nice bed & i juz slept on it..
When i wake up, i was sleepin on other bed in my cousin rm.
While my cousin stil sleepin, my bro went to sch & my mom
went to the SIR buildin.. The only one tt keep on shoutin
"Itz 11 56! wake up, ppl!" is my lil bro. Hahhaa..

I wonder how would it be for him to go sch.. wearin Yishun sec sch
uniform... Mixin wif his new frens.. hahaha..
& speakin english & chinese most of the time.
Tt would be a torture for him, i guesss. hahahaa.

Today... Is a very crazy day!
I had fuuun!!!!!
Wahaha.. Okie. Day started off as i was being late
& was punished by Ronald, he didnt let me in for the cls
until he finished teachin abt 'arc' in the animation thingy..
Wahaha.. Well, we did the kangaroo, but everyone said it looked
more liek a dog. Stuupid..!

Then, everyone dragged & dragged, some had lessons & yah..
I dunno & dun care, but things get draggy...
As we were waitin for each other to go Esplanade for our Botero
chiong-ing.. Beat was there arnd 3++ already... & we reached there like..
3 hours late. Wahahaa.. I feel crazy siah..!

So yah, we went drawin... & arnd 7 or 8, da rain started to drizzle!bloody, we
chiong inside da Esplanade.. While my hands was covered wif charcoal.. Haha
Then we walked to Suntec for dinner. While da ppl walk sper fast,
me, Beat, Sista & Jason Nguyen went to peep nside the super-ex-but-very-nice
gift shop tt sells those paper stuffs...

Then went to teh foodcourt & play at the fountain. We dedicated songs.. whahaa..

"to teh HFC, frm the HFC.. Msg: We rock yah! <-or somethin like this.."
then..
"to Sista Weishan, frm the HFC kidz.. Msg: we luv sistaaaa!!!"
Wahahhaa.. The DJ actually read all our msges. whahahaa..
Beautiful..
then we had our photo takin sessions which went crazy...
The images taken had beaten the record of 170 pics taken during 2 days chalet..
Within 3hours, we took more than 200++ pics.. Isnt tt crazy?
Well, check em out in Beat's blog, & some.. in her photo gallery.
In the end.. HFC rockz yah!

Name of the people who went for our BOtero war:
*me
*Beatrice
*Sista WeiShan
*G.Q
*Max
*Freddy
*Glenn (but he left like, arnd 7 30)
*Adrian (left early too, when we reach Suntec)
*SekJhia
*Jason Nguyen (came later aft 7)
*Rahman (came late, for fun, tehn went off to orchard)
*Thomas (their LiDrg lect, not mine..)
*Xiao hui
*Joel
*Sharon (went for a while only)





Haha.. Gw ngeliat (& bkn cuman gw aja, tp sista & beat jg blg)
kl dia ma satu cewe, tmn bae gw, lg deket. Tambah nempel sejak
IMDP1. Hahaha..
gw sih td di MRT sempet kalut pikirannya..
Mikirin, gmn jdnya kl mereka ternyata emang bareng..
Soalnya gw kan sering bercanda ngejodoh2in, trus cewenya selalu
blg, "apa seh? dia bukan punay gw mah.." tp kalo ngmg gt, biasanya seh
artinya, "dia juga ga mao gw.." ato lebih tepatnya lagi, sang ceew bs aja suka
ma tuh cowo.w hahaha.. Ga tau ah...
Gw seh personally, mungkin bakalan seidh kl mrk emang ternyata jadi,
tp gw bakal seneng karena at leats gw tau, cewe yg dia pilih (kl jd) itu emang
ga salah.. karena gw juga suka ma nih cewe, cewenya bae, rajin & ga byk ngmg,
ga ganjen & simple..
Ga kayak gw yang berbeda.. macem dr dunia laen..
Gw ngerasa .. gw ga pantes buat dia. hahaha..


