Hm...Been sick for these 2 weeks, mild flu that turns into raging cough & so on...hahah, but overall, nothing much. Kinda become 'pig', easily dozed off at anytime,esp while accompanying my lil bro playing his oh-so-boriiingggg comp games & PSX games...recently bought a set of comics (2) written by some local mangaka. Something to do with dreams & gravity.. Hahah, not bad, considering that it was written by a guy though. Kinda feel jealous, cos I was always dreaming of havin one myself, i mean, writting one myself. ask Gillian, she knows my passion, man....Hohoho, havin an online schedule now. Every Tue & Thurs nite @ aound 8 to 12, depending on the circumstances. Not exactly those time, but abt that time. Anywae, can't ol for long, cos my dad's gonna scream & kill me with his nonsensical preachings & so on. Hiks...T.T! Sometimes I wondered whether I am living my life correctly, cos I dun feel alive, i dun feel the passion & the purpose of my life. It's like, "What the hell I'm doin here?!" stuffs like that. am I lost or just hu shi luan xiang (imagining things)... Oh ya, Riddle of Gravity, that's the comic. Hohoho... Kinda long (today's), getting off now. Ciao.

hohohoho T.T!

Hey hey hey... My teeth are aching!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Argh.....Some kind of torture, I tell u. Well, ppl asked me if i did feel any regret for installing these braces on my teeth, but no,(well, a bit) cos "demi masa depan yg cemerlang" u know. hohohohoho. (well, my madness seemed to resurface).I'm havin a real bad flu, been havin bad mood as well, cos I feel bored. i mean, aft the gurls left (Jilly to Canada, Riana to Oz, Lilie to the States) I really felt alone now. hohoho.
Although there's been a few still here , but somehow I missed those who had flown. hoho. Aniwae, it's Riana's 17th bday last Tue, can't wished her cos I dun think her hp is switched on tehre. hoho (What happen to my 'hahaha', it's been replaced with 'hohoho'...) Hey hey hey, ppl are havin bf now & i dun even seek for 'em. Hiks... I mean, I DO seek for one, but for unexplainable reason my interest towards guys suddenly dropped just like that. Instead, now I feel that most guys are jerk, lame or some kind of big liars... Yes it's true when ppl say, "Good guys are either taken, gay or too good to be ours."

hehee, sambungan dr yg td, sebenrnya, if both dun mind abt the commitment, i wont go against it, unless u are damn so sure abt it. Then pursue, kalo ga, surely god has a better plan for everyone.. hahaha..

Well, I've been wondering why do ppl fall in love? Even though I would love to think positively & try in every way to unite them, in the end, it is God who decide on things... Well, all we can do is surrender everything to God, let him do His job & have faith. Hahaha. This is not pin-pointing-finger time. It's more of a reflection of what has been goin on in my life during these few years of my living. Haha, who are we to decide which guy or gurl to be loved, which one to be our soul mate and so on... It is good that u have a person whom u loved most, but are you sure that this relationship will work? Sometimes u hav to let them go so that we dun feel bounded or something like that. It is more of a, "Well, go on with ur lives but be sure that I'm here to pray for your eternal happines, wishing u all the best & always remember that there was a guy (or gurl) once loving u in a way that is more intimate than siblings.." haha, how romantic. I am so damn touchy tonite... Ck ck ck... hahahhaa.

Banzai!! Banzai!!!
I'm accepted at TP, directly, babe!!!!
Yehaaa, hahahahhahahahahahhahaaa...Well, things dun go real smooth actually.Yesterday I was late to apply that the office closed.Today, I went & they were (or did they not) impressed, hahahahhaha, This is sooo lame but I'm sure that I'll be enjoying my year. Xie2, Tey Bee Khoon. Xie2, Wong Chui Dip. Xie2, Li Siew Tong. Xie2, Ong hien Kiat. Xie2, Suzanne Ng. Xie2, Ang Mai Mai. Xie2, Julia Ee. Xie2, Susan Tan. Hahahahhahahahahhahahaaaaaaaa......(what is goin on with me?)Lamer's in action...T.T!

Yahoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
I got 13 pts!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hallelluyahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Love You God, Love You God, Love You even more (even if u never give me these pts)......
Well, well, gonna be in Sg tmr, hahahaha.
Gonna apply poly soon, oh... how I wish i could still go to Oz, sickening!! Haha, but hey, couldn't complain tt much cos everything that's happening here is all planned by God, all we have to do is just relax... take our time to absorb & find out the real purpose of our existance in the land. Amen & peace