Truz.. td gw baru dgr dr tmn gw, dia ngmg, "wah, alangkah baenya kalo ada cowo
yg nyanyi lagu Joey McEntyre yg "Stay da same".. Karena itu berarti dia bs nerima
gw apa adanya.." Wah.. whahaha.. pasti ada lah say..
cuman loe harus sabar nunggu & jeli matanya...
Gw seh.. gw actually dun mind.. Tp kalo changes bisa bikin loe jd org yg lbh bae,
knp ga coba gaya baru? hahahaaa

Wow! I hate pop up!
Whenever i wanna click or type on somthin..
Da bloody bullseye what-soever rubbish will alwayz be
poppin out..!

(See! Another bloody one!)

Today, i was havin my LiDrg cls.. Hahha..
I had a great time.. Drawin taboo stuffs & actually laugh at everythin..
Yah yah.. i'm straight, but i guess my talents came in hand when i drew
gurls... I duno.. Guys anatomy doesnt really get into me..
although i would luv to draw them in detail. haha..
Wait til i get married, or wait til i am completely numb of guys..
Then i'll do so.. Yeah, i'm crappin. HGahahhaa..

Then.... We went to our studio to draw somemore (me & beat) when Mud said
he wanna go to Popular (which he cancelled anyway..)
So yah.. i was doin my drawin when Jason Nguyen came..
We accompanied him to eat his dinner then hung a while at the studio.
Whereby aft which i went to Peach Garden in Tanah Merah, while Jason
went hm & Mud joined GQ & Chris to draw some stuffs at the reservoir.

*lame Section*
Mud saw Tia in one of the IAD studio havin some cls... But the cls was over, i guess,
so i peeped through & hid myself frm the glass panel..
WHILE HOLDIIN DA DOOR KNOP =p
So ya, when Tia tried to open da door, she cant make it, then (u hav to see her face)
she kinda panicked & said, "eh?! how come i cant open this door?! "
Hhahaa.... The Mud gave her, like, "wo bu zidao!" tt kind of loook.. ahhaa..
So yah, in the end, i let go of it & she can come out..
Then it took her a while to realise tt i was the one holdin da door knop..
Wahahaha... U shld seee her expression! Wahaaha...

I am evil..




Gw kadang2 bisa ngeliat kalo dia tuh berusaha untuk berlaku gentleman..
Bukain pintu <- ini yg plg keliatan..
etc deh.. gw lupa apa lagi, tp ada deh..
ga kliatan bgt, tp menurut gw itu suatu improvement yg pengen gw liat dr dia..
Ga da maksut untuk ngejadiin dia milik gw,
tp gw pengen aja bs ngebantu dia dlm character development nya..
Soalnya, quality2 yg dia bakal acquire, like.. gentleman lah, jujur lah etc..
itu pentng bgt buat masa dpnnya, buat waktu dia kerja,
buat waktu dia punya anak istri..
Well.. kalo kita sayang sama orang,
masa sih kita mao dia terus2 dwell di dlm dirinya yg biasa2 aja..
Gt deh... sekian dunia dalam berita.
Saya Katherine Kirana,
bersama kru blogger,
mengucapkan selamat malam.
Salam Temasek poly..
(Lame.. i was mimickin the news broadcaster in SCTV. Hahaha..)

I am in da free access lab now. SWahaha...
Did my T&T plannin abit in vannessa's hse..
Then, came back to sch. hahaha...
& yah.. basically, i need to do:
* LineAmination1 for Assgmnt 2
* IMDP1 : refine da proposal & ideas
* Life Drawin: a write-up abt Botero & 2 Botero sculpture sketches..
* COMDI: do all the 3 ways of writing abt artifacts
* T&T: Finish up da contact list, forms, itenary etc
* Digital Imagin: Nothin at all.. thx TengHong! Hahaha

I was still thinkin abt racial issues..
Such a bad topic to be discussed here..
Cos i know tt even my dearest frens are still sensitive abt this..
I dunno...
I sick, lame & crazy..
hahaha....
BUt yah.. pls..... my gdness sake..
I was thinkin abt how human actually feel jealous of other races,
Then, when jealousness turned ugly, it became hatred..
when it became hatred, nothin can stand between them..
Sometimes.. Things like nobody's fault
Become somebody's fault in teh eyes of the prey..
Thiz iz crazy....
Why this world is full of craziness...
I mean... WE ARE EQUAL!
We were made by God to actually love each other (love: kasih)
Imagine u killing ur brothers...
Thiz iz craziness...

Jars of Clay: Love Song for the Savior
Marcell: Semusim
Dewa 19: Cinta kan membawamu kembali
Dewa 19: Kirana


Project Pop: Dangdut is da music of my country <- I think we need to actually
listen & understand da meaning of this song.. (well, not da lame part..)
It was written there that human are equal..

Forget abt darwin or whoever shit he is.....
Help ppl that needs help..
Then when times are bad,
maybe there will be people who will help you..
Do not ask for ur pay or retribution when u help,
Cos true love (kasih sejati) never devour on the return..

Wahaha.....
I need to add another new yer's resolution:
"Enough of the word 'GAY'..!" Wahaha...

Today...went out wif Mud & sekJhia..
Thiz time.. stoning at mcD & later KFC..

Aniwae... tonite, i'm not gonna slp late.. Tmr wakin up at 5 30
Then do my work..
at 10, gonna go for animation stuffs. Hahhaa..
See ya guys then..

Wan an
Oyasuminasai
gdnite
met malem

Wahaha.. My momma's hereeeeeeee!
Yeah yea... ! I mizz her sooo much. hahahaa...!

Aniwae... Daily stuffs, ...
Went to sch arnd 11 30. Took da same bus as Hanshen,
haha.. coincidentaly wearin Gio black t shirts. haha..
Met da Twinz (Ing/Cing) at the TP bus stop, whereby Tobing was there too.
(cos they were takin da same bus no 8) Then while crappin at the overhead
bridge there, Jessica called, askin us to wait for her. So yah, it was like an informal
TPDS Indo meetin (a small one). Haha.. since da twinz came frm Batam, they had
Kerupuk Ikan. Wahaha... I ate one.. & so yah...

Ate my lunch in da Canteen wif Tobing & later Beatrice. Then Mud & SekJhia joined
us aft Tobing left for his life drawin cls. Went to darkroom wif Beat as Beat wanna
develop her photos. Got to know on how to develop photos Hahaha..
There, we met WeiShan sista. hahaha...

Then,went to the studio & met Hanshen, Max, Mud, Jared etc. Jared went to
da free access lab wif me. Ck ck. hahaha..
Alfie's cls at 3.. Lotsa rubishin. haha..
Went for my animation session as i havent finished my Assigment 3..
There was XiaoHui & Lynette...
Crap a while.. Talk a while, do my work. gahahaha..
until the end... arnd 6 30, Albert & Jason PID went for their animation too...
(aft the two gurls left).. & so yah.. we crap a lot anywae.
Was in sch until 9. hahhaa..

At my boardin hse, there was my mom, talkin to my guardian abt (gasp!) CHINESE!
(the two chinese teacher's world of chinese..)
Argh! I'm scared of chinese, thanks to her.. Wahahaa...
Cos yah, she's fascinated by chinese.. I mean, ya i luv chinese but to a certain extent..
Wahaha.. Thiz iz lame. hahaha..

Aniwae, seriously saddened by the fact tt one of my momma's fren,
Lai Kui Lan, lost her 30 realtives due to the Tsunami disaster...
Yah, she was born in Aceh... & she gt her very2 loyal old maid down there, her aunts,
& da aunts' families.. even her ex husband's new family....... All were gone..
Gone also, her old hse.. whereby (she said) gt a very nice view of the mountain
on da left, & the sea frm the right side...

Thiz iz crazy... I even heard abt the rape of the chinese (my mom told me)...
Like, 4000 chinese females who were affected by the Tsunami,
who lost their homes, were sheltered at a public open areas..
& were raped by the beastful natives...

Okie.. I'm not stereotypin.. but yah.. the natives raped them..
& for gdness sake! Why on Earth do they hate chinese?
What's so fascinatin abt racial difference?
Will you get richer or powerful by rapin a chinese?
I'm a chinese,
but i luv Indonesia as much as the natives luv their land..
So whad makes me diff from them?
Juz becos of my skin colour? I hav a tan complexion..
Juz becos of my almond eyes? There are natives wif almond eyes..
So why YA SEE ME DIFFERENT FRM U?
WHY YA SEE MY RACE AS A DIFFERENT ALIENATED RACE?
Arent we Indonesians by birth?
Iz my name not Indonesian enough?
Cant ya see my lov for my country?
Do you luv our country more than i do?

Some bloody bastard even sold orphaned kids...
Cos they want money, they saw money out of it..
God, how can they be soo heartless in times like this?

Ibu pertiwi bertumpahkan darah
Gelombang badai menelan semua..
Percikan sinar cahaya datang membantu..
Dihalangi tanah yang menyelimuti jiwa2 suci...
Apa yang terjadi dengan perikemanusiaan?
Tidakkah cukup derita badai?
Haruskah jiwa disiksa habis?
Kulihat percikan darah...
Ibu pertiwi tangiskan darah...

Hah..
Hahaha..
Hahahahahahaha...
Siapakah bayangan itu?
gw ngeliat ada seorang bayangan, di dalem blognya,
yang tertulis bahwa dia itu milik dia..
Interestingly gw mikir itu nyokapnya,
tapi sapa tau dia itu bukan nyokapnya tapi cewenya...
Ga tauk ah.. pikirin amat..
Itu idupnya.. Bukan idup gw ini..
Hahahahahahhahahaha

Thiz poem wasnt made to discriminate,
Wasnt made to make ppl feel small..
Wasnt made to make yar feel bad or sad or whad so ever..
Thiz iz juz soemthin tt come out from my mind while doin
COMDI & lookin through Vic's Exposiroty essay based on my
"heart of Gold" artefact.. Wahaha... & yah.. she did took stuffs
written on my blog, which is an inference.. as a research ahahaha

Janjiku

Tak kan ada lagi selanjutnya
Jiwaku lelah, letih dan remuk

Kulewati hari demi hari
Waktu yang tak dapat kembali
Lari kutersesat di jalan tak berujung
Kutemukan seberkas percikan cahaya
Selalu mati saat kudekati

Begitu rapuh jiwa manusia
Dihempas badai leburlah sudah
Apa arti hidup begini?
Terlalu lama terikat dalam perasaan
Diombang ambing bagai boneka tak bertuan

Kumerasa bodoh
Kumerasa lemah
Kuimpikan dekapan Ilahi
Eli Eli, lama sabacthani?
Kan kutunggu sampai waktuNya datang...

*(Eli, Eli, Lama sabacthani),
Father, Father, why hav You forsaken me?
(this iz whad Jesus said on da cross...)
Allah, Allah, mengapa Kautinggalkan diriKu?

Waaaaaaaaaaaaa! Hahaha....Hahahahaahaha..!
My youngest lil bro had been accepted into Yishun Sec Sch!!
Praizze da Lord yo!
I tt he'll nv make it, cos yah.. his Principal Test' nt tt gd...

Frm today onwards.... There'll be no more 'stoning' sessions!!!
instead, it'll be called 'study' sessions.. hahaha...
Cos yah.. basically.. we need to study more nowadayz...

Today's kinda borin actually.. Wake up late cos yah.. I dunno
Haha.. Then went to sch, scavange on Abel's fries & colesaw..
Hav my COMDI lesson wif the ever-sick guy, Felix.. hahaha..
WEll, i read Vic's expository essay on my artefact.. I dunno, it brought
this oooooooold memories of mine. Wahaha...
Thiz is whad i call.. Gilanezzz...
Then.. Samson also said tt he wrote a narrative for my artifact.. Haha..
Waduh.. soo touched. Haha..
Ate wif Freddy, Adrian & samson durin da COMDI break. hahaa..
Aniwae, to make it short.. I went to Glenn's den aft my T&T consultation
wif Mud & SekJhia.. Down there.. there was Rahman, GQ & Jared. haha..
as expected..w e did our work.. Which is gd! Hahhaa..

Aniwae.. jump to another topic. Wahaha...
I hav decided...
NOt to find da mr rite anymore..
cos i'm tired to do so..
Let this be the last search& therefore..
If nothin gd come out of this..
i'll stop forever. hahahaa...
& yah.. basically bein single is okay i guess...
Life has to go on.. Hahha..
& yah... bukan salah siapa2..
Kalopun gw suka... akan gw simpen rasa itu bae2...
Tapi gw ga bakalan ngeliat cowo laen lagi
Kalo emang ini jalanNya,
akan gw udahin.
gitu aja. hahahahaa..

Oh i am lame.. very2 laaaaaaaame. Hahaa

My momma will be here tmr!!!!!!!!!!!at 11!!!!!!!!!!!1
Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuv her huhuhuhuhuhhuh

Wahh...~
Today is da day where i accumulated my sin of eatin nice food!
Oh man..~ Dilles's parents invited all of da youth to hav our lunch
at CocaSuki.. Wasnt tt temptin enough to eattt?
Yah.. so we hav like.. 22 ppl... Hahaha...
& we eat like there's no tmr.. haha..
speakin fo which.. Dodo tryin to show offf his 'super chef' skills into
cookin da food, but ended up damagin da shapes. hahaha..
So yah.. aft tt.... Da guyz went on talkin at TIMEZONE..
My gdness sake! enough of timezone! Hahah, they even poisoned
Junius & Mei2 (CongTa's sis) to join em.. so yah.. we parted as
me, Mei2, feni, Steph & wei2 went to Borders. Then me, Feny & mei2
went to Great world to join em..

NOt bad, Dilles gt a Winie Da pooh for Feny (which they placed it in their
car) & wei2 gt a bear, which he gonna giv to his dear steph. wahahahaa..
interestin day....

Sekali ini Saja - Glenn Fredly
Bersamamu ...
kulewati ...
lebih dari seribu malam

Bersamamu ...
yang kumau ...
namun kenyataan yang tak sejalan

Reff :
Tuhan bila masih ku diberi kesempatan
izinkan aku untuk mencintanya
Namun bila waktuku telah habis dengannya
biar cinta hidup sekali ini saja

Bersamamu ...
kulewati ...
lebih dari seribu malam

Bersamamu ...
kulewati ...
namun kenyataan yang tak sejalan

Reff :
Tuhan bila masih ku diberi kesempatan
izinkan aku untuk mencintanya
Namun bila waktuku telah habis dengannya
biar cinta hidup sekali ini saja

+
tak sanggup
bila harus jujur
hidup tanpa hembusan nafasnya.

Tuhan bila waktu dapat kuputar kembali
sekali lagi untuk mencintanya...
Namun bila waktuku telah habis dengannya
Biarkan cinta ini...
Biarkan cinta ini...
Hidup untuk sekali ini saja

Wow... I heard this song while in Diles' car...
Da IFGF ganks sang it over & over again, as it was played over & over again..
Haha... There's Feny, Steph & Novi wif their angelic voices....
& Anthon.. wif his ever-cempreng voice. Hahaha.. Jokin..

Aniwae... Heard frm em that Glenn fredly wrote the lyric for this song...
Inspired by his past relationship wif Amaria.. ( i think she's Lola Amaria..)
Yah, they were together for years (read: beribu malam)
but Amaria's parents do not agree wif da relationship.. (religion clash)
So yah... This song was out arnd the time whereby
Amaria was gettin married to someone else..
& da model for this music video looked much alike to Amaria...
I dunno, well, Glenn alwayz wrote & sang his songs wif all of his emo.. Haha..
A Craig David, Made in Indonesia. hahaha...

& yah... listenin to his songs.. Many rubbish flood my brain. Haaha...
& yah... feelin sick & dyin now...
My flu's gettin worse, & feels like i can die anytime. Hahha..
IF i die (big IF), I juz wanna let u ppl know tt I alwayz luv ya...
I will never forget the happy, sad, frustratin moments we had.. haha..
& yah, thx for rockin my world..
THIS IS JUZ A BIG IF.. okie!

I dunno... Maybe i am havin my period now. so i cant think properly...
But i dunno... *internal conflict*
I feel sick
I feel angry
I feel scared
I feel lame
I feel tired
I wanna rest in peace
I am scared of tommorow..
Whad if somethin unwanted happens?
How out plan my day perfectly,
that every single word tt comes out of my mouth are clear & correct,
that every single actions within me be executed smoothly,
that every advice tt i giv shall be useful & not misleadin...

Am i close to perfection?
Am i doin whad He wants me to do?
Am i walkin da correct path?

Kutakut melihat ke depan.. haha
Whatever it is.. juz blind my heart.. so i cant see anythin
& let me rest in peace. hahaha
Rubbish.. total rubbsh...

Fuih! Wow! Haha..
Today.. da whole nite.. ridin in Dilles's car. wahaa..
Okie.. at da Great world, there were
Feny, Diles, Steph, Billy, Dodo, Anthon & his fren, Novi.
They played arnd at the Timezone.. Very2 addictiv games..

Aft tt....we went to causeway pt. hahaha.. another Timezone sessions..
(well, ate in da foodcourt.. Novi was a lil bti sick, so she didnt finish her food)
Thiz is crayz.. whahaha....
Aniwae.. da ever-dunno-way Diles brought us frm Woodlands to go arnd.. &
yah.. instead of sendin me hm 1st.. he went all the way to Bukit timah.. haha
(Feny was like *shake head* hahaha)
So yah... Fun...!!!!!!!!!!!!1
I took da last bus ride..! Aleluyah.. haahaha...

Wahaha.. can ya imagine?
I hibernated for like.. 11 hours!!
Wake up.. & i went to da bathroom to grab some tissues
cos i gt bad bad bad flu.. (came to a pt whereby ur
discharge are no longer transparent, but wif colours)
tts when i saw the new maid!! hahahaha..
Yeah at last. new maid!!!

She's nice though/ hehhee... Hope this wont end up to be another "tini"
Hahha..
now goin to Great world ckity wif Feny, diles, Wei2, Steph & Anthon...
See ya guyz again. haha..

This is the new year, i hope i could:
* be more closer to my brothers (those related & not related)
* Be closer to God.. only to Listen to His words
* Zhen Xi everyone arnd me...
* Luv my sistas & scandals more. hahahaha... ( which means... my gurls. whaha)
* pamper my brothers more
* luv my mom more
* get betteeeer grades
* live w/o havin to think abt money (saveeeeeeeeeeeee money mode now)
* Live w/o guy (or havin to burden my brain wif him)
* Not be tempted to go Orchard rd for countdown again.. Never! hahahaa

But dun worry.. i'm not les. Wahaha..
I am still as straight as before...
& I'm sick..

Well.. Hey.. i forgot to mention gd news.. Hahaha
NOw.. as i'm bloggin this...
Farah will be makin her impt decision. haha..
Het 'much awaited' decision. hahaa..
u go gurl!!!!
Luv ya to bitz.. whahaha..

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy New Year!!!!!!!!
Bloody tired & sick & flu-ei..
My gosh, Sch didnt hav 1/2 day today,
bloody sch, pls give some respect to public hols in dec yo!
Had my Line Animation this mornin, then slack a while in the DSL..
Whereby aft tt...Did a few animation & went off
Then, went to Freddy's hse wif GQ to see some MewMoo designs..
Arnd 6, i went to my uncle's place for a dinner wif my granparents,
his daughters, my mom's bro's fam, my bros & my cousin (albert)..
Whereby aft tt, i heard tt Sista ancelled off her plan to go town for countdown..
Then.. so.. yeah.. we engaged ourselves in "the Day aft Tmr"
but yah.. my Seletar gank wann go to Orchard, so i follow.. Hahhaa

Orchard was HELL!!! Crazy merry party ppl went crazy sprayin everywhre,
bloody them! sprayed my face, my everthin! Shit shit!!
OKie, kinda regret goin there... but yah, da guyz seemed to enjoy their trip..
they bought da foam stuffs too, & yah... sprayon everyone like mad...
They loved to spray gurl's Hahaha... Lame ass dudes!
& yah. i suffered.. My eyes stung, my hair sux, & worst.. i gt 'touched' by ppl
here & there.. F*** man! Really...!
Shit!!!!!!!
I hate it..
Anywae.. moral of teh story.. shouldnt go.. hahaha